i dont really know how to feel. i feel as if i can feel all my fixed pieces falling apart once again. as if i can feel my heart turn into shards of glass trying to pierce through my skin. the skin that was touched and soon destroyed by the ones surrounding me. love is a hard word to come by, a hard word to say to someone you think you love but are unsure of. being love makes you so vulnerable,its a weakness. someone can immediately take that away from you. then suddenly you can picture yourself falling apart again. you can picture yourself slowly dying. but thats love, keeps your mind going crazy, keep you from constant pain.










