Yeah, he remembered, and he knew the two alphas were very different. They went about things very differently, and however much Stiles knew biting his tongue was going to frustrate the fuck out of him sometimes, he got it. He would, at least. He looked at her, heard the way her laugh sounded and just nodded. “Okay, Lo.” It was weird. The human side of him — and that was just the way he thought — couldn’t work it out. It wasn’t like there were suddenly different sides, separate sides, but his brain was still working like there were two pieces trying to work their way together. And that human side could not comprehend Logan potentially hurting him, not on purpose. It didn’t even compute. It didn’t make sense, even though he knew things had shifted after she’d become an alpha.
The side of himself that felt in tune with her, with his surroundings, with the sureness that he would not break so easily, understood that challenging her in any way felt wrong. Yeah, there was no way he wasn’t going to fuck this up and come out with his ass getting kicked. Strangely, it wasn’t the fact that it would inevitably happen that bothered him — it was the concern that Logan might feel bad about it after. He wanted to assure her he’d try his best, he would, but she was exhausted. Fuck, he was exhausted. He just nodded and followed after her. “Yeah, I think I’ve had my fill of visitors.” Unexpected or otherwise. He just didn’t trust anyone, aside from Logan. The rest of the world was an empty space with the potential to hurt them. And fuck that. He kept looking around, glancing over emptied cars, a car seat with smudges of dark on the handle, a weirdly pretty awning over a flower shop, a wallet. The wallet looked empty and he couldn’t help but wonder how long it had taken for the thief to get his arm ripped off. When he finally spotted a window, it was halfway out of a display window and two of the steps were bent in. He called out to her before jogging over to retrieve it, watchful and careful. Always. “Looks like the top of that one might be a good bet?” He nodded toward one of the buildings, voiced it as a question, leaving the choice for her to make.
It was a shift in the air, she could taste it over the rot of the infected and spoiled food lost in the storefronts. It was still them, inherently, and it always was going to be them. But they were different, as much as they looked the same. It was still Logan and Stiles, it was different because there was always more flooding just beneath the surface. Her veins were thick with infection and the power of an Alpha, Stiles' wasn't much different, though she hoped the infection had missed tainting him as it had her. He was a wolf and the thought of that was so strange. Logan knew the story of Peter offering him The Bite, that flimsy moment of uncertainty before a resounding refusal. It felt almost dirty now, to have given him what he hadn't wanted before. But it'd been necessary, as much as she hated to think of it that way, it was this or not getting home and Logan finally got the chance to understand what the lesser of two evils idiom finally meant.
Sifting through the street came easier now, because as fresh as Stiles was to his new senses, she knew that he was stronger than before. There was the strength and the keen hearing and the smell. The chance of them being snuck up on now was nearly nonexistent, from infected or more people like the ones that'd thought they could keep them caged alike. And that, if anything, brought her an immense sense of relief. Looking up at the shop she scanned over it a few times before nodding. It'd be better to stick inside instead of the roof, she decided. It'd be better if it started raining again, and there was more cover if those bastards ended up tailing them all the way here. "Top room," She managed as she unsheathed claws and reached up for the brick and heaved herself up to the next window, and the next after reaching down to help Stiles do the same. Slipping in, the room was nearly bare which wasn't so bad. The door was still intact so shutting and locking that was easy. Laying out their things and setting up a bed for the night she finally, finally laid out and dropped her hands over her face. "We'll be able to get home quicker now," She mumbled, not looking at Stiles because she wasn't so sure she'd be able to without a guilty conscience in that moment. "You won't get tired as often and we'll be able to push a little more."
Logan licked over her lips then, crinkling her nose to break out softly. "The full moon...for you, I have a feelin' it's gonna get messy. We're gonna have to find somewhere sturdy to set up to make sure you can't go on a rampage and get the attention of a hoard or some survivors or something."