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Day 1 of Whumptober!
Orientation
Warnings- pets, ownership, physical abuse
Jegudiel stumbled and landed hard into a cell, unable to catch herself with her hands cuffed behind her back. She was absolutely fuming, still wearing her tuxedo from the party she’d been at with Al and Anne. The air was acrid and bitter; even indoors, the smell of Hell permeated everything. The portal had let her and her captors out close to the castle, but the scent was already sticking to her clothes.
She pushed her until she was sitting upright, leaning back against the wall and facing the door, which was slammed and locked as she watched. She drew her knees up to her chest and tried to avoid leaning on her bound arms as best she could.
She didn’t have very long to wait, as it turned out; only about ten minutes passed before the door unlocked and swung open again. In rushed an excited demon, wearing an orange pantsuit; she was about the same height as Jegudiel, and, with the angel sitting on the floor, the demon towered over her. Jegudiel shrank back against the stone wall, a defensive snarl rising to her lips as the demon approached.
The demon stopped, grinning excitedly. “Oh, you’re finally here! I’m Mammon, and you belong to me now. Oh, I’m so excited. You’re so pretty. You’re gonna be my good girl.”
Jegudiel already hated the sound of this. And yet, it got worse.
“We’re gonna get you a collar, too. And I hope that you talk a lot- a lot of it might be begging, sure, but I will like hearing from you. And there will be times when I just want to say nice things and hear nice things back, y’know? Oh, this is going to be so fun!”
And Jegudiel steeled herself and sank further back against the wall, and she resolved then and there that Mammon wouldn’t be getting a word out of her, not one word. Mammon seemed to be waiting expectantly for some response, and she was visibly disappointed when she didn’t get one. Her tone was a bit more sullen as she said:
“Well, you’ll talk eventually.” She rapidly became chipper again. “Either way, though, you’re gonna be my pretty little pet. It might be hard at first,” She reassured, “but I promise that I’m willing to put in the work of training you. I’m going to make you good for me.”
Doggedly, Jegudiel reminded herself that she didn’t have to be better. She was good enough as she was. She was good enough. She didn’t have to be good. She’d spent a lot of time on Earth learning that, and she wasn’t going to give it up now.
Mammon leaned forward and ran a hand down her cheek; Jegudiel recoiled, shoving herself away and down the wall, landing in the corner and hunching in on herself defensively. She did not want to be touched, not by this demon who was advertising her bad intentions and who was possessive in a disgustingly familiar way that Jegudiel didn’t want to think about.
Mammon clicked her tongue, shaking her head as she pushed herself back upright. “Now, that is what I meant about training. You’re mine- I’m allowed to touch you if I want to, and you’re not allowed to stop me. I won’t punish you this time, because it was your first offense. But now you know- you let me touch you, or there will be consequences.”
But she didn’t try to touch Jegudiel again just yet, as Jegudiel was expecting. Instead, she called over her shoulder. “Get her changed. She’s not wearing the penguin suit while she’s down here. White button-down, black slacks, blue intimates- you know what kind. No pockets, no socks or shoes. If she’s good,” And here she turned back to Jegudiel, “she can change herself. I’m sure she’s at least bright enough to do that.”
Jegudiel didn’t restrain herself from snarling lowly, but, after Mammon left and another demon brought in the clothes she had listed and released Jegudiel’s wrists, she quietly undressed and dressed again without arguing and without letting herself be touched. She planned to fight, but she knew that she had nowhere to go from here, and she wanted to save her fight for things that mattered.
She didn’t like the underwear. She didn’t know why Mammon wanted them blue, and she didn’t know why there was so little material to her underwear, and she didn’t know why there was neither wire nor elastic to her bra. She didn’t like or trust it, but she had already resolved not to speak, so she didn’t ask.
Jegudiel got dressed without any fuss. She started to tug away when a demon tried to put her handcuffs back on, though. She didn’t quite take a swing at him, but she was close, only really stopped when a second demon knocked her down to her knees from behind. Her wrists were cuffed, but she was left in the cell for a bit longer.
Mammon returned before it was too long, though, only letting about ten minutes pass. She was once again absolutely thrilled to see Jegudiel, cooing over how pretty she was. Mammon started to stroke her hands through Jegudiel’s hair, and Jegudiel, without thinking, ducked her head away from her touch. Without hesitation, Mammon fisted her hand into the angel’s hair, yanking her head back, and backhanded her across the face. She let Jegudiel fall to the side, shocked and hurt.
