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Chat, Can Someone Let My Girlfriend In?
Summary: When Arthur goes live on Twitch during a snowy winter evening, he doesn’t expect his biggest distraction to come not from chat… but from his own front door. Locked out in the cold with no keys and no way to get his attention, you do the only reasonable thing left. You subscribe.
Warnings: Fluff, humour, mild chaos, cold weather, streaming shenanigans, domestic softness, reader embarrassment, Arthur being oblivious (as usual)
Word count: 927 ✨
A/N: okay guys, here we are. This is the fic that won the pole, I hope you enjoy. This is based on what happened to Charles Leclerc and his girlfriend during lockdown when the guys were streaming, Charlotte got locked out so I thought I’d make my own version with Arthur 🌷
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The snow had started pretty, you’d give it that.
Big soft flakes drifting down lazily, coating the street in white, the kind of snow that made everything feel quieter and softer and vaguely magical.
That was before you realised you were locked out.
You stood on the front step, arms crossed tightly around yourself, breath puffing out in little clouds as you stared down at your empty hands.
No keys.
You patted your coat pockets again, just in case they’d magically appeared in the last three seconds. Nothing. Not even your lip balm. Brilliant.
Inside, faint through the door, you could hear Arthur’s voice.
Muffled. Distant. Cheerful.
“Ohhh that’s huge chat, that’s massive—”
You knocked.
Nothing.
You knocked again, louder this time, rapping your knuckles against the wood.
Still nothing.
Of course he couldn’t hear you. He was streaming. Which meant headphones on, mic hot, and Arthur fully locked into streamer mode where the outside world simply ceased to exist.
You sighed, leaning your forehead against the door.
“Arthur…” you muttered. “Please.”
Another knock. Harder.
No response.
You stepped back, glancing through the frosted glass panel in the door. Lights were on. Warm. Inviting. Your living room looked so cosy from this side of the glass.
You checked your phone.
No missed calls. No messages.
You texted him anyway.
You: babe
You: I’m locked out
You: Arthur it’s freezing 😭
You waited.
Nothing.
Snow was starting to settle on your hair now, little cold specks melting against your scalp. You bounced slightly on your feet, trying to keep warm.
“…okay,” you said aloud, pulling your phone back out. “New plan.”
You opened Twitch.
Sure enough, Arthur was live.
arthurtv — LIVE: late night vibes ❄️
You tapped in.
Arthur filled the screen, hoodie on, hair messy in that way it always was when he’d been streaming for more than an hour. He had his headphones on, mic angled perfectly, chat flying past faster than you could read.
He looked so comfortable. So warm.
You scowled affectionately.
Chat was spamming something about a failed jump or a missed shot, Arthur laughing and shaking his head.
“Alright, alright, I see it, I see it, listen, chat, I’m trying, okay?”
You smiled despite yourself.
Then your fingers hovered over the screen.
“…I can’t believe I’m about to do this,” you murmured.
You tapped Subscribe.
The confirmation animation popped up.
A second later—
🎉 NEW SUBSCRIBER! 🎉
yourusername has subscribed!
Arthur froze mid-sentence.
“…wait.”
His eyes flicked to the alert box. His brows furrowed.
“Chat, hang on.”
He leaned closer to the screen.
“…is that—”
Your username sat there, unmistakable.
Arthur blinked.
Once.
Twice.
“Why,” he said slowly, “has my girlfriend just subscribed to my channel?”
Chat immediately erupted.
CHAT:
user1: GIRLFRIEND??
user2: LET HER IN
user3: OMG
user4: HELLO Y/N
user5: WIFE BEHAVIOUR
user6: ARTHUR YOU’RE DONE
You smiled sweetly at your phone and typed.
yourusername: can you let me in please x
Arthur’s mouth fell open.
“What.”
You watched him take his headphones off slightly, like maybe that would somehow help him process this.
“What do you mean let you in?”
You typed again, fingers numb but determined.
yourusername: I forgot my keys
yourusername: I’ve been knocking
yourusername: it’s snowing 😭
Arthur shot upright so fast his chair squeaked.
“You’re… wait, you’re outside?”
Chat lost its collective mind.
CHAT:
user7: ARTHUR???
user8: BRO GO LET HER IN
user9: WHY IS SHE OUTSIDE
Arthur was already standing, half pulling his headphones off.
“Why didn’t you text me?!”
You snorted quietly.
yourusername: I did
yourusername: you ignored me for chat
Arthur glanced at his phone on the desk, screen lighting up with your messages.
“…oh.”
He winced.
“Okay. Right. That’s.. that’s on me.”
He turned back to the camera, frantic but laughing.
“Chat I’m so sorry, I’ve apparently locked my girlfriend out of the house in a snowstorm.”
CHAT:
user10: BOOOOO
user11: JAIL
user12: RED FLAG
user13: LET HER INNN
Arthur grabbed his mic.
“I’m going, I’m going!”
He jogged out of frame, leaving chat to spam heart emotes and snowflakes. You tucked your phone back into your pocket just as the lock clicked.
The door swung open.
Warmth spilled out instantly.
Arthur stood there in socks, hoodie sleeves pulled over his hands, eyes wide and apologetic.
“Oh my god,” he said, immediately stepping aside. “Come in, come in, come in.”
You rushed past him, laughing as the warmth hit you, shrugging your coat off.
“I cannot believe,” you said, teeth chattering slightly, “that I had to subscribe to your Twitch channel to get into my own house.”
Arthur shut the door behind you, already reaching for you.
“I’m so sorry,” he laughed, wrapping his arms around you and pressing a kiss into your hair. “I genuinely didn’t hear anything.”
You melted into him, cold hands sneaking under his hoodie.
“You owe me.”
“I know,” he said, squeezing you tighter. “Chat will never let me forget this.”
From the living room, you could hear his stream still running faintly.
“Oh my god,” you said, pulling back. “You’re still live.”
Arthur groaned.
“…yeah.”
You grinned wickedly.
“You should probably go tell them I survived.”
He sighed but smiled, tugging you along with him back to his desk. He sat down, pulling you onto his lap without even thinking about it.
Chat exploded.
CHAT:
user14: SHE’S REAL
user15: SHE’S ALIVE
user16: COUPLE GOALS
Arthur leaned into the mic.
“Chat,” he said, still smiling, arms snug around you, “she’s inside, she’s warm, and I’m officially the worst boyfriend on Twitch.”
You waved at the camera.
“And I’m cancelling my sub.”
Arthur laughed, burying his face into your shoulder as chat spammed hearts.
Worth it.
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Kiss The Girl
Summary: Movie night with the crew, a shared armchair, and a Disney song that says everything neither of you ever have. You and Arthur have been best friends forever, so when Kiss the Girl plays, maybe it’s finally time you stop pretending that’s all you are.
Warnings: Pure fluff overload, mutual pining, soft friends-to-lovers, light kissing, Disney magic, tooth-rotting sweetness, mutual gushing, happy tears energy.
Word count: 1,669 ✨ (do you guys like these longish ones or do you prefer shorter fics? Let me know)
A/N: I was watching the Little Mermaid when I got this idea. It’s been snowing like crazy here in the UK, trying to stay home and keep warm. I hope you guys enjoy, stay safe and warm ☃️
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Movie nights with the crew were always chaotic in theory and oddly intimate in practice.
Someone always fought over the snacks, someone always stole blankets that didn’t belong to them, and there was always that one person who pretended they weren’t emotional about animated films and then absolutely lost it thirty minutes in.
Tonight, though, everything felt… softer.
The lights were low, the living room washed in the gentle glow of the TV, and The Little Mermaid played quietly in the background. The opening waves rolled across the screen, the familiar music filling the space with instant nostalgia.
You were tucked into an armchair in the corner, not because it was the best seat in the house, but because it was the one Arthur always gravitated toward.
And you always followed.
You sat curled into his side, legs tucked beneath you, your head resting just under his jaw. Arthur’s arm was draped around your shoulders like it had always belonged there, his thumb absently brushing over your sleeve in slow, unconscious movements.
It was comfortable. Familiar.
Dangerously so.
Across the room, the rest of the crew had settled in just as cosily. George and Yas were curled together on one sofa, Yas’s head on his shoulder as he quietly offered her popcorn every five minutes. On the other side, Isaac had one arm wrapped securely around Liv, her legs draped over his lap as she leaned into him.
Arthur Hill and Chris sat together on the far sofa, not cuddling, but close enough that their shoulders touched, both pretending they weren’t invested while very clearly being invested.
It was domestic in a way that made your chest ache.
Arthur shifted slightly beside you, adjusting the blanket so it covered both of you properly.
“You comfy?” he murmured, voice low so it wouldn’t disturb the room.
You nodded, smiling without looking up.
“Yeah. You?”
“Yeah,” he said softly.
Neither of you moved after that.
The film rolled on, the room growing quieter as everyone sank into it. You felt Arthur’s breathing steady beneath your cheek, warm and grounding. You wondered, not for the first time, if he knew how much you liked this. How much you liked him.
You’d never said anything. Neither had he.
Best friends didn’t risk things like that.
Best friends didn’t ruin what they had.
The music shifted, light and playful, and you recognised the tune instantly.
Kiss the Girl.
You felt it before you saw it, Liv humming softly, almost unconsciously. Yas joined in a moment later, her voice quiet and sweet. And then you realised you were doing it too, barely above a whisper, the three of you weaving together like it was instinct.
Arthur’s chest rose with a slow breath.
You tilted your head just slightly, glancing up at him, and found him already looking at you.
Not casually. Not absentmindedly.
Intentionally.
Your heart stumbled.
The song continued, Sebastian’s voice urging, “You gotta kiss the girl,” and something shifted between you, something fragile and electric and terrifying all at once.
Arthur swallowed.
You watched his jaw tense, his thumb stilling against your arm. He looked back to the screen for half a second, then down at you again, like he was building up courage he’d been saving for years.
Your breath caught.
The room felt impossibly quiet, even with the music playing.
Arthur leaned down slowly, giving you time, an out, if you wanted it.
You didn’t take it.
His lips brushed yours, barely there at first. Soft. Tentative. Like he was asking rather than taking.
You answered immediately, kissing him back just as gently, your hand curling into the front of his hoodie without even thinking.
The kiss was brief, but it was everything.
Warm. Familiar. Right.
Arthur let out a quiet breath against your lips, something between a laugh and a sigh of relief, before resting his forehead against yours.
You smiled, dazed.
Neither of you noticed the way the room reacted, not until you felt it.
George caught Yas’s eye and grinned. Liv squeezed Isaac’s hand, beaming. Arthur Hill nudged Chris with his elbow, who just shook his head with a fond smile.
No one said a word.
They didn’t need to.
It was obvious, had been for a long time.
Arthur tucked you closer, his arm tightening just slightly, protective and sure now. He pressed a soft kiss to your temple, then another to your hair.
“You okay?” he whispered.
You nodded, smiling so hard your cheeks hurt.
“Yeah. Are you?”
He laughed quietly, breath warm against your skin.
“Yeah,” he said. “More than okay.”
The song swelled on the screen, the animated boat drifting under a starry sky, and you settled back into him, heart light, fingers still curled into his hoodie like you might never let go.
This time, though, you didn’t feel scared of what might change.
Because some things weren’t changing at all.
They were just finally being named.
And as the movie carried on, surrounded by friends who loved you both, Arthur’s thumb resumed its slow, comforting pattern against your arm, only now, it felt like a promise.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
The credits rolled quietly, blue tones washing over the room as The Little Mermaid faded into its familiar ending.
You didn’t move.
Arthur didn’t either.
You were still tucked into his side, his arm secure around you, your fingers loosely holding onto the fabric of his hoodie like you were afraid the moment might disappear if you let go. His chin rested lightly against the top of your head, and every so often he’d press a soft kiss into your hair, like he couldn’t quite help himself.
Eventually, the lights flicked on.
“Well,” Yas said softly, standing and stretching, her eyes flicking between you and Arthur with a knowing smile, “I’m desperate for a drink.”
Liv immediately perked up.
“Same. Kitchen?”
You barely had time to process it before Yas had gently taken your wrist, Liv looping her arm through yours with barely contained excitement.
“Come on,” Liv said, grinning. “You’re coming with us.”
Arthur laughed quietly as you were pulled away, giving your hand one last squeeze before letting go.
“I’ll… be here,” he said, visibly amused and slightly pink around the ears.
The second you crossed into the kitchen, the atmosphere shifted.
The door barely had time to close before Yas spun around, eyes wide.
“YOU KISSED.”
Liv squealed, hands flying to her mouth.
“Oh my god. Oh my god! Finally!”
You laughed, heat rushing to your cheeks.
“It just… happened.”
“That song,” Liv said dramatically, fanning herself. “That song has powers.”
Yas leaned against the counter, smiling softly now.
“We’ve been waiting,” she admitted. “Honestly, all of us.”
You bit your lip, heart fluttering.
“He kissed me,” you said quietly, like saying it out loud might make it more real. “And it was just… soft. And Arthur. And perfect.”
