Summer skinny

I went into recovery, it ain't for me (this is a side blog, stats are in my pinned post and I'm 20 sooo- anyone below 17 back off politely)

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

Sup and welcome to my personal corner of hell! Just a pinned post to tell anyone that stumbles upon my blog that I'm always here to talk to people and vibe just ya know- don't bring negativity okay? I don't want people to bring fatphobia, any types or phobia for the lgbt+ (I am in there!), racism, or just anything like that okay? Pedo 'coaches'? You can leave to okay? Okay. This blog isnt my main, so i cant interact much from here. If your weirded by some simp blog interacting with you? Thats me dw about it. Stats and age below let's go!

Age: 20

Sw: 260

Cw: To scared to check

Gw 1: 220

Ugw: 110 for now

Remember! Stay alive to see the skinny!^^

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

I don't wanna be how I am anymore, I wanna gut myself and resew myself together in a better way, clean my mind and leave only the parts I like, the parts that make me easier to be around, easier to look at, easier to be around

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

Knowing you're actively being ignored while they're online posting about how they want one very specific person that's not you after basically confessing to you hits different

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

When I'm not even dating someone and still get jealous to know I'm not there favorite. It makes sense of course I wouldn't be were not dating or anything, but I still care too. I just wanna be first in something

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

Was wondering why my body felt extra bad? Apperntly my dumbass has been fasting for over 24 hours even though I'm on my period aka the one time a month I should NEVER fast for that long😭

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

No wonder he cheated on me so much, those girls were probably skinny too

[polypharmaci]

i dont think eating disorders are good i just work here

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

I'm out on a walk and the way the old people are circling me- if this ain't a wake up call idk what is God damn

[strawberryjellyfishes]

Pls pls pls I need some actual adult people's on my feed, it's currently filled with actual children, pls if you're adulty and sh/ed pls I need to find moots closer to my age

[odethe1obster]

i say i lock in then do the most unlockedinable things known to mankind

[dollymagdalene]

I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

I am craving Fall bad right now. I want to wear comfortable sweaters and leggings with Uggs. I need to go to a pumpkin patch and visit haunted houses. I want to do this all while being skinny and dainty. I want to look like I crawled out of a Pinterest board.

[honeyyyimhomee]

btw don't count the cals of that coffee that is the only thing that's keeping you from a binge or the perpetual sadness of life!

(do count if you're drinking it in excess)

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

I hate how volatile my emotions make me and how the only way people can stand being around me is if I'm medicated since I'm such a bitch when I'm not, I hate the way my family treats me like some ticking time bomb to go off when rhe worst I've done is cut my self or my hair or bent a thing trying to plug it into the outlet but still they do and I can't blame them. Somethings wrong with me and always will be and I need to get over it because I have a life I'm supposed to live even though it can all be uprooted at any moment by my mom just cause and idk it's all my fault and I hate it and thank fuck I'll be hoke alone the next four days counting today

[tooth-is-going-insane]

[im-b4cc-b3nch3z]

Accidently fasted for about 40 hours give or take...feelin great ngl (by great I mean I almost passed out) need to do this more

[find-the-beauty-within]

The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

[priincessolivee-deactivated2025]

I tried to scroll past this. I really did