“Now, do you know why I did that, sweetheart?” Jegudiel nodded miserably, pushing herself back up against the wall. “And that was a pretty weak punishment, I’d say. The longer you’re here, the worse your punishments will get, because you should know better. Come on, get up. I’ll take you to your room.”
Jegudiel pushed herself up to her feet, drawn in on herself defensively, all too aware that Mammon could do pretty much whatever she wanted to do to her at this point. Jegudiel stiffened as Mammon moved behind her, and she started to turn to keep Mammon in her sight. Mammon tutted and forcibly twisted Jegudiel to face forward again.
“In general, dear, if I don’t move you, don’t move. Like now, for example, I will be moving you to your room.” Jegudiel forced herself to stay still when Mammon wrapped a hand around her arm and guided her forward. She tried not to stumble as Mammon pushed her from the cell, a pit growing in her stomach as she thought about the possibilities in front of her.
It was going to be a long fifty years.
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Whumpmas Days 5+6- Choke and Shot
For @writing-heartbeats-tea 24 Days of Whumpmas writing challenge! Also, sorry for blowing up your notifications by tagging you in all these haha
Warnings: Choking, gun violence
Jegudiel had increased the pace of her footsteps when she heard the matching footsteps crunching in the snow behind her. She knew full well that she was being followed. She had assured herself that she’d be ready when whatever this was eventually came to a head.
Of course, only ten minutes later, as three demons worked together to pound her into the pavement, she reflected in the small part of her brain that wasn’t intently focused on what she needed to do to get away, she was not ready for this.
Finally sensing a gap in the demons’ formation, she jabbed out an elbow and drove through the attackers, immediately breaking into a sprint- if she got away now, she’d only have to deal with some bruises and scrapes. She probably wouldn’t get away, but she could at least gain the advantage if she found a better place to fight them. She wasn’t that lucky, though.
She flinched at the noise of a shot. Her ears were ringing, but she suddenly couldn’t care about that very much as a bullet tore across her upper arm- it felt hot, first, searing hot with a ripping pain, but then it felt cold in the freezing temperatures, and that was almost worse. Based on the location of the injury -though admittedly, her entire upper arm burned enough that she could hardly move it- it seemed to have just grazed her. Grunting and pulling her arm to her chest, she kept running.
People were speaking behind her, but she couldn’t make out the words. She was almost out of the back alley she’d been dragged into when she slammed face-first into a wall that she couldn’t see. Now she did fall, feet going out from under her in the snow. She cried out as she landed on her bad arm, twisting in the snow to try and keep the injury away from direct contact with the ground.
Jegudiel tried to regain her footing, using the forcefield behind her for balance. She couldn’t see it, but it was clearly there, and she was going to use whatever advantage she could get. Before she got all the way up, though, someone struck her across the face, sending her back down into the snow. Now she did hear it as a closer voice protested:
“Ease off, dude, we need her alive! What kinda bonehead move, pulling a gun on her? It’s clearly handled with that barrier, and you could’ve missed!”
A lower voice, standing over Jegudiel, grumbled, “Whiny. You’re just whiny. I don’t see you over here handling it. You put up one force field and figure you’re done for the night. Do something besides loitering in the shadows for once.”
Jegudiel, who had been quietly drawing her knees under herself and trying to get up without being noticed by either of the demons, was abruptly grabbed by the collar of her suit jacket and yanked away from the entrance of the alley. She gasped for breath, reaching to clutch at her tie and collar. Her fingers, numb from the cold, had no chance of undoing anything, though. Her buttons were taut against her windpipe, but there was nowhere for her to go to regain her breath.
Her feet scrabbled under her as she was bodily dragged deeper into the alley; the three demons, each nursing their own injuries from their fight moments ago, fell into loose formation between her and the entrance, and that gave her pause. Who were these new demons, then?
Before she had time to wonder for very long, she was hauled upwards and slammed against the cold brick of the wall. She didn’t even have time to catch her breath or defend herself before a broad forearm was pressed against her throat. A hand slightly larger than her own grabbed the wrist of her uninjured arm, pinning it down before she could hit back.