Liv actually bounced.
“I knew it,” she said triumphantly. “The way he looks at you? Insane.”
Back in the living room, the vibe was… different.
Arthur sat back against the armchair, rubbing a hand over his face with a grin he absolutely could not hide.
Chris was the first to break.
“So,” he said, turning slightly. “You and her, then.”
Arthur let out a breathy laugh.
“Yeah.”
Arthur Hill shook his head fondly.
“Took you long enough, mate.”
George smiled, genuinely warm.
“About time,” he said. “You happy?”
Arthur nodded without hesitation.
“Yeah. Really happy.”
And then—
From the kitchen—
A very audible squeal.
Arthur froze for half a second, then laughed, cheeks burning.
“Oh god,” he muttered.
The guys chuckled, exchanging amused looks.
“Kitchen debrief complete,” Chris said.
A moment later, the girls returned, all three of them wearing identical smiles.
Liv shot Isaac a look that said I told you so, Yas squeezed George’s hand, and you made your way back to Arthur, slipping naturally into his side again like nothing had ever made more sense.
The rest of the night passed easily after that.
Coats were grabbed, hugs exchanged. Liv and Isaac were the first to head out, waving enthusiastically. George and Yas followed soon after, still smiling as they left.
Arthur lingered, shifting slightly.
“I can walk you home,” he said, glancing at you. “If you want?”
You smiled.
“I’d like that.”
The night air was cool, quiet in that comforting late-evening way. You walked close together, shoulders brushing, hands occasionally bumping until Arthur finally reached for yours properly.
He laced your fingers together.
“I’ve wanted to do that for ages,” he admitted softly.
You laughed.
“Me too.”
There was a comfortable pause before he spoke again.
“About earlier,” he said. “The kiss. I just— I didn’t want to mess things up. You’re… you’re my best friend.”
“I know,” you said gently. “But I don’t want to pretend anymore.”
He stopped walking then, turning to face you under the glow of a streetlamp.
“Neither do I,” he said. “I want this. You. Properly.”
Your heart skipped.
Arthur leaned in and kissed you again, a little surer this time, a little longer. Still soft. Still sweet. Like a promise rather than a question.
When you pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours, smiling so wide it almost hurt to look at.
When you reached your flat, he waited as you unlocked the door, hands still tucked into his hoodie pockets like he was trying very hard to stay calm and absolutely failing.
“I’ll text you when I get home,” he said.
“I’ll be waiting,” you replied.
He watched you step inside, lifting a hand in a small wave as you closed the door. On the other side, Arthur stood there for a moment longer than necessary, grinning to himself, heart light, chest warm.
As he finally turned to walk home, he pulled his phone out, already typing.
arthur 💕: Still can’t believe you kissed me.
And for the first time in a long while, everything felt exactly right.
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Just Five More Minutes
Summary: After hours of gaming, Arthur’s office feels a little too quiet without you. All it takes is a cup of tea, a knock on the door, and a moment of neediness for the two of you to remind each other where home really is.
Warnings: none. so much fluff and some clingy Arthur
Word count: 863 ✨
A/N: I loved writing this little one, it gave me such comfort and I just feel all fluffy inside. Hope you guys enjoy. 😍
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The living room is bathed in a soft glow, the television murmuring quietly in the background, some comfort show you’ve seen a hundred times but keep on anyway because silence feels too loud when you’re reading.
Your book rests comfortably in your hands, legs tucked beneath you on the sofa, a blanket draped over your lap. You turn a page, then another, but your focus keeps drifting. Somewhere down the hallway, muffled through walls and a closed door, you can hear Arthur’s voice, relaxed, amused, fully immersed.
He’s been gaming for hours.
You don’t mind. Truly. You like how content he gets, how focused, how he laughs more freely when he’s with the boys. George’s voice occasionally bleeds through the headset speakers, Josh loudly complaining about something unfair, Isaac chiming in with commentary that makes Arthur snort.
Still… your chest feels a little tight.
Not sad. Not lonely. Just… needy.
You sigh softly, sliding your bookmark between the pages before carefully placing the book on the coffee table. The TV continues its gentle hum as you pad into the kitchen, already filling the kettle. Making tea feels instinctive, for him, for you, for this quiet little life you share.
Two mugs. One with a tiny chip on the rim, Arthur’s favourite, despite your insistence that he deserves better. You pour, let the tea steep, add milk just the way he likes it. When you carry them down the hallway, the warmth seeps into your palms.
You stop outside his office door and knock lightly.
A moment passes before his voice comes through, warm and familiar.
“Come in, love.”
You open the door.
Arthur sits at his desk, controller in hand, headset on, shoulders relaxed but posture attentive. The glow from his monitor lights his face, but when he turns slightly and sees you, his entire expression softens. Like the rest of the world fades out.
You set both mugs down carefully on his desk, nudging aside the tea-stained cup from earlier, the one you’d made him before he disappeared into gaming hours ago.
He pushes his chair back just a little so he can turn fully toward you, eyes immediately flicking over your face.
“Oh,” he smiles, gentle and fond. “Thank you, baby.”
Then, softer, more focused. “You doing alright?”
You nod.
That’s all it takes.
You step closer, and before he can say anything else, you climb into his lap, straddling him carefully, arms wrapping around his shoulders as you bury your face into the warm spot beneath his jaw. He smells familiar, clean laundry, faint cologne, home.
The controller slips from his hands without hesitation, clattering softly onto the desk as his arms come around you. One hand settles between your shoulder blades, the other pressing you close at your lower back. Not tight enough to trap you. Just tight enough to say I’ve got you.
In his headset, chaos erupts.
“Oh my god, we just died—”
“Arthur? ARTHUR?”
“Mate, where’d you go?!”
Arthur doesn’t even flinch.
He just holds you.
You breathe together, slow and steady. Your cheek rests against his neck, his chin dipping slightly to press into your hair. His thumb traces idle circles through the fabric of your jumper, grounding and warm.
Minutes pass. Five, maybe more. The world feels small and perfect.
When you finally shift, lifting your head just a little, he tightens his arms instinctively.
A quiet, almost embarrassed whine slips from him.
“Nooo…”
You laugh softly, pressing a kiss to his neck. “You’re still gaming,” you murmur. “The boys are still yelling at you.”
As if on cue, George’s voice cuts through again. “Arthur, you good, mate?!”
Arthur sighs, turning his head just enough to speak into the mic.
“Yeah, sorry lads. I’m hopping off.”
“What— now?!”
“We were mid—”
“You can’t just—”
He reaches up, pulls the headset off, and sets it down. The PC powers down moments later.
Silence.
He looks at you with that soft, boyish smile that makes your heart ache in the best way.
“There,” he says. “All yours.”
Before you can protest, he slips his arms under you and stands, lifting you with ease. You squeak softly, arms tightening around his neck as he carries you back into the living room.
He lowers himself onto the sofa, lying back with you sprawled comfortably on top of him, your head tucked against his chest. His arms wrap around you again, one hand cradling the back of your head, the other resting securely at your waist.
The TV is still playing, voices low and soothing.
You trace idle patterns into his shirt as he presses a kiss to your forehead.
“I love you,” he murmurs.
You smile, eyes already fluttering shut. “I love you too.”
He exhales slowly, content, arms tightening just a fraction every so often, a sleepy reminder that you’re there, that he’s not letting go. The world fades into background noise, replaced by warmth, familiarity, and the quiet certainty of being exactly where you’re meant to be.
Together.
And you fall asleep like that, small smiles on your faces, hearts full, the TV whispering softly as Arthur holds you close.
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Rate My Boyfriend While He’s Streaming; Bonus Redemption Arc
Summary: After the tragedy of Hardcore Minecraft, Arthur turns to Planet Zoo, a game where, in his words, “nothing bad can happen.” You decide to rate his confidence, his animal management skills, and his very serious zookeeper voice.
Warnings: Extreme fluff, playful teasing, streamer confidence, and Arthur talking to virtual animals like they can hear him.
Word count: 341 ✨
A/N: this is a little bonus chapter in the RMB series 🌷
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Arthur adjusts his headset with purpose.
“This,” he announces to chat, “is a safe game.”
You’re already filming.
You whisper to your phone, “Post-Minecraft Arthur confidence reboot… 9 out of 10. Still traumatised, but hopeful.”
The Planet Zoo menu music fills the room as he leans back in his chair, visibly more relaxed.
“No creepers,” he continues. “No lava. Just vibes.”
You stifle a laugh.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
Ten minutes in, he’s fully in his element, carefully placing paths and rotating benches with intense concentration.
“Okay,” he murmurs, “paths matter. People like paths.”
You pan the camera. “Boyfriend designing a zoo like it’s a city-planning sim… 10 out of 10. Respect the dedication.”
Chat starts suggesting animals.
“Red pandas?” Arthur reads aloud. “Yeah, okay, that’s fair. Everyone loves a red panda.”
You whisper, “Boyfriend instantly folding to chat requests… adorable. 9.5 out of 10.”
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
When the first animals arrive, Arthur actually gasps.
“Oh my god,” he breathes. “Look at them.”
You zoom in.
“Arthur speaking to digital animals like they’re his children… 11 out of 10.”
He leans closer to the screen. “You’ve got loads of space, alright? Take your time.”
You quietly lose it behind him.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
Mid-stream, you wander into frame with two mugs of tea. Chat instantly clocks you.
Arthur glances up. “Oh! Thanks, love.”
You smile sweetly at the camera.
You whisper to TikTok, “Boyfriend accepting tea mid-stream and still staying professional… 10 out of 10. Growth.”
He squints at you. “You’re rating me again.”
“What? No.”
Chat spams: SHE’S RATING YOU
Arthur sighs dramatically. “I knew Planet Zoo was too peaceful.”
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
By the end of the stream, the zoo is thriving, guests are happy, and nothing has exploded.
Arthur leans back, smug. “See? Redemption.”
You film one last clip. “Planet Zoo Arthur survival rating… 12 out of 10. Animals alive. Guests fed. Boyfriend undefeated.”
He pulls you gently onto his lap, chin resting on your shoulder. “That’s because I’m built for management.”
You grin. “Not combat.”
“Rude.”
He presses a kiss to your cheek anyway.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
🎥 @/yourusername: “Rate my boyfriend while he’s streaming 🩵🐘 (Planet Zoo redemption arc)”
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powdered sugar kisses
Summary: Lando’s a little clingy tonight, which is how you end up sitting beside him off-camera while he streams CS with Max. It’s all going fine… until he notices the powdered sugar on your lips. One impulsive kiss later, the chat is in chaos, Max is traumatised, and Lando refuses to wipe the evidence away.
Warnings: fluff, established relationship, public but private couple, clingy!lando, streamer dynamics, brief kissing, chat chaos, max third-wheeling against his will, tooth-rotting sweetness
Word count: 1.2k ✨
A/N: so guys, as a lot of you said on my pole that you’d like to read more streamer!lando fics this is my first one. I got this idea because funnily enough I was eating powdered donuts myself while watching Lando stream with Max a few weeks ago (I had both streams open, and let me tell you it was hard to focus on both as I had one open on my phone and the other on my tablet and they were not in sync 😂) and I thought it was a super cute idea. I hope you enjoy, my requests are open for both Arthur and Lando fics. ☺️🩷
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Lando’s clingy.
Not verbally, he’ll never say it outright on stream, but you can always tell.
It’s in the way his hand keeps reaching for yours between rounds.
The way he swivels his chair slightly toward you even while focused on his monitor.
The way he’d texted you “come sit w me pls” from three feet away before going live.
So now you’re there.
Curled into the chair beside his, just out of camera frame like always. Public relationship, but private moments, the balance you’d both agreed on early. The viewers knew you existed, knew you were together… they just didn’t see you often.
Tonight was one of those rare nights you hovered just off screen because he wanted you close.
And because you’d brought snacks.
A small open box of mini powdered donuts rested on your lap, and you were halfway through your third one while scrolling TikTok with the volume low in your earbuds.
On his monitor, Lando’s game of CS was… not going well.
“HOW—” he cut himself off, leaning back in his chair. “How is he there? That makes no sense.”
From his headset, Max Fewtrell’s voice crackled in instantly.
“You say that every time you die.”
“Because it’s always stupid,” Lando shot back, clicking his mouse aggressively.
You snorted quietly beside him.
His head turned immediately.
The annoyance on his face melted the second he looked at you, it always did, and his eyes dropped to the donut in your hand.
Then to your mouth.
You didn’t even realise what he was staring at until he smiled.
A slow, soft, fond smile that made your stomach flip.
“What?” you mouthed.
He didn’t answer.
Instead, he leaned sideways out of camera frame, quick, casual, one hand bracing lightly on your knee as he pressed a kiss to your lips.
Soft. Sweet. Brief.
You giggled instantly into it, surprised, powdered sugar dusting from your lips onto his.
He pulled back just as quickly, grinning like it was the most normal thing in the world, and turned back to his screen as if nothing happened.
