by your thoughts.
It has been a year since we last spoke but I remember it like yesterday. I held you in my arms for the very last time. You were poisonous for my soul and I was ready to die with your venom running through my veins. I’ve fought myself every single day for the past year from reaching out to you and rekindling our relationship. Today, I bought my first apartment. Today I have financial stability, a good job, healthy relationships and positivity all around me. Today, everyone in my life affirms to me that I am worthy of love. Today, I put my energy into myself, and see success after success manifest. Today, I don’t have to walk on eggshells. Today I can say I went through an abusive relationship and healed from it. Today I can say I loved someone who didn’t believe in love and I didn’t lose myself. Today I can say I still meet the people in my life with love. I am more careful now but my love is just as deep, my loyalty knows no bounds. Today I can say I loved someone who didn’t love me back, and I still love them unconditionally. Today I can say I love you without needing you or wanting you.