Jegudiel finally got a good look at her attacker- even taller than she was, broad in the shoulders, wearing a worn out tartan coat, with the glowing purple eyes that marked him as a demon. He wasn’t looking at her, though, even as he pressed his forearm in harder. Jegudiel could hear her shallow breath wheezing past the obstruction. Her head was starting to spin.
Instead, he was looking at the other demon standing slightly behind him, with blonde hair and a gray suit. She was chastising him at the moment, arguing, “Mammon didn’t even want her damaged! I’d say she’s already pretty fucking damaged. Can’t you just knock her own and get it over with? What’re you choking her for?” His forearm pressed a little harder, and all of the sudden Jegudiel found that she had no breath at all.
“I’m choking her to knock her out, idiot. Not exactly up to date on human physiology, huh?”
Jegudiel squeezed her eyes shut to block out how blurry the world was becoming, but she squeezed them a lot tighter as she started to move her bad arm. She’d been favoring it as best she could, though her current position made it harder, but now she started carefully lowering it towards where she was pretty sure the demon’s waistband was.
Her hand crept, shaking because it hurt so much, shooting pain down from her upper arm through her fingertips, and she was sure that she wasn’t moving faster enough. The pair of demons who seemed to be leaders continued bickering between themselves about the best way to subdue her, and the other three seemed to still be loitering in their positions down the alley.
She’d be whimpering if she could breathe, if she could force the sounds past her throat. Her trembling fingers found the edge of the tartan coat and kept going. Only a bit further, and she found the waistband of his jeans.
“Hands off the merchandise, halo.” Evidently having noticed her searching hand, the demon moved his hand from her other wrist to slam the encroaching limb into the wall. It was too late, though- she’d found what she was looking for, and the moment her better hand was free, it shot towards his hip and grabbed his gun. In moments, she had cocked, aimed, and fired.
The demon reeled back, clutching at his stomach. He turned, leaning against the other side of the alley and retching blood, swearing violently, but obviously out of commission for the moment.
Jegudiel took a moment to recover her breath, gasping and wheezing as she desperately refilled her aching lungs. Her vision still swam, but she had at least the wherewithal to keep her gun extended. As soon as she could see past the black spots in her vision, she, on a hunch, turned to the demoness in the gray suit and aimed at her leg. Her aim wasn’t great, but she didn’t miss too badly- she ended up hitting mid-thigh rather than knee.
Either way, the demon went down, holding her thigh as blood gushed into the snow. She cried out and swore as well, though hers was much more accusatory than her counterparts- she was very mad about this.
At the mouth of the alley, there was a brief purple flicker, and then nothing, which Jegudiel decided to take as a good sign.
The three demons started as though to rush Jegudiel, but she immediately turned the gun on them, and they stopped. She said, voice hoarse and croaking:
“I cannot hit all of you, but I will hit one of you. Let me pass.”
They glanced at each other, weighed their options, and shuffled aside to let her through. Still braced against the wall, Jegudiel made her way past them, keeping her gun on the trio as she did.
She made it through the alley entrance without issue- shooting the barrier’s creator had apparently been enough to take it out. She turned down the sidewalk and, as soon as she was out of sight, broke into a run. She was only two blocks from the safe area she’d set up. She just had to get there before either of the leaders healed themselves up, and the clock was already ticking.
Day 4- Losing a Significant Amount of Blood
For Whumpmas! Not my greatest work, but, yknow.
Warnings: cold, blood
Eligos nervously tapped Jegudiel's contact info again, and once again, the phone rang and rang until it went to voicemail. It was half an hour after the time Jegudiel had said she'd be back to the house, and maybe Eligos was jumping the gun a little, but she was getting nervous.
Eligos called again. She knew that Jegudiel didn't have work today, so she shouldn't be busy. Maybe she lost her phone, or it died. Anything could have happened. But somehow, with the fallen angel's luck, it seem unlikely that it was anything good.
After another couple minutes, Eligos got fed up with just waiting around. She knew Jegudiel's route, she'd walked it with her before, and she somehow doubted that Jegudiel would change a routine once it had been set. If something had happened to her, it would have been along this same path.
Eligos hadn't noticed until then just how many dark alleys there were so close to the house. The sun was still up, though only just, but shadows ran long and made every side street look like a trap waiting to spring.
