šā A PRIVATE ļ¹ SELECTIVE WRITING BLOG FEATURING KATARA SIKU FROM AVATAR : THE LAST AIRBENDER. LARGELY HEADCANON BASED ļ¹ WITH PERSONAL INTERPRETATIONS. MACY, SHE / HER, 21+. ļ¹Ėą„±Ā
formatting doesnāt matter to me.Ā Ā Ā just cut your posts,Ā Ā and do not use a picture/screenshot as your reply.
atla is a story inspired by and for asian / indigenous cultures. i will not entertain nor follow blogs that disrespect this.
i use memes as a way to write starters. please do not send memes if you have no intention of continuing the ones i answer.
DNI.
do not interact if you are a multi and primarily use east asian fcsĀ Ā ( especially if they are korean )Ā Ā because that screams fetishization to me;Ā Ā write historical or real muses;Ā Ā Ā use youtubers/influencers as fcs;Ā Ā Ā and/or soley focus on sexual nsfw.
CONTENT & TAGGING
i donāt use tw tagging format,Ā Ā and i only tag overtly graphic and explicit content.
this blog will have implied sexual nsfw content.Ā Ā Ā no smut.Ā
all potentially triggering content from the franchise are to be expected here. you know what you can and can't handle.
don't follow if themes of mental health, genocide, and war are particularly triggering to you. it's quite literally atla's entire franchise lol
SHIPPING & DIVERGENCES
this blog is multiship,Ā Ā and i portray katara as bi. however, romance is typically not top priority for me and i tend to prefer other forms of dynamics:Ā Ā Ā antagonistic,Ā Ā platonic,Ā Ā familial,Ā Ā etc.
the only notable divergence i have is that kataang is not endgame. no hate to the ship and i'm not opposed to writing it after plotting and if chemistry between wps exist, it's just not my go - to! further explanation for this is in my dossier under key notes.
primary modern portrayal of katara is of inuk descent, but with the scarcity of media resources, the fcs presented here will certainly be indigenous, but may not be inuk.
WRITER & CREDITS
iām macy,Ā Ā 24,Ā Ā she/her.Ā Ā Ā discord avail if u ask!
ppl who slap the mother/caretaker role on katara forget shes as bratty, childish, and petty as any other teenaged girl and im tired of the one dimensional takes
ā it wasn't a field trip. ā too defensive, too snappy ā she would blame this on the crack of dawn and her consistent lack of sleep. between the days counting down closer and closer to their impending doom, appa's snoring, and just her mind reeling more than she'd like, she couldn't find the peace she'd temporarily snatched the day they'd returned. ā he was helping me with a loose end. he was helping me track down a shadow from my past. and i dealt with it. that's really it. ā she placed a vine of berries in toph's bowl, sliding it towards her. ā and i don't hate him. ā she muttered this under her breath, burying her words with a mouthful of veggies. ā i didn't think you cared about these kinda things. they're stupid. ā
ā i'm just trying to look out for you! ā it comes out harsher than he intended, frustrations that had been simmering beneath the surface finally coming out. he heaves a sigh, knowing just how stubborn she can get when he is like that &&. so he decides to change tactics. perhaps then she'll actually listen to him. ā look, i know you're more than capable of handling this on your own, but i'm worried about you. i don't want you to get hurt. ā
ā oh so now you want to be the big brother ? ā she snapped, words spilling from her lips before she could even think to stop them ā because she wasn't wanting to think, she was wanting to get the last word. any louder, and they'd wake everyone else up, and that was the last thing she wanted.
the night sky enveloped them with a taunting embrace, the crescent moon their only source of light aside from the flickering lanterns in the near distance. ā i can't live this way, being sheltered. i can't go back and stay and pretend that i'm okay. ā the crease between her brows had softened as she managed to steady her own rippling frustration. ā our efforts are being threatened, what do you expect me to do ? why don't you just come with me, then ? ā
ā because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. ā
the gardens had become a place of welcomed solitary, acres of land spanning out far enough from the palace that if she deluded herself enough, she was anywhere but there. the chirping of the birds surveying the flowers and the turtleducks quacking over the shallow pond sufficed enough as distraction from the guards that stood in the near distance. she'd asked that they'd leave her alone. demanded when they'd only gone twenty feet apart. and threatened a breakdown until they were out of sight unless she squinted. she understood they were only doing their jobs, helmets withdrawn ā presumably by the firelord's orders, something she'd noticed occurred in her presence.
it would have been a lie to say that she hated the second he appeared by her side, sitting beside her over the bridge where their feet dangled over the edge, just barely avoiding the water's surface. he was close enough that the edge of her robe brushed against his when she shifted in place, but far enough that she hoped he couldn't hear the pounding of her heart. she had no one else to let her anger out on since she'd been stationed in the palace, and he'd been on the receiving end of it more than she'd like. it wasn't smart, considering he was her only friend there. at least, the only one who was around enough.
