Ilyilyashane

just a fangirl 31yo

[fuckrozanov]

shane’s aura and confidence in episode 5 always kills me like he showed up to tampa with nothing but a duffel bag full of lube and condoms and a dream. and also the unwavering certainty that he was never going near pussy again

[paperdollinsane]

Puppy eyes

[mybloodstream-caffeine]

Ilya's stronger than me actually because if my situationship who I've been fucking on and off for almost a decade fled my house and then got into a very public relationship with a Hollywood superstar mere weeks later I would have been blowing up his phone every other hour, leaving drunk voicemails where I'm just howling You begged for my cock literally begged for it you wanted it in your mouth so bad you hit the floor without me even having to ask I made you cum hands free first try your prostate might as well have my postal code on it and you think you're leaving me?? ME????? Slut!!! Please call me back I miss you.

[toneelspeelster]

shane wanted rozanov to touch him again. shane wanted to touch him back.

[lehooes]

ben

[junglejim4322]

Why did 4 months of this year go by in like a week

[junglejim4322]

Where am I

[solitarybrat]

i’m just tryna have a nice time despite knowing facts and information

[ilyapasta]

Ilya packing for the cottage like "gotta look hott gotta give SLUT but also show that I'm cool and don't care even though hollander knows I care and it should be warm right let me bring tank tops because Shane—Hollander—no—Shane likes them I know he does I think he does ah swim stuff tiny shorts the ones I wore at the pool in Tampa when Holl—Shane looked good enough to eat maybe he will let me eat him maybe I will tell him I care for him NO this is a sex vacation NO we are something maybe we could be something did I really dance at Scott Hunter's gay club do you think Shane would dance with me sexy at a club or maybe we will dance under the stars at his boring country cottage maybe I will tell him everything maybe I will just tell him one thing I like about him maybe I will bring one Boston Raiders t-shirt to piss him off maybe I will suck him off outside maybe I will tell him I love him— ONE THING AT A TIME ROZANOV"

[museiums]

artist: ana leovy

[cuppydogshane]

My Name is 8 PM. and I am always arriving when you atrent Looking

[fuckrozanov]

FIHMF!!!!!!!!

[spicyvampire]

Hudson Williams (& Connor Storrie) for Quinn

[hudsonswilliams]

[flyora]

No additional comments here just my little (little-ahhah-funny) obsession with Hollanov and "Wolfbird" by @opal-apparition (ao3)

[opal-apparition-deactivated2026]

I was so startled to see this pop up in my feed and I am so flattered!! Truly, this is incredible, thank you so much for making these!

[ineffag-swag]

I guess I must have amazing taste because somehow everything that I like are things that I enjoy

[hudkarma]

Connor Storrie photographed by Christina Adriana

[themauvesoul]

we must be honest with ourselves. ilya doesn’t have a domesticity kink. ilya has a deep and abiding desperate need for stability in his life. he grew up in a house where it was impossible to please his father, and his father’s moods controlled everyone and everything. his brother is an addict. he went into a career that is notoriously unstable. sure he’s playing in boston now, but tomorrow he could get traded to fucking tampa and there’s nothing he can do about it. he’s in the US on a visa that hinges on remaining employed in a sport where losing teeth and collecting concussions is a given. he’s never had a romantic relationship last more than like three days. the only person he can really rely on in his life is svetlana. and its like he said. everybody always wants more from him. more money, more effort, more time. its like he’s trying to build a house, but people keep stealing the lumber before he can even finish framing out the walls.

so. when ilya meets shane. a guy who is extremely easy to read. a guy who is a terrible liar. a guy with a routine for everything and a real estate fetish and a very neat investment portfolio. with his reliable british jeep and his practical athletic wear and his repetitive diet. guileless, responsible, predictable shane hollander, who has to be coaxed into asking for what he wants, who rarely ever asks for more than what ilya gives him, who asks ilya if he’s okay like he genuinely cares. AND he laughs at Ilya’s jokes, and has a wicked mean sense of humor that makes ilya laugh in turn, and rides that thang like he wants to die on it. like. Jesus Christ. Of course he fell in love with that. Of course his favorite thing in the whole wide world is shane nagging him about leaving his dirty socks next to the couch, or shane folding the laundry, or shane’s color-coded google calendar where he’s scheduled an hour-long block for sex every day. of course he loves leaving the socks out on purpose to piss shane off and add a little je ne sais quois to the sex that night. its like testing a mathematical equation that always spits out the same beautiful answer.