She checked every single one for blood, for scuffs of a fight in the slushy snow, for Jegudiel's blade left abandoned in the shadows. When she started, she had expected to run a fruitless search all the way to the library and back, had figured she'd probably just come home to a confused Jegudiel and have to come up with some excuse other than paranoia. She had been wrong on both counts.
It was closer to the house than Eligos was entirely comfortable with. She liked to think of the house and the surrounding area as safe, but this was clearly not the case when, upon turning into the shadowed alley, she could make out the obvious signs of a scuffle.
The dirty slush was trampled and skidded through, and there was a large area stained red against one wall. Jegudiel was not there, but there were two pretty obvious trails leading away from the bloody snow. One, seeming to walk upright, left the alley, drops of blood marking their path. The other, clearly dragging themself, had smeared blood the entire way until reaching a doorway.
Even this neighborhood, a pretty nice one, had a few empty homes, left to rot in the elements, and this seemed to be one such building. The door looked like it had been boarded up at one point, but now it hung open. Somehow, Eligos doubted that Jegudiel had been the one to walk away from this fight, and so she approached the doorway.
When she poked her head in, she braced herself for the worst. She still winced when she saw just how much blood was on the floor. The trail led to a corner of the room, the one farthest from the broken window, and there was Jegudiel, curled up and shivering.
Jegudiel's hand was still gripping her weapon, blood glistening on the metal, but she didn't seem to be in any condition to do anything with it. She looked up groggily when Eligos entered- Eligos could see the two marks on her neck, still lazily oozing blood. Two more on each wrist, which was odd- there had only been one attacker. Why more than one spot for feeding?
Jegudiel had looked up ready to defend herself, but she relaxed back against the wall when she saw who it was. Her front was soaked in blood- her heavy coat had been torn open, and her neat button down was probably ruined with the stains. She hadn't been able to stop the bleeding, which made sense. Vampires did that on purpose.
Eligos groaned as she approached Jegudiel. "Al is gonna be pissed."
Jegudiel mumbled, more than a little unfocused, "Mm, not at me. Al is nice to me." Eligos sighed as she pulled off her own scarf, ripping it in half and starting to bandage Jegudiel's wrists.
"Was it Florence?" Jegudiel hummed and nodded. "Shit, I shoulda known. She said you smelled nice- that's a red flag right there. There goes that girlfriend. I feel like the right thing to do is to dump her now."
Jegudiel wasn't really listening. It didn't really seem important. She murmured as Eligos started to assess her options for transportation, "'M cold, Ellie. Why is it so cold?"
"It's not that cold, angel, it's like 35 out." And then something occurred to Eligos, and she carefully reached around to take Jegudiel's pulse on the unbitten side of her neck. It finally clicked- her pallor, her shallow breath, her shaking form. Eligos asked gingerly:
"...How long did Florence drink, J?" Jegudiel shrugged.
"Felt like forever," She answered noncommitally. Eligos carefully slipped her arms under Jegudiel's knees and shoulders. It took her longer than she cared to admit, but she got to her feet with Jegudiel in her arms. Jegudiel tried to cling to Eligos's shirtfront, but she didn't have the strength in her hands to grip.
Eligos murmured as she hefted Jegudiel in her arms and headed back towards the street, "Alright, so, blood loss, definitely, hypothermia, probably? Tough to say. How bad'd ya get beat up besides that?"
Jegudiel mumbles, a little bit more assured about this one, "Probably a concussion. She split open the back of my head. She just surprised me, is all. I got her off eventually." She gestured vaguely with her blade, and Eligos, lacking a way to take it away from her, just grimaced.
“Okay. Then you probably need to go to the hospital. I’ll get you home, and we can think up a story on the way there, and then we’ll call 911. You’re not getting in the Porsche while you’re bleeding.”
Jegudiel let her head relax against Eligos, but she straightened back up with a whine of protest when Eligos shook her, rougher than she really needed to.
“Hey! Stay awake, asshole. That’s a thing with concussions, right? Better not risk it. Talk to me about your trauma or something. You like doing that.”
Jegudiel laughed slightly. “You do not want to hear about that.”
“No, but you want to tell it, and that’s what actually matters. Just don’t pass out on me, okay? Just don’t pass out.”
Whumpmas Day 3- Appendicitis
For @writing-heartbeats-tea 24 Days of Whumpmas challenge!
