[ijackramos]

Happy Birthday, Hunhun. I'm sorry but I still don't have my gift for you, but it's coming. Sorry, that is all I can afford. Hun, I know lately, I've been falling short of the man I promised I'd become. The man you deserve. Hunhun, I see how much you're suffering. How much you're hurting, and it crushes me. But I can't do anything, because the truth is I don't know how anymore. How do I get back on track again? How do I make our dreams come true? How do I keep my promises to you? Hun, don't give up on us. Don't let go, and help me find the answers to all the how's. Until we win this fight. I can't imagine my life without you.

12:00 am / February 04 ‘19 ( sala with my friend 🛋 )

[ijackramos]

Hun,

Ang araw na ito ay isa sa pinaka importanteng araw para sa atin, para sa akin. Nang dumating ka sa buhay ko pagod na ako, at malungkot na ako. Sinagot naman niya agad - agad ang dasal ko at yun na nga ang paguumpisa ng panliligaw mo sa akin 😂 Simula noon hindi ko na maalala kung paano nagsimula na ikaw lang iniisip ko, ang kaligayahan mo lang, un nararamdaman mo. Ung natuto ako na ikaw lang tignan, ang mahalin. Ganyan ata’ talaga pag’ nagmamahal ka ng totoo. Naging mahirap ang simula natin, may mga pagkakataong sumuko ako, sorry hunhun. Hindi ko naman kasi alam na ito yung sukli sa lahat ng paghihirap na un. Mabuti na lang at hindi ka sumuko. Maraming salamat. Simula ng araw na dumating ito ikaw na ang nakasama ko sa buong oras, araw at sana sa buong buhay ko. Alam ko naman na hindi lang masaya, hindi lang puro tawa at pagmamahalan ang naging buhay mo kasama ako. May mga pagkakataong nakalimutan ko ang aking mga pangako, may mga sandali na hindi naging mahaba ang aking pasensya, may mga panahong hindi kita maintindihan, may mga araw na hindi kita naalagaan. May mga pangangailangan kang hindi ko naibigay. May mga oras na masungit ako ng walang dahilan. Pasensya na hormones! Sorry hunhun! Ngunit ganun pa man sa lahat ng kakulangan kong ito ay hindi nangangahulugan nabawasan ang pagibig at pagmamahal ko sayo. Sabi ko kay LORD, kung hindi rin lang ikaw, ayoko na magmahal. Kasi ayoko na ng iba. Kasi ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Hunhun sa lahat ng pinagdaaanan natin ngayon naiintindihan ko kung bakit kailangan mangyari ang lahat ng iyon. Lahat ng ito. Ung mga tao na pumunta sa engagement, sa wedding, mga nakasama natin, mga nakausap, mga pictures and videos, dahil sila at ito ang magiging susi para kung makalimutan natin sa isa’t - isa ang lahat ng ito ang magpapaalala sa atin kung bakit tayo narito at nangyari ang araw na ito. Iloveyou! I have never been so happy in my life! Thankyou!

4:05 am / August 18 ‘18

[ijackramos]

Dear wife,

Today I want to let you know that you mean the world to me. I do not love dreaming nowadays, because you have made my life more beautiful than a dream. Every morning when I wake up and look at you, I get a sense of immense, encouragement and comfort. You made me what I am today and I truly appreciate you. Words will fall short if I had to thank you for all that you have done for me. You have been my strongest support and I am proud to call you my wife. You are my strength and my wish to succeed. Your love and support are my most prized possession. My appreciation for you knows no bounds. You stood strong beside me when my whole world was getting darker. You encouraged me with your words. You did not allow me to give up and inspired me to start a new venture that flags success today. All the credit goes to you my hunhun. I can think of a million reasons to shower praise on you but none would be enough for a fantastic wife like you. You are my inspiration and will to carry on in the face of the most difficult time. I consider myself to be the luckiest man since I am married to such a grounded woman like you. You are truly the woman of substance who stands by what are right and appreciate you wholeheartedly. Thank you and i love you

2:23 am / August 17 ‘18

[ijackramos]

We Can Find Love Again

Once upon a time my heart fell in love and it wasn’t ordinary. Everyday, simple love it was the need you, want you, can’t be without you kind of love. I would smile for hours. So thankful that I found you. So sure and so positive. You were exactly where I was meant to be and I couldn’t imagine that a day or time would ever come and change everything about our life and love. But it did. Years and time, trials and troubles have taken us on a rollercoaster that sometimes didn’t seem to end and before we knew it our hearts were tired. So tired and worn out from all we had seen, all we had been through and all we had experienced and love somehow turned into comfort, the comfort of knowing someone was there but those feelings of excitement and passion somehow faded along the way and now we’re left wondering just where it all went. I believe we can find love again because love is where it all began and once upon a time you were all my dreams come true.

7:39 pm / June 24 ‘18

[ijackramos]

Saging Lang Ang may puso 😩

Bulag nga ba ang pag - ibig ( is love truly blind ) or does the heart see what the eyes cannot perceive?

[ijackramos]

Iloveyou. Iloveyou at 2 in the morning when I can't sleep. Iloveyou at 6 am when I wake up. Iloveyou when it's 10 and my thoughts end up drifting to your beauty and thinking of how much I care for you. Iloveyou at 3 in the afternoon when the world is at full bustle and when I'm in the middle of a crowded city street. Iloveyou when it's 5 pm and I'm having dinner surrounded by my family. Iloveyou all the time. When I'm lonely or happy or excited or scared. Iloveyou. And that will never change.

[ijackramos]

I don't want the butterflies to be replaced with exhaustion, or annoyance, or spite. I want the butterflies to stay. I still want the same smile to unconsciously appear when I look at my phone and see your name, the smile that happens unintentionally, the smile that happens when everyone around me knows I'm thinking of you. I WANT EVERYDAY WITH YOU TO FEEL LIKE THE FIRST

[ijackramos]

Love is never about finding the hand that perfectly fits yours. It's about finding that one person who is willing to hold hands no matter how unfit it may be.

[ijackramos]

Love hard when there is love to be had.

[ijackramos]

I think true happiness is when you think about your life and realize that you're content. Content with your choices. Content with love.

[ijackramos]

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Liam Neeson

[ijackramos]

[ijackramos]

When I am with her everything feels right, like all the pieces inside of me finally come together. I don't worry about everything I am saying because I know she hears every word. I don't feel the need to fit in because she make me feel like it's okay to be different. With her I am whole. With her I am finally free.

[ijackramos]

When I die don’t come near my body, because my hand may not be able to wipe your tears away anymore.

[ijackramos]

[ijackramos]

It's an extra ordinary thing that you meet someone who you can bare your soul to. I've been waiting since a very long time to get beyond what I want. With you I feel that I could finally begin. No measure of time for you will be long enough. Let's start with forever.

[ijackramos]

Before I met you I thought I had a perfect life. And you came into the picture and you turned my life completely. You made me realize what true love is. You made me realize what true happiness is. And 2014 was the first time of my life I fell in love ... With you and ever since that day I've love you more and more everyday.