You blinked.
Then laughed quietly to yourself, wiping your fingers on a napkin before picking up another donut.
On stream, Max’s voice cut through again.
“…Why did you just disappear off camera?”
Lando froze mid-buy menu.
“What?” he said, too casually.
“You leaned out like you were kidnapped.”
“I did not.”
“You did,” Max insisted. “Chat’s literally asking where you went.”
Lando frowned, glancing at his second monitor where the chat was flying.
LANDOOOO WHERE DID U GO
bro vanished 💀
did his wifi die or—
wait… WAIT…
WAS THAT A KISS???
NO WAY
NOOOO WAYYY
POWDER ON HIS LIPS HELLO????
LANDO U HAVE SUGAR ON UR MOUTH
He blinked.
“…What?”
You clapped a hand over your mouth to stop laughing.
He frowned deeper, instinctively opening his stream preview, and there it was.
A faint dusting of powdered sugar across his bottom lip.
He stared at himself for a solid two seconds.
Then his cheeks went pink.
Max’s voice came through again, smug.
“Oh my god you kissed her didn’t you.”
Lando coughed.
“No.”
“Lando.”
“No.”
“LANDO.”
“Shut up, Max.”
Chat was in absolute meltdown.
HE’S BLUSHINGGGG
sugar kiss confirmed 🍩
THATS SO CUTE WHAT
bro got powdered donut rizz
he didn’t even WIPE IT OFF
IM SCREAMING
girlfriend reveal by SUGAR TRACE
You nudged his arm lightly, whispering, “You’ve got—”
“I know,” he muttered.
But instead of wiping it away…
He glanced at the camera again.
Then deliberately ran his tongue across his bottom lip, licking the sugar off slowly.
Chat exploded.
HELLO???
SIR???
THAT WAS ILLEGAL
he LICKED IT OFF???
I would like to thank powdered donuts for their service
gf off cam winning in life rn
He shot you a look then, playful glare, eyes narrowed.
“Your fault,” he said quietly, but there was a smile tugging at his mouth.
You gasped dramatically. “My fault?”
“Yeah,” he murmured. “Distracting me mid-game.”
“You kissed me!”
“You had sugar on your lips!”
You giggled again, covering your mouth as you tried to stay quiet for stream.
Max groaned loudly in his headset.
“Oh my god I’m still here, by the way.”
Lando physically jumped in his chair.
“Fucking hell.. I forgot you were there.”
“I wish I wasn’t,” Max replied instantly. “I just watched you flirt live on Twitch.”
“I did not flirt.”
“You licked sugar off your girlfriend’s mouth on stream.”
Lando buried his face briefly in his hand, laughing.
Chat was eating it up.
max third wheeling AGAIN
free my man fewtrell
he’s traumatised
“i forgot you were there” 💀💀
clingy lando confirmed
He shook his head, refocusing on the game as the next round started.
“Right. Serious now,” he muttered, leaning forward.
You smiled to yourself and picked up another mini donut.
A minute passed.
Then two.
He was locked in, brows furrowed, mouse flicking, completely focused.
Until you tapped his arm.
He glanced sideways briefly.
You held up a powdered donut.
His expression softened instantly.
Without a word, he leaned over and took a bite straight from your fingers, never taking his eyes off the screen.
Chat noticed immediately.
SHE’S FEEDING HIM????
IM SO SOFT
off cam gf reveal but make it domestic
gamer boyfriend being fed donuts I can’t
he didn’t even look away 😭
Max groaned again.
“You’re being fed now? Are you five?”
“Shut up,” Lando mumbled through the bite, trying not to smile.
You wiped a bit of stray sugar from the corner of his mouth with your thumb.
He froze for half a second at the touch, then leaned slightly into it before catching himself and clearing his throat.
Focus. Stream. Game.
But his hand found your knee under the desk anyway, squeezing once absentmindedly.
You went back to scrolling TikTok, one earbud still in, occasionally tilting your phone so he could glance when he died between rounds.
At one point he died early again and leaned over.
“What’re you watching?”
“Fan edits,” you whispered.
He perked up immediately. “Of me?”
“Obviously.”
“Show me.”
You tilted your phone toward him, a dramatic slow-mo edit of him walking through the paddock.
He watched, deeply serious.
“…That’s sick.”
You laughed quietly.
Chat saw him looking off screen again.
WHAT IS HE LOOKING AT
show us king
gf showing him edits STOP
this is the softest stream ever
Max sighed.
“Can you stop being in love for five minutes so we can win a round?”
“No,” Lando said simply.
You choked on a laugh.
He smirked slightly at your reaction but kept playing, posture relaxed now, calmer just because you were there.
Another donut appeared in front of him.
He took it automatically.
“Thanks,” he murmured.
A pause.
Then softer, quieter, meant just for you:
“Stay here, yeah?”
Your heart melted a little.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
He smiled, small but real, eyes flicking to you for a second before turning back to the game.
Chat noticed the softness instantly.
THE WAY HE LOOKED AT HER
I’m unwell
clingy gamer bf energy
he just wants her near 😭
powdered donuts bringing families together
The round ended in a win.
Lando cheered, grabbing your hand and squeezing it triumphantly.
You squeezed back just as tight.
Max groaned one last time.
“I carried that, by the way.”
“Sure you did,” Lando said.
Then quieter, leaning slightly toward you again:
“Donut?”
You smiled, lifting one to his lips.
He took a bite, powdered sugar dusting his mouth all over again.
This time he didn’t even bother checking the camera.
And when chat started spamming about it…
He just smiled wider.
come here
Summary: Arthur doesn’t mean to soft-launch your relationship. He just wants to be close to you — and the world happens to notice.
Warnings: pure fluff, gentle clinginess, cuddling, comfort, brain-fog friendly, kissing, accidental soft launch
Word count: 2.1k ✨ (long one today babies)
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The day ends the way a lot of days have recently, quietly.
No rush. No expectations. Just you and Arthur, tucked away from the world in his bedroom while the sky outside fades from grey to deep blue. The curtains are half drawn, streetlights glowing softly through the gap, and the room smells faintly of clean laundry and the candle Arthur lit earlier because “it makes it feel calmer, doesn’t it?”
You’re curled on your side, facing him, legs tangled together under the duvet. Arthur’s on his back, one arm draped loosely around your shoulders, the other hand lazily intertwined with yours.
Your fingers fit together like they’ve done this a hundred times before.
Because they have.
Neither of you is really talking. The TV plays something you’ve both seen before, a comfort show, but neither of you is paying attention. Arthur’s thumb strokes absentminded circles over the back of your hand, slow and steady, grounding.
You sigh softly, not unhappy. Just… tired.
Arthur feels it immediately.
He always does.
“Hey,” he murmurs, voice low and warm. “Come here.”
You’re already here, but he gently tugs your hand anyway, coaxing you closer until your forehead presses into his chest. He adjusts the blanket with one hand, tucking it around you both with careful precision, like he’s afraid of letting any cold air touch you.
Better.
His chin rests lightly on the top of your head.
There’s something about the way he holds you on days like this, not tight, not desperate. Just there. Solid. Present.
“You don’t have to do anything tonight,” he says quietly. “Just so you know.”
You hum in response, fingers tightening around his for half a second. He notices, of course, and squeezes back.
Arthur’s phone buzzes on the bedside table.
Neither of you reacts.
It buzzes again.
Arthur exhales a quiet laugh through his nose. “Probably George sending me something cursed.”
You shift slightly, peeking up at him. “You gonna check it?”
He shrugs. “In a minute.”
But then your hands move, unconsciously, still intertwined as you adjust, the duvet slipping down just enough that Arthur can see the way your fingers are laced together against the white sheets.
Something in his chest warms.
Without really thinking, Arthur reaches for his phone with his free hand.
You don’t even notice at first. You’re too busy tracing a faint pattern on his wrist with your thumb, grounding yourself in the rhythm of it.
Arthur opens his camera.
The room looks soft through the lens, low light, messy bed, the glow of the TV reflected faintly on the wall. But what catches his attention is your hands.
Your fingers, tangled with his.
The way his thumb is still moving over your knuckles.
The way it looks… domestic. Intimate. Real.
Before he can overthink it, Arthur snaps the photo.
No faces. Just hands. Bed. Blanket.
He smiles at it for half a second, heart doing something stupid in his chest, and opens his Instagram story.
You feel his thumb pause.
“Arthur?” you mumble.
“Mm?”
“What’re you doing?”
“Nothing,” he says easily, already typing.
He adds no caption. No text. Just posts it.
And locks his phone.
There’s a beat of silence.
Then—
“Wait,” you say, lifting your head slightly. “What did you just post?”
Arthur blinks down at you.
“Oh. Uh.”
He hesitates for half a second, just enough to be suspicious, then shrugs. “A photo.”
“A photo of what?”
He glances at the bedside table, then back at you, ears starting to pink. “Our hands.”
Your brain fog clears just enough for the realisation to land.
“…Arthur.”
He winces. “I didn’t tag you.”
“That’s not the point,” you say, though there’s no real bite behind it.
He watches your face carefully, thumb resuming its gentle movement like he’s soothing a skittish animal. “I can take it down. If you want. I didn’t really think.”
You search his expression.
He doesn’t look panicked. Or defensive. Just… honest.
“I just liked it,” he adds quietly. “Us. Like this.”
Your chest softens.
You drop your head back onto his chest, muffling a small smile. “You realise the internet is going to lose its mind.”
Arthur snorts. “They already do over less.”
Almost on cue, his phone buzzes again.
And again.
And again.
He groans. “Okay, yeah. They’re losing it.”
You laugh softly, the sound vibrating against him. Arthur smiles instantly, like that alone made it worth it.
He reaches over, grabs his phone, and opens his notifications.
“‘Hard launch??’” he reads aloud. “‘Arthur blink twice if you’re in love.’”
You groan into his chest. “Oh my god.”
Arthur laughs, warm and quiet. “They’re saying it’s cute.”
“Of course they are.”
He scrolls a little more, then locks the phone again and sets it face-down.
His attention returns fully to you.
“That okay?” he asks softly.
You nod, fingers tightening around his again. “Yeah. It’s okay.”
Relief washes over his face so visibly it makes your heart ache.
He kisses the top of your head, lingering. “Good.”
The room settles again.
Outside, a car passes. Inside, Arthur’s thumb keeps tracing that same slow pattern. You match it, rubbing gentle circles into his palm.
Minutes pass.
Then Arthur speaks again, barely above a whisper.
“Come here.”
You huff a quiet laugh. “I’m literally on you.”
“Closer.”
So you shift again, somehow managing to curl even more into him, your leg thrown over his, your cheek pressed fully to his chest. He wraps his arm more securely around you, hand resting between your shoulder blades.
There it is.
Contentment.
Arthur stares at the ceiling, heart full in a way he still isn’t used to. He thinks about how easy this feels. How right. How posting that photo didn’t scare him the way he thought it might.
Because this, you, here, like this, doesn’t feel like something he wants to hide.
You yawn softly.
Arthur feels it through his chest and smiles. “Sleepy?”
“Mmm,” you hum. “Just… comfy.”
“Good,” he murmurs. “You deserve comfy.”
You’re quiet for a moment, then: “You’re really clingy tonight.”
Arthur doesn’t even deny it. “Yeah.”
You tilt your head up slightly. “Why?”
He thinks about it for half a second. Then decides not to overcomplicate it.
“Because you’re here,” he says simply.
Your fingers lace more firmly with his.
The TV continues playing. The notifications keep buzzing, ignored. The world can wait.
Arthur presses another gentle kiss to your hair and whispers, more to himself than anything else—
“Stay.”
And you do.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
Arthur wakes up slowly.
Not because his alarm goes off, he turned that off the moment he remembered he didn’t actually have to be anywhere first thing, but because his phone will not stop buzzing.
It’s face-down on the bedside table, vibrating every few seconds like it’s possessed.
He groans quietly and buries his face into the pillow.
Beside him, you shift, letting out a soft little noise as you tuck yourself closer into his side. Your hand, warm and familiar, slides automatically into his.
Arthur freezes for half a second.
Then relaxes.
Oh. Right.
Last night.
The photo. The hands. The soft launch that maybe wasn’t supposed to be a launch but definitely wasn’t nothing either.
His phone buzzes again.
And again.
Arthur exhales, slow and fond, and tightens his fingers around yours. You squeeze back in your sleep, thumb brushing gently over his knuckles like muscle memory.
God.
He doesn’t want to move.
But the buzzing keeps going, insistent, impossible to ignore.
Arthur sighs, reaches over with his free hand, and grabs his phone.
The screen lights up immediately.
MESSAGES
MISSED CALL — BACH
Arthur squints at it, then winces.
“…oh no.”
You hum quietly, eyes still closed. “What?”
“Nothing,” he says instinctively, then pauses. “Okay, not nothing.”
You crack one eye open, looking at him blearily. “Is the internet still… internet-ing?”
Arthur scrolls.
It’s worse.
Way worse.
