----------practically merlin

can it be real or tis it but all smoke and mirrors 

[labors]

am i bitter? yes. but do i try to move on and let go of past anger? well, actually, no

[sufferawiitch-a]

Wanda pulled away from Remus, shaking her head. She didn’t want to be touched. She wasn’t sure if she were going to lose control and she didn’t want Remus hurt by accident. She had managed to stop that from happening so far. Normally she wouldn’t mind it. Since they had arrived to their little paradise, she hadn’t minded his touches, had grown to accept it when she used to shrink away from anyone. “Not right now,” she mumbled.

She was trying to think of something, anything, to help them but nothing came to mind. Green eyes refused to meet his as she took a shaky breath. “Maybe…you should go. Is part of your destiny and I should not have tried to pull you away. You are supposed to be with Merlin, not me. I was selfish to try and steal you away and Merlin will not stop until you go back home.”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

          heart drops to a bottomless cave. it feels as if a black hole forms sucking any joyous emotion that attempted to latch onto his soul. wanda was his sun. in his eyes she was a goddess, the light that he fought for. he wanted to be with her for the rest of his life. and to have that life cut short by an old man who thrust this legacy of power on him stripping him of any hope of love or happiness.

          ‘ but--------- i don’t want that life. i want you wanda. ‘ words come out instinctively. just thinking of going back to that evil old man with good intentions. how dare he waltz into this and ruin everything they had worked for ?? ‘ we can get rid of him wanda, then we don’t have to hide from anyone anymore. ‘

[sufferawiitch-a]

Wanda’s eyes moved away from the ocean view to the familiar face of Remus. It took her a moment before realizing just who he meant: Merlin. After so much time had passed, Wanda had been sure that they had escaped. Everything had been peaceful and even she had been getting a better grip on her powers in their little home. No one chasing them…or so she had thought

“And what exactly are we supposed to do?” she asked as she sat down, feeling her power strain beneath the surface; she couldn’t lose control, not now. “We can not just keep running. If he found us here, where can he not?”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

         he had suspected this day would come. there was no telling how soon. imagine remus’ fear once he saw the old man in the market-place. this perfect future they had built, crumbled to the ground with one encounter. he knows how hard wanda’s worked. ( and he was so proud. ) but he also knows that hey can’t just stay there. “ i---------- i don’t know. “  voice waivers as he makes his way towards the place where she sits. arms instantly find themselves embracing her. 

           “ i can’t see anything. “  remus can’t help but think about how much they had left. a simple thought, a daydream had become a reality. now he see’s how premature their decision was. ( he doesn’t regret it. ) although the feeling of regret is absent, he sees every downfall and mistake in their quickly contrived plan. 

[iiiillusixns-blog]

@scarlxtqueen ( x )

          “ wanda he’s found us. i don’t know how but he found us. "

[iiiillusixns-blog]

       ‘ ahh

                        but the thing is------- it’s not a trick. ‘   

                                                                          written by olivia grace

[iiiillusixns-blog]

@tallymarkcd ( x )

          cards flip through his fingers graciously. it took him years to get to where he could do this-- even in his sleep. they were a thing of comfort, the cards. he carried them everywhere. if he lost a deck, no big deal. he had an endless supply, a complete wall of unopened cards waiting their turn. 

          he feels eyes on him. it wasn’t new. people always stared. whether it be amazement or disapproval. he was used to it. but these eyes felt far to close...

          “ did no one ever tell you not to stare at people-- it’s RUDE. “

[iiiillusixns-blog]

-—-— would someone be an angel and help.me figure out how to.make icons or like.make them for me ??

[paintingflcwcrsarchive]

popular text posts + ask memes (part two) 

