In Conversation With A Himbo
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In Conversation With A Himbo
Haunted - Shawn Mendes Werewolf AU
Word Count: 1042
Warnings: Very Angsty!!! Also part two might take a whileā¦
So thanks, to my amazing roommates for helping me power-through writing this and for letting me bounce ideas off of you. Thanks for sitting with me for three hours editing this so I could post tonight.
The kitchen counter bit into the small of her back as she leaned away from him. He took careful steps toward her. How close would he get? She didnāt want him to stop but she would never say a word. He lied to her. She found herself feeling anxious about what was going to happen. She had called him to talk things over, but he said heād rather talk in person because it had been weeks since the day they last spoke, the day of Shawnās 18th birthday.
āI donāt want you to be scared of meā he whispers underneath his breath.
āIām not scared of you, Shawn,ā she explains shaking her head and pushing off the counter. She could have sworn that he could hear her heartbeat from there, she needed him to know the truth.
His warm, hazel eyes search hers for any sign forgiveness, for any sign at all really. He took another cautious step forward.
āThen why did you run?ā
Doubt, hit her like a freight train. She shouldnāt have brought him here. She focuses on her breathing, thinking it might help her relax. It doesnāt.
āBecause, I didnāt understand what was happening! Suddenly you were looking at me like I was a totally different person, and you were growling. What was I supposed to do?ā
She hated how beautiful he was. It was particularly frustrating in this moment. She found it hard to demand the truth from someone that she wanted to rip the clothes off of.
āMaybe I wouldnāt have run if you had told me sooner! Like I was obviously going to find out! What were you waiting for?ā She fumes, getting caught up in the moment. She takes in a deep breath trying to calm her nerves.
āYou have to understand that it was overwhelming for me to find out like that,ā she further explains. āMaybe if you had told me in private before the party, we would have been able to figure out what this was before everyone found out all at once,ā she hesitates for a second, āI just feel like you kept something really important from me, and Iām really hurt. Do you not trust me?ā
He should have figured it out sooner. She was perfect for him. She was the only girl to challenge him, provoke him and argue with him, instead of falling at his feet. She drove him wild and he should have told her sooner.
āOf course I trust you. I would have told you had I known,ā he starts to defend himself but she cuts him off again, āBullshit! You knew as well as I did and you never said anything! I lived with that for so long, feeling this connection between us, and thinking I was insane for looking at you as anything more than a friend!ā
āWell, then why didnāt you say anything?ā He shouts back, letting his anger get the best of him. She didnāt back down though, knowing this was just the adrenaline talking and knowing that if this was going to work out they needed to communicate, even if they had to raise their voices.
āBecause, I didnāt know how you felt! I am just a human, I donāt know what having a mate is like! Thatās supposed to be your area of expertise. Youāre a fucking Alpha, Shawn! Act like one!ā
His eyes changed from the warm, hazel that she was used to, to a vibrant honey. It was clear that something animalistic had taken over him. He stalked closer, her confident demeanor somehow fading for a moment, before she pipes up again, adding fuel to the already raging fire between them.
āWhy are you even here, Shawn?ā
āI want to haunt you, like you haunt me,ā he explains. She shivers at the way he growls that at her.
āFor weeks now, I havenāt been able to sleep without seeing your face, ā he spoke softly stepping closer to her. His actions were impulsive and unpredictable due to the lack of sleep, and to say it intrigued her was an understatement. Her heart was racing at his confession.
āYou haunt my dreamsā¦ā He pauses for a moment collecting himself in his frustrations. āEvery dream is worse than the last. Youāre always in danger but I can never get to you, to save you and protect you⦠Until I tell you how I feel⦠And that always proves to be the scariest thing of all,ā his demeanor changes, his voice fading out softer and softer as the realizations start pouring out of his mouth faster than he can stop them.