Screenshots of his story everywhere. Tweets. Edits already. Comment sections full of hearts and “WE WON” and “ARTHUR TV SOFT LAUNCH CONFIRMED.”
Someone’s zoomed in enough to clock the edge of your sleeve.
Someone else has captioned it ‘the thumb placement says everything’.
Arthur groans and drops his phone onto his chest.
“I think I broke the internet.”
You smile, soft and sleepy. “You posted a hand.”
“I posted our hands.”
“That’s still just hands.”
“They know,” he says weakly.
You push yourself up slightly on one elbow, hair messy, face still half-asleep and ridiculously beautiful. “Are you stressed?”
Arthur looks at you for a moment.
Really looks at you.
Then shakes his head. “No. Just… overwhelmed.”
You nod, understanding, and curl back into him, cheek pressing to his shoulder. Your hand finds his again instantly.
Arthur exhales, tension melting.
“Good,” you murmur. “Because I’m not apologising for being cute.”
He snorts. “You are aggressively cute.”
The phone buzzes again.
Arthur groans. “I have to film with Bach in an hour.”
“Oh,” you say, amused now. “He’s absolutely going to bring it up.”
Arthur closes his eyes. “He’s going to never let me live this down.”
The studio feels different that morning.
Not in any obvious way, same setup, same lights, same familiar chaos, but Arthur feels like he’s walking in with a secret written across his forehead.
You’re there too, of course, perched on a chair just behind the camera with a coffee in your hands, chatting quietly with the others as things get set up.
Arthur’s eyes flick to you without thinking.
Then away.
Then back again.
Bach notices immediately.
“Mate,” Bach says casually, adjusting his mic. “Why do you look like you’re about to confess something to a priest?”
Arthur chokes on air. “What?”
Bach smirks. “Relax. I’m joking. Mostly.”
Arthur clears his throat and fiddles with his mic wire. “Can we just— film?”
“Oh we will,” Bach says brightly. “But first—”
Arthur knows it’s coming.
Bach turns slightly, glancing behind the camera.
At you.
Then back to Arthur.
“So,” Bach says. “You wanna explain why I woke up to fifty messages asking if I’m ‘happy for you’?”
Arthur’s ears go bright red.
Behind the camera, you bite your lip to stop smiling.
“I don’t—” Arthur starts, then stops. “It was just a photo.”
Bach raises an eyebrow. “Of intertwined hands.”
Arthur groans, dragging a hand down his face. “Why are you like this?”
“Because it’s funny,” Bach replies instantly. “And because you’re doing that thing where you pretend this isn’t a big deal when it clearly is.”
Arthur risks another glance at you.
You’re watching him now, expression soft, reassuring. When your eyes meet, you give him the tiniest nod.
You’re okay.
Arthur swallows.
“…yeah,” he admits quietly. “Okay. Maybe it is.”
Bach grins. “That’s all I needed.”
They start filming.
Arthur tries to focus. He really does.
But every so often, his eyes flick back to you, sitting there comfortably, listening, smiling at the right moments. Every time he looks, your gaze is already on him, steady and warm.
Grounding.
At one point, Bach says something particularly ridiculous and Arthur laughs, turning instinctively toward you like he always does when something’s funny.
Bach clocks it instantly.
“Oh,” Bach says. “Oh I see.”
Arthur freezes. “What?”
“That,” Bach says, pointing vaguely. “That look.”
Arthur’s face heats up again. “Stop analysing me.”
“I’m just saying,” Bach continues, smug, “you’ve never looked at me like that.”
“Thank god,” Arthur mutters.
You laugh quietly behind the camera.
Arthur hears it.
And just like that, his nerves ease.
The rest of the recording passes in a blur, jokes, banter, the usual rhythm, but underneath it all is something new. Something steady.
When they wrap up, Bach stands and stretches. “Right. I’m off to let the internet continue losing its mind.”
Arthur exhales. “Please don’t feed them.”
“No promises,” Bach says cheerfully. Then, more softly, as he passes Arthur: “You look happy, mate.”
Arthur blinks.
“…yeah,” he says. “I am.”
Once everyone clears out, Arthur stands and immediately crosses the room to you.
No hesitation.
“Come here,” he says, automatically.
You stand, smiling, and step straight into him. His hands find your waist, familiar and sure, and he rests his forehead against yours.
“You okay?” you ask.
He nods. “Yeah. Better with you.”
You lace your fingers with his again, just like last night.
Arthur glances down at them, then back up at you, smiling in that soft, private way that doesn’t need an audience.
“Think we should post another one?” you tease.
He laughs, ducking his head. “Let’s not push our luck.”
But he doesn’t let go of your hand.
Not once.
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Matching Masks, Matching Hearts
Summary: Monday nights were sacred — face masks, fluffy headbands, snacks, and absolute relaxation after race weekends. Lando would never miss pamper night… except tonight he also promised the boys a stream. His solution? Pretend his camera is broken. Simple. Foolproof.
Warnings: Fluff overload, domestic softness, teasing chat, mild embarrassment, established relationship, streamer shenanigans, matching face masks, Max being a snitch
Word count: 1.6k ✨
A/N: Thank you so much for 300 followers, and for all the love on my first streamer!lando fic, I’m so happy you all loved it. You’re all the absolute best and I love every single one of you. Enjoy babies. 🥰🩷
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Monday nights were non-negotiable.
No sponsors.
No sim racing.
No late gym sessions.
No “just one quick meeting.”
Monday nights belonged to you.
It had started as a joke, really, one offhand comment after a particularly brutal triple-header where Lando had come home exhausted, grumpy, and borderline falling asleep sitting upright.
You’d dragged him upstairs, run him a bath, put on a face mask, and forced him to sit still for twenty minutes.
He’d complained the entire time.
Right up until he melted into the sofa beside you, skin glowing, hair pushed back by a fluffy headband, quietly mumbling, “This is actually quite nice.”
From then on?
Pamper night was tradition.
A little date night.
A little decompression ritual.
A reset button after race weekends.
And if anyone asked Lando what his favourite night of the week was?
He’d deny it instantly.
But you knew the truth, the way he’d remind you if you ever forgot, the way he’d already be in joggers when you got home, the way he’d dramatically flop onto the bed and ask what mask you were using that week.
He loved it.
Which is why tonight was… complicated.
Because tonight he also had a stream planned.
A long one.
CS with Max and a few of the boys, something they’d scheduled days ago.
He’d completely forgotten it clashed with pamper night until that morning.
You’d been in the kitchen cutting up fresh fruit, making snack plates for tonight when it hit him.
His stomach dropped.
He’d opened his mouth to say something…
But then he pictured your face.
The tiny disappointed frown.
The little crease between your brows.
The soft, “Oh… okay,” you did when you were trying not to be sad.
He hated that face.
Absolutely hated it.
So he’d swallowed the words.
I’ll figure something out, he’d thought.
And figure something out he did.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
“Chat, can you hear me alright?”
Lando adjusted his headset, glancing at the streaming monitor.
Messages were already flying.
WE CAN HEAR YOU
CAM???
WHY IS THE CAMERA OFF
HELLO?
BRO WHERE’S YOUR FACE
He cleared his throat, scratching the back of his neck.
“Uh… yeah. Sorry chat. Camera’s broken for the time being. So just talking today I’m afraid.”
He winced internally.
God, that sounded fake.
The chat did not miss it.
BROKEN???
LANDO YOU LYING
SHOW US YOUR FACE
WHAT ARE YOU HIDING
Across Discord, Max’s voice cut in, already laughing.
“Your camera’s broken, yeah?”
“Yeah,” Lando said quickly. “Stopped working earlier.”
A pause.
Then, suspiciously: “Funny that. You were on Zoom with the team this morning.”
Lando’s eye twitched.
Traitor.
“Different camera,” he lied.
“Oh yeah?” Max said, voice dripping with amusement. “You only own one.”
Lando muted his mic briefly.
“I hate you,” he muttered.
Max cackled.
Chat was spiralling now.
HE’S LYING
MAX EXPOSE HIM
WHAT’S HE DOING
LANDO SHOW US
Then Max went quiet for a second.
Suspiciously quiet.
Lando frowned slightly, unmuting.
“Why’ve you gone silent—”
His phone buzzed on the desk.
A text from Max.
Max: is your camera actually broken
Max: or is it pamper night 👀
Lando groaned.
Before he could reply—
Another buzz.
Max: texting her to confirm
“Why are you like this?” Lando whispered in horror.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
Upstairs, you were blissfully unaware of the chaos.
You’d already done your skincare, hair tied up in a messy bun, fluffy white headband holding everything back while your panda face mask set.
You’d just finished putting Lando’s snacks together, fruit, chocolate, and the ridiculous fizzy drink he liked, when your phone buzzed.
Max: hey
Max: random question
Max: is lan’s camera broken
You blinked.
You: ???
You: no?
You: he used it this morning for a meeting
You: why 😭
Typing…
Max: interesting
Max: very interesting
You frowned.
Suspicion creeping in.
Which is how, two minutes later, you found yourself walking toward Lando’s office.
You pushed the door open gently.
He was exactly where you expected, sat at his desk, monitors lighting his face in soft blues and whites.
Headset on.
Focused.
You stepped inside quietly.
“Lan?”
He jumped slightly, turning his chair.
Your brows furrowed.
“Why’d Max text me and say your camera was broken? You used it this morning, for work?”
Chat, of course, heard everything.
The reaction was immediate.
HER VOICE???
IS THAT YN
BOB’S IN TROUBLE
WE HEARD THAT
Lando groaned, dragging a hand down his face.
“Why you snitching, Max? You know what night it is,” he grumbled.
Max’s laughter echoed loudly through the headset now resting around Lando’s neck.
You folded your arms, still pouting slightly behind the panda mask.
“Well?”
He turned his chair fully toward you.
And your heart did that soft, stupid little flip it always did when he looked at you properly.
“Baby,” he whispered dramatically, “I can’t show the stream my face. Look at me.”
You did.
And immediately burst into giggles.
Because he looked…
Adorable.
His curls were pushed back messily by a pink fluffy headband.
Little tufts sticking up everywhere.
And covering his face?
A panda sheet mask.
You pressed a hand over your mouth, trying to contain your laughter.
“I am looking at you,” you smiled, leaning down. “You look very cute.”
You kissed his lips softly, the mask crinkling slightly between your faces, and he melted instantly, smiling against you.
Chat lost its mind hearing the kiss.
THE KISS???
HELLO???
WE HEARD THAT
BOB WON LIFE
He huffed when you pulled back.
“You’re not helping.”
You tilted your head, amused.
“Turn it on. I’ll stay with you so we can be embarrassed together, how about that?”
He squinted at you.
“You’re evil.”
“Supportive,” you corrected sweetly.
He looked at chat.
The messages were relentless.
TURN IT ON
WE DESERVE THIS
He sighed dramatically.
“Alright, fine. You win, chat.”
You clapped quietly.
He rolled his eyes, but he was smiling.
Then…
He turned the camera on.
The reaction was instantaneous.
The stream exploded.
Because there he was:
Lando Norris.
Formula 1 driver.
Professional athlete.
Sitting at his gaming desk…
With wild curls shoved back by a fluffy pink headband…
And a panda face mask covering his face.
You slid into frame beside him right then, messy bun, matching white fluffy headband, your panda mask with the tiny pink bow.
You rested your head on his shoulder, giggling softly at his grumbles.
Chat went nuclear.
OH MY GOD
MATCHING MASKS
THE BOW
I’M SOBBING
THIS IS SO CUTE
LANDO BLUSHING THROUGH THE MASK
“Hi chat,” you said sweetly, waving. “It’s pamper night. Doesn’t Lan look cute? We’re matching.”
Lando glanced up at you with complete heart eyes before looking back at the screen.
“I hope you’re happy,” he grumbled.
You laughed, snuggling closer.
Max’s voice cut in loudly:
“Mate. You look beautiful.”
“Shut up.”
“I’m taking screenshots.”
“Max—”
“Too late.”
Chat spammed:
SCREENSHOT TAKEN
PFP MATERIAL
PANDA COUPLE
You reached over, grabbing one of Lando’s snacks and holding it up to his mouth.
“Open.”
“I hate this stream,” he muttered, but opened anyway.
You fed him, smiling proudly.
Chat somehow moved faster.
FEEDING HIM???
DOMESTIC LANDO
HE’S SO IN LOVE
He nudged your knee gently under the desk.
“You staying the whole stream then?”
You shrugged.
“Maybe. Depends if chat behaves.”
Chat absolutely did not behave.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
Ten minutes later, the game had started.
You were still tucked into his side, legs curled under you in his chair while he played.
Every now and then he’d tilt his head toward you, quietly asking:
“Mask slipping?”
“You comfy?”
“Need your drink?”
Small things.
Automatic things.
Chat noticed every single one.
At one point you leaned forward to adjust his headband where his curls were escaping.
He froze mid-game.
“Babe, I’m in a round—”
“Hold still.”
