ɴᴏ ʀᴇᴍᴏʀsᴇ, ɴᴏ sᴜʀʀᴇɴᴅᴇʀ

[ignisas]

ribbu‌:

there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me

it’s called the throne

[sheisraging]

*more sobbing*

[campmiasmas]

[ignisas]

the minute she knew she was in the same room as the other she demanded more drinks. there wasn’t any way she would get through the night tipsy, especially not sharing a space with the likes of an ex. a few shots were downed, warming her esophagus and burning the pit of her stomach only to provide temporary distraction from the tension at hand. was an embarrassment how quickly she could unravel into a mess given the sum of months it’d taken her to get over the other. lack of anticipation for this sudden circumstance had her shaking, scarlet tinge pooling at her cheeks once she knew that the other was aware of her presence as well. could feel their eyes digging holes in her features and as much as rosana tried to feign naivety, a couple instances of eye contact gave away that they knew, too.

and then they were sauntering over –– she could feel it, see it from her peripheral. prompted her to steal a shot from a friend’s hand and down it herself. she’d need it if she were to be confronted, would have to play some sort of buoyant character and perhaps that’d be easier to do shit-faced.

[vazakinada]

She came with death in her heart, demons in her eyes and with a desire to destruct. She came evil and stayed for good.

VàZaki Nada

[doseofriends]

[ignisas]

i miss writing male fcs

[queenconsuelabananahammock]

I love girl/girl relationships where one is just constantly grumpy and the other is this cheerful happy go lucky person who is always amused by their gruffy mcgruff gruff girlfriend

[lilmamabeyellin]

you ever sit back and think “yo i really don’t give a fuck”

[scullys]

[ignisas]

holly.

hazel orbs stayed wide, drinking in the demon – HALF-demon before her. the fae was far beyond the extent of having any sense of disbelief in otherworldly creatures & beings, but it was still fascinating to meet something she’d never before. “ whoa, “ she breathed. wryly, holly smiled. if the concept of demons had become grossly misused, then fairies were on the opposite spectrum; depicted as kind, sweet little humanoid bugs when they were often FAR from it. “ what kind of things can you do? “ she couldn’t stop herself from inquiring, “ like – do you WANT to do bad things & you have to hold yourself back? is it like an urge or just a preference? wait – can you actually POSSESS people?? “ 

lips pursed with determination, holly eyed the hanging pots. they were not only several times larger, but heavier as well. if she was more rested, she didn’t have to stay so SMALL, but alas, it wasn’t an option. the little fae gritted her teeth, pressing her back against the wall to use her legs to push against the pot handle. it budged, but didn’t fall off the hook like she was hoping. pausing with a huff to collect herself, holly hummed in thought. “ well, most try to prey on humans that wander too close, you know? not – not to EAT, i mean to trick & mess with them. they’re pretty nasty, if you’re asking me. the others are completely absorbed in taking care of & protecting the woods in different ways. the more typical NATURE stuff. “

lips parted to answer every question before a new one bubbled into the space between them and soon enough rosana decided to keep her mouth shut altogether and wait for holly to be done. she’d doubled over with elbows on the counter, patiently awaiting her pot of water over her belly rumbles. fingers drumed against her cheek as her chin sat on her jaw with head tilted. “ i can ... i heal things. people, mostly. with herbs and stuff. ” she spoke uninterestedly of herself, having done this for so long it’d become sort of a chore. though she’d still prefer it over doing a plethora of things so there had got to be some kind of a passion there. “ i want to do bad things a lot. i find myself really tense at random points throughout the day sometimes from holding back so much. it’s become easier though .. to be nice. ” she said the last few words through gritted teeth, some embarrassment spilling out over her features. “ no. i’m only half, remember ? keep up. ”

she watched with a smile playing on her lips, refusing to lend a hand until the other began to speak again. she gave her a silent look of feigned disappointment, bringing down the pot herself and getting to filling it. “ jeez , ” she uttered, brow quirking toward the other. “ and we’re the psychopaths ... ” it brought her a sense of comfort that there are worst things that she could be in the world, though that was never going to be something she’d readily admit. “ i’m guessing you’re the protect the woods kind ? what are you protecting it from ? ”

[ignisas]

charles.

it’s a wonder he hadn’t anticipated this reaction out of her ;  intellect wasn’t his strongest trait ,  he’d write it off as .  the shots have made his tongue heavy and there’s a four second pause between her implication and his response ,  giving way only to a sigh .  “ no ,  i don’t want you to leave . ”  charles has to remind himself continuously verbalizing his emotions is okay ,  completely normal between most other adults and children alike and to think it superfluous was only ever going to get him in hot water .  blistering hot by the way her demeanor’s already deviated .  

he’d swat away the tension that was if he earnestly thought it would do them any good ,  instead lets his body minimize the space between them so there’s little effort in draping an arm around her waist . gaze remains settled on what little angle of her face he can see from their current position ,  mouth pinched at the left corner thoughtfully .  part of him wants to let silence blanket them again ,  especially when it proves his mouth has yet to keep control of his tongue .  “ how do you do that ? ”  he does his best to keep any contempt from underlining the words .  “  ─  go from being  ..  enchanting to frigid in a matter of seconds ? ”

she can see herself pushing out of bed and stomping into the kitchen , downing every last bottle of liquor until she wouldn’t recognize him . doesn’t really even know why , is the thing . the overwhelming need to get away from this only grows more prominent with every word he breathes . it’s suffocating and no matter how bad she wants out , she sits still . urges herself to do what he wants , not be so selfish though doing the kind thing really isn’t in her repertoire . rosana has to remember why she bothers to come around in order to bite back another quip that’ll spiral them into another conversation she can’t be arsed to have .

“ enchanting ? please , ” a genuine albeit brief giggle traded for a look of solemnity when her head turns to face him . “ i am not enchanting . ” she speaks the last word through a grimace , almost insulted . “ you make me this way . because you’re frustrating . and so dramatic . ” it’s easier to pass blame than to go through the ins and outs of it all . couldn’t break it down to him if she tried , really . all a matter of taking things as they come and reacting the exact way she feels , not really knowing when or why her expressions will change . truthfully she feels just as much a bystander as he does . doesn’t think she’s ever truly known who she is and doesn’t anticipate nor welcome a grand epiphany anytime soon . “ why are you so frustrating ? why can't we cuddle without me having to make a fuss ? ” she grumbles rhetorically , shifting to settle into his side with eyes shut . “ make me wanna scream , really . ”

[ignisas]

me reading any of my own writing: what the fuck are you talking about

[lizzysmcalpine]

[tlematimun]

[princesconsuela]

[childhoodruiner]