Warnings: vomit mention, hospital mention
Raphael groaned and lifted her forehead from the cool porcelain. This was a rather cramped environment in which to feel like crap, she reflected- the half-bathroom was tiny compared to the master bath off of Barachiel and Malphas's room. But it was the one that was closest to her desk, and so it was where she ended up. She couldn't have stumbled any further than this before vomiting, retching what little breakfast she'd eaten thankfully into the toilet. She'd be in no shape to clean up if she made a mess.
But she couldn't stay here forever, much as her shaking frame kind of wanted to. Bracing her arms against the wall and the toilet, she pushed herself upright, though she promptly slumped against the wall for support. Vaguely, she recognized that she probably wouldn't make it to her desk without falling. Fumbling, she reached up and took off her glasses, letting them slide into the sink. They wouldn't break there.
Continuing on her dogged path towards her desk, she reached to grip her side. The pain had receded somewhat when she stopped moving, but now that she was on her feet again, it was back with a vengeance. Gritting her teeth and squinting her eyes, she kept going.
A quick stumble on the door frame led to a stabbing pain- Raphael nearly crumped in place. She stopped, bracing her weight against the wall again, breathing through it. From her current perspective, she could see Barry's door, could see it swing open. She almost swore, almost, as Malphas stepped out, closing the door neatly behind him and straightening out his leather jacket as he left.
Malphas did a double take when he saw Raphael in her current position, visibly in pain and clearly struggling. "Doc, you okay?" She just grimaced. "Yeah, fair, that was a stupid question. Need help?"
There was a moment of help before Raphael hoarsely conceded, "Yes, I do. Just so long as you can get me back to my desk, I can manage from there."
Malphas shrugged. "If you say so, doc." He started to approach to help her, and she made as though to meet him halfway. She didn't make it that far.
Raphael hit an uneven spot on the thick carpet that Eligos had insisted on, stumbling forward and leaving herself without an opportunity to catch herself. She only had enough time to throw her arms out in panic and close her eyes. This was gonna hurt.
Malphas, though, quickly lunged to cover the last space between them, staggering back as Raphael's weight hit him- she wasn't nearly as tall as Jegudiel, but angels were densely muscular, and Raphael weighed a lot more than she appeared to.
Raphael squinted her eyes open, taking in the worn leather her face was pressed against and the fact that it still smelled like cigarettes, despite the fact that Malphas had quit some time ago. She just groaned as she tried and failed to push herself up onto her own feet again, just ending up slumped against Malphas yet again.
Malphas seemed to take pity and reached to help Raphael upright; unfortunately, his help managed to put pressure against Raphael's side. She had to choke down a whimper and try not to cringe away from his touch. Malphas noticed, of course, remarking:
"You sure you don't need medicine or somethin', doc? You seem to be real bad off." His tone was more casual than felt appropriate to Raphael, but she was in no position to argue. She just gritted her teeth.
"I just need to get to my desk. I will get aid when I am finished with my work. I do need to go to the hospital, this is an issue with my appendix, but it can wait until-" Her words were cut off by a short cry as Malphas pressed against her side again, a shooting pain through her torso.
She was shaking, trying to pull away from his arms, as she accused, "That one was on purpose." Malphas nodded, frowning sternly as he said:
"Yeah, it was. If you need to go to the hospital, you're going to the hospital. Look, I don't like you very much and you don't like me very much, and I get that, but Barry's kind of a fan of yours, and I'm not gonna let you work yourself to death. C'mon. Do I need to call someone, or can I just drive you?"
Raphael grumbled, "I am not riding on your death trap of a bike. When was the last time you changed the oil in that thing?"
Malphas chuckled and said, "Fine, then we're taking Eligos's Porsche, and I'm telling her you insisted."
"Fine. You will have to help me out to it, though. Get my glasses from the bathroom before we leave." Malphas rolled his eyes, though he was smiling.
"Bossy, bossy. Fine, doc. If I sit you down at your desk, will you run away? I gotta go up the block to break into Eligos's garage, and I doubt you're in any condition for a heist. You can work until I get back." Raphael nodded as Malphas half-carried her back to her desk chair.
"I will stay put. Unless I have to vomit again."
Malphas nodded and amended as he eased Raphael into her chair, "Unless you have to vomit again. Hold tight, doc, I'll be back." And he left- Raphael could hear the door closing behind him.
