study and starve

18 | cw 136 | gw1 : 130, gw2 :125, gw3: 120, gw4:115 | 160cm tall

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

obsessed with this

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[writterings]

we’re getting into BOOKS again, kids. we’re out here reading BOOKS. it doesn’t matter if it’s YA lit or elementary school readers or “”great classic”” novels or comic books or even creative non-fiction. we’re reading BOOKS and we’re having FUN with it. 

[eddyenvy]

@alcoholanonymemes on Instagram

[user011346]

i missed the euphoria of seeing the number on the scale go down

[idkanymorexxxx]

I am going to be 10 lbs lighter by Halloween.

I am going to be 10 lbs lighter by Halloween.

I am going to be 10 lbs lighter by Halloween.

[railthinangel]

In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

[losing2anaagain]

Me: diet culture is toxic

Also me: *starves myself*

[bonesbabee]

It's disgusting that I actually feel healthier starving myself than I do when I'm eating. This disorder is literally hell.

[bunniezbubble]

Is it just me or does anyone else add like 20 calories onto their daily total just for "accidental uncounted calories" lol

[hscpital]

[dizzydaisydarling]

Reblog to ease someone’s anxiety. Even if its just a little 🌼

[em-pulsive]

sometimes ya just need to get a little inspiration from the right places 

[jamaimelinaa]

🌸Posted relationship thinspo while i had my old account. Can’t find those pics anymore, so here you go 🌸

[skinnykawa-deactivated20230323]

teehee i just got dumped so you know what that means…fall back into self-destructive behaviors and read fan fiction baby!!

[skinnipixie]

to “newbies” in the ana community:

this is gonna be a long one but if the title applies to you, i IMPLORE you to read the whole thing. if it doesn’t, please reblog. you might save someone from this fucking nightmare.

i found a diary entry on the day that i decided to go on tumblr and search up “thinspo”. i was feeling awful about my body for some time but never really thought about calories or eating less or anything.

i wrote (verbatim): “i don’t want to have an eating disorder or anything, i just want to lose 10lbs”

not even a month later, it was like nothing could stop me from reaching my goal. i kept telling myself i wasn’t in too deep. i ate 500 cals a day and no more. i exercised 300 cals away.

now, the only thing i want is that blissful ignorance. not even thinking twice about my body. not caring what i ate. understanding the boundaries of healthy eating. not feeling faint and dizzy when standing up.

I WISH THAT I HAD SEEN A POST TELLING ME THAT IF YOURE LOOKING AT THINSPO “just to motivate you,” THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A PROBLEM AND THE START OF A CYCLE YOU WILL REGRET EVER BEGINNING AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE NO CONTROL OVER YOUR ADDICTION TO STARVING. at this time in my life i would listen to NOBODY and NO POST could stop me from slowly crawling into the arms of my developing eating disorder. BUT IM BEGGING YOU, IF YOU ARE BEGINNING THIS STRUGGLE, GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL HAVE CONTROL. you see all these posts telling you that over 1,000 calories is disgusting and so on, DO NOT LISTEN. PLEASE! you have no idea how quickly this shit can get in your head. no matter what your intentions for going on the ana tags are, LEAVE THEM NOW IF YOU STILL CAN. LEAVE AND DONT LOOK BACK. OR ELSE YOU WILL END UP DISORDER RIDDEN AND HATING YOURSELF LIKE ME, because once you’ve been here long enough, it doesn’t matter if you hit your UGW or you’re still at your sw; you will always always always see yourself as fat. that is a promise. and it’s disgusting.

this is a dirty, horrible disease that teaches you to hate yourself. it perpetuates symptoms of anxiety and depression and causes thoughts and feelings that you never believed possible in yourself. it destroys your identity, your relationships, you family life, your grades, your ambitions, and your health. if you have a choice not to fall into it, DONT FUCKING DO IT. don’t fucking do it for the love of god.

[pinkpeachjams]

If you’re even thinking about getting into it, that’s the first stage of a disorder. Please seek help before it’s too late!

[thoughtsaretoomuchforus-deactiv]

on all levels except physical, I am thin.

[iiva-obsesses]

So ive started waist training, which is kinda fun