You fixed it gently.
He didn’t move until you finished.
Max snorted in his headset.
“Whipped.”
“Focused,” Lando corrected.
You kissed his temple through the mask.
Chat collectively combusted.
About halfway through the stream, your mask timer went off.
You groaned dramatically.
“Ugh, time to take it off.”
Lando glanced sideways.
“Mine too.”
You both peeled them off at the same time, revealing glowing skin and slightly pink cheeks.
Chat reacted like it was a face reveal all over again.
GLOWING
SKINCARE ROUTINE DROP
THEY’RE SO PRETTY
You wiped the leftover serum from his cheek with your thumb.
He leaned into the touch automatically.
“See?” you smiled. “Worth it.”
He sighed, but it was soft.
“Yeah… it is.”
Then, quieter so only your ears picked it up:
“Best night of the week.”
Your expression melted.
You pressed a quick kiss to his cheek.
Chat saw that one.
And lost their minds all over again.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
By the end of the stream, you were half-asleep on his shoulder.
He’d one-handed the last round so he wouldn’t wake you.
When he finally ended it, he spoke softly:
“Alright chat, we’re off. Pamper night continues. Thanks for… bullying me into turning the camera on.”
He glanced at you, smiling.
“Worth it though.”
He ended stream before chat could explode again.
The room went quiet.
You lifted your head slightly.
“Done?”
“Yeah.”
You stretched.
“Bath next?”
He stood, pulling you up with him.
“Obviously. Tradition.”
You laced your fingers with his as you walked out.
Halfway down the hall he squeezed your hand.
“Next Monday,” he said, “no stream. Promise.”
You smiled.
“Good. Because I bought matching under-eye patches.”
He gasped dramatically.
“Pink?”
“Pink.”
He grinned.
“Can’t wait.”
And honestly?
Neither could you.
Part 3 - His Business Is Your Business
Summary: Secrets spark a fight that tests your marriage, your pride, and your partnership. What begins in fury ends in passion — and a reminder that you’re equals in all things.
Warnings: Heated argument, emotional angst, soft apologies, implied makeup sex (nothing too graphic but still 18+ pls), protective Bucky
Word count: 784 🩵
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Thursday Night – The Compound
The moment Sam opened the door and saw that look in your eyes—hair tied back, trench coat buttoned, heels sharp enough to stab a man—he muttered, “Nope,” and immediately stepped aside.
You didn’t even glance at him.
You were on a warpath.
And at the end of it?
Your husband.
You stormed through the compound like a missile with a target. Past the guards. Past Steve, who had the good sense to pretend to be on a call. Past Bucky’s men, who all silently cleared out the moment they saw you coming.
The conference room doors were closed.
But not for long.
SLAM.
The doors flew open so hard they rattled on their hinges.
Bucky didn’t even flinch. He was sitting at the head of the table, all black suit and unreadable expression, surrounded by a dozen men in tactical gear mid-briefing.
You didn’t care.
You walked straight in and pointed a shaking finger at him.
“We need to talk.”
Steve actually stood up. “I think we should give them some—”
“Sit down, Steve!” you snapped without even looking at him.
Steve sat. Immediately.
Bucky sighed, ran a hand down his face, and calmly waved the rest of the men out. “Give us the room.”
They didn’t hesitate.
Sam paused just long enough to whisper to Steve, “You think she’ll throw something this time?”
“Only if he says something stupid,” Steve whispered back.
Bucky shut the door behind the last man, then turned to face you.
“What did I do?” he asked flatly.
You glared. “You lied to me.”
He didn’t respond. Didn’t move.
You threw a folder on the table between you.
“Last week, you told me the Karpov deal fell through. You said it was off the table.”
Bucky’s jaw tensed. “…It was.”
You jabbed the folder. “Then explain this.”
Inside: documents, signatures, evidence.
He had finalized the deal behind your back.
A dirty weapons exchange.
One you had explicitly told him you wanted no part of.
“Why?” you whispered. “Why would you do this?”
He finally looked up.
“You know why.”
“No. Say it.”
“Because it was too dangerous,” he snapped. “Because Karpov is unstable, and if you knew it was happening, you’d be in the room, and if something went wrong—”
You stepped back like he’d hit you.
“Oh,” you laughed bitterly. “So I’m fragile now?”
“That’s not what I said—”
“You didn’t have to!” you shouted. “You don’t trust me anymore. You don’t respect me enough to let me in!”
“It’s not about respect, it’s about keeping you alive!”
“I’m not some glass doll you can hide away, Bucky!”
“You’re my fucking wife!” he roared. “Do you have any idea what I’d do if something happened to you?”
The silence that followed was deafening.
He ran a hand through his hair, breathing hard.
You were shaking.
“…You don’t get to make that choice for me,” you said quietly. “Not anymore.”
His voice broke on your name. “I just… I wanted to keep you safe.”
“I don’t want safe. I want you. All of you. Even the dangerous parts.”
You turned to leave, heart racing—
But he was on you in a second.
Your back hit the wall with a thud as his mouth crashed onto yours.
It wasn’t gentle.
It was desperate.
Angry. Needy. Raw.
“You drive me insane,” he growled against your lips.
“Good,” you gasped. “You deserve it.”
His hands were on your waist, your ass, under your coat, yanking your dress up like he was trying to tear it in half.
You moaned into his mouth as he hoisted you up, legs around his waist, caging you between his body and the wall.
“Mine,” he rasped.
You dragged your nails down his chest. “Then act like it.”
He did.
Right there in the hallway.
His hand between your thighs, fingers working you open until you were gasping his name. His mouth on your neck. Your moans muffled against his shoulder as he took you fast and rough and furious.
It wasn’t soft.
But it was real.
It was you and him.
And that made it everything.
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Later – In His Office
You sat on his desk, still breathless, as he knelt between your legs, resting his head against your bare thigh.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured. “I just… I don’t know how to love you gently.”
You ran your fingers through his hair.
“You don’t have to,” you whispered. “Just love me honestly.”
He looked up at you.
And in his eyes, you saw it all:
The killer. The kingpin. The protector.
But most of all?
The man who belonged to you.
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Part 2 - Hands of a Killer, Heart of a Husband
Summary: Sharp tongues, sharper threats, and soft stolen moments. When rivals push too far, you and Bucky remind the world why loyalty and love are your greatest weapons.
Warnings: 18+, fluff, enemies to lovers, possessive!bucky, violence,
Word count: 960 🩵
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2 Years Ago
Brooklyn – The Velvet Room
You weren’t supposed to be here.
You weren’t supposed to know who James Barnes was—let alone be storming into his nightclub at 11:47PM with fury in your heels and murder in your stride.
But here you were.
All because his idiot men accidentally roughed up your cousin in a case of “mistaken identity.”
And instead of filing a police report?
You put on red lipstick, yanked on the shortest dress you owned, and marched straight into the lion’s den.
Because if anyone was going to scare a mob boss… it was you.
The guards at the front didn’t stop you. They tried. One got a heel to the foot and a death glare for his troubles. The other just stepped aside and muttered, “He’s in the VIP lounge upstairs. God help you.”
You shoved through the velvet curtain and stalked toward the corner table like you owned the place.
James Barnes looked up from his glass of bourbon just in time to see you coming.
And it was the last peaceful moment of his life.
“James,” you snapped, “I don’t care who you are, but if you ever let your goons lay a hand on my cousin again, I will set this building on fire and salt the ashes.”
The lounge fell silent.
Twenty men—armed, dangerous, trained killers—stared at you like you were a hallucination.
You weren’t even looking at them.
Your eyes were on him.
He was gorgeous. Unfairly so. Black shirt, gold chain glinting against his collarbone, dark hair slicked back, sleeves rolled up to reveal strong forearms and a watch that probably cost more than your apartment.
And he was smiling.
Smiling.
“Hi,” he said, voice warm, amused. “Nice to meet you too.”
You blinked.
“…What?”
He leaned back in his chair, legs spread, glass resting in one hand like he wasn’t even a little concerned. “Name’s Bucky. Not James. No one calls me that—well, except my wife, but I don’t have one of those yet.”
You blinked again.
“…Are you flirting with me right now?”
He grinned. “I think I’m in love with you, actually.”
You stared.
“…Your men punched my cousin in the face.”
“And I’ll personally pay his hospital bills.”
“He has a deviated septum.”
“I’ll get him a new one. Better than before.”
You opened your mouth. Closed it. “You’re insane.”
He tilted his head. “You have a name, sweetheart?”
You crossed your arms. “It’s Mrs. Gonna-Bury-You-Alive if you don’t apologize.”
And Bucky?
He laughed. Full-on, head-thrown-back laughed.
He stood, slowly—hands up in mock surrender. “Alright. I’m sorry. For real. Didn’t know he was your cousin.”
You were halfway through a scathing comeback when he stepped closer and held out his hand.
“Let me make it up to you. Dinner. Tomorrow.”
You gawked at him. “You think I’m going to eat with you after this?”
He smiled. “I think you’ll be curious enough to say yes. Just once.”
God help you.
You were.
⸻
Present Day
Mob Dinner – Manhattan
“Don’t stab anyone tonight,” Bucky murmured as he adjusted your necklace behind your neck.
You caught his eye in the mirror. “No promises.”
He smirked. “That’s my girl.”
You both looked lethal tonight—him in a jet-black three-piece suit, you in a curve-hugging black dress with a slit that could cause accidents. Hair pinned. Eyes smoky. Nails red.
You looked like a trophy wife.
But they all forgot—you were the one who’d marched into his world and flipped the board upside down.
You weren’t just his wife.
You were his match.
The moment you arrived at the long, formal table, you felt the tension.
Dante Moretti’s wife, Gianna, looked you up and down with a fake smile. “Oh, you came,” she said sweetly. “How brave.”
You blinked. “I’d rather be brave than botoxed beyond recognition.”
Steve’s fork clinked against his plate as he tried not to choke.
Gianna’s eyes narrowed. “At least I know my place.”
You sipped your wine. “Under Dante’s desk?”
Sam spit his drink. Steve actually left the table.
Bucky just leaned closer to you and whispered, “Ten out of ten. Keep going.”
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Later That Night
Bucky’s hand was on your bare thigh the second the limo door shut.
“That mouth,” he growled, voice low and dark.
You turned to him with a smirk. “Problem, Mr. Barnes?”
He didn’t answer. Just pulled you into his lap, your dress sliding dangerously high.
“Mine,” he murmured against your jaw, lips dragging down to your neck.
“You sound jealous,” you whispered.
He chuckled. “I am jealous. I’m always jealous. You walk into a room and every man there forgets how to fucking breathe.”
You shivered.
“Doesn’t help that you enjoy driving them crazy,” he muttered, slipping his fingers under your dress.
You gasped. “Not my fault I look good.”
“Oh, it is. You know exactly what you do to me.”
“Then do something about it.”
And he did.
⸻
Back at the Penthouse
The second you got through the door, he was on you.
Kisses rough, hungry. Hands everywhere. You crashed into the wall, gasping as his mouth devoured yours.
“Tell me you’re mine,” he rasped against your lips.
“I’m yours,” you whispered.
He kissed you harder.
When he finally picked you up and carried you to the bed, it wasn’t rushed. It was reverent. Like unwrapping something holy.
“You’re my fire,” he murmured, pressing open-mouthed kisses down your chest. “My chaos. My home.”
You pulled him closer. “Then stop worshipping me and fuck me already.”
He laughed—growled—and gave you exactly what you asked for.
And when you came apart under him, screaming his name like a war cry?
He knew.
He’d never love another soul the way he loved you.
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Part 1: The Queen of the Room
Summary: A fiery interruption at a mob meeting proves that Bucky’s wife isn’t to be underestimated — and that he’s absolutely obsessed with her.
Warnings: fluff, 18+ please, mob AU, power couple, hints of violence, fiery arguments, deep obsession
Word count: 987 🩵
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The last time Bucky’s business partners saw someone raise their voice during a meeting, they wound up in the Hudson.
So when you storm through the heavy mahogany doors of his private study in nothing but an oversized silk robe, bare feet slapping against the polished wood floors, the only sounds in the room are:
– The quiet shuffle of Steve shifting uncomfortably in his chair.
– The subtle clink of Sam setting down his whiskey glass.
– And your voice. Loud. Sharp. Furious.
“James Buchanan Barnes!”
Every man in the room freezes.
You’ve never once called him by his full name in front of anyone.
But here you are. Hair wild from the steam of your bath, lashes still dewy, mouth slick with that berry-red gloss he loves so much—and eyes blazing with fire that could burn cities down.
God, Bucky’s in trouble.
And he’s never looked more in love.
He doesn’t stand. Doesn’t panic. Doesn’t move a muscle—except to casually lean back in his leather chair and raise a slow brow, like you didn’t just interrupt a million-dollar negotiation in a fluffy pink robe.
“Doll,” he drawls, the corner of his mouth twitching. “Something on your mind?”
