illusionizing

i want to be someone i am continuously and relentlessly proud of.

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My list of 5: 1) Sneak out in the middle of the night with someone you like. Drive to the middle of nowhere to simply watch the stars and the moon from the roof. Talk about the universe & everhthing in between. 2) Draw. Sculpt. Or write. Put your tangled thoughts into art. Show it to someone or hide it under your bed. 3) Put yourself first sometimes. Do what you want even if people tell you otherwise. Wear the clothes you want & listen to the music your heart desires. Don’t fall under pressure of pleasig others. 4) Spend 1 or 2 hours alone everyday. Go to a coffee shop & sit by the window. Bring your favorite book or look at the people surrounding you. 5)Go out at night. Dress up for once and make sure to feel beautiful and classy. There is just something strangely exciting about looking like you’ve got it all together but deep down you’re a nervous wreck.

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[illusionizingly]

If you ask me if I am in love, the answer is yes. The answer is absolutely, completely, definitely hell yes. I am in love with the way my hair looks after it's been wind blown. I am in love with riding around with the windows down and blaring music. I am in love with laughing and with airports and airplanes and trains and subways and road trips. I am in love with sunshine and sunrises and sunsets and I am in love with the way my eyes have a gold line down the middle when the light hits them just right. I am in love with a hot shower after being cold outside and I am in love with the security my faith brings me. I am in love with wearing too much black or with not matching my socks. I am in love with puppies and I am in love with music, concerts, I am in love with the breeze off a river. I am in love with even numbers and with telling a story that makes someone remember me and I am in love with writing. I am in love with the idea that I will never not be in love with parts of myself or, eventually, all of myself. I am in love with humanity's tendency to be decent and I am in love with the strength we all have inside of us and how we are able to make others feel so much or nothing at all. I am in love with the scent of cinnamon and with spring time. I am in love with the idea of traveling and meeting new people, indulging myself in new cultures, learning new languages. I am in love with being open-minded. I am in love. So if you ask me, my answer is yes. Hell yes.

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