āSo, is that what youāre finally doing now then? Telling me how you feel?ā Her heart felt heavy as she drew deep breaths. She knew that this was it. There was no going back from here. If she opened the gate, all the emotions she had let build up for so long weāre going to come flooding in, drowning her in the process. She knew she was fucked.
āYou know I canāt do that!ā He exclaims, tormented and frustrated. He huffs in anger, hanging his head. She didnāt mean to taunt him, she just wanted to know what he was thinking. She never meant to challenge him, but she always managed to find a way to.
āIāve never been good at explaining how I feel, obviously, considering I already avoided it for so long,ā he tries to say, but he finds the words tumbling out too fast to make sense of them. She was the only one to make him feel so nervous and frustrated at the same time, and it was driving him mad.
āSo, why donāt you show me then?ā
āExcuse me?ā
āYou heard me⦠If what youāre feeling is so scary, Shawn⦠If itās so real and profound that you canāt even explain yourself⦠Then please, by all means, show me,ā she wagers. Sheās done it now. Sheās challenged an Alpha into showing he loves his mate. He takes her face in his hands bringing her close. She could smell his minty breath wafting over her as her eyes searched his for answers.
āYou need to be careful. If you keep poking the wolf, it might just bite you.ā
āIs that a promise?ā
THAT WAS SO GOOD! FUCK IT GUESS I HAVE TO STAN AGAIN
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The prophet⦠he tried to warn us. He told us it was too much power, and yet we all laughed. We made a joke of him.
Moreos Guy, if youāre out there, I would like to personally apologize for not heeding your warning to us.
Canāt fathom how Iāve been on this site so goddamn long that thereās a whole new generation of people on here that donāt know who Moreos Guy was.
Shawn Mendesā stunning TIFF Tribute Awards performance of Stevie Wonderās āLoveās in Need of Love Today.ā
damn I missed him
Bitten | Shawn Mendes | Werewolf AU
Summary: Shawn struggles to remain human while unmated. With each full moon he loses another piece of himself to the animal within. Only you can help, but to do so, youāll have to become a werewolf like him. [biting] [angst with happy ending] [insecurity]
Word count: 2.5k
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Laying in bed with Shawn, hand on his chest, your fingers glide over his skin, tracing the scars there. His fine hair tickles your hand and you smile to yourself. He has just returned from a night long shift, the full moon still setting in the early morning sky. Heās tired, body damaged and slowly healing from fighting and running through the forests. You palm over his collar bone, fingers twisting into a corded necklace he wears, a gift from you, and he grunts, mumbling under his breath.
āWhatās wrong?ā
āIām a monster.ā He says tiredly, turning his face away from you. Ā
āYouāre not a monster.ā
Shawn snorts indignantly.
āShawn.ā You run your hand down his chest and tickle a scar across his lower belly. āYouāre not.ā
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The Princess Masterlist (S.M.)
Summary: When Shawn is invited to play for the Queenās birthday, he meets someone heāll never forget.Ā
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8/The finale
this series. chef kiss
attached are also numbers for worldwide suicide hotlines. please reach out for help if youāre feeling hopeless.
Larger breast bras vs. smaller breast bras
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T H A N KĀ Ā Y O U .
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the only colors available after a c cup are white, brown, black, and for those special occasionsā¦fluorescent orange.
As a former employee of Victoriaās Secret, I can attest to this being the truth. Good luck finding a good DD bra in any section other than the Body By Victoria nude colors section.
You know what was my first tought when i lost weight and my boobs were a little smaller?