Your voice is deadly calm. “Did you, or did you not, tell the building manager that I was the one who approved that hideous marble slab in the penthouse kitchen?”
The room shifts. Sam mutters “Shit,” under his breath and looks away.
Bucky’s tongue runs along the inside of his cheek. “It didn’t match the cabinets.”
You take two dangerous steps closer. “So you lied and blamed it on me?”
“Technically, I redirected the blame. Different thing.”
“Technically,” you bite out, “I’m about to redirect your ass off the balcony.”
A low chuckle escapes Steve. He tries to cover it with a cough. You shoot him a look and he quickly busies himself with his notepad.
That’s when it happens.
The new guy—Tony Deluca, some hotshot Bucky’s considering for a weapons deal—leans forward with a smirk and mutters under his breath, “Christ, can’t even keep your bitch in check.”
The entire room turns to ice.
Bucky’s smile vanishes.
You freeze mid-step.
Tony doesn’t realize he’s signed his death warrant.
Steve’s already pinching the bridge of his nose. Sam mutters, “Dumb motherfucker,” and shifts to the side like he’s getting out of the splash zone.
You turn. Slowly. Robe swaying.
“I’m sorry,” you say sweetly, eyes narrowing. “Who the fuck are you again?”
Tony chuckles, smug. “The guy who was talking business until you decided to come in here screaming like a housewife from Staten Island.”
You tilt your head. “Cute. And how’s your wife? Still fucking your driver?”
Steve coughs violently. Sam whistles low.
Tony’s smirk slips.
“I—what the fuck did you just say?”
You blink. “Oh, she didn’t tell you? Hm. She was moaning his name over the phone loud enough for the neighbors to hear. But hey, maybe that’s just her support for the working class.”
“You little—”
“Tony.”
Bucky’s voice slices through the room like a gunshot.
Calm. Controlled. Deadly.
Tony stiffens in his chair.
Bucky finally stands, tall and terrifying, his suit pristine and tailored to hell, every inch of him screaming power. He walks around the table slowly, eyes never leaving the man who dared open his mouth.
“She’s not my bitch,” he says, tone eerily level. “She’s my wife. My partner. My Queen.”
His hand comes to rest on your lower back as he stops beside you, thumb brushing the silk of your robe.
“And if you disrespect her again,” he adds, voice dropping lower, “you’ll leave here in a pine box.”
Tony’s mouth opens. Closes.
“Apologize,” Bucky says simply.
“…What?”
The room is dead silent.
Bucky tilts his head.
“I said apologize. To my wife. Or I’ll have your tongue.”
Tony stares. “You’re joking.”
Bucky smiles. “Do I look like I’m fucking joking?”
There’s a pause. Then a strangled, “I’m… sorry.”
You blink slowly, savoring the victory. “You’re forgiven. For now.”
Bucky guides you out of the room with a gentle hand, murmuring, “Good girl,” under his breath as the doors shut behind you.
But not before you hear Sam mutter, “Tony’s about to be listed as a missing person, huh.”
Later that night, you’re curled in Bucky’s lap on the penthouse balcony, still in your robe, legs draped over his thighs as he sips from a glass of bourbon.
“Did you really have to throw me under the bus over the marble?” you grumble into his neck.
“I didn’t think you’d notice.”
“It was brown. Our cabinets are black.”
He chuckles and kisses your temple. “Yeah, it was ugly as sin. But I’d replace the whole damn kitchen if it meant you barging into my meeting looking like that again.”
“Like what? A rabid raccoon?”
“Like my wife. Fiery. Barefoot. Ready to throw hands. God, I’ve never been harder during a briefing.”
You swat his arm, but your smile betrays you.
“Seriously though,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss beneath your ear, “you know I love that mouth of yours.”
“Because of what it says or what it does?”
His laugh is low, wicked. “Both.”
You twist in his lap, straddling him, and his hands immediately find your thighs.
“You shouldn’t let men like Tony near your business,” you say, eyes soft now. “They’re not loyal. They don’t respect you—or me.”
Bucky leans in, brushing his nose against yours. “He won’t be a problem.”
“…Because you’re dropping him from the deal?”
He kisses you, slow and deep. “Because he’s already dead.”
Your heart stutters. You shouldn’t be turned on.
But god, you are.
“I love you,” you breathe against his lips.
He grins. “I’d kill the whole world for you.”
Then he lifts you in his arms and carries you to the bedroom.
And by the time the sun rises, every inch of you remembers exactly who your husband is.
Forged in Fire Masterlist
Summary: A king needs his queen, but James Buchanan Barnes never expected his wife to be made of fire. Quick-tempered, sharp-tongued, and fiercely loyal, you’ve made enemies tremble and allies bow with nothing more than your words — and sometimes, your fists. Bucky might be the mob boss of New York, but you’re the one who makes him unstoppable.
Together, you’ll burn through betrayal, blood, lust, and love — proving that fire doesn’t destroy steel. It forges it stronger.
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👑 “Forged in fire, crowned in love — the Barnes empire belongs to them both.”
Part 1 - The Queen of the Room
Part 2 - Hands of a Killer, Heart of a Husband
Part 3 - His Business Is Your Business
Part 4 - Touch Her and Die
Part 5 - The Crown Is Hers Too
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Perfectly Yours
Summary: When the Avengers head off on a team bonding retreat, you, Natasha, and Wanda decide to stir up some harmless fun with a little prank on the guys. What you don’t expect is that while everyone else gets caught red-handed, Bucky Barnes can’t seem to take his eyes off you — or stop reminding you (and everyone else) that you’re perfect just the way you are. Between the laughter, teasing, and chaos, you finally discover just how much he really means it.
Warnings: fluff, chaos, teasing, mutual pining, mild language, steve sighing like a disappointment dad, blushing so much it should count as a hazard
Word count: 6089 🩵
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“Team bonding.”
The words alone had been enough to make the Avengers groan in unison when Steve had announced it.
Tony had immediately started lobbying for a “bonding” trip to somewhere with five stars and bottle service. Sam had declared he had “mysterious personal business” that weekend. Even Clint had raised his hand to remind everyone he already had a family to bond with.
But in the end, no one fought Steve too hard. Which was how you found yourself piling out of a couple of vans at a sprawling outdoor retreat two hours north of the compound — all wooden lodges, pine trees, and the faint smell of bug spray.
“Alright, campers,” Steve said, hands on his hips in his best Captain America stance. “Day one is about communication and trust.”
“Translation,” Tony muttered behind his sunglasses, “we’re about to be eaten alive by mosquitoes in the name of friendship.”
Natasha smirked. “Try not to cry about it.”
You bit your lip to hide your grin, but your gaze strayed — almost automatically — to Bucky.
He was standing a little apart from the group, arms crossed, metal fingers drumming idly against his bicep. When your eyes met, he gave the tiniest twitch of a smile before looking away. Just a flicker, but it was enough to send warmth blooming in your chest.
You and Bucky weren’t together. Not technically. But there had been… things. Long, late-night talks. Shared glances that lingered too long. Him saving you a seat next to him without a word. Little gestures that made your heart race.
You were squarely in mutual pining territory. Everyone knew it. Except maybe the two of you.
By mid-afternoon, you’d all survived kayaking (where Sam had flipped his boat twice, swearing sabotage), a ropes course (where Tony narrated his every move like he was starring in a survival documentary), and a lakeside picnic lunch. Spirits were surprisingly high — which was when Wanda leaned toward you and Nat with a mischievous sparkle in her eye.
“Want to have a little fun?” she whispered.
Nat’s lips curved. “What kind of fun?”
Wanda tilted her head toward the guys, who were gathered around Steve as he explained the next activity. “Let’s… test their focus.”
It didn’t take long for the plan to form.
As the group walked toward the hiking trail, you, Wanda, and Nat deliberately drifted a few paces ahead, keeping your voices just loud enough to carry.
“Wow,” Wanda said suddenly, her tone exaggerated, “look at her butt.” She nodded subtly toward a woman jogging by in leggings.
Natasha followed seamlessly. “Seriously. That’s… impressive. Inspirational, even.”
You had to bite your tongue to keep from laughing, but you added your line anyway. “I wish I had a butt like that. Mine’s nothing compared to hers.”
And then you waited.
The shuffle of feet. The suspicious silence. And then—
Sam let out a low whistle. “…Damn.”
Tony hummed appreciatively. “Can’t argue with that view.”
Even Steve — Steve — glanced over, then snapped his head forward like he’d committed a war crime.
Every single guy looked.
Except Clint (predictably loyal), and—
Your heart skipped. And Bucky.
You risked a glance over your shoulder. Sam’s eyes went wide the second he realized you’d caught him, Tony raised both hands in surrender, Steve looked like he wanted the ground to swallow him. And Bucky?
Bucky wasn’t even pretending. His gaze was fixed firmly, unwaveringly, on you.
The giggles burst out of you and the girls at the same time.
Sam groaned. “Oh, come on! That was a setup!”
“Entrapment!” Tony threw his hands in the air. “Illegal. Someone call my lawyer.”
Steve just sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You three…”
Wanda clapped her hands. “Busted.”
Nat smirked. “Hopeless.”
The guys were still groaning when Bucky finally spoke — low, steady, and entirely unapologetic.
“Your butt is perfect.”
Silence.
Natasha choked. Wanda slapped a hand over her mouth. Sam actually staggered.
“BARNES!” Sam yelped. “Did you just—?!”
Tony looked skyward. “Really? He gets away with saying that and I get crucified for appreciating the view?”
Steve rubbed a hand over his face. “Buck…”
But Bucky didn’t flinch. Didn’t look embarrassed. His eyes were on you, steady as ever.
Your face went hot enough to rival the sun.
The prank might have ended there — except now the team had new ammo.
Every activity became an opportunity for torment.
On the hike, Sam jogged up beside you and whispered, “Careful, doll, don’t trip — that perfect butt’s got a reputation to maintain.”
You nearly tripped because of him.
At dinner, Tony leaned across the picnic table. “So, Barnes. Still perfect after all those miles? Or did gravity win this round?”
“Still perfect,” Bucky said without missing a beat.
You choked on your drink.
Wanda leaned in, stage-whispering, “You’re so red.”
Even Steve couldn’t stop it. When you bent down to grab firewood later, he muttered, “I’m not even looking,” which only made Sam and Tony howl with laughter.
Through it all, Bucky stayed… Bucky. Calm. Unbothered. Whenever someone teased him, he just shrugged, like it wasn’t worth denying. And every time, his gaze found yours, soft and certain.
By the time night fell, you were convinced your heart had taken permanent damage.
Later, when most of the team had wandered off to grab dessert, you found yourself sitting by the campfire with Bucky. Just the two of you, the flames crackling, the night cool and quiet.
“They’re never gonna let this go,” you murmured, hugging your knees.
“Don’t care.” Bucky poked at the fire with a stick.
You glanced at him. “You really didn’t even look at her.”
He turned his head, firelight flickering over his face. “Why would I? Not interested.”
Your pulse skipped. “And what you said. About me…”
His expression softened. “Wasn’t joking.”
You swallowed hard. “Bucky…”
He leaned closer, his voice dropping. “I like you. More than like you. Thought maybe you knew.”
Your heart squeezed so tight it hurt. “I… hoped.”
For a moment, neither of you moved. The air between you was warm, electric.
Then Bucky smiled — small, crooked, boyish — and leaned in.
The kiss was soft at first, tentative. But when you sighed against his lips, his hand came up to cradle your cheek, and the world seemed to fall away.
When you pulled back, breathless and grinning, you whispered, “Still think my butt’s perfect?”
He chuckled, pressing his forehead to yours. “Sweetheart… everything about you is perfect.”
And for once, you didn’t argue.
Crossing Lines
Summary: In the world of New York’s underworld, James “Bucky” Barnes is a man who always gets what he wants — except, maybe, his wife’s compliance. After a risky deal made behind her back, the night spirals into a slow, dangerous dance of defiance and desire. From a tense car ride to a charged encounter upstairs, neither of them is willing to back down. In a marriage built on power, loyalty, and just a little bit of danger, every look is a challenge… and every touch could be a promise.
Warnings: mob au, power play, dom themes, possessive!bucky, slow burn, sexual tension, jealous!bucky, mentions of violence, swears I think that’s it but please let me know if I’ve forgotten anything
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The hum of the engine was the only sound in the car. Even the city outside seemed to sense you were in no mood for noise, muffling its chaos behind tinted glass and leather upholstery.
Bucky sat beside you, his broad shoulders filling more space than necessary, one arm stretched lazily along the back of the seat as though the silence was his idea. A silver watch winked on his wrist, catching the passing streetlights. His other hand rested on his thigh — gloved, steady, dangerous — like it always did when he was working through something.
And Bucky Barnes was always working through something.
You didn’t look at him. You’d made that mistake once already tonight — during the meeting — and caught the faintest twitch of his mouth when he’d said something that made your jaw tighten. A deal struck without you, a risk taken without your say, and just enough smugness to make your blood simmer.