ā we can't do anything about it. ā with a gentle wave of her hand, the pond's subtle current led one of the baby turtleducks away from the corner and towards the mother. ā complaining doesn't work. me blaming you doesn't work because i know you didn't plan for this. it feels immensely shitty but it doesn't matter. ā her eyes fluttered shut for a brief moment, allowing the sun's heat to embrace her face before she twisted slightly towards him, iridescents trailing over his features without much subtlety. ā i don't have enough room in me to be angry anymore. it's eating at me more than it is fueling me. i approved, at the end of the day. ā
the water master cared little for pleasantries, much less around those she'd faced the end of the world with. and even more less, someone who'd taken a lightning for her. more often than not, she'd caught herself right at the area of impact, like she could heal it completely just from looking alone. how much pain do you continue to carry with you, zuko ? and how much more of it do you pretend doesn't bother you ? such words would remain lodged in the back of her throat because, perhaps, she couldn't quite form them comfortably. never the right moment, never the right place. and especially now, in the heart of the fire nation, in a room shrouded in reds and yet it'd felt colder than the snowcaps back home.
so she blurted it out. it could have been about the concerning amount of layers hanging over his frame, from what must have been imported silk and tailored materials, all the way to the pins in his hair. that would be the easier topic at hand, but they both knew it was not her intention. her hands remained embraced around the small tea - cup, taking in the heat and the scent of the tea that'd been soaked with practice. it felt familiar, comforting. odd to say when she'd told herself she'd never find solace in such a place, not if she could help it. it housed more memories of bloodshed than she'd like. even if one of her most trusted was in the process of rebuilding it from the ground up.
ā i don't know. ā she shrugged, unaffected, lifting her cup towards her lips. ā your eyebrow is doing the thing when you've got too much on your mind. you always look like a constipated turtleduck when something's bothering you. like now. ā he may have been firelord but he was forever the boy whose butt she kicked. easily. she'd grown used to the fire that festered within him. understood it, even. ā what, so you'd kick me out if i said the latter ? ā her brow raised after she'd taken a sip of her tea. ā it's just a question. ā and purposely so, she mimicked his movements by slamming the cup over the plate, the sound of its impact ringing through. ā i don't like this room. ā
ā you don't know that ! ā she nearly shouted, heat blossoming over her cheeks at her own outburst. the muffled noise of the crowd in the distance was enough to carry her attention once more, adding to the trepidation building in her chest. a ticking time bomb counted down in her body, her heart an unwelcome, aggressive metronome taunting her. they still had half an hour to show - time for their first performance together, the waiting room nothing but absolute chaos and that was precisely why she'd left to find solitary in a nearby janitor's closet. it was dark, quieter. the in - ear device was hanging loosely around her neck and the wires were still jumbled from her initial haphazard set - up, fingers shaking with anticipation, so much so that she'd given up on any attempts of neatness.
