king and lionheart

oh, don't mind me. i'm just watching you two from the closet, wishing to be the friction in your jeans.

[honeydew-cc]

I’m fine, okay? Don’t worry about me. Worry about yourself, please? I’m not gonna leave until you want me to, promise. Just.. breathe, okay? You’re gonna get through this.

[impulsivemai-blog]

How are you?

[honeydew-cc]

  Breathe, baby. Breathe. It’s going to be okay, let it out. It isn’t your fault, okay? I promise you that it is not your fault.

[impulsivemai-blog]

It's fine. Yeah, I'm fine. I just need a cigarette. My hands will not stop shaking. Do you want one? Or something to eat? Just, don't leave. Or do. I'm not in control of you. Sorry.

[honeydew-cc]

I-I’m sorry.. C’mere, it’s gonna be okay. You’ll get through it, yeah? One day at a time.

[impulsivemai-blog]

Yeah. I should hang around people, because human interaction is more important than alcohol to me. Which I drink  lot. But I can't. There dead. And I didn't do my job. ...........Never mind. I'm sorry.

[wowfaye]

Shh—it’s okay.

[impulsivemai-blog]

Everything is falling apart.

[honeydew-cc]

It’s fine, everyone is. If you need to, you can talk to me.

[impulsivemai-blog]

I miss my family. We were so fucked up. But I took care of them.

[impulsivemai-blog]

[honeydew-cc]

It’s a card! Do you not want it?

[impulsivemai-blog]

Oh. I'm sorry. I've been really stressed.

[meltbh]

What?

[impulsivemai-blog]

Don't. Even. Try.

[impulsivemai-blog]

Don't even try.

[notsohiro]

  That’s—-depressing. I wasn’t much fun before the apocalype either, so I don’t think much has changed on my behalf. I don’t believe that we’re, as you put it, ‘fucked’. My team and myself are working as hard as we can, and the healers are too, who knows? Maybe we’ll find something.

[impulsivemai-blog]

No, I mean if we do find a cure. Then people have to re-build their life. They have to face reality. Society is ruined. People have died. People are dying. You don't just recover from that. The only reason most people are alive is because they have zombies to worry about, so they don't focus on the pain. So yeah, find the cure. But unless there's a cure for death, depression and the society we've paused to deal with this, I don't see the cure being what everyone needs it to be.

[notsohiro]

  I’m not much fun sober either. I mean, not that I know what I’m like when not sober, because I’ve only been drunk once—-I already told you that, didn’t I? Anyways, hi. Okay.

[impulsivemai-blog]

I don't think anyone is much fun anymore. I mean what do people even do for fun now days? A part of me died after all this started, because what are we supposed to do after? We're all fucked.

[notsohiro]

I’ve only been drunk once, and that’s because someone spiked the punch at our grad party. It wasn’t willingly. I’m Remi, by the way.

[impulsivemai-blog]

I'm Mai. I'll keep you company now, but I'm not much fun sober.

[meltbh]

Uh—the normal stuff, I guess?

[impulsivemai-blog]

What's the normal stuff?

[impulsivemai-blog]

[honeydew-cc]

We’ve been trying to make the place all festive. I still need to get a tree.

[impulsivemai-blog]

Where would you even find a tree?

[spliffedrp]

Same as always — I stay on my post, and you stay away from me.

[impulsivemai-blog]

Do I usually go looking for you?

[leowtf]

You seem to be entertaining yourself, yea?

[impulsivemai-blog]

There's only so many drinking games one can play alone.