“You gonna give me the silent treatment all night, doll?” His voice was low, velvet-wrapped steel, as if you were discussing the weather instead of the fact you wanted to throw him out of the moving car.
You kept your gaze out the window. “I was under the impression you prefer when I’m quiet.”
“Not this kind of quiet.” His tone curled at the edges, dangerous in its amusement. “This is the kind where you’re plotting, and you’ve got that little crease between your brows. Means I’m in trouble.”
“Sharp observation,” you said flatly. “Almost like you’ve been married to me long enough to notice.”
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw his smirk. “Four years, two months, and seventeen days,” he said without hesitation.
Your fingers curled against your clutch. Damn him.
The car eased to a stop, the driver waiting for the signal. Bucky’s hand brushed yours for just a second — a test, a reminder, a challenge — before he pushed the door open and stepped out into the cool night air. The dim glow of the streetlamps turned the edges of his dark suit to silver, his shadow long against the pavement.
You saw him walk around the back of the car, slow and unhurried, like a king making his way to the throne.
The door beside you opened, and there he was — hand extended, head tilted in that infuriating mix of old-world courtesy and unapologetic command.
“C’mon, sweetheart,” he murmured.
Your spine stayed straight, chin high. And then, without a word, you shifted across the seat, your dress whispering against the leather, and slipped out the opposite side.
The night air kissed your skin, cool and sharp. You didn’t look at him — didn’t need to — because you could feel his eyes on you, that heavy-lidded gaze that had once made your knees weak but tonight only fueled your stubbornness.
When you finally glanced back, he was leaning an arm against the open door, smirking at you like you’d just told him a joke.
His head shook once, slow, amused. “Unbelievable,” he said under his breath, and you could swear the bastard sounded proud.
Your heels clicked against the pavement, the sound sharp in the stillness of the street. Ahead, the club’s entrance glowed gold and crimson, a velvet rope swaying lazily in the warm night breeze.
You didn’t slow when Bucky fell into step beside you. You knew that walk — predatory, fluid, the kind that made people clear his path without a word. His hand brushed the small of your back once. Not a guiding touch. A claim.
“You keep ignoring me, and people are gonna start thinking we’re having marital problems,” he said lightly, his voice pitched low enough for only you to hear.
“People already think that,” you replied.
Out of the corner of your vision, you saw his mouth twitch. “Yeah, but they don’t usually get a show.”
You wanted to tell him exactly what kind of show you’d like to give him — preferably involving throwing your drink in his face — but the doorman was already unhooking the rope, dipping his head in respect.
Inside, the world shifted.
Warm light spilled over crystal glasses and dark wood, laughter curling through the air like smoke. A jazz trio played in the corner, the sultry notes winding between low conversations and the clink of expensive liquor.
The crowd turned — subtly, but you felt it — when Bucky entered. They always did. Men straightened. Women glanced twice. And Bucky? He absorbed it like oxygen.
His hand found your waist again, firmer this time, guiding you through the throng. “Smile, doll,” he murmured. “Makes me look good.”
You didn’t give him the satisfaction, though your lips curved just enough to pass for polite.
“Better,” he said, and you could hear the smirk in his voice.
Halfway across the room, you caught the eye of a man leaning against the polished bar — tall, tailored suit, the kind of handsome that came with sharp teeth hidden behind a charming smile. He raised his glass in your direction.
You felt Bucky still beside you.
“That’s Nicolai,” he said without looking. “From the Petrovs. Likes to think he’s got taste.”
“Mm.” You took a step toward the bar. “Maybe he does.”
The glint in Bucky’s eye when he looked at you then could have melted glass. Dangerous, yes, but wrapped in something else — something dark and possessive that made your pulse skip.
He didn’t stop you from moving closer to Nicolai, though. That was the thing about Bucky. He’d let you play your little games… right up until the moment he decided he’d had enough.
You could feel his gaze burning between your shoulder blades as you greeted Nicolai, his polite smirk hiding the storm brewing behind him.
Nicolai leaned in slightly, speaking just loud enough for you to hear over the music. “And who might you be, beautiful?”
Before you could answer, Bucky’s voice slid between you like a blade wrapped in silk.
“She’s my wife.”
When you glanced back, he was already there, standing close enough that his arm brushed yours, his eyes fixed on Nicolai with a calmness that was anything but.
The air between the three of you stretched tight, the music still playing like nothing at all was wrong.
Nicolai chuckled softly, but it lacked weight now. His smile faltered under the weight of Bucky’s stare.
“Barnes,” he said, lifting his glass in a mock toast. “Didn’t realize you’d be gracing us tonight.”
Bucky’s lips curved, but it wasn’t kindness. “You should always assume I’m watching, Nicolai.”
There was nothing overtly threatening in the words — no raised voice, no obvious menace — but the other man’s hand tightened around his glass all the same.
Bucky didn’t look at him again. Instead, he angled his head toward you, brushing a knuckle against your waist like you were a jewel he was making sure was still in place. “Drink, doll?”
You tilted your head, meeting his eyes just long enough for your pulse to betray you. “Don’t order for me.”
His smirk deepened. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
The bartender appeared as if summoned, and you ordered something cold and sharp, keeping your gaze anywhere but Bucky’s.
While you sipped, he leaned an elbow on the bar, turning slightly to survey the room. His presence was… gravitational. People flowed around him, some greeting him with careful smiles, others keeping their distance. You knew the type — the ones who owed him favors, money, or silence.
You let him work the room while you slipped away — just far enough to mingle, not far enough for him to lose sight of you. A cluster of well-dressed guests drew you into polite conversation, and for a few minutes, you almost forgot the sting of his earlier stunt. Almost.
But every time you laughed, you felt it — the weight of his gaze from across the room. The way he’d tip his glass just slightly when your eyes met, as if reminding you whose side you were on.
The current between you built with every stolen glance, every unspoken challenge.
Then you caught him moving — slow, deliberate — cutting through the crowd with that easy, predatory stride. You’d seen him approach rivals like that. Deals, too. The kind that ended with someone shaking his hand… or leaving in the back of a different car.
He came to stand just behind you, his voice low against your ear. “Having fun, sweetheart?”
You turned, letting the corner of your mouth curve in the faintest smile. “Loads.”
One dark brow lifted. “You flirting with trouble?”
“Depends.” You sipped your drink, watching him over the rim. “Are you trouble?”
He didn’t answer — just stepped closer, close enough that the faint scent of his cologne and the heat radiating from him filled your senses. His hand brushed the small of your back again, this time lingering, thumb moving in a slow, idle circle that felt like a promise and a warning all at once.
“You know I am,” he murmured.
You didn’t remember deciding to follow him. One moment, you were in the middle of a conversation you barely heard, the next, you were catching sight of Bucky slipping through a side door, glancing back once as if to check whether you’d take the bait.
You did.
The hallway was quieter, the music from the main room a distant hum. Plush carpet muted your footsteps as you followed him past a line of closed doors until he stopped at one near the end. A key turned in the lock, and then the door swung open to reveal a dimly lit office — leather, mahogany, shadows pooling in the corners.
He didn’t speak until you were inside, the click of the door locking behind you sending a prickle down your spine.
“You wanna tell me what that little stunt was back there?” he asked, shrugging out of his jacket and tossing it onto the back of a chair.
You crossed your arms, leaning against the desk. “Which stunt? The one where I refused to play obedient little wife, or the one where I made Nicolai smile at me?”
His gaze sharpened. “You think that’s funny?”
You tilted your chin. “I think it’s interesting that you can make deals behind my back, but I can’t have a conversation without you circling like a shark.”
He took a slow step toward you, then another, his presence thick in the air. “That deal kept you safe, doll.”
You laughed, low and disbelieving. “Safe? Or quiet?”
The corner of his mouth twitched, but his eyes stayed locked on yours. “You know the difference.”
“Do I?”
His hand braced on the desk beside your hip, the other sliding into his pocket, casual in a way that made you more aware of the heat between you. “You think I don’t notice when you’re angry? You think I don’t see it in every little thing you do?”
You swallowed, refusing to look away. “You enjoy it.”
That smirk finally appeared, slow and deliberate. “I do.”
It was infuriating — and yet the admission made your pulse jump.
He leaned in, voice dropping. “You’re gorgeous when you’re mad. Makes me wanna…” His gaze dipped to your mouth for half a beat before flicking back up. “…test how far you’ll go.”
Your breath caught, but you refused to step back. “Careful. You might find out.”
His chuckle was low, dark, curling in your gut. “That’s the idea, sweetheart.”
For a long moment, neither of you moved. The space between you was thick with the same unspoken thing it had been all night — not quite a threat, not quite a promise, but something that made the air feel too warm.
Finally, he stepped back, breaking the tension with a sharp flick of his gaze toward the door. “We should get back before they start thinking I’m negotiating upstairs.”
“And what are we doing?” you asked, voice lighter than you felt.
His smirk deepened. “Something a hell of a lot more dangerous.”
You made it back to the main room with him close at your side, his hand resting lightly against your back as though nothing had happened upstairs. Only you knew better.
The crowd was still buzzing, deals being whispered over tumblers of amber liquor, but Bucky didn’t linger. He murmured a few words to a man in a dark suit, got a nod in return, and steered you toward the exit.
The night air outside was cooler now, crisp against your skin after the low heat of the venue. The car was already waiting, headlights pooling white across the pavement.
Bucky walked ahead a few paces, his silhouette sharp against the streetlight glow. Then, just like before, he rounded the back of the car, came to your side, and pulled the door open.
His eyes caught yours in the dim light, that same unreadable mix of amusement and challenge. “C’mon, doll,” he said softly, the exact same words as earlier.
You stood still for a moment, your gaze flicking from the open door to his hand — that steady, gloved hand extended toward you.
For a second, you considered sliding across the seat again just to prove you still could. But the memory of his voice upstairs — low, dangerous, deliciously sure of himself — made you pause.
You stepped forward and let his hand brush yours as you slid into the car. Not quite surrender. Not quite forgiveness. Just… something.
He leaned in, one hand braced on the roof, close enough that you could feel his breath against your cheek. “That’s my girl,” he murmured.
And before you could answer — before you could tell him you weren’t doing this for him — he shut the door, circling to his side with that same infuriating, satisfied smirk.
The engine purred to life, the city lights sliding across his face as the car pulled away. You didn’t speak. Neither did he. But the silence between you wasn’t the same as before.
It was warmer now. Thicker.
And you knew, with absolute certainty, that the game was far from over.
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Right Where You Should Be - Epilogue
Warnings: 18+, handjob, first blowjob (since the 40s), subby!Bucky, gentle dominance, praise kink, lap-sitting, body worship, swears
Word count: 1719
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
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You’d lost count of how many nights had ended like this lately — Bucky’s hoodie swallowing you whole, his mouth lazily exploring yours, your legs draped across his lap like they belonged there.
(They did.)
But tonight… something was different.
His hands were firmer. His kisses deeper. The usual teasing glint in his eyes replaced by something heavier — something needy. Like he’d been holding back.
And tonight, he wasn’t going to anymore.
"You keep doing that," he murmured, lips brushing the shell of your ear, "and I’m not gonna be able to stop myself."
“Doing what?” you asked, feigning innocence — even as your fingers crept up under his shirt, tracing the firm lines of his stomach.
“This," he said, letting out a soft growl as you rolled your hips in his lap. "Being so damn close.”
His hands gripped your hips tighter. His head fell back against the couch cushions as he let out a ragged breath.
You could feel him hard beneath you, hot and straining in his sweats — and God, the look on his face when you ground down again…
“Bucky?” you whispered, brushing your lips over his jaw.
“Yeah, sweetheart?”
You tugged at the hem of his shirt. “Take this off for me?”
He obeyed instantly.
And when his chest was bare in the low glow of the living room, your breath caught. You’d seen him shirtless plenty of times before, but this felt different. Intimate. Hungry. Yours.
You leaned in, pressing soft kisses across his collarbone, down the thick line of muscle over his chest, pausing only when you felt the rapid thump of his heart.
“Can I…” you hesitated, fingers brushing the waistband of his pants. “Can I touch you?”
Bucky let out a soft, desperate sound.
“You’re killin’ me,” he muttered. “But yeah. Please.”
His voice cracked on the last word.
You didn’t tease. Not tonight.
You slipped your hand down and palmed him through his boxers — slow, gentle, loving. Bucky’s eyes fluttered shut, his head falling back again as a shaky moan escaped his lips.
“Been thinkin’ about this,” he said, voice husky, “since the first damn time you sat in my lap.”
You bit your lip, pulse racing.
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
He cracked his eyes open, jaw tense with restraint.
“Because I wanted it to mean something,” he said. “Didn’t wanna fuck up what we had. But now?”
His hands gripped your thighs and hauled you even closer, rolling his hips up into you with a growl.
“Now I need you, sweetheart. Need you.”
You kissed him hard, fingers slipping under the waistband of his boxers to wrap around him — and the way he gasped into your mouth made you throb.
His hips bucked, desperate and uncoordinated. You’d never seen him like this — needy, trembling, eyes dark with lust.