āI CAN FINALLY WEAR PRETTY BRAS WOHOOOOO!ā
Bravissimo - size range -Ā 28D-40L - Prices from Ā£20Ā CleoĀ - Size range to up a J cup Curvy kateĀ - size rangeĀ cup sizes from DD to K and band sizes from 28-44 ElomiāĀ Many sizesĀ FantasieāĀ Their bras start at 30D and go up to 40G with prices beginning in the low $40s FauveāĀ Standard sets butĀ sizing mostly starts at 30D and ends at 40G FreyaāĀ Sizes start at 28D and bra prices start at $42 MasqueradeāĀ Band sizes start at 28 and go up to 38. Cup sizes start at D and go up to H Miss MandalayāĀ The size range is 28D to 38GG with room toĀ grow if thereās more demand for more sizes Panacheā Many sizes
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Iām a DD & have only ever worn VS, they cost like $50 each which is why Iām looking to switch, but I have Blues, pinks, reds, purples, etc. theyāve last a couple years. I hang dry them, but I hear they last even longer if you wash them in a laundry net bag & then hang dry. Im a 36DD probably more 34 after losing 20lbs, but I am also so shocked when people say the canāt find good bras for D+ boobs
In VS itās not only the lack of cup sizes, its the fact that they (and based on that list above, most other brands too) donāt go above a 40 band size. The one time I walked into VS & asked for my size (40C), I was given a 38DD and told to make it work because they donāt go above 38. Never again
Hello!!! Can Unsteady 2 be a thing soon?! Iām obsessed!
it CAN and it WILL once I learn how to get the pictures in my head translated to words on a page :ā)
im like 1/4 done with part 2, I just gotta figure out exactly how I want things to happen (aka commit to a plot) and i HATE commitment
YAY! AMAZING! I KEPT SCROLLING LAST NIGHT LOOKING FOR MORE EVEN AFTER I KNEW THERE WASNT ANYMORE YET! (Iām so glad my message was one of the first things you got to see today!) Youāre a very talented writer and I canāt wait to read what you post next!
THE SCAR MAKES HIM EVEN HOTTER????? š„µš„µš„µ
OKAY THIS IS SUCH A VIBE THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT š„°āØ
Hi, yes, I have a request for SM4....
CAN WE BRANCH OFF OF THE ILLUMINATE ERA MAYBE LEAN INTO SOME ELVIS VIBES HELLO?!?
⢠what dating shawn would look like šāØš„°
I love cozy soft glow boyfriend!shawn aaaaahhh I love him so so mUCH WOW
I feel called out.
Trouble in Canada
a/n: hey hi hello!! tis been a while :ā) butĀ Iām back bc quarantine got me feeling nostalgic of writing! My computer crashed in September 2019 and all of my writing was no more :( but miraculously, TiC was the only writing saved to my cloud and it only felt fitting to repost it with some ~minor tweaks! Ā Whether you read TiC when it first came out a few years ago, or itās your first time, I hope you enjoy :) Hoping everyone is staying happy, healthy, and sane during this time!! Happy reading!! Come chat!! Itās been a while!!
WORD COUNT: 4,632 | ANGST
āIāll see you at the next session?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā You picked your head up from rummaging in your bag and smiled at Ethan, the cooking class instructor, āMy husband should be back in town, but Iāll see.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ethan nodded his head steadily.Ā He held your gaze for a few moments, but after a while of looking at each other, you diverted your gaze down towards the wooden table.Ā Slowly, you saw his tapping fingers inch closer to your hand that rested on the table.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Quickly, you moved your hand, and placed your engagement and wedding ring back on your ring finger.Ā You didnāt like cooking with your rings on, in fear that they could fall down the drain, āUh,ā you cleared your throat, āthanks for the lesson, see you later.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He lifted his head up from staring at your left hand with sad eyes, āSee you next week, Mrs. Mendes.āĀ The last part was said with a hint of distaste that he didnāt care to hide.
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Omg the angst is too good but also that cliffhanger made me almost cry when she realized heās not wearing the wedding ring and then he said āWe need to talkā š„ŗā¤ļø I canāt wait for the second part want these two to patch things up hopefully š
You have meĀ š„ŗš„ŗ Your comments have been an absolute delight to readĀ š„ŗ And yes mwahaha a that cliffhanger is probably my favorite cliffhangerĀ š Iām working on the second part and *fingers crossed* hopefully itāll be up by the end of the monthĀ š¬
Youāll just have to see if they patch things up or notĀ š