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20 | she/her dental student 3/5 op81 wdc 2026 mainly shitpost because why not

[iluvop81]

first f1 grand prix of my life appreciation post!!:) as a proud op81 fan loved it so much 🧡

[leaveme2thewolves]

i block ppl all the time so my blocklist ranges from "actual fucking asshole fascist" n "post that mildly annoyed me because im petty" and if i went thru my blocklist rn i probably would have no idea why i blocked each of them but whatever

[iluvop81]

it's such a shame speaking english out loud every time because in my daily life except for consuming all of my social media stuff in english I've got nowhere to use it 😭😭😭 the accent I can't get away from because of this horrendous lack of practice 😭😭😭

hella obvious but if you learn a language and then suddenly stop practicing it academically your skills and being comfortable with complex grammar vanish into thin air immediately! as well as writing even a bit better than a toddler especially when it comes to smth formal and serious! as well as speaking on a decent level! I used to be an academic weapon I swear 😭😭😭

[iluvop81]

today our prof told us that instead of announced earlier 11:30 a.m classes we're gonna have to attend them at like 9:30 a.m. this is so tragic what the hell man.

[iluvop81]

every time I talk with my mum like realistically about moving abroad to study etc and not as if it's some crazy concept that's far away she suddenly gets?? not as supporting? tf? and she like immediately starts mentioning getting a boyfriend? I don't get what's the point of that whole finding a partner conversation until I want it or honestly until universe makes me meet someone who matches me. I won't be fucking running around to get A MAN. a woman? maybe. but still why does this conversation keeps getting in our way..? maybe she's worried that my only dating experience ever was my ex gf and that I never experienced some type of idk even a hint of straight typical relationship thing and I'm alr 20. just leave me alone idc I'm already constantly being reminded how homophobic my home country is and how it's only getting worse. and I'm still figuring it out. like why does a man have to get in my way when I'm in my prime studying to build a good career years if I don't meet someone nice just naturally. also patriarchy be damned and I think I kinda can't ever find the love of my love in a man? spiritually? even though I consider myself bi..? but that's the conversation I'm definitely not ready for. also she's going through divorce process rn so what relationship advice does she have to offer either way. this whole situation is already not pleasant and that finding a bf thing just pmo so bad

[shoctingstvrs]

he's done playing

[oooscarinooo]

EVERYONE except McLaren social media personnel knows how to hide that gigantic helipad on Oscar's head.. guys you have one job

[iluvop81]

I have some kinda? unhealthy love towards uni professor's validation... like if they're at least decent and don't talk shit of course I'm gonna try to be their fav student from the group...? and if they're cool and really smart? it becomes my main quest idc. I want to get special treatment!!!

[francolapinto43]

Someone explain me why are they looking at each other like that

[cleverer]

i always forget how much i love reading until i actually read a book again

[iluvop81]

my lovely moots! if you happen to see this post! how are you doin??

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[iluvop81]

sometimes I just have those days when I decide to rage bait myself so I go check up social media either of my acquitances who post cringy ahh stuff or people from my past. AND IT NEVER GETS BETTER. like ok today I thought it was a good day to check my last year's classmate insta AND IT'S SO BAD I SWEAR. 1) I hate gym bros. (I usually don't wanna see men naked tf? + this half naked content he posts with like gym muscle progress is almost in every reel AND IDC JUST PUT YOUR SHIRT BACK ON? it's even weirder when you know him in person) 2) he posts some corny stuff about dentistry and it's 100% sb's reheated nachos every time it's never original so why even do this in the first place 3) corny stuff includes stereotypical homophobic jokes. ew. (and last year I thought like omg why doesn't this "cool friend group" including him accept me I wanna be part of thissss 😩😩😩 NO YOU DON'T, OKAY?). (happy pride month btw babes!! fuck homophobic people)

[iluvop81]

rejection is in fact redirection. it's hard to belive at first and you question it and you think it all just goes wrong and you fucked it up and you blame yourself but like? hell nah? later it's gonna turn out you needed ts for smth or it wasn't as good as it seemed. acts as an extremely hard lesson every time but at least it always turns out in my favor ig

[iluvop81]

tmi maybe?? I just love how our relatively young prosthodontist handles all kinds of situations in office and helps us when my doc needs help with like reading CBCT and talking with patients giving a second opinion!! he's so calm and collected!!! I'd want to be like that myself when I become a doctor myself?? he's really cool maybe I should consider going to training after my lil exam season to work with him🤓 there's so much I wanna do on my summer break!!!

[iluvop81]

ok so I told my friends after returning from the japanese grand prix this year that I'm not hyperfixated and I can absolutely control my obsession for f1 stuff and it was true? ig? BUT NOW. idfc if there's no one from my circle irl who understands it(but omg I would love to meet someone and connect over a shared interest!). this shit is bringing me joy just like prime kpop back in 2021-2023 (even though 2026 turned out to be like the worst year to get into f1?....and ignore canada 2026 PLEASE). I DON'T WANNA BE SAVED.

[georgiasbrainstuff]

People think I'm obsessed with this. But I'm okay with it. I am obsessed with it. And, um, I think this is an obsession that doesn't hurt anyone.