❛ i don’t have time for a relationship. do you know how many books i need to read? ❜ ❛ i think it’s hilarious when people tell me i’m laid back because i’ve pretty much been screaming nonstop in my head since like fifth grade ❜ ❛ coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just… not good ❜ ❛ i’m a piece of shit, but it’s fine ❜ ❛ how i am supposed to have a lit summer with $4.65 ❜ ❛ i’m a huge fan of space; both outer and personal ❜ ❛ and to your left, you can see me, ruining everything ❜ ❛ any full cast musical number can be a solo if you believe hard enough ❜ ❛ kinda hungry, kinda horny, kinda tired, kinda wanna get a tattoo ❜ ❛ no amount of under eye concealer can cover up how tired i am of this world ❜ ❛ i’m ready for autumn, but not autumn responsibilities ❜ ❛ today i’m wearing a lovely shade of i slept like shit so don’t piss me off ❜ ❛ i’m not making enough boys nervous ❜ ❛ i really want my last words to be ‘hey, wanna see a dead body?’ ❜ ❛ don’t you hate it when money goes away when you spend it? ❜ ❛ i’m always a slut for conspiracy theories ❜ ❛ i wanna make a diss track about myself ❜ ❛ true friendship is bullying your friends into watching the tv shows you watch ❜ ❛ i’d be such a good girlfriend/boyfriend/s.o. you’re all missing out ❜ ❛ sorry i was late. i can’t conceptualize time. ❜ ❛ fuck what the aliens said ❜ ❛ sometimes it physically pains me to hold back my sarcastic comments ❜  ❛ if outfit repeating was a crime i would be sentenced to life without parole ❜ ❛ does anyone have ten thousand dollars they don’t want? ❜ ❛ i want a sugar daddy, but i know nicki minaj wants me to be independent  ❜ ❛ i stress about stress before there’s even stress to stress about ❜ ❛ i don’t have plans for tonight or the rest of my life if anyone wants to have a drink or get married ❜ ❛ tbh sometimes you just gotta let me be dramatic because i will get over it, but let me be dramatic first. ❜ ❛ painfully average looking with a great sense of humor and always down to get drunk ❜ ❛ if we date, you have to hold my hand in the car. no exceptions. ❜ ❛ in an unfortunate development, i am now awake ❜ ❛ you’re hella bomb, hella cute, and anyone would be hella lucky to have you ❜ ❛ kinda hurt, kinda offended, kinda not planning on saying anything about it ❜ ❛ trying to embarrass me is so unnecessary. i do it to myself just fine. ❜ ❛ if you don’t think i’m a princess then you’re 100% right. i’m the fucking queen. ❜ ❛ fuck summer. i want it to be dark and misty and frigid and october. ❜ ❛ lana may have fucked her way up to the top, but i am bullshitting my way up to the middle ❜ ❛ i don’t want to get involved in the drama, i just wanna know 103% of the information on what happened ❜ ❛ so… do you want to watch 49.7 hours of parks and recreation with me? ❜ ❛ i hit rock bottom like every two weeks ❜ ❛ can someone please be proud of me? like fuck, i’m trying. ❜ ❛ give me a few days to overthink about it ❜ ❛ can i sell my feelings on ebay? i don’t want them anymore. ❜ ❛ i’m really fucking sarcastic for someone who’s about to start crying most of the time ❜ ❛ when does hibernation start because i am 100% participating in that ❜ ❛ don’t you hate it when you wake up and you’re awake ❜ ❛ i lowkey just wanna make sure you’re happy as fuck ❜ ❛ i literally have no idea what i’m gonna do if i don’t end up rich ❜ ❛ you know you’re in deep when you love listening to them talk and you get attached to their voice ❜ ❛ no offense, but when is it my turn for someone to be in love with me ❜ ❛ i’m an asshole with a really big heart ❜ ❛ i have to be funny because being hot is not an option ❜ ❛ can i apologize in advance for basically everything i will ever do ❜ ❛ okay that’s cool, but consider the following: snuggling with me until i fall asleep ❜ ❛ please handle me with care. i am a very sleepy and soft creature. ❜ ❛ drunk me is the me i really want to be. confident, hilarious, and most importantly, drunk. ❜

[poeticsuggestion]

I’ve lived a thousand lifetimes waiting with bated breath, in suspenseful agony; the dawn of the day you come to me sparks brilliant memories in my mind, of all the wondrous associations we have since experienced together. Each lifetime I live, I wait for you, uneasy yet not knowing why. Your presence is a soothing balm, a calmness descends over me as soon as you look at me, your brilliant blue eyes hooked upon mine, that arresting gaze of yours so completely capturing the vulnerable, tender parts of my soul that belong to you. Hello, it’s nice to see you again, my darling. I missed you, in the time we were apart. What shall we become in this lifetime?

