irinah

Normal coward girl

[iin8]

Giant Buddha in phranamrong

[achillesinhighheels]

[iin8]

AVOCADO smoothie made by wipawal thaank yuuuuuuu ;3

[iin8]

Yes they probably want us to be skinny and take less place

Yes a frail woman seems more vulnerable, makes a man look stronger

Yes our bodies aren’t ours

I am made of so many contradictions, I am very much aware of all of these issues but still want to be skinny, eat healthy and less as a substitute of self love.

Taking care of myself and being pretty as in being accepted and praised, cause somehow this holds more value than being smart. The love is more direct, takes less effort - I am giving myself, I exist in their eyes.

They don’t see my insides that are probably in putrefaction, my brain that feels dizzy all the time because I’m feeding it constant nonsense, my bones that feel old, empty but heavy.

They’ll see my nice pink plumpy lips, I wouldn’t open them because they’re hiding my disgusting teeth, a testimony of my contradictory rotten soul.

Anyways thank u mem for the coffee thank u dad for the ice cream

[iin8]

[lafiametta]

“Child be strange, dark, true, impure, and dissonant. Cherish our flame. Our dawn shall come.”

— Penda’s Fen, 1974 BBC Play for Today, written by David Rudkin and directed by Alan Clarke. (via quatermasspitt)

[iin8]

There are fishes in the pool

[iin8]

I wish I was a religious person but I’m to attached to the idea that we’re all alone and only survive through human connection

[iin8]

Mother wants a bird to talk to all day 🩵 cute

[iin8]

Sloooooooww days

[iin8]

I NEED TO LEARN PATIENCE

GRATITUDE

SILENCE

[iin8]

Things I want at 3am

1) Super salty yogurt drink

2) Maple syrup dates

3) unconditional love

4) leeches

5) morning coffee

6) to be able to show physical love to friends and family

[achillesinhighheels]

[iin8]

I want to be myself more

[iin8]

Baby ;(

[iin8]

Bangkok I am inside of u

[iin8]

Baby pray for me before you sleep

We can talk through the sky