so when she found herself face - to - face with him, having barely noticed when he'd made his entrance to her hiding space, every nasty little feeling that'd been bottled up was being unleashed. nothing personal to him, he just happened to be there. she would feel immensely guilty about it by the end of the night, she knew this. ā i'm going to forget my lines. i'm going to go off - key. i'm going to screw up so astronomically terribly that it'll become a new viral meme and not even in a good way. oh, i don't even want to think about this. ā the words grew quieter as she buried her face in her hands, shallow breaths filling the gaps of silence. ā go away, zuko. leave me to suffer. ā
the stoic expression on her face could be mistaken for indifference, Ā and it would have been, Ā had they have had this conversation months ago Ā ( Ā agni,Ā has it truly been close to a year already ? Ā ). Ā mai let the silence stretch over them once more, Ā allowing for the benderās words to wash over her. Ā how did she feel, Ā indeed. Ā mai could pretend she didnāt, Ā that was then and this is now. Ā and what did it matter if at the end she had been loyal to her nation either way. Ā but she knew that that wasnāt all Ā ā Ā she had been loyal to her princess, Ā until her loyalty to her prince, Ā now her fire lord, Ā spoke louder. Ā the non-bender sighed, Ā tan eyes staring at blue ones. Ā ā I am sorry. Ā I know all the terrible things, Ā and I do regret them. ā Ā mai didnāt see the point in trying to defend herself. Ā she could say she didnāt know any better, Ā or that fear is what drove her, Ā but whatever was the truth, Ā it would not change what happened. Ā ā as for following her  ⦠ I did what I did because I had to. Ā I could have never denied her. ā
part of her felt guilty, immature, for being unable to let it go. she should let it go, she'd forgiven so much in such a short amount of time. and that was not to say she hadn't forgiven mai, but it did not erase the ache in her chest, the strike of anger still flashing like phantom pains. they were on two sides of the board, doing what they knew, what they'd been raised into. that was her rational side talking, she knew this. and yet, she couldn't help use her as an outlet of her grief. how much they could have avoided losing if not for the fire princess's constant interruptions to their plans to save the world, to survive. ā you were surviving. ā she finally stated, finding the words clearing part of the storm that weathered within. ā maybe i'm not as over it as i thought i was. everyone seems to be and it's like i was left behind. ā did it make her lesser ? weaker ? she hated that. and then she leaned forward to reach over with the teapot, ā more tea ? ā
sokka winced when he opened his eyes. vision blurry and unfocused, head throbbing in pain, he tried to make sense of his immediate surroundings, but to no avail. shapes and colors seemed to swim around him, unrecognizable and confusing, like he was watching through a haze. even when he strained his eyes, he could barely perceive what was right in front of him. one hand moved to press weakly against his temple, hoping to alleviate some of the discomfort he felt. a strangled groan escaped his lips, alerting one of the blobs to his right, a hazy blue figure, who leaned over his aching body.
@imaguk : ā how many fingers am i holding up ?Ā ā
it was only then that he realized who it was. ( he'd recognize her voice anywhere, no matter how muddled his brain was. ) he tried to sit up, ignoring his body's protests, &&. instead decided to push through it until he was in a somewhat upright position. it was weirdly uncomfortable, but he didn't care. ā three! ā his response was immediate, confident ā arguably too much so. mostly, this was just a stab in the dark, a simple guess; after all, he couldn't even distinguish one finger, let alone three. [ huh, perhaps he did take a worse hit than he initially thought. ]
slowly, his eyes began to focus again, and the unrecognizable blobs turned into actual shapes. not enough to make guessing any easier for him, but enough to have him reconsider his previous answer. ā wait, no. it's ... four? five? no, definitely four. ā the numbers were drawn out as he spoke, almost like he was trying to use his sister's reaction to see which of his assumptions was correct. he had to get it right eventually ... right?
it all happened too fast, a blur of events unfolding faster than the blink of an eye and there they were ā surrounded in uncharted territory without aang and toph, only the wild. wild animals, to be specific. if she weren't so concerned about the state of her own brother she would have found the situation hilarious, absolutely speechless from the way they'd been bested by a creature she couldn't even conjure a name for from the depths of her learnings. so she was bent at his side, aggressively waving her hand in front of his face as if that would help his case. please no head injury, please no concussion, please. not another risk to keep in mind as they navigated the fire nation.
her brows furrowed as the guesses fell from his lips, and her expression dampened, her gestures growing more rigid as she shoved her fist in his face with steady pulses. ā focus ! ā katara was no stranger to healing, but dealing with the head was another matter of caution. it intimidated her more than she'd like to admit. of which she'd never say aloud to her brother. ā you're not even looking ! open your eyes and count. ā the tall grass surrounding them whistled with the wind's embrace, the earth rumbling beneath their weight.
" four. ā she finally corrected, gaze narrowing at him before she released a sigh. ā minor concussion for sure, but the fact that you're studying my face instead of my fingers says you should be fine. enough. ā she ran the same hand through her hair, leaning back on her heel as she finally waited a moment before bursting into laughter. ā i cannot believe that tiny thing knocked you out like that. oh, i wish the others could've seen this. can you stand up ? ā
its crazy to me that people associate blood-bending katara with being "more badass" than her . usual self like yes we love vengeance and going to the dark side and embracing one's full potential blah blah blah but have u considered how disgusting it feels to blood-bend knowing u are stripping someone of their autonomy and quite literally puppeteering them? that katara was not taught this because she wanted to learn but rather it was forced upon her and now she has to carry that burden? katara is *not* hama, we won't know if katara would have ever done what hama did in the same circumstances ( aside from the southern raiders ep where she very obviously demonstrates conflict and self-disgust with herself for doing it ) but we know that *right now*, she doesn't want to. and that's ........ good enough of a reason and it doesn't make her any less "badass" and it doesn't take away her anger towards the injustices and cruelty she's been handed her entire life.