My Thoughts

[im-a-mood]

I just want someone to be as excited as me about cats

[im-a-mood]

I just want someone to look at me the way I look at people when they're passionate

[im-a-mood]

It's almost like I'll never feel complete

Something always getting me down

I'm so so sorry to all the people I hurt in this process

I'm a manipulative crazy psycho bitch

And I don't know what to do about it

It's who I am and I've tried to change but I never can

[im-a-mood]

Its 3:27am

I need a hit

I need a quick fix

I let you seep through the creases and cracks of my brain

You breathe it in

With every breath you take I get higher

Just two words and my hit is complete

I'll be back soon oh sweet drug

I'll be back soon

[im-a-mood]

He hated how selfless I was

How annoying my messages were

But she will love every aspect of that about me

[im-a-mood]

2:44am

All I can hear is my friends laughter

While I sit in the front of this uber

Watching as the car leaps across the road with ease

Their laughter a blessing

Reminding why I'm so happy to be alive

[im-a-mood]

He saw me like a game

I was easy to play

Harder to finish

But never confusing enough

He played me over and over

Like a little boy

Until he got bored

Then he would have his fun

But like a dusty old board game

He grabbed me just before it was time to throw me away

And that's why I let him play me

[im-a-mood]

My shoulders were sore

But the world was off them

And they never felt more relief

[im-a-mood]

10:27

I would say I miss you

And it wouldn't be a lie

But more of a joke

Because why wouldn't I miss someone who meant so much to me

But why would I miss someone who did me so wrong that I cannot breathe some days

So I do miss you

In a funny sorta way

[im-a-mood]

How do I explain I want to end it all

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[im-a-mood]

I'm sorry I don't talk about the thoughts inside my head

But how do I explain I think I'm better off dead

With my heart aching

My pulse racing

I want it all to end

But I keep going to defend

And I'm in pain

So so so much pain

Please save me from dying in vain.

[im-a-mood]

And that's just it

You didn't fit me anymore

The puzzle piece picture we once made

Has come undone

And we aren't one

No

Not anymore

[im-a-mood]

It's 9:07pm

She may be stunning

But does she have a heart like mine?

One that can turn back time

And fall in love like the first day we met

She may be sexy

But does she hold you when you cry?

Wipe the tears from your eyes

And tell you that "you will always be mine"

She may look the part

But she will never be me

Kind, loving and everything you need her to be

And I will remind you when you know it then, that you shouldn't have asked us to become 'just a friend'

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[im-a-mood]

It's 3:03pm

You'll be just another story I'll tell

To the love of my life

I'll tell him of how you were one of many

You are just one of many

But my love

Will be one of one

[im-a-mood]

You told me you'd keep me warm in the winter

Now this cold breeze feels especially cold

Here without you