#illusionizing

[maooolly]

i'm not sure how many of you have heard of slutsolution, aka illusionizing, but she was one of my favorite people in the world. taylor unfortunately died in a car accident in 2016, and i miss her every day. we were never actually friends, i just admired her from afar as she was so intimidating and amazing. taylors writing helped me through my darkest days, and i will never stop missing her. if you knew of her, you probably have heard of whorefrost, delusionizing, slutscars, lunarthelion, and ethereal_chaos. i look up to all of the people mentioned and am so thankful for their existence. i miss you every day taylor💗

[wanderess-illusions]

the world lost a beautiful person yesterday. i'm forever grateful for your writing. you're an inspiration taylor. i know you're up smiling from the sky and writing about how beautiful it is. thank you for you words, thank you for the chance to know you. rest easy love.

[illusionizingly]

If you ask me if I am in love, the answer is yes. The answer is absolutely, completely, definitely hell yes. I am in love with the way my hair looks after it's been wind blown. I am in love with riding around with the windows down and blaring music. I am in love with laughing and with airports and airplanes and trains and subways and road trips. I am in love with sunshine and sunrises and sunsets and I am in love with the way my eyes have a gold line down the middle when the light hits them just right. I am in love with a hot shower after being cold outside and I am in love with the security my faith brings me. I am in love with wearing too much black or with not matching my socks. I am in love with puppies and I am in love with music, concerts, I am in love with the breeze off a river. I am in love with even numbers and with telling a story that makes someone remember me and I am in love with writing. I am in love with the idea that I will never not be in love with parts of myself or, eventually, all of myself. I am in love with humanity's tendency to be decent and I am in love with the strength we all have inside of us and how we are able to make others feel so much or nothing at all. I am in love with the scent of cinnamon and with spring time. I am in love with the idea of traveling and meeting new people, indulging myself in new cultures, learning new languages. I am in love with being open-minded. I am in love. So if you ask me, my answer is yes. Hell yes.