“You’re so sensitive,” you whispered.
“’Cause it’s you,” he growled. “Fuck — touchin’ me like that, makin’ those noises — you’re gonna ruin me.”
Your hand moved faster, tighter, and his metal hand clenched around your waist like he was hanging on for dear life.
“Can’t hold on,” he gasped, hips stuttering. “Baby, I—”
“Let go,” you whispered, brushing your nose against his. “I’ve got you.”
He groaned, voice breaking — and then he was coming hard, spilling into your hand, burying his face in your neck with a growl so deep it made you whimper.
You held him through it, stroking his back as his body trembled beneath you.
When he finally looked up, his lashes were damp, lips kiss-bitten, eyes soft.
“You always gonna wreck me like that?” he asked, breathless.
“Only if you let me,” you grinned.
He chuckled weakly. “Sweetheart, I’ll beg.”
You kissed him slow, fingers still tangled in his hair.
“You don’t need to beg,” you whispered. “You just need to ask.”
Turns out, he did beg a little.
Not in words — not really — but in the way his hands clutched your hips like he was starved. In the way he looked at you, pupils blown wide, lips parted, chest heaving as you rocked gently in his lap.
“You okay?” you whispered, brushing your thumb over his cheek.
His eyes fluttered open, soft and full of awe. “M’more than okay.”
Your fingers trailed down his bare chest, pausing just above the waistband of his sweats. His cock — flushed, already half-hard again — twitched beneath the fabric.
“Still sensitive?” you asked, lips curling.
He nodded. “Yeah… but I like it.”
You leaned in to kiss him — slow and deep — before easing yourself off his lap and sinking to your knees on the carpet between his legs.
The sound he made — half-choked, half-moan — shot straight through you.
“Sweetheart—what’re you…” His voice trembled. “You don’t have to—”
“I want to,” you said, firm but gentle, pushing his sweats down and watching his cock spring free. He was flushed, heavy, already leaking.
“You haven’t… since the 40s?” you asked softly, brushing your lips along the tip.
His breath caught. “Not since before the war.”
You looked up at him — big, soft eyes, blown wide with anticipation. “Then let me show you.”
His fingers flexed against his thighs as you wrapped your hand around him.
“Jesus—” he hissed, hips twitching as you leaned in and pressed the first kiss to the head of his cock. “God, you’re gonna kill me.”
You smiled against his skin. “Not yet.”
You took him into your mouth slow — letting him feel everything. Your warm lips, your wet tongue, the way your throat relaxed around him as you sank lower.
Bucky’s metal hand slammed against the back of the couch, gripping tight as a ragged groan tore from his throat.
“Fuck, baby—so good—feels so good—”
You moaned around him, swirling your tongue along the underside, your free hand teasing the base as you bobbed your head slowly.
His thighs were trembling. His chest was rising and falling like he couldn’t get enough air.
“No one’s ever—” he gasped, voice cracking. “No one’s ever done it like this.”
You pulled off just enough to whisper, “No one’s ever loved you like I do.”
And then you took him again — deeper this time.
He came undone.
“Fuckfuckfuck—‘m gonna—baby, I’m—oh, God—”
You kept going. Swallowing around him. Sucking through it. Milking every pulse of release as he groaned so loud it echoed through the living room.
He slumped back against the couch, flushed and dazed, lips parted in a stunned smile.
You wiped your mouth, climbed back into his lap, and kissed him sweetly.
He tasted himself on your tongue and whimpered.
“You okay?” you teased softly.
He blinked up at you like you’d hung the stars.
“I think I saw God.”
You giggled. “Was He hot?”
“Not as hot as you.”
You thought he was done.
Slumped against the couch, flushed and gasping, still twitching in the afterglow of your mouth — Bucky looked wrecked.
But then he looked up at you with those ruined baby blues, all wide and glassy, and said it.
“Ruin me.”
Your breath hitched.
“What?”
He leaned forward, pressing his face into your neck, arms wrapped tight around your waist like he needed to anchor himself.
“Please,” he whispered. “Ruin me. Don’t stop. Take everything you want.”
His voice was hoarse, low, desperate — and all the more devastating because he meant it.
You pulled back slightly, meeting his eyes.
“You sure you can handle that, soldier?”
His cock twitched against your thigh.
“I don’t care,” he said, almost breathless. “I just want you. Want your hands, your mouth, your everything.”
You kissed him hard — one hand cradling his jaw, the other already sliding between your legs.
And then you stood.
His eyes widened. “Wha—?”
“Lie down.”
He obeyed without hesitation, dropping onto his back against the couch, arms splayed, chest still heaving.
You climbed over him, knees planted on either side of his face.
And his eyes — oh, God, his eyes — they went dark.
“Can I?” he rasped, staring up at your soaked center like it was heaven and he was dying for absolution.
“Say it,” you demanded, voice thick with arousal.
“Please,” he begged, metal hand squeezing your thigh. “Please sit on my face. Let me taste you. Let me feel you fall apart on my tongue.”
You lowered yourself slowly.
And the moment your cunt touched his lips, he moaned like it hurt.
Like it healed.
He ate like a starving man — tongue greedy, hands trembling, moaning into you like worship. You rode his face gently at first, but he needed more — bucking up into you, begging with every flick of his tongue.
“Fuck, Bucky—yes—just like that—don’t stop—”
He didn’t.
You came hard, thighs clamping around his face, crying out his name — and he groaned, drank you in, kept going even after you twitched and trembled above him.
“Too much?” he mumbled, voice soaked in need as you climbed off him.
You leaned down and whispered against his lips:
“No, Buck. We’re not even close.”
Hours passed.
You dragged orgasm after orgasm from him — your hands, your mouth, your body a blur of pleasure. And every time he came, he begged for more.
“Can’t—can’t take it—oh fuck, m’sensitive—”
“You can,” you purred, licking a stripe up his trembling stomach. “You will.”
You stroked him slow while he writhed under you, metal hand fisting the sheets, face flushed and mouth slack.
“Please, sweetheart—m’gonna come again, I—oh God—”
You smirked. “That’s the point.”
He came again, hips jerking, and this time he cried out, legs shaking uncontrollably.
You kissed the tears off his cheeks, praising him between every touch:
“That’s it.”
“You’re so good for me.”
“Taking it so well, baby.”
“My pretty boy.”
“My favorite mess.”
He moaned at every word.
Eventually, you laid on top of him — sweat-slick, glowing, satisfied — his spent cock still twitching against your thigh.
“Still breathing?” you teased, brushing hair from his face.
He gave you a dazed smile.
“Barely.”
You kissed his cheek. “You okay?”
His arms wrapped around you tight.
“I’ve never felt this good in my life.”
You laughed softly. “Think you’re officially ruined now.”
His voice was barely a whisper.
“Ruin me again tomorrow?”
Right Where You Should Be - Part 3
Warnings: none
Word count: 1193
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Requests are open
It didn’t take long for the team to figure it out.
Maybe it was the fact that Bucky’s hand never left your waist anymore. Or maybe it was how he’d press a kiss to your temple mid-conversation without even thinking. Or maybe it was how you looked at him — like he’d hung the damn stars.
You weren’t trying to hide it.
It’s just… nothing really changed. You’d always acted like a couple. Now you just were.
“I give it two days before they start calling each other pet names,” Sam muttered over breakfast, watching the two of you move around the kitchen like a well-rehearsed dance.
“She’s already called him Bubba twice,” Natasha said, sipping her coffee.
“Okay, but he smiled like it was the best thing he’d ever been called,” Peter added.
“He does light up like a Christmas tree,” Steve agreed with a knowing smirk.
You and Bucky pretended not to hear.
He passed you a slice of toast, you kissed his cheek in thanks, and he immediately wrapped an arm around your waist to tug you back against his chest.
“You two are insufferable,” Sam groaned.
You looked up at Bucky and grinned. “We sure are.”
Later that day, you were curled up on the couch, scrolling through your phone when Bucky walked in — freshly showered, hair damp, hoodie hanging off one shoulder.
“Move,” he said, and you looked up in mock offense.
“Excuse me?”
“I need you right here.” He pointed at his lap.
You blinked slowly. “Do you need me there?”
He nodded solemnly. “Vital.”
“Is that so?”
He just opened his arms.
You didn’t hesitate — you tossed your phone aside and climbed into his lap, straddling him this time just to be a menace.
“Oh,” Bucky blinked, cheeks flushing faintly. “Hi.”
You smirked. “Hi.”
His hands slid naturally to your hips, thumbs brushing lazily across your skin under your t-shirt. “You’re dangerous, you know that?”
“Only to you.”
“I should be concerned.”
“You’re definitely not,” you teased, leaning in to kiss the tip of his nose.
He melted. Actually melted.
“I like this version of us,” he murmured against your lips. “Where I get to kiss you whenever I want.”
“Then kiss me,” you said, looping your arms around his neck.
So he did.
Slow and lingering, his lips soft and sure against yours. And when you pulled away to breathe, he just chased after you, peppering kisses down your jaw, your cheek, your nose.
You giggled, and he grinned like he’d won a prize.
“God, I’m so gone for you,” he said, more to himself than anything.
“Good,” you whispered. “Stay gone.”
It quickly became a thing.
Every time you walked into the room, Bucky would tug you into his lap without even thinking. If you stood too long? He’d tap his thigh. If you sat anywhere but next to him? He’d pout until you gave in.
It was his favorite place to have you — right there, in his arms, safe and close and his.
“I’m gonna forget how to walk at this rate,” you joked one day after movie night, curled sideways in his lap while everyone cleaned up popcorn and drinks.
“Don’t need to walk if I carry you everywhere,” Bucky replied smoothly, resting his chin on your shoulder.
You snorted. “Oh my god.”
“You think I won’t?”
“I know you will.”
The team watched the exchange like it was a live rom-com.
“You two make me sick,” Sam said, dramatically flopping onto the armchair.
“You love it,” you teased.
“Unfortunately,” he grumbled.
One evening, you were sitting on the floor between Bucky’s legs as he braided your hair — something he’d learned from Nat and quietly gotten obsessed with. His fingers moved with slow care, brushing through the strands like you were made of glass.
“Y’know,” he said, voice low, “I used to dream about this.”
You tilted your head. “Braiding my hair?”
“Not exactly,” he chuckled. “Just… having this. You. Sitting with you at the end of the day. Touching you without wondering if it meant something. Feeling at peace.”
Your heart clenched.
“Bucky…”
He leaned down, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. “I never thought I’d get something soft. Not after everything.”
You turned in his arms, crawling into his lap again like it was second nature.
“You deserve soft,” you said, brushing your fingers through his hair. “You deserve love. You deserve everything.”
His eyes went glassy for a second — just for a second — before he ducked his head and kissed you like you’d just rewritten the future.
Sometimes, he’d still wake from nightmares.
You’d find him on the couch in the middle of the night, breathing heavy, eyes distant. But the moment you slid into his lap and wrapped your arms around him, he’d bury his face in your neck and hold you like you were the anchor keeping him from floating away.
“I’ve got you,” you’d whisper every time.
And every time, he’d whisper back, “I know.”
Eventually, you stopped pretending this was new.
It felt like you’d always been his. Like the only thing that changed was how often you kissed him now, how often he said I love you under his breath like it was the most natural thing in the world.
You said it back every time.
Like breathing.
One night, after a team dinner, you and Bucky sat on the balcony wrapped in a shared blanket. The city lights sparkled below, and the air smelled like summer and fresh rain.
Bucky shifted under you, his fingers tracing patterns on your bare thigh.
“Y’know,” he said, “I think I started falling for you the first time I pulled you into my lap.”
You smiled softly. “That was two years ago.”
“I know,” he said, grinning. “I’m a slow learner.”
“I fell first,” you whispered.
He looked at you, eyes soft. “I fell harder.”
You leaned in, nose brushing his. “We’re ridiculous.”
“We’re perfect,” he corrected.
And then he kissed you like the world was ending — deep and slow and sure. Like he had nowhere else to be but here.
With you.
In his arms.
Exactly where you belonged.
One week later
“Hey Bucky?” Sam asked over breakfast, eyeing the way you were once again curled up in his lap while feeding him pieces of pancake.
“Yeah?”
“Do your legs even work anymore?”
Bucky looked down at you, clearly not even slightly fazed.
“Why would I stand when I have her?”
You popped a strawberry into his mouth before turning to Sam.
“He’s literally my chair now.”
“Jesus Christ,” Sam muttered, shoving a spoonful of cereal into his mouth. “I liked it better when you two were just pining silently.”
“You loved the tension,” Nat said.
“Don’t encourage them!”
“I plan to,” Steve added, sipping his coffee. “They’re adorable.”
“I’m throwing up in my mouth,” Sam groaned.
You just smiled, resting your head against Bucky’s shoulder.
“You guys can gag all you want,” you said, beaming. “I’m exactly where I should be.”
Bucky kissed the top of your head.
“Me too, sweetheart.”