it’s not living (if it’s not with you)

she/her

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

Me at 3am questioning my sanity after sobbing over people that don't exist

[imgoingmadd]

It devastates me how much of my life I’ve spent daydreaming. I so desperately want to be content with the real world.

[imgoingmadd]

The vicious cycle of “my daydreams r so fucking cringey & stupid & they make no sense whatsoever” & “who the hell cares if they’re stupid & don’t make sense who am I trying to impress”

[imgoingmadd]

You’re stuck with Freddy and I’m stuck with Sonic 😔

SOLIDARITY

[imgoingmadd]

thinking abt that one time I went to bed & had a dream with all my paras there & they just ran away from me 😐

[imgoingmadd]

It’s so hard to come to terms with the fact that I’m an adult in the real world when the only things that matter to me don’t exist

[imgoingmadd]

I'm so so sorry about your cat ❤️❤️❤️

💕💕💕

[imgoingmadd]

having sumn traumatic happen to u & now it’s all u can daydream about 😍

[imgoingmadd]

how do you clean while daydreaming? — jacob (i think lunarcupids)

I think it helps that I actually enjoy cleaning so I just stick the tunes on & get to work. It’s the same as pacing to me at this point.

[imgoingmadd]

what do maladaptive daydreamers think of reality shifting?

[imgoingmadd]

I fucking wish my daydreams were about something normal but no I just had to be into fnaf & creepypasta when I was a kid & now I’m big 20 with a crush on freddy fazbear 😐

[imgoingmadd]

every day I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn’t obsessed with a fantasy world I created

[imgoingmadd]

Feel like shit just want 2 be held by my paras

[imgoingmadd]

just found out there’s a big link between madd & ocd & honestly that explains so much

[imgoingmadd]

Feel like shit just want 2 be held by my paras

[imgoingmadd]

happy valentine’s day to the fictional boyfriend who exists solely in my daydream universe love you king

[imgoingmadd]

sobbing violently over the death of a para then remembering they’re not real & crying even harder