letting it go

A lot of things I need to let go of or I'll drown. Always check the tags

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

I'm really scared that my schizophrenia is severely impairing me.

[hellowearerats]

[quotemadness]

“I and me are always too deeply in conversation.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

[qvotable]

“I feel myself shutting down, closing off, like I should tell people, ‘No, we don’t use this heart anymore. It’s too fragile.’”

— Courtney C. Stevens // The Lies About Truth

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

I don't think anybody I know understands what its like being homesick for more than one place at the same time. It tore me apart and i didn't know what to do.

[qvotable]

Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed, and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart

William C. Hannan (via qvotable)

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

Realizing that people dont care when you thought they did is its own emotion

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

reblog cause it can happen more than once 

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

Is it neglect when your support system isn't a support system?

[quotemadness]

“How do you know when it’s over?” - “Maybe when you feel more in love with your memories than with the person standing in front of you.”

— Gunnar Ardelius

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

I needed a little extra help today

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

I'm fighting a lot of anger. And I think about being spiteful all the time. But that's not what i want.

[quotemadness]

“When a person tells you that you hurt them, you don’t get to decide that you didn’t.”

— Louis C.K.

[quotemadness]

“You held me underwater and asked me why I could not breathe.”

— E. Grin

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

Here's what it comes down to. I don't care. I don't care that I'm at work crying. I don't care that nobody will to talk to me, just about me. I don't care that I'm not getting better. I don't care that I didn't get the help I needed. I dont care what happens to me. The only thing that kinda registers is that, if I don't care, that really means nobody cares.

[quoted-books]

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

No one has any idea how much it fucks with me. I don't know what I did and I think about it all the time. What was I failing at so hard, that someone suggested I get tested for autism.

[ijustcantstopthingaboutit]

Sometimes my lifes hard to live because it's the same life I've lived