Brain fried tonight through misuse. @ilojleen - Tumblr Blog

For 2 days before the weekend I was laughing and smiling that widely and that often, that my face hurt. Since the weekend I’ve been feeling like a shit :)

#p #it seems that even tho I don't visit Tumblr anymore [or do it very very rarely]#I still treat it as the only place I can freely complain and be sad

I know it’s weird that I haven’t been at Tumblr for ages, all of sudden I appear, write stuff and vanish for some time again [yeah, there is high probability I will do that], but what the hell, it’s my blog! Writing it here, because it’s the only one [and kinda secretive, too] place where I can express it. And I feel like expressing it.

Yesterday I got back from 5 days lasting trip with 12 friends and oh boy, SO much happened. I probably can’t remember the time when I was that happy for such time. Each of the five days brought me so much joy from so many different reasons. And unexpected reasons. The things I’ve done, things I’ve heard and were said to me, views I saw, songs I sang and danced to, hugs and caresses I gave and got, things I tasted still make my heart beats more intensively. I don’t regret anything. OK, there is one thing actually - but it’s more like regretting for being a coward. Damn it, Dominika. I slept only for 3-4 hours per day [day, not night] and every morning I was a walking zombie, but it was really worthy to stay up that late.

The trip gave me:

80+ energy buff [at moments when I wasn’t sleepy haha]

45+ to kinky and black and mean sense of humour [there were 10 guys and only 2 girls besides me after all!]

60+ to feeling attractive [but it’s a temporary buff lol]

25+ to not being disgusted with not very clean surroundings

15+ to being drunk [well, all people know I barely drink but... ;u;]

money debuff ;u;

I only wish there had been more photos taken and videos recorded. So much fun and happiness to relive one more time c:

#shit #holy shit #yesterday I spent 3h to tell my mum about this trip and I'm just half done #the most intensive and happy days #was sooo fucking sad when coming back home #still not over it #personal

takeemdownbabe

Everybody has lost something they thought they couldn’t live without. Sometimes to find it again, you have to be willing to do anything even look fear right in the eye. (Dragons: Riders of Berk- E17)

#httyd #valka #stoick #hiccup

sweepingshadows replied to your post:sweepingshadows replied to your post “Burn Read...

I care VERY much about how some adaptations are made, but in this case, the show is not exactly following the books and their plots at all (I think) and the characters are different too and who knows which ones appear in the books too and what kind of relationships they have. If I dislike it, gonna stop reading. I start reading by distancing myself from the show max., try to have min, expectations, hope to read what I’d like to and approach it as something new, unknown

Oh, I see and I can relate. I believe I already told you how irritating it was for me to see differences between Game of Thrones and ASOIAF xD the more book and its adaptation differs, the more it pisses me off xD

#sweepingshadows

iwaizumihajimom replied to your post:Today was a quite lovely day. Got my first hybrid...

y didnt u show me the drawing yet Q_Q

#iwaizumihajimom

undomielle

“I have visited lairs, burrows and nests across five continents, observed the curious habits of magical beasts in a hundred countries, witnessed their powers, gained their trust and, on occasion, beaten them off with my travelling kettle.” — Newton Scamander

#fantastic beasts and where to find them

briannaefraser

when all you want is for your favorite character to be happy but all they get to be is dead

or worse

expelled

I’m not on enough drugs for this

#I'm crying #he man

sweepingshadows replied to your post “Burn Read Rewrite: hmm...David Hunter series as whole or book #4 (eee!...”

Well, I didn't know either, but thanks to your ask, I was wondering what books to ask you and voila. I've barely read anything in that genre too. I'm considering Bones, but I know it's much different than the show that's ending the next week,

How good you googled that :D So maybe the many differences between tv-show Bones and book Bones will make reading more interesting? Or frustrating xD

#sweepingshadows

sweepingshadows replied to your post “Today was a quite lovely day. Got my first hybrid nails done by my…”

I…I did not expect a comment starting with “lovely day” to end with such “cheerful” subject as Chernobyl. I couldn’t but chuckle a bit. Yay for good drawing day!

Haha I’m glad I made you giggle :D Well, Chernobyl of course is not a funny subject [not many people died, but still! + lots lost their home], but watching something interesting in your free time makes a nice day, doesn’t it? :D Thanks :D Hope to finish this drawing/painting soon.

#sweepingshadows