I just wanna truly live

[thoughtkick]

“It’s OK to live a life others don’t understand.”

— Unknown

[dailyeffectiveprayer]

To God be the glory!

[coloradocowgirlforchrist]

“But it was Jesus Who taught me there was nothing I could really lose if I had Him.”

— Bob Goff, “Love Does”

[lovechristianity]

[dailyeffectiveprayer]

Dear God, please fix me when I’m the problem and protect me when I’m not. Amen.

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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[ihopeimhealingmyself]

peaceful life ♥️ (at Tuy, Batangas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQIEbefj483/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

basic morning 👌 (at Luna Street, Tuy Batangas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPZLhWVDUO1/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

05.24.2021

Dear God,

Lord, I'm sorry sa lahat lahat ng kasalanan ko. I know I've hurt and disappointed You this past months. I knowingly chose wrong, I turned my back on the very values You've been instilling in me since day 1. I set You aside. I could never be more wrong in walking in the very path You've saved me once from.

I have a lot in my mind and my heart these days. I am so scared and ashamed to even come to You, Lord. But where will I go? I can never find peace and comfort apart from You, Lord.

Years ago, You gave me the promise of Isaiah 60:22, Job 5:21, and the knowledge that NOTHING HAPPENS OUTSIDE YOUR PERMISSIVE WILL.

And now, in the midst of me experiencing the consequences of my actions, You reminded me of Your promises once more.

Lord, I know You are with me.

Three years ago, no matter what I did, I wasn't able to make things happen. But now, in the midst of trouble and conflict, Lord You made it happen. You allowed it, Lord. This is why I trust in Your Word, Lord. I may have bad choices, I may have made mistakes, but Lord, You never make bad choices, You never make mistakes. I trust You, Lord.

And Lord, as I am facing the consequences of my actions and choices, please, please be with me. Let Your covering be upon me and my family. Lord, hold on to my sanity.

Lord, You know my heart. You know how much I want for good things to happen. I'm sorry I ever caused pain to other people, I really am. I am deeply, deeply sorry. I cannot tell You, Lord, that I will choose otherwise given the opportunity again. Which is why this is so painful. I know I am wrong and I am really sorry. If only my feelings are so simple. You know it has been years, Lord. It has been looooonggg years. If it isn't love, I don't know what is.

Lord, help me. Guide me. Lord, please be with me. I could never make it without You, Lord.

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

25th ✨ What a perfect age to have a quarter life crisis, lol 😂 (at Tuy, Batangas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPMTSZuDKpl/?utm_medium=tumblr

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

내 사랑 💓 너와 한 달 영원히 갈 것이다 ✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CO313gHDmfj/?igshid=19l4154eaxy11

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

So, this is what happiness feels like. 💖 (at Tuy, Batangas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CN4o0Snj27-/?igshid=mkm5gypjfbdk

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

this was me finding the "joy" in joyride 😅😉🙃 (at Kaybiang Tunnel , Nasugbu-Ternate) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMGzjZvDm_o/?igshid=h1zp9uy7sxo8

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

Nobody really cares if you’re miserable, so you might as well be happy. ✨ - Cynthia Nelms #feelingblue🙃🙃🙃 (at Tuy, Batangas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMGy1xbDf3Z/?igshid=1u9dgs0mfa865

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

just me missing the clear blue waters of Lobo, Batangas 💙🙃 https://www.instagram.com/p/CMGzBmvjdq0/?igshid=m1t6g5z1etcr

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

therapeutic 💯 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLearrnjjsu/?igshid=2iuvi1kujy9q

[ihopeimhealingmyself]

Go where you feel most loved. ♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CLeai9_jAIE/?igshid=kb63pt1j3epn