Write with my heart

Apapun yang hati sedang rasakan

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

cape banget di rumah,

ayah yang lagi sensitif karena sakit

ibu yang lagi sensitif karena cape ngurus ayah

ada omongan sedikit jadi adu omong

ibu ngadu ke aku

ayah keras keukeuh

padahal hal yang simpel sebenernya tapi namanya juga orang lagi pada sensitif

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

tolong lah jangan dulu jatuh cintaaa donggg cad pliiisss

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

ditawarin naikkk jadi supervisor omggggg

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

should i leave or stay?

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

hadu bikin overthink dan kepala pusing

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

my willingness to resign from this work is getting higher and higher day by day~

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

Baifern, cantiknya ga ngotak ya.. ya Allah gapapa kok jodoh aku kaya baifern juga beneran deh

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

yah situ mah bisa ngomong begitu karena duitnya banyak :))) Ya kalau saya gimana yaaaa...

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

kepala aing pusing, bikin story banyak, gak ada yang peduli sama aing, aing ngerasa kesepian, apa sih yang aing cari, kepala aing pusing banget, aing kesepian

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

Hi, sorry for everything.. I was in depression..

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

cape banget mikirin utang, gajian langsung ilang deh bayarin utang 😭 sedih banget hahaha

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

i just think this lately.. maybe it is better when i can just disappear.. i don't know, i just feel bad for being exist haha i hate me

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

ganti nama dulu bisi ada orang cepu bangsat kesel banget aing

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

KESEL ANJINGGGGG BANGSAT

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

Well, I guess everything is clear.

one thing to do is just stop to put expectation.. any expectation.

don't you realize it, cad? you were fighting alone.. from all the things is started.

she's just feel lonely, when you put all of your heart into this.

Eling cad, sing eling.

Cik, naon nu ku maneh teang teh? Kalah nyeuri hate we dipelihara.

Sok ah, berhenti ya. Total. Mulai dari sekarang.

Kamu gak kasian sama diri kamu sendiri, hah?

Bego!

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

and i'm just tired after all..

i just wanna go but you hold me like you don't wanna lose me.

i just wanna win your heart but you never let me in.

sometimes i wish that i could be someone who lives without a heart, just like you.. i guess live a life won't be this hard.

in the end it doesnt even matter, i'm the only one who suffering while you are fine there living your best life.

look who makes me like this, girl? it's you..

now, i feel lonely but afraid to start a relationship.

[ihatehumaninthisworld]

i'm tired of begging for the things that i want...