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18 they/it schizo $h and £d hw: 186 (bmi 28.7) cw: 166 (bmi 25.2) gw1: 145 (bmi 22.4) gw2: 130 (bmi 20.1) ugw: 110 (bmi 17.0) block dont report please 🤍

[skineey]

[pr1ncesssadiv]

𝐻𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠𝑝ø ☆

[im0gen-apple]

thank god the town im moving to is slightly colder.... i need to be able to wear long sleeve again because life is REALLY getting to me

[dr4culast33th]

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[im0gen-apple]

some individuals on here feel VEEEERY comfortable criticizing what other people on here eat. i'm sorry for eating 3 c4l0ries instead of 0, i really should just end it all shouldn't i?

i know a lot of people struggle with the competitive aspect of £d but i'm politely asking everyone to have some dignity towards other please and thank you..

[im0gen-apple]

its gonna feel incredible when i come back for fall break and im 20 pounds lighter and i dont eat anything for thanksgiving dinner

[im0gen-apple]

i when i hit 145 lbs (65.8 kg) im finally gonna get my first tattoo i think.... gotta motivate myself somehow

[im0gen-apple]

does purg1ng ACTUALLY make you gain weight or so people just say that so you dont do it??

[im0gen-apple]

am i the only 4n4 who's type is fat/bigger people.... idk i hate my own body so much and i want to control it but i see so much beauty in everyone else.

its not in a competitive way i just love the feeling of being the weak one who needs protecting in the relationship. my entire life people have been forcing me into that role when im really spineless and weak-willed. i just want to feel fragile and dainty for once.

but i'd never want anyone to know i think of myself in that way because i know when im self conscious about my own body im making a statement about everyone else's. it feels evil to tell anyone bigger than me that i want to be smaller.

this is probably messed up, i think im a really horrible person.

[im0gen-apple]

i feel like the calories in coffee and energy drinks are worth it for the caffeine and loss of appetite.

[im0gen-apple]

LOST WEIGHT EVEN THOUGH I BINGED LKW CRAZY YESTERDAY LETS GO!!!

[im0gen-apple]

its okay its okay its okay im starting college in 9 days and i wont keep food in my dorm and the dining hall is gonna be like a kilometer away so ill have time to think before i pig out.

[im0gen-apple]

my £d makes do such gross things i hate it i dont wanna be like this anymore. im never gonna escape.

[im0gen-apple]

i did it. for once i didnt give in. i went on a walk when my family was eating dinner and i sat there at the table drinking water when they had desert. when it got to be too much i just chewed the food and spat it out. tomorrow im gonna be in the ketosis phase of my fast and ill be free of all this disgusting fat my body is clinging onto.

[im0gen-apple]

my family is eating pizza and im managing to avoid them pretty well but oh my goodness gracious my mouth is watering i cant do this!! im gonna go on a walk. we are staying strong.

[im0gen-apple]

im starting a 3 day/indefinite fast. wish me luck!!

btw by indefinite i mean im gonna try to get to 3 days but i might not be able to so im really just doing it for as long as possible until i tap out.

[im0gen-apple]

this is humiliating.