She still considered gathering up her work and making a break for the back door, but that would involve getting up and walking some more, and her side was still killing her...
Maybe the hospital wasn't such a bad idea. She'd still make Malphas pack her papers into a file folder for her before she would leave, though.
Whumpmas Day 2- Fever
For @writing-heartbeats-tea 24 Days of Whumpmas challenge!
Warnings: fever, medical mention
Al slipped into her apartment, quickly closing the window behind her to keep out the winter chill. In the bed, Jegudiel stirred slightly, but she didn’t wake. Al stumbled slightly as she slid the curtains closed and shook off her shoes, one hand wrapped around her aching abdomen. Her breath came ragged and shaky. She winced as she collapsed into the bed, but she couldn’t bring herself to get up and get any of the painkillers in the bathroom. So, without much warning, sleep took her, and she blissfully felt nothing.
When Jegudiel woke the next morning, at sunrise, though she couldn’t see out the black-out curtains to know about that, her arms were wrapped around something sweltering and shaking, which was mostly odd because she had fallen asleep holding a pillow to her chest.
She wouldn’t normally be that concerned by something besides a pillow being in her arms- her and Al had quickly discovered that Jegudiel was something of a cuddler and would tend to seek out contact in the night. However, Al usually ran a few degrees colder than humans, not this much hotter. So it didn’t take long for Jegudiel to come to the conclusion that something was very, very wrong and open her eyes to see what it was.
As Jegudiel creaked her eyes open and propped herself up on one elbow, she was immediately struck by just how wrong things seemed to be. Al was curled in on herself, shivering despite how scorching hot she felt in Jegudiel’s arms. She was pale, paler than usual, even, and Jegudiel had no idea what to do about any of it.
In a panic, Jegudiel sat up and tried to shake Al awake, who just groaned and curled up a little tighter. Though Jegudiel was a little relieved by the fact that she obviously wasn’t dead, she was still on the verge of panic.
“Al? Al! What do I do? Al, you- you are not good. Fever? Is that right? What do I do?”
Al groaned and rolled over, blearily stirred from sleep.
Al mumbled hoarsely, eyes half-lidded and filmy, “I dunno. ‘M thirsty, though. Water’s fine. Jus’- Jus’- Aw, man, I dunno. I don’ get sick much.”
Jegudiel had already risen from the bed, hurrying towards the kitchen to retrieve a glass of water. As she sat back down, she sat for a moment before it occurred to her that Al was going to need help drinking, and, with a start, she eased an arm under Al’s shoulders and helped her to sit up.
“Here, I have water. What happened? Why is this happening?” Jegudiel asked, clearly more worried than Al had heard her in the short time that she’d known the angel, though Al was in no place to appreciate this.
Al carefully sipped at the proffered water, small drinks to wet her parched throat, before she said, “Y- Y’know the, uh, medical bills from your hospital visit?”
Jegudiel’s stomach dropped out from under her- was this her fault? She nodded. Al took another sip.
“I, uh, had to pay for that. I knew you couldn’t do it. So, uh, I sold my kidney. It’ll grow back, no big deal, but- but back-alley surgeries get infected real easy. I’ll be fine, don’t worry about it, just gotta fight through all that.”
Jegudiel continued to fret. It was her fault, then. She carefully took the cup back from Al’s shaking hands, setting it down on the nightstand by the bed.
“You should rest, I think. I am not certain. That is what you do when you are sick, is that right?” She laid Al back down against the pillows. “Al, I do not know what to do.”
Al laughed slightly, more than a little out of it as Jegudiel tugged the blankets back up over her and retreated from the bed. “I dunno, either, angel. I don’t usually get any help
when I’m sick. I’ll be fine by tomorrow."
Jegudiel frowned slightly, not enjoying the idea of Al being sick and alone in the past. She asked tentatively, "Can I help?"
Al hummed softly. "Hm, I doubt it. I think I just need to sleep it off. Somethin' more... better... to drink'd be nice, but I'm not gonna send you out to get blood for me. I'll be fine 'til I go out tonight."
Jegudiel still fretted, tugging at the edge of the sweatshirt that she had slept in, one that Al had lent her, but she conceded, "Okay, Al. If you say so. I will let you rest. Can I stay here?"
Al, barely conscious by now, mumbled, "Sure. If you wanna."
