mimei

maria, 21, aquarius, she/her. sometimes i log in and post or reblog sth. but that's about it. welcome

[tlirsgender]

Biggest failing of the internet is that in order to be vibing with my friends I have to actually be talking to them. I socialize like a cat I just show affection by sitting next to you. Ily but sometimes I have Nothing to say. Not a damn thing going on in my head

[vaspider]

This year, try practicing the phrase “I don’t get it, but I’m happy for you” as well as the sentence “It’s not for me, but it makes them happy, so good for them.“ 

You will find yourself so much happier if you just acknowledge that other people’s lives aren’t about you. If there is any wisdom I can pass on from my time on this earth to other people, that’s it: other people’s lives aren’t about you, and that’s okay.

[illsaveyouback]

me, listening through a spanish playlist and practising swedish on duolingo at the same time, only stopping to look up german idioms: why am i not progressing with my languages

[tomclancysfan]

[jaqaciak]

[camillamacaulay]

“There is no greater power on this earth than story. People think boundaries and borders build nations. Nonsense—words do. Beliefs, declarations, constitutions—words. Stories. Myths. Lies. Promises. History.”

[illsaveyouback]

if anyone has a link for a drive with the new The L Word show at any point, please let me know!!

help a poor gay soul that can't find a way to watch this show from germany

[overtlyaverage]

“She felt one thousand years old. She also felt like maybe she was a condescending brat. She wanted her bike. She wanted her friends, who were also one-thousand-year-old condescending brats. She wanted to live in a world where she was surrounded by one-thousand-year-old condescending brats.”

blue sargent

[illsaveyouback]

a huge pointless text

So here’s an update that nobody asked for but it’s something I’m very proud of and wanted to share with somebody:

Until january of 2019 I was really just a average weird Brazilian kid that had never even visited another state in the country that I lived. Still, my dream has always been to travel abroad and experience new cultures. Until January 2019 I was very aware that this dream was really just a dream and that it was impossible to become a reality. I mean, I’ve spend the first 21st years of my live seeing my parents struggle with money and even working during my 4 years of uni I still wasn’t even close to have enough money to do anything close to what I wanted.

But I’m an aquarius and as a typical one I’m very stubborn and if there’s something that I want I won’t give up until I find a way to get that. So I worked my ass off during my last year at uni and saved enough money to get a one-way plane ticket. And with that I just packed my stuff and boarded a plane for the first time and came to Germany to be an au pair. All alone, with no money for emergencies and not knowing how I was gonna get money to go back after my au pair year.

And that’s the part I told I was proud of. I’m here now since February 2019. That means almost 10 months. The best 10 months of my life so far. I’ve had so many scary moments and went through so much during that time. I’d say I’ve experience some of the worst things of my life during those months. But I’ve also experienced some of the best things I’ll ever experience and that alone makes everything be worth! 

I went from someone that only knew her home town to someone that has now travelled to 12 different places in 6 different countries just during that time! I also managed to buy my plane ticket to go back home in 2020. And on top of that I can say now that I’m able to speak 5 languages in different levels (2 fluent, 1 advanced and 2 low intermediate).

I didn’t save any money and I’m still as poor as before (haha). But that’s because all the money I made here I used travelling and experiencing everything I’ve always dream. I’ve confirmed that this is really what I love and I want to keep finding ways to travel and go to new places. Learning languages is my favourite hobby now and I’ve changed soooo much that I can barely remember my old self. But I can finally say that I’m in love with myself after so many years of self-hate.

As I said, that’s a pointless update that nobody asked for. But I needed to share how much I managed to accomplish because I finally learned to be proud of myself and of what I do. And I sure was (and still am, but now I own it haha) a weird kid with no friends back home. Sooo that leaves me with only this place to say what I’ve been feeling and trying to keep to myself. 

That’s it. A huge text with no point but to say how things are now and from now on I might make more posts language related or travel related. Although I’ll try and keep creating some posts about the tv shows and movies I’m watching at the moment. That’s all folks, thank you if you for some reason read up to here. I really appreciate it.

[levitann]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[evooob]

[humansofnewyork]

“Who’s influenced you the most in your life?” “My principal, Ms. Lopez.” “How has she influenced you?” “When we get in trouble, she doesn’t suspend us. She calls us to her office and explains to us how society was built down around us. And she tells us that each time somebody fails out of school, a new jail cell gets built. And one time she made every student stand up, one at a time, and she told each one of us that we matter.”

[shitidoldied]

I know the jpop fanbase is small on here but the silence on the assault on a Japanese idol by 2 men is so worrying. Hating idol culture doesn’t mean you should ignore serious issues like this. If we don’t get this more attention Japanese media will literally ignore it because the group’s management is already making this girl apologize for HERSELF being assaulted in front of the men who assaulted HER. It’s disgusting and it shouldn’t go unnoticed.

Japanese pop star apologises after SHE 'was attacked by two men'

Maho Yamaguchi, 23, revealed this week that she had been 'attacked by two men' at her flat in Niigata, central Japan, accusing fellow member

[languagessi-deactivated20210423]

Here’s the petition to demand NGT48 manager to resign.

[coq]

not knowing how to respond to messages and forgetting about them for so long that it becomes impossible to respond to them without it being weird is the bane of my socially awkward existence

[lightheartedsuggestion]

concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas. your arms are around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go.

[solo-silenzio-deactivated202003]

[theshitneyspears]

2017: dumb bitch

2018: sad bitch

2019: bad bitch

[katlyyons]

OXENFREE HONESTLY I hate Tumblr’s gif upload size so much y'all are fucking killing me.