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[ihavenofuxkingidea]

Why is it that only when we are faced with the possibility of death are we honest with ourselves and others?

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

every episode of house ever

*episode opens with patient going about their every day life*

patient: owww my everything

*patient goes to hospital*

house: okay guys got any ideas

literally everyone: ehh probably meningitis

house: well you're wrong give him a lumbar puncture

foreman: house despite you being the head of our team we obviously know more than you

house: *joke about foreman being black*

foreman:

house:

foreman:

house:

chase: hey cameron you wanna bang later

cameron: fuk u

chase: eyyy she wants me ;0

patient: oww my everything

cameron: the patient is getting worse house what do we do

house: pfff fuck if i know

cameron: damn house you suck you're a terrible doctor he obviously has meningitis

house: give him some drugz idk

cameron: wow guys did you hear house telling us to give the patient drugs? damn he's a great doctor wouldn't you just like to bang him?

chase: >:(

cuddy: house go work in the clinic

house: no

cuddy: do it or else

house: ugh fine

*insert some comic-relief scene of house in the clinic with a dumb patient*

*meanwhile the first patient gets worse*

patient: owww now my eyes are green

chase: house his eyes are green and he is literally on the brink of death what do we do

*INSERT 30 SECOND LONG MONTAGE OF HOUSE GOING OVER THE FACTS*

house: gREEN EYES?! THIS IS A SIGN OF TITTY DEFLATION!

*insert a 3D animation of how the disease works with voice over of how it works*

house: only a shot of the super-duper-illegal anti-titty deflation vaccine that has not yet been made legal can save him now

cuddy: NO

house: YES

cuddy: NO

house: YES

cuddy: NO

house: fuk u bitch i do what i want lmao cuddy? more like slutty ayyyy

*house gives patient cure*

patient: wow, doctor! by some miracle you've cured me! And even the chronic pain in my back was fixed!

house: yet another symptom of your titty deflation

wilson: how did he have titty deflation? he doesn't have titties

house: shut up, wilson, you were probably irrelevant this episode

*"You Can't Always Get What You Want" plays*

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

[head-of-diagnostics]

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

If I woke up in a hospital bed with amnesia, looked over and saw you sitting next to me, and I asked you who you were, what would you tell me? What would you do to fill in the blanks in my memories? What would you tell me about you? About me? How would you leave me that day? Would you tell me just how bad of a person I’ve been? Or would you give me a clean slate, a fresh start? What would you say?

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

The last time we talked, it let to an argument, much like the majority of our conversations. This time, it was my fault. I said some things that I shouldn’t have said, then I proceeded to block you. You posted something along the lines of “If you still care, I’m still blocked. But you don’t care.” I then unblocked you, only for you to tell me that we shouldn’t talk anymore. Now, You’re following me on here. Like, seriously, which one is it? Do we not have any interaction, or do we talk? Because, I don’t understand why you would follow me on here if you don’t want to talk to me? Do you want to see what I post? Is that it? It’s just going to be a mix of poetry, music and rants. Or, do you actually want to talk to me, but you’re not sure what to say or how to start it? 

[ohitorissama]

[extramadness]

[extramadness]

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

Aaron Lewis - Please

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

This song is fitting for a funeral

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

Idea Are Bulletproof

It’s been over a year since the last time I saw you.

But it feels like it’s been forever.

I think part of me is scared to ever see you again,

Because at this rate, I don’t know if I would be able to recognize you.

You know, there are times when I wake up, and I still reflect on everything that has happened.

The good.

The bad.

And the really bad.

Those last two seemed to happen more often than anything else.

And before, when I didn’t want to, I wouldn’t accept that all of it was my fault.

But I’ve gotten wiser now, at least, I think I have.

And I can admit that it was all because of me.

There are times where I think that I’ve gotten past everything that happened with us, and I won’t think of you anymore.

Then something happens, and I find myself right back at the start.

Is that what I did you, so many times before?

Did I make you not forget about me, when that’s all you wanted to do?

Just one more thing for me to be sorry about.

That list seems to keep growing.

Maybe someday, it will stop.

Maybe someday, I will be able to tell you all the things I am sorry for, even if you don’t care.

But, I think the thing that scares me most...

...is not being able to recognize you anymore.

I know you’ll say that this is the way it was meant to be, and, maybe you’re right.

But out of all the faces I’ve ever seen in my life, I never wanted yours to become hazy.

I never wanted it to be hard to remember what your voice sounds like.

But, rather than think about what I’m missing,

I think it would be better to be grateful for what I had.

So, in short, thank you. 

Thank you for some of the best years I have ever known.

Thank you for helping me to find the strength to continue.

Thank you for putting up with me longer than I ever deserved.

I hope I get to see you one more time.

A quick glance at each other as we pass by.

I wish I could find more to say,

But I’ve never been good at talking.

[hanbeihood]

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

You can make that journey. Just don't quit.

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

Just remember, reputations aren't built on what we hope to achieve

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

This video is actually very nice. It feels like it makes sense

[ihavenofuxkingidea]

This music actually gives me peace of mind