Jegudiel carefully sat down on the bed again, leaning back against the head of the bed. She didn't get back under the covers, letting Al gather them around herself; she just sat, running a hand through Al's sweaty curls. She just sat and worried.
Whumpmas Day 1- Anaphylaxis
For @writing-heartbeats-tea Whumpmas challenge!
Warnings: Hornets, stings, struggling to breathe
Al extended a hand towards the bedroom window, offering Jegudiel assistance up onto the roof, which her girlfriend happily accepted.
“What is the big surprise? I have been on tenterhooks all day.” Jegudiel smiled goofily- she’d heard someone use the phrase earlier that week in the library, some pretentious kid, and she’d been absolutely taken with it.
Eligos grinned as she hauled Jegudiel onto the shingles. As soon as Jegudiel found her balance on the angled slate, Al pointed towards the flat area of the roof, and Jegudiel gasped.
Laid out on the roof was a large cotton blanket, and on the blanket, a zucchini pasta with garlic bread. Several candles in jars flickered in the middle of the blanket, and a small speaker set was already playing old opera music, strains of vibrato tenor hanging in the cool night air. Al excitedly tugged Jegudiel towards the picnic blanket as the spring stars glittered overhead.
Jegudiel sat down beside Al on the blanket, leaning against her comfortably, as she said, visibly touched, “Oh, schatz. This is lovely. This is simply so sweet. Is there an occasion?”
Al leaned to kiss Jegudiel’s cheek before teasing, “I don’t need an occasion to pamper my ladybird. But, it is the eve of the vernal equinox and I wanted to do something special. Maybe this isn’t traditional, exactly, but still.”
Jegudiel tilted her head to catch Al’s lips with her own for a moment before leaning back again, smiling softly. Al started to lean in again, eyes starting to close before she reeled backwards, jolting as she said, “The pasta! It’s gonna be cold if we don’t eat now. I planned this to the minute, but I forgot to add kissing time right now. I added it for later.”
Jegudiel laughed softly and leaned back. “Alright, schatz. We can eat first.”
Al grinned and said, “Great, ‘cause I worked real hard on this.” Jegudiel laughed slightly before starting to delicately eat her zucchini pasta. Al didn’t take her first bite until Jegudiel had assured her that it was, of course, fantastic.
It was a pretty simple dinner, but it was a good one. Jegudiel had eventually started to feel the chill, and Al had pulled out the spare blanket, this one made of fleece, and wrapped it around their shoulders. Eventually, the dishes sat empty, the candles start to burn low, and the pair just sat wrapped in their blanket, chatting, exchanging lazy kisses, and gazing up at the stars.
Jegudiel murmured fondly as the moon peaked overhead, “We should go inside. This has been absolutely lovely, schatz, but I think, if we are going to really celebrate the solstice, then I would rather do it in a bed than on the roof.”
Al blushed and nodded. “Alright. Let’s just get, ah, cleaned up out here, and then we can head in and ring in the springtime, as it were.” Jegudiel smiled and nodded, leaning down to blow out the candles. But, as she pressed her hand down onto the blanket for balance, she recoiled with a yelp, shaking her hand before drawing it to her chest, and a large and rather irritated hornet buzzed away from the roof.
“Jegudiel, are you okay?” Al asked, obviously concerned and quickly pulling Jegudiel’s hand out from where she had it cradled to look at it.
Jegudiel looked at her hand, though it was difficult for her to make out details in the dim light. Al had no such trouble, and she carefully took Jegudiel’s hand in her own, examining the sting as it swelled up.
“Oh, no. It’s okay, you’ll be okay. It’s just a sting. We’ll go inside and clean this up and get some ice for the swelling. I know it hurts, but you’ll be okay.”
Jegudiel nodded, pulling her hand back to her chest, glumly saying, “This is not a good ending for the evening. I am sorry.” Al hushed her and pressed a quick kiss to her lips.
“You have nothing to apologize for, ladybird. I’m gonna take care of you, promise. It’ll feel better once we’re inside.”
Jegudiel nodded again before blinking and muttering, “I feel strange. I feel not right. It should only hurt, yes? Not more than that?”
Al hesitated for a moment before saying, “How about we just get you inside, huh? You’ll be able to see what’s wrong, and maybe it won’t seem so strange then.”
Jegudiel nodded, but she blinked hard as the world began to swim before her eyes.
