always smile pal

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☆ °• HI, HI, HELLO, HI :D •° ☆

Hihiii, you can call me Meg/Mely, I'm a seventeen year old artist who loves to draw whatever I'm thinking about (rotates The Thoughts like a rotisserie chicken in my mind) and the fandoms I'm in. Watch out because I'm an extremely slow artist :]. Some things you may wanna know about me:

☆ I use Medibang Paint for all my drawings in my laptop (name's Nebula :Þ)

☆ I use a Huion Inspiroy h430p to draw (name's Nova)

☆ I have a sona now!! (Little round creature in the drawing, I'll name her- me?- J)

☆ Megan is still running this acc (as if- I'll use her mostly to voice my thoughts)

☆ Art requests are open :D

☆ I don't allow my art to be reposted >:(

☆ Every reblog and comment is deeply appreciated and going straight to my appreciation album 💙

That's all from my part, hope you enjoy your stay in my blog. Drink water, eat well, take your meds if you need them and I'll see you scrolling :3

[immeg-12]

I'm being consumed by the void (school)

Why are they adding last minute projects? 🥀

And I have a test this thursday and another one on saturday (uni exam) I'll low-key do it this time. I'm gonna commit/j

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Doodles to fight against That One Bitch. Because I can make it better and it will be better once I get my independence.

Autism will get me going it will not be my downfall

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Artblock has been a pain in the ass... But I'm trying to push against it because... Please....

So, after reflecting a little bit, I've come to the conclusion that I can't draw for shit because, surprise surprise, it's my way to connect with my inner world, this thing of an authentic autistic mess that I can't control. Still, my inner world, my safe space since... Forever.

My house is not a safe place tho. People question it, judge it, silence it, demonizes it. It's not a place I feel comfortable sharing my identity with. Not anymore.

I want to reclaim my love for creation. It's gonna be shit, having to fight and strangle myself to get the tiniest drops of creative juices (mmh, Bill), but I want to get there, I want my spark, I want my passion, I want the version of me who loves art back again.

And if I could, oh I would move the fuck outta here.

But let's be realistic, I depend on my parents for basically everything. Transport, education, food, roof... Everything.

I've been forced out of the path to get the life I want to live many times, but it's still worth fighting for a decent life where I can be happy and unapologetically myself.

I won't be studying animation, I was not allowed to do it. Nor graphic design. Nor marketing. Nor psychology... Basically the careers I was interested on. And between accounting and architecture, careers my parents proposed, more likely imposed... I prefer accounting.

I'm also overwhelmed because... What the genuine fuck is the world the last generation is handing to mine? Is shit, rental property prices are over the roof, inflation too, minimum wage in Mexico is pure bullshit, corruption is at its peak and- that's really the world I'm going to get tossed into?

This is not what I was promised. And adults are not doing anything.

But one at my age must focus on one thing at a time, just my education, right? Don't look through the window, the world is not currently burning down because of greedy pigs, don't pay attention to that.

It's... Been quite a few months. I don't know. I'm just so tired lately. It feels surreal. I don't wanna lose hope.

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I fucking haate artblock, it's been months, please, I want to be able to sit down and draw for hours, I want to enjoy it again, to be happy creating, please

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexy Jester/Clown Contest Round 1

April (Monster prom)

Sundrop (FNAF)

Voting ended onApr 8

[battle-dilfyale]

Old Man Tournament Round 5!

This is the final round before the poll that determines the placement of the three winners on the podium! We are almost there! Thank you everyone for the engagement! If there were any wrinkles (pun intended) in the process, please remember that this blog is being run by one person with no prior fandom tournament experience.

Now, go vote!

Stanley “Grunkle Stan” Pines (Gravity Falls) Vs Osiris (Destiny 2)

Who wins this round?

Stan

Osiris

Voting ended onFeb 20

Propaganda (copied from Round 1)

Stan: Rough around the edges conman that will actually go to bat for his family. And yes chest hair and old man belly is part of his charm

Osiris: The most autistic-coded autistic in Destiny 2. Is right about everything 100% of the time except when he's not and then he fails spectacularly to the detriment of all involved. Is gay married to a large cinnamon roll in armor who loves pigeons.He is the best gay bird grandpa anyone could ask for. Totally bald. Lost his Light but is still full of fire and ready to fight god.

[immeg-12]

Heyo! Hope ur day/night is going well, just wanted to drop by and say hi and if you still remember me and I’m Srry if it weird or strange, it’s been a long while. I found my old acc on here and i remembered you when i went through old posts, this acc is long dead and i dont have access to it anymore soo uhh yeuh, srry again if this was weird ❤️‍🩹

No way I forgot to answer

I DO REMEMBER YOUUUU!!!! I miss the magmas 😭 (but I'm lacking time to participate in any fbbfndnfn)

Hiiiiii, I hope you've been doing great!!!

[immeg-12]

Portal Ford

Finally, motivation is flowing back to me (right when vacations are about to be over. Fuck.)

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Hey, so I'm Brandon, & I love your artwork, so I was wondering if it's okay to help you with ideas to draw, I'm a fashion drawing & editor, & I'm not a commissioner, so I can be your support assistant or a friend, if that's you want to follow & DMS me, if that's a no, that's fine, if you want to.

Ahh sure thing! We can try C:

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... Anyway, would anyone like to see Bill licking Ford in a recreation of That One Scene from Smiling Friends?

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Hey Tumblr dot com

I'm so fucked

I'm regretting my life choices

I'm so sorry Tumblr. But I know all of you are freaks

[immeg-12]

... Anyway, would anyone like to see Bill licking Ford in a recreation of That One Scene from Smiling Friends?

[immeg-12]

I think the worst part of living in a christian household is not being able to draw the gay men rotating in my brain. Wdym I can't draw them kissing without me making a live action of FNAF 4 trying not to get caught by my parents (also not being able to post on insta abt it because my parents found my acc and it's too late to block them 🥀).

Even WORSE, one of the gay men is The Evil and Cunty Triangle from Gravity Falls 😭

Only thing I feel like drawing and I can't. Plz I want to get out of here

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Fuckass dreams (nightmares??). I dreamed of my little brother suddenly going missing and my paranoid ass was searching for him all around the city, scared every time I heard about police finding a body thinking it could be him. Literally going to places I would never go alone. Panicking because it had been over a day, desperately shouting his name remembering all those stories of missing people who were close and a single mistake caused them to die in horrible ways because people didn't find them in time. Only for me to get back home and the little mf was there sitting at the couch. He was at my grandparents' place, mom just never told us where he was. At least the dream(? ended well but c'mon don't do this to me, family members have been out for hours no-contact, we don't know where they are and I panic because they tend to be my siblings and there has been some missing teens in the zone so yeah. Brain. Brain don't do this to me you dumb fuck. Instead of giving me nightmares why don't you give me back the fucking motivation to draw you little shit. I'm tired of you just giving me nightmares since I was a child. Bitch.

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*waves* hi, hope you’re doing well! For art suggestions, mayhaps moon holding a jar of fireflies?

Soo I might've liked this idea a little too much BANDNNSSN

Here you go, Moonie looking at fireflies :D

[hummise]

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Bill tried…. //burnt rice (Animation meme)