[iiiillusixns-blog]

consider this a starter call for tomorrow ?? 

[ofants-blog]

“ don’t mention it. so what’re you doing here in the middle of the night again? “

[iiiillusixns-blog]

‘   no idea. just thought i’d take a nice stroll. take in the scenery.    ‘    sarcasm intended.

[iiiillusixns-blog]

---------- starter call ??

[fleetliing-archive2]

“   there was a deaf girl in my class at school.     no one wanted to talk to her, so i figured i     could try.   ”     a little girl from RAMATIS,     if katie remembered correctly  ——  she     had only just arrived on earth. a chuckle     comes with the memory.     “   that makes     me sound way nicer than i actually am.   ”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

" oh really ?? that's kind of you. " remus is beaming. the language was one that not a lot of people knew. it was nice to see someone who cared about a language barrier.  " are you not a nice person normally ?? " he questions with a small twitch of his lips.  " doesn't seem like it.  "

[sufferawiitch-a]

Just being there with him…it all seemed surreal. But as her feet finally touched the wooden surface of their new home, she knew it was real. Bare feet were light on the wood, eyes wandering around as she set her couple of bags down. it was so open, so different considering she had spent her whole life just hiding away. But her attention was drawn away from just the beauty of their new home to the man beside her.

Her lips pressed against his, wanting nothing more than to stay in that moment. A moment of pure freedom and ecstasy and one she would undoubtedly never forget. But she finally pulled away. “Home at last. Just us…”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

he can hear the ocean kiss the land and it’s incredibly breath-taking. he moves the curtains of a window to gaze out at their territory. no one could hurt them here. this would be their life now. he looks over at wanda, and a small smile graces his lips. in a moment she’s kissing him. he shuts his eyes and still the only thing he can see is her. 

a sigh of relief comes from him as he looks into her eyes. “ just us. “

[sufferawiitch-a]

 The atmosphere in the air was similar to the one she knew in Sokovia. Everyone knew one another, they relied on one another. The plain white dress she wore was strange from her normal black clothing but it was a change she felt was necessary. And she could just feel the weight lift from Remus’s shoulders. She could feel it, too. Less risk of her posing a danger than in the city, somewhere she could practice safely and others would be fascinated by their tricks and abilities rather than revolt.

Her eyes followed his hand, a grin pulling itself onto her lips before taking his hand in her free one. “Our place,“ she said, letting the words settle on her tongue. After her brother, she had felt alone for so long but this…well, now she didn’t as much.

“Come then.” The grin was still there as she walked with him. “Is time to start fresh, to start over. Far, far away.”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

he’s finally comfortable in this crowd of people. normally being in public terrified him. here people seemed to welcome his presence. it reminds him of the town he grew up in. his mother owned a bakery and everyone knew his name. but sorrow wasn’t an aura that this town carried. it carried this feeling of ease and joy. 

he sees the look on her face and it makes him laugh. he presses a kiss to her cheek and whispers, “ our place.. “ it sounds as if it weren’t real, but here they were. 

[lieshot]

 Morgan didn’t even seem phased as she handed him the cards, head just tipping to the side at his words. “Really? Well now you have to show me a trick. Least you can do for me finding your cards, right?” she asked. “I studied some tricks myself.”

[iiiillusixns-blog]

he takes the cards gingerly. offering her a small smile he speaks. “ oh-- fine then. “ the cards bend and shuffle to his will. they move through his fingers with easy as if they were fluid. “ pick a card. “

[iiiillusixns-blog]

it’s sunny. its hot. but remus doesn’t mind. he’s wearing shorts. ( remus never wears shorts ) but he’s here with HER. wanda is smiling, her hair pinned up. she looks amazing in this light. they’re both carrying bags filled with anything they thought important enough not to leave behind. he’s squinting through his sun glasses. people around them are going on about their business. the streets are filled with merchants and boys playing futbol only to stop when remus and wanda wish to pass through. laughter and music fills the air. this is a normal day in this village. 

there isn’t an old man. there aren’t spell-books. there isn’t the weight of being MERLIN. he breathes in the air and looks over at wanda. 

“ see that building over there next to the water ?? “ he asks with a grin. pointing he shows her where to look. “ that’s our new place. “