“Al, I do not- Al, I feel bad. What is- What is this? Why am I-“ Her voice was hoarse, and breath was rapidly becoming hard to come by.
Al, hearing Jegudiel’s panic, started to panic herself. “Oh, shit, Jegudiel, okay, just breathe with me, okay.” Her hand continued to swell. Al pulled her larger girlfriend so her back reclined against Al’s front as Al took exaggerated breaths, trying to help.
“Eligos!” Al shouted towards the window- Jegudiel flinched in her arms. She was shaking. Al could hear her heart rate picking up, more than it should while Jegudiel was resting, even in such a state of panic.
“Al, I do not-“ And the rest of her words were choked off by heaving breaths, a gasping need for air.
The world continued to swim before Jegudiel, but now she could see the stars. A grim, unfocused part of her reflected that, Well, at least I can die looking at something nice.
Al shouted again, desperate now, “Eligos! Get out here, now!” Jegudiel sputtered and gasped for breath. Her stomach seemed to twist itself within her, and she whined in pain, unable to get out anything more articulate.
Jegudiel saw the stars- they were moving, and there were more of them than there ought to be, but she could see them. A soprano came over the speakers now, voice high and tremulous. The stars blurred even more than they were before, and Jegudiel didn’t fight it when the darkness crashed down around her.
In Al’s arms, Jegudiel went limp. Al screamed for Eligos again, in tears with panic. And, behind it all, the soprano screamed as well.
OCs on this blog
More characters than this will certainly show up on here, but these are the main three that most stories will center around:
Jegudiel- a fallen angel doing her best while living with her girlfriend, Al, and who I would describe as a frenemy, Eligos. Works at a nearby library. 6’7, very dark skin and long hair, very muscular, dull yellow eyes. She/her.
Al- a vampire born in 1148 who practices her traditional Celtic religion and works as a drag king at a gay bar. 5’7, pale with cropped hair, red eyes. She/her.
Eligos- a demon who’s wanted by Hell for failing to capture Jegudiel. Works at a casino, but doesn’t really need to, as a little over a century on Earth have led to her being quite wealthy. 5’6, blonde hair and pale skin, bright purple eyes. She/her.
Other recurring characters will include:
Barachiel- another fallen angel and Jegudiel’s brother. Goes by Barry. 5’4, stocky build, brown skin, shaggy hair and neat beard. He/him.
Beleth- the demon sent to finish Eligos’s work by capturing Jegudiel. Wants to capture Eligos, too. He/him.
Mammon- one of 7 demon nobles and the one who sent both Eligos and Mammon to Earth. Represents the sin of Greed and wants to collect fallen angels. She/her.
Raziel- designated guardian angel, though she generally has one or two volunteers helping out, since the war is over. Wants to help Jegudiel. 5’2, chubby, wears a headscarf and sweater vests, brown skin, bright golden eyes. She/her.
Malphas- a demon and Eligos’s brother. Currently works for Sathanas, another demon noble. Sent to capture Barachiel. He/him.
Feel free to send in questions about these characters! I’ll always try to answer as best I can. And totally ask me about any new characters that show up that aren’t listed here, I’ll fill you in.
24 days of Whumpmas
Do you like whump? Want to write some awesome fanfic or stories through December? Then Whumpmas might be for you!
It’s pretty simple, join in and write as much or as little as you can, you don’t have to do everyday and it can be for whatever fandom/ pairing you want! Whatever tickles your writing pickles! I’ve added in a few seasonally cold prompts too.
Totally inspired by @la-vie-en-whump and their Whumptober 2018 challenge.
Any questions, hit me up. Any suggestions, also hit me up. This is my first challenge so please guide me 😂. Most importantly, enjoy, don’t stress and have fun!
1. Anaphylaxis
2. Fever
3. Appendicitis
5. Choking
6. Shot
7. Broken ribs
8. Slipping on ice
9. Severe infection/ sepsis
10. Flu
11. Falling into cold water
12. Fainting into their arms
13. Open fracture
14. Dislocation
15. Torture
16. Passing out whilst giving blood
17. Concussion
18. Trypanophobia
19. Asthma attack
20. Sensory overload
21. Hypothermia
22. Iatrophobia
23. Hemophobia
24. Clumsy (open to interpretation, let those creative juices flow)
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