I N S A N E I N P A I N

Diagnosed depression and anxiety. Don'tt forget your happy pills kids.

[im-loosing-sleep]

Lol

[taketheweather]

“You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart wisdom, or wax-poetic, or speak on politics and the depravity of society, or discuss how crucial it is that the stigma of mental illness be abolished. There are times when you have to get away from all that heaviness. You have to. And you will need superficial conversation about Kim Kardashian’s arse, or a debate on the color of The Dress. You will need those ones. So don’t go round cutting people off and dropping your friends. You need people for all your seasons. You need people or you won’t survive this.”

—Anonymous, What my therapist told me this morning

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just message me !:)

[blue-delusion]

so I'll tell you I’ll tell you that I slept all day yesterday because at least my life isn’t mine when I’m not awake I’ll tell you that the scars on my thighs are getting harder and harder to cover I’ll tell you that I cried on the floor of the shower yesterday for an hour because tears don’t stain my cheekbones as badly when they melt into  the hot water I’ll tell you that as the one person that makes me want to be alive, you’re the one person I’m not even sure wants to stay I’ll tell you that I got so fucking drunk yesterday because I can’t handle anything sober  I’ll tell you that I have no expectations but hope with all of my heart that you love me back I’ll tell you that I am tears, dilated pupils, scars and loneliness  I’ll tell you that I’m everything you shouldn’t want to hold on to, and hope that you hold on anyways

the air that i breathe IV - blue-delusion (via blue-delusion)

[sad-empty-lost]

I won’t ever get any better than this

Depression (via sad-empty-lost)

[useleverage]

[thxnk]

let me help you, my ask is always open

[im-loosing-sleep]

I'm losing sleep

[loggednightmares]

It’s getting bad again

[im-loosing-sleep]

I'm losing you, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

[im-loosing-sleep]

People don't care unless you're pretty or dying.

[giffingpale]

He was driving drunk. It was stupid. Yeah, but I mean, aren’t you sad? More pissed off. You know, I think you can be both. I mean, like right now, maybe it’s easier being mad at him than being sad. That’s cool but I also think that maybe someday you might feel worse if all you were today was mad.

[whycantijustbegoodenough]

I don’t know how long I can continue not to do it..

[maegi]

i feel like dying. i feel like giving in and cutting myself to pieces. i’m so fucking miserable it hurts. i hate not having control over my feelings or my thoughts or anything in my fucking life. i’m just so fucking sick and tired of living, i want this all to end.

[bob-morley]

[kjpoems]

[there-will-be-violence-deactiva]

[bigplansbadthoughts]