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Am I finally writing something, YES! 😛
Procrastination is BAD I had written a JTK x reader fanfic but I never finished it. If you guys have any requests or questions I’m always open to answer! Also happy new years!!
The Taste Of Smoke
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── ̟⋅Tim (masky) X F!reader
── ̟⋅MDNI
.𖥔tags/warnings: shotgunning, fingering, thigh riding, slight breath play, p in v, and oral fixation..?
.⊹⋅summary: you work at a gas station near the woods and fuh tim at the counter and break room
⊹⋅Word-count: 2,613k
Authors note ⋅⋆ I had this planned for soo long and glad i actually came through with it. But it took more a little more longer cause I kept on writing it before bed- but the grammar may be ass bc of that… (btw it may be a little ooc) 😓
Love You To Death-Type O Negative
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It was one of those afternoons again alone inside a nearby rundown gas station. Rare, but every once in a while, a trucker came for coffee or gas. Although only packed during vacations, most of the days you spent snoozing off at the counter or reading magazines, waiting for anyone to come by, and eventually when someone did, they were a weirdo. Today was different when a shorter full-figured man with sideburns and a mask resting on his sweaty forehead entered the gas station behind a taller and more slender man who wore a yellow hood and a balaclava resting on his forehead as well, but he was holding a camcorder. Honestly, you couldn't lie, they were both attractive men, and especially since you hadn't met anyone besides older guys who were most definitely married. As they linger around the shorter one with a fuller frame asks about the cigarettes. “Ahem- ah ‘scuse me, ma’am?” You gave him a genuine smile and nodded, “Yes, how may I help you?” You asked curiously before realizing he was checking out the cigarettes. “I think… I'll get a pack of Marlboro," he mutters, his voice was deep and honestly felt inviting, maybe it was love at first sight, but you felt your heart patter. Pupil dilating, then nodding, you grab a pack of Marlboro cigarettes. Now, this was a month ago, and you had gotten to know the man more, as he frequently visited during your working hours alone, although you had found out his name is Tim. He was sarcastic, laid back, and in secret, he was truly a sensitive man. He came by your work today, which was no different from the other days, as he was secretive about his job and personal life, but you shrugged it off, believing he was safe. Of course, you trusted him, understanding hardworking jobs do take longer than regular retail jobs… right?
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You trusted your boyfriend, but as soon as he set foot inside your workplace, you noticed he looked pretty bruised up. “Did anything exciting come along?” You tease him, muttering, while walking over to check his bruised knuckles. “Mh-“ he clears his throat, “same’ol same’ol.. although I got into a fight with someone.” You snicker and your lips curl up. “Yeah, I can see that.” He scoffs, but his heavy breaths and his bleeding lip made you worry a bit more, but you needed one last joke in. “Say- you did win, right?.” He shook his head, trying to keep his temper in check. “S’pose, why doesn’t it look like it?” his rough voice and scent linger from the constant smoking of cigarettes. “Well, looks like they almost kicked your ass. But as long as you win, I’m here!” You tried to remain supportive, cupping his cheek. He stared down at you, not mentioning anything, but he gave you a small grumble. You smiled, then backed up, going back behind the counter. “Your usual, sir?” Tim leans over the counter. “Wouldn’t expect a lovely lady like you to treat a gas station like a bar-“ he chuckled and nodded, scratching his stubble, “but sure I’d appreciate a good cig about now.” You already had the pack of cigarettes in your hand, sliding it over to him. “But at least lemme fix you up?” You look up at him, your deep eyes trying to convince him, which he didn’t need much convincing with a pretty smile like yours. “Don’t gotta convince me, sweetheart.” You nod before entering the back, quickly coming back with the correct medical supplies. “Just stay still for little ol me, alright?” He rolled his eyes, enjoying how you humored him even if he was in pain. “Alright, sweetheart.” He mutters, and it makes your heart skip a beat. God, it really was love at first sight.
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As you press a damp towel onto his split lip, you suck your teeth and notice how he stiffens at your touch. “God, did you talk shit or something?” Little do you know him as a proxy, there would be fighters who aren’t willing to die so easily. Tim shrugs, “Just tripped, does that make you feel better?” You squint and scoff before placing a cigarette in his mouth, he looks at you appreciatively, waiting for you to light it. When you do, he takes one good puff as the hazy smoke starts to fill the area. “You know smoking ain’t allowed here?” He gave you a halfassed smile before taking the bud out to speak, “yeah? Then how bout we enter the break room, darlin'?” You tense at his words but nod slowly, “yeah, nobody’s coming around anyway..” you mutter and try to maintain yourself, but God, he gets you so hot and bothered. As you lead him to the break room where smoking is permitted, he sat on a stool manspreading. You tried your hardest, but your eyes gazed at his bulge far too long.”f-fuck..” you mumble under your breath. You look up at him, seeing he’s holding the cigarette lazily while checking you out. “So- you know how we still haven’t tried anything exciting?” He looked up at you hoping you’d catch his tone, and of course, you did. All you needed was him manhandling and dominating you but of course it’s best you keep your composure. “Uhm, yeah. I do think about us trying-“ you pause and blush, "I mean, if you're insisting anything I’m down..?” You respond, voice shaky, wondering how his lips would feel pressed up against yours. “Ahh, alright, yeah- you ever heard of uhh, shotgunning?” You shake your head in response. “No? Tch, suppose I don’t mind explaining it.” He hums before speaking again, “Okay, well it’s basically when I take a loong drag then keep the smoke in my mouth to blow into yours, ya get it?.” Your head instinctively turned curiously. “I- sorta? I mean, it’s kinda kinky.” He grins and nods, “It’s better shown as an example.” He licked his lips, “You can handle a little smoke, right?” Your jaw clenched before you nod, “I-I can handle a little smoke, yeah.” Perfect.
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Tim beckons you closer. “You’re perfectly fine with us doing this right?.” You nod slowly as you take a seat on his lap. “Yeah, I’m not a little puss.” You joke. Afterwards, you feel his fingers hold your hips with his opposite hand that holds the cigarette up, he takes one long drag before pulling you in extremely close, and in a natural reaction you automatically open your mouth, inhaling the smoke slowly and steadily, not wanting to choke. Quite after that he placed a long and passionate kiss on your lips with the smoke still lingering in your mouths, ultimately you inhale the smoke and the sensation of your lungs piercing made you need him more, the way he tasted like cigarettes and coffee was so addicting it just arouses you, and how he kissed you made you forget about how you're still on the clock. As you slowly pulled off he let out a grunt and stayed close to your face, catching you notice a trail of drool. “Well.. damn that.. that was nice.” He chuckled heartily, “Definitely, I wouldn’t mind doing it again, sweetheart.” He was getting more flirty and less subtle about what he wanted to do with you. “Damn the cigarettes going out..” you mumble seeing him flick the cigarette butt as ash fell onto the ground, “but I gotta do it again- it- it gave me a thrill. Ya know?” He allowed his hands to go lower and feel you up, from chest to thighs he couldn’t resist. “I have one more cigarette...” he murmurs as he gets dangerously close to your core. “Damn, jeans are in the way...” he grumbles as he absent-mindedly removes his hand and places the cigarette in your mouth. This time, you allow him to light it. “You don’t smoke, right?” *he whispered loud enough for you to hear, slowly nodding, he gave you a grunt before speaking. “Slowly inhale, darling.” And as told, you inhaled feeling the smoke pierce through your dry mouth and throat. You almost choke but you open your mouth for him to lean and kiss you, breathing in the smoke from your mouth. You can’t help but whine and chuckle, accidentally choking on soot. “Gah- gross.” You spit the lump that was stuck in your throat hitting the ground. Tim looks at you before kissing your forehead..” wanna go, ma’am?” You couldn’t help but stifle a laugh- “Of course, sir.” He muffled a groan before patting his thigh, quickly removing your jeans. You sit on his thigh as he again digs his hands into your hips.
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You were starting to grind on his thigh, kissing his neck as a damp spot forms on your panties from the teasing. You try and muffle your whimpers by pressing your lips onto his neck. “This is your idea of sex?” You ask him in a rather shaky breath, noticing he was trying to palm himself through his denim jeans “n-no?..” he shut his eyes as you scatter kisses all over his neck, he huffs gazing composure now gripping at your ass causing you to pause, his hand wanders up and cups your cheek, eyes locked on yours, voice a bit unsteady. “Take off my pants, dear.” You nod quickly, your hands tremble while unzipping his jeans. You already could see the formation of his dick- you bite down on your lips as you let his cock spring up- the cool ac air hitting his sensitive shaft make him audibly shiver. He swallows and spreads his legs. With his legs splitting apart you go down on your knees and lick his nuts first, the taste of man immediately collides with your tongue, already getting used to the taste- you trace his cock with your tongue giving him a blowjob. Tim grabs a fistful of your hair and shoves your mouth down making you gag on his dick. All that could be heard was the sounds of your muffled cry’s and him gritting his teeth holding back any sound. “Shit. might, cum- in that damn mouth of yours if you look at me like that..” your intense and lustful gaze makes his dick twitch before he grunts and ropes of thick come spilled down your throat swallowing each drop. Tim pants catching his breath before patting your head.. “God.. good- fuck.. good job, sweetheart.” He sucks air in looking down at your eyes and seeing how you caught your breath as well. You start breathing heavily before gripping at his thighs not feeling fully fed. “can we do more.?” Your voice shaky as ever, sweat dripping from his forehead, he wipes it off and nods, “yeah- course, darling.” Tim gets up and helps you back out to the counter, he palms the cushion of your ass before bucking his shaft onto your panties if anyone was there everyone could see. It was a rather risky move by him for a first. You huff as he pulls your panties to the side and enters at a pace slow and as deep as he could get, slow thrusts as he feels your cunt clench on his cock, “gah..”the small huffs he made from pleasure made you weak in the knees, you gripped onto the counter trying to compose yourself. He leans his head into the back of your neck inhaling the scent of your dry shampoo and sweat from previous actions, with a firm grip he finds your chest and squeezes them as he thrusts, the heat pooling between your legs makes you gasp and breath heavily leaning your head back cautiously. His fingers dip and start to caress the space between your thighs, you moved your hand from the counter and squeeze his forearm while he gracefully moves digits into your moist slit, you tried to suppress your moans and breaths until he breaths on your neck whispering, “..ya know you can moan, right.?” He chuckles and kisses your neck making you moan a bit. “I know. Just- it’s kinda out in the public- mhh, anyone c-can barge in..” you murmured moaning each breath, you inhale sharply as he doesn’t take your words into much consideration now having you fully bent over the counter pulling your hair as his slow paced thrust turned rough and quicker, the lewd noises of flesh slapping on another and moans fill the very public store, Tim wasn’t as vocal as you but the occasional grunt or groan tied knots in your stomach, or his cock hitting your ‘womb’ from how deep he was pumping and undeniably he was longer than average.
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Your mouth gaped as you tried to speak up but the feeling of him still thrusting with no sign of stopping yet was an absolute experience. You bit your lips to tone down the loud moans when he moves a finger to trace your back feeling your skin admiring your beauty from behind, he pauses until he leans close to your ear, “gonna cum..” he said nonchalantly, but his grip was excruciatingly tight as he starts to pound your cunt, he slows to hit the deep spots you crave, before fully stopping as his dick twisted pumping murky white fluids deep into your womb, tears filled your eyes from pleasure as pants and pulls out making you gasp sharp. “You did a wonderful job, darling.” He pulls up his bottoms then grabs a box of cigarettes from the shelf already lighting one, you were trying to maintain composure until he held you up. Now facing him with your head in his chest he holds your chin and kisses you, tasting the smoke on his lips again you close your eyes enjoying the moment. “Damn.. Tim you're real.. kinky.” You flutter your eyelashes and look at him, he was already looking down at you smiling. “Yeah?.. seems like you really handled me through and through, hm?” He chuckles and brushed the hair and sweat off your face, you snickered at his remark and kissed him. “I did.. I also really did enjoy it.” You smile at your words, feeling him shift to pull you in for a second kiss and when he pulled back there was a moment of silence and warmth. “This is really totally cheesy… but when I first laid my eyes on you I felt like I fell in love..” you looked away abruptly waiting for his response. He cups your cheek and mutters “so the feelings are mutual.” A pause, “when I was doing one of my jobs, I had caught a glimpse of you. So I told my friend that I needed a small break and that’s when we entered, I’m really glad I did come in.” Your breath stopped hearing his confession. heart beats fill the room.. “heh, stalker much.” His eyes widened and then chuckled, shaking his head. “Damn, you caught me.” Another moment of silence. “You know my pants are still in the staff only room?.” You look up at him hoping he’d bring them.
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Couple moments passed you two were sitting on the curb of the store, you were sipping on a slushie that tim offered to buy, he was next to you smoking another cigarette. “Would you ever try a shotgun kiss again.. but in a more.. homey setting?” You stopped sipping and looked up at him. “Yeah, I’d love to be in a more ‘homey’ setting with you.” You jab his shoulder, quickly after you lean your head on him admiring the forest with the sun slowly setting, what a sight.
Authors note ⋅⋆ I finally got time to finish this it’s been rotting in my drafts omgg but I think i like this one a lot.
A Night Under Stars
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─⋅⋆ Ticci Toby X F!Reader
─⋅⋆MDNI .⊹
.⊹Warning: eventual smut, dry humping, praising, first time, overstimulation, sloppy make out,temporary marking, mention of gore sorta, and semi-public sex.
─.⊹Summary: You got asked out by a player for senior prom but he eventually flaked causing you and Toby to sneak out into the courtyard.
.⊹Word count: 3k
Authors note⋅⋆sooo this is my first ever fic whoo!! Uhh haha yeah so the pacing might be horrible.. but yeah I hope you enjoy it wouldn’t say it’s the worst fanfic ever but it’s definitely not great at all. Also grammar may not be 100% perfect since I didn’t fully proof read </3
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A couple of weeks ago, you had been asked out by a really popular guy who was known for going out with mentally unstable and nerdy girls, also for being a well-known fboy. Apparently, you were on his eyes now, which wasn't great. Mainly because you had the hots for someone else already. Who was the school's quote-unquote “freak” and “weirdo”, none of those titles seemed to irk you, though only because you two were pretty similar and you two had each other.
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After school. You immediately called your friend, Toby. “cmon- cmon. GOD DAMNIT, PICK UP!” You sat there at your computer, groaning and waiting until he eventually picked up. ”H-hey, wassup?” He twitches through his pixelated screen, though you didn't- No, you really couldn't see him admiring your soft features from eyes, nose, to lips. “Oh my god! You won't believe what happened today!”...he stopped admiring her and then paid attention to her words. “Alright, eh-heh. I got asked out by this random dude, like it was really random, yeah, but it was that one guy who likes his ladies a little ehhh… cucu?” Toby pauses, and he lets out a chuckle to hide the growing jealousy building up in him. He smirks, biting his lip and his rough fingers smoothing out the bandages on his cheek. “Heh- I have no idea h-how to respond to t-that.” he scratches his hair before asking you a question,” say uh- d-did you reject h-him then?” You freeze and let out a dry chuckle, almost turning into a cough since you haven’t drunk water all day. “I- did I? Haa.. what a funny question.” Toby furrows his eyebrows and looks at you, his gaze sharp even through the screen. “So?” He asks again, waiting, furrowing his eyebrows roughly until you speak up quickly and timidly. “OKAY- I, I did.. I accepted his offer. Look I know he’s a jerk but I felt bad!!” Toby cringed before sighing “why a-are you s-so empathetic? I mean do-don’t get me wrong b-but it’s a good and bad thing of y-yours ya know?” He tried to soften his face even though every look in his pixel eyes showed envy. “Yeah.. yeah I know okay I'm just... I don’t like rejecting anyone because then I feel like the bad guy!” Toby shakes his head “but y-you're not t-the b-bad guy. Playing with h-his fff-feelings makes you t-the bad guy instead." He crossed his arms. Even if it comes off laggy on your end, you understand and pick up what he is trying to say. “You're right. Thanks, Tobes. Just it’s uh- a little too late now, isn’t it?” He rolls his eyes and nods, “y-yeah, proms l-like next w-week?” You nod back in agreement. “It is in a week. So- then.. you are going right?.” Toby thinks for a minute- in reality he was pretending to think since originally he wasn’t even planning on going to school that whole next week because he felt like it, but now that you’re going to be there his lips curve up into a smile before answering “o-of course I a-am!”
You smirk, catching his shaky breath, “awesome! Heh, so you gonna wear a suit and tie~” you snicker, teasing him. “Y-yeah, tch whatever- y-you damn tease!” Toby hangs up and shuts down his computer. He slumps over his desk and palms his face as his cheeks grow darker and redder, his heart going to thump out of his chest as his neck cracks trying to keep calm, but in the end, he feels overwhelmed. And like most overwhelmed, frustrated teen boys, he... plays with Legos trying to complete his Lego Star Wars set, being gentle even when his fingers twitched.
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So now you were browsing the web looking for dress inspiration alone because Toby is a little chicken, and because you didn’t even know your date's phone number, you couldn’t even ask him what color to wear! So all you could do was stress out about how underprepared and overwhelmed you currently are. “Fuck my life..” you mutter under your breath, slamming your head against the desk repeatedly like that was going to help anything, eventually stopping cause your head hurt- you rubbed your forehead the throbbing pain that lingers like a ghost. Although in all honesty you felt it was safest to wear all black just in case you choose a mistakenly horrible color and don’t even match at all. You mutter stupid things about your prom date not even excited though glad Toby was coming, that boy always brought a smile to your face no matter the mood.
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You can’t help but talk to yourself again, trying to remember more facts about your date. “Fuck what’s his name again.. ? Wait, no, I think it was Oliver? Uhh, maybe.. god I’ll ask him tomorrow.. can’t believe I’m dumb enough to actually get with a womanizer..” you end up laying your head down on your desk, closing your eyes, snoozing off. Honestly, you were forgetting about your homework from all the multiple class periods, but who could blame you since it was the last thing on your list of priorities. Now it was the middle of the night, and you were woken up by your phone buzzing, someone spamming you. “Huh?” You rubbed your eyes, clearing your throat. You pick up your buzzing phone and raise an eyebrow. “Who the hell spams my shit at 3:47?.. fuckin creep.” You blink and see the account username. “Thy.luvolie”. You cringe at reading the username before realizing he’s your prom date. “Oh.. no fucking way he’s so…” you physically ick checking out his profile, but you sigh and follow him back even if it pains you to do so. You noticed that he wasn’t even online anymore, so you ignored it- charging your phone, you slumped onto your soft bed, groaning and smiling, you felt like you were sleeping on a soft sheet of cotton with how comfortable your bed is compared to your chair. And ignoring the fact you accidentally dozed off their the change in comfort felt good.
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Now it was the next morning, 4 days until prom, and you realized Oliver never came to school, and his social media had never been active or updated since you followed him back. Of course, you were confused the whole day, just waiting for lunch to talk to Toby about what’s been bugging you. Well, when it did reach lunch, you sat outside on bleachers and hung your head low as Toby sat next to you, man spreading. “G-God today so boring huh..?” You look at him, “it is- uh.. have you seen Oliver around?.. the dude who asked me out.” Toby had a faint smile on his face, his eyes creasing slightly as his smile widened. “N-nope,” his head jerked as he faced away from you. “C-couldn’t tell you I-if I t-truly wanted t-to.” You scoff and pick at the food on your lunch tray. “Ya know I spent 40 bucks on those damn tickets for me and him?” He rolls his eyes, “p-probably was just u-using ya..hey what if y-you give me the t-ticket instead?.” You thought about it for a good minute- if you were to go with Toby, someone you're definitely more comfortable with and enjoy being around, or the new guy you never spoke to, and like Toby said, he was probably using you. “Maybe, guess whoever shows up first gets the ticket. And I have a feeling you may win.” You tease, looking at him, you can’t help but chuckle, seeing his jealousy slowly rise, or how he was going to get you before anyone else could.
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Prom night, Oliver was a definite no-show. 15 then 20 minutes passed by and he still hasn’t shown up, you sigh and sit beside Toby, he was wearing a basic black suit with a red rose in the front pocket, his hair surprisingly combed. You smile at his effort, “Is that your Sunday best?” He looks over and takes one good look at your outfit before adding his critique, “O-oh? Y-you l-look like H-helena from tu-the MCR mmm-music vi-video y-ya emo.” You shake your head, “god, I wish, my fit is so plain I wish I did more...” you grumble, feeling a tad bit self-conscious about the lack of jewelry, but you're fine with the effort, no surprise Toby noticed, and his lips falter into a smirk. “N-no doubt you l-look good t-though!” He tried to cheer you up by complimenting, and surprisingly, it worked. “God, you really suck at cheering folks up.” He gave you a half assed smile and pouts, “a-awh I thought I-i was great a-at making you s-smile!” You ruffle his perfectly combed hair, making him look more natural. “Whatever, you also look good- too good.” You roll your eyes, jealous over his style and overall outfit..
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“Hey, it’s getting boring in here.. ya think we’re allowed in the courtyard?.” Toby raised an eyebrow before scratching his chin pretending to think. “Duh-definitely not- al-although the adrenaline o-of sneaking out e-excites me.” You nod slowly looking around the indoor gym to where you could sneak out of before remembering the secret “broken” door nobody uses anymore since they believe it’s still broken. “Hey we could go out through those doors.” You nudge his shoulder and point to the double doors. “A-ain’t those broken?” He muttered side eyeing you as his eyes shifted to the door then your face. You shake your head and hang it back, “ehh, not anymore, you know they fixed those doors like months ago.?” He squints before shrugging, “c-could work, suppose w-we could give it a g-go.” You respond, “yeahh let’s go when those dicks move out the way” you motion to the two teachers laughing near the fruit punch “or when they’re not paying attention.” He observes them closely before getting up and stretching. “Hey I-i or you cuh-could distract them.. but i-i’d say now I-is per-perfect, they’re all ‘hehehaha’ d-distracted enough.” You get up behind him before nodding in agreement “Yeah let’s be quick then.” You and Toby start to move before pausing. “Hold on, why don’t we pretend like we’re just leaving and enter the field that way? School doesn’t even have gates.” Toby pauses after you before rolling his eyes “b-but where’s the f-fun in that!” He groans “I need t-the thrill! Adre-adrenaline!” You furrow your eyebrows before giving up. “Fine, damnit!”
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Under all the dazzling stars, you and Toby managed to sneak out through the supposedly broken doors and made your way behind the bleachers on the football field. You sat down, feeling the cool earth on your palm as Toby kept his posture and crossed his legs. He was checking out all the pretty stars and tried not to wander his eyes to yours, but when he did, he was met with the natural moonlight shining through into your skin, probably enhancing your features. He swallowed roughly and cleared his throat.
“T-The stars a-are puh-p-pretty t-tonight huh?” His eyes were shifting to the ground and scoreboard but he couldn’t face you or he’ll have the undeniable urge to kiss you. “Yeah- they remind me of the freckles on your back!” He shut his eyes before finally sitting down next to you in a very close proximity. He shifts his legs so his knees would “accidentally” bump into yours. “Hey, I think that’s the Big Dipper!” You pointed to the constellation that looked nowhere near close to the Big Dipper, Toby grinned and then nudged your shoulders.”yu-yeah? Did’ya k-know there was a-a big d-dipper in my p-pants!” You can’t help but groan, then chuckle at his god awful joke. “God never use that on anyone again..” he shook his head, “mm-made ya laugh tho?” You nodded sneering at his cockiness, “Well yeah- yeah you caught me hah maybe I don’t want ya to use that on anyone else cause I want ya to myself..” Toby can’t help but cheese stupidly before rubbing his knees. His rough hands start to move towards your thigh over the dress you had on. You pause and look up at Toby- your smile falters, your blush spreads to your ears, your heart is going to burst out of your chest. All because of a small gesture? He leans closer to you before cupping your cheeks. “Muh-may I?..” he murmured, waiting for your approval of consent. You nod slowly, probably wanting this as bad as he did. His eyes shimmer before interlocking with your lips, and he continued to rub his hand over your thigh, but he lost his balance and toppled over you. He grins before giving you two a more comfortable position as he straddles you. Now, his hand moves from your thigh to cup both of your cheeks, starting to kiss you again. Letting out an accidental whine, you find yourself rubbing the back of his neck, pulling him closer aching for more friction. He just smirks and pushes the hair out of your face to kiss your forehead.
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You and toby start to makeout carelessly you cup his cheek and accidentally tug at the bandaid that was concealing scarred gache. Toby flinches and quickly covers his cheek with his palm snapping off of you. “I-i.. Y/N- y-you.. Did you.. S-see t-that?” he gets more jittery and honestly felt like you were going to be disgusted at his gorey scar. You shake your head trying to compose yourself through the shaky heavy breaths.”y-yeah.. Im sorry toby i- i didnt mean too honest-!” he cuts you off “I-i yeah i know just. Fuck- i. I n-need a-air.” ironic considering that you both are outside and behind some towering bleachers. “Toby- look i dont care about your ‘uglies’ and i understand if you feel insecure, but i like you the way you are!” Hesitantly you reach up and put your palm over his.. “was it.. from the crash?..” Toby sucks a breath of air in, if he could he would be sweating bullets but he can’t. He shakes his head and opens his mouth. “No, I-I chewed t-through m-my cheek.” He looks at you to see the change in your reaction but nothing much changed in your facial features except the fact you looked more concerned now, “are you okay now?.” He pauses and nods. “P-perfectly fine n-now that I’m with y-you.” You started too blush even more then already staring at his lips then eyes.. “ahh..” you suck your teeth your hands gliding down too pull him into a warm embrace “let’s try again?.” You murmur before kissing his nonscarred cheek. “Y-yeah.. I- thanks for not freaking out?” You smile tilting your head “why would I freak out over a cutie like you?.” He snickers softly before his fingers traced your neck.
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Toby’s hands started to move towards your hip as you initiated the kiss holding his cheek. You could feel Toby shifting as he started to pin you down. “H-how far you w-willing to g-go?.” He whispered in your ear as he tucked pieces of hair behind your ear. He muttered “hmm.. penetration is a no go, don’t wanna ruin my dress.” He smirks and kissed your ear feeling bold. “I wanna ruin ya..” no stutter? You think.. Did he really mean that..? “H-oh! Ha wow yeah, feeling bold hm?.” You rub his shoulder with your other hand interlocked by Toby’s. “I wanna see your idea of ruining me..” you smile now gripping his shoulder as Toby got the ok to do as he please.. which he took it as kissing you softly and getting rougher by each second barely allowing you to adjust as he goes. Toby grins before you feel his tongue trace your lip as you open your mouth for him to taste you he does and honestly tried holding himself back from chocking you with his tongue. Toby does pull off for a couple seconds until you notice he brings two fingers and gracefully slides it in your mouth. You start to suck his calloused fingertips as he traced your taste buds feeling more and more aroused. Your throat lets out a gargled moan as he pushes his fingers deeper checking your gag reflex, you quickly choke and swallow rough, you groan once he pulls his fingers out. You look up at him with need and lust in your eyes seeing how his pool of brown eyes reflect your feelings. He grins and starts to pull your dress up and over your panties he starts to grin idiotically as he looks at you with overly excited eyes as he cheesed like an idiot virgin. The same fingers you sucked off start to trace your puffy cunt over the thin lace of panties you had on, your hips slightly buck forward to him as your overly sensitive bud was slowly getting teased. “Gah~ f-fuck what the hell..” you cover your face from embarrassment before he grabs both of your wrist in one swipe pinning them over your head. “Nah uh.. no- d-don’t hide y-yourself. Fuck- such- such a pr-pretty thing…”
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He whined before shoving his head between your neck and shoulder causing you to shiver and moan a bit louder than the previous ones mainly from him touching your cunt like it was a computer pad and then biting down on your neck, hard. He bit down so hard you can’t help but feel a tear weld in your lacrimal eventually falling searing your burning hot face. He was never this aggressive with you at all even so he’d never harm you, but here he was biting you like you were his dinner. Ultimately you probably were. Toby bites down harder causing blood to form from the marks, as the taste of copper and pennies linger on his tongue he pauses and kisses the area but he’s now gripping the side of your midriff as he tries to not rut but his aching cock. “Damn you~.. Tobias w-what’re.. doin..” your cry out your legs slightly quivering as the cold outside air hit your thighs and waist. Arms still pinned over your head. “F-fuckin gonna ruin y-your pretty b-body.” He mutters and licks your neck perfectly peppering kisses everywhere as he pulls his slacks down leaving his top and boxers on. The pre stain of cum was evidence on how aroused he was. He clenched his jaw as he started to slowly grind his bulge over thin layers feeling how wet you were made him rut faster, he tried to keep himself quiet but like a puppy he whines and moans weakly. Your facial expression turning him on more feeling proud as he was the one making you feel this way, he squeezed his hands into your back as he rubbed himself faster against your clothed cunt he stifles tears from how quickly overstimulated he was becoming. He paused and breathed heavy, catching you off guard as he starts to palm your clit rubbing it needing you to cum first.”fuck- Toby!” You moan out as you thrust forward onto his still erect cock making him cum pretty quickly and then you afterwards. He doesn’t collapse but instead kisses your cheek “did I-I do good..?” You pause breathing heavily nodding quickly wiping the tears from your eyes since you never felt a feeling like that rush. “You did great Toby.. you were so good..” as tears weld in his eyes again he sniffles and pressed his chin against your chest hearing your heart pound. “I didn’t go too far did I?..” you chuckle at his attempt at aftercare ruffling his hair “course not. I’d say just right.” He hums smiling softly as the moon shines over the both of you. “Soo.. what’re we now?.” He continues to admire her waiting for the response “dating?.” He smiles liking that response.
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As you and Toby fixed up your appearances you drove to the nearest fast food joint and sat on the hood of your car enjoying a night under the stars with the boy you loved and a burger that hit the spots he couldn’t.
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Authors note 2⋅⋆ so I may or may not have forgotten a bit of the plot while writing because lowk was writing this during my class. But THANK YOU SOO SO MUCH IF YOU READ THIS ITS MY FIRST FANFIC EVER AND I HAD TOO DO OUR GOAT TOBY!!!