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I care too much it's hurting me.

I don't know why but I care too damn much. This is not anything dramatic like "omg why did I care too much about him, he broke my heart" no, it's not like that. If I see a photo of a dog bleeding on Facebook or something, I literally have to stop and catch my breath because I feel so bad, it doesn't matter if I know the dog or not, I just feel so bad my heart beats fast and it's like I'm hyperventilating. If I read a short story about a dad realising he's spending too much time at work that he barely knows his children, I sob like someone I know has passed away. Everything I see triggers me and I find it hard to breathe when something does trigger me. I don't know what to do. Just now I saw a picture of a battered child on Facebook and I couldn't breathe and I got so dizzy I had to lie down, and I blocked that person who posted that on Facebook. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know how to tell someone, and I don't know what to do.

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This is literally one of my two sources of happiness 😁📖📚✨

something new before the year ends. I love my new hair :)

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I wish I was there. Or you were here. Or we were together anywhere.

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You know that cry when you try to do it so quietly, you try to not make any sounds at all, that you hold it in. You cover your mouth while tears fall freely in your face. You feel a sob coming on but you can’t let it out, then you feel it build up in your throat, and it hurts. Yeah, that cry. It’s worst, isn’t it?

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