Mad is dead btw

I feel like I'm already dead. it's too late. I can't save me. just vent. this account is like my diary lol. i'm just a teenager. sorry if my english is bad, i'm learning😔.

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Why are all my family members making such a big deal about me cutting? Like, yes, dude, I cut, I've been suicidal for 3-4 years. Why the hell wouldn't this be one of my unhealthy coping mechanisms???

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Scrolling, because if I don't distract myself, I cry or I feel like cvtting myself.

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Quiero desaparecer, quiero c0rtarme las venas.

(I want to disappear, I want to cvt my veins)

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"How was school?"

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I don't wanna go to school anymore, that place isn't for me.

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I don't wanna grow up

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How that addiction looks when I'm at my lowest:

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Fuck, I really want 2 die

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Relatable (not my pic)

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Me getting drunk alone because I have no friends and nothing helps me feel okay:

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How the alcohol looks at me when I'm at my worst, and nothing else makes me feel that free/dizzy/good:

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Me because I skipped school but now i'm overthinking in my bed:

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How that adicction looks at me, waiting for me to relapse and give up:

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sometimes I wanna hurt my own face until it looks like this: