wreaking havoc
my chest gets heavier, tighter
with every emotion I keep feeling
i've been bred a fighter
continuing to continue on
with every emotion I keep feeling
in order to continue healing, I ask
how do I separate ego from being
a vicious cycle
..
there's a bigger meaning
going through the motions just to mirror reality
into something untrue
engulfed with a nature that obscures the truth
stealing the most precious and pure meaning
of you
in order to feel lighter, I shed
...
intentionally letting go of lies
releasing my heart from shackles of pain
painfully traumatized by the truth
in order to feel lighter, I shed
.
i've been bred a fighter looking for answers
as I continue to aimlessly search
hopelessly, endlessly, effortlessly
shedding the layers to find
the meaning in me
wreaking havoc