Yandreaming Of You

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[imyandreaming]

This is a blog for all yandere enjoyers, desperate darlings, and depraved yanderes.

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I have loved to the point of madness; that which is called madness, that which to me, is the only sensible way to love. ~ Françoise Sagan

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I look forward to becoming so deeply connected with you yandarlings. After all we’re all yandreaming together~

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[imyandreaming]

Yandere CEO - Influenced w/Influencer Darling

What would the Yandere CEO be like with an influencer darling? How would he handle someone who already has influence and clout but in a different form? xo yandreams

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Yandere CEO who lives and breathes influence and power. Every mode is calculated in advance and when he wants something nothing stands in his way for very long. All of that being said he never thought he would encounter another titan in the industry. The few times he pictured what it would be like to have someone by his side he saw himself guiding them in to a place of power by his side. Showing them off and watching his associates sit in envy at his luck for not only having a perfect partner, but one who can function as more than arm candy. It didn't occur to him that his perfect partner would already have the skills to charm a room without him.

Yandere CEO that isn't sure at first about how he feels about having his darling be influential. It doesn't sit right with him. It would take a darling who wants to boost their own standing while creating a small empire of their own. While still needing him and being willing to submit when appropriate. If he started to feel that you didn't need him and could live without him it would haunt him. Especially if he was already attached. As someone who has never been denied anything - suddenly being denied by a fiercely independent darling wouldn't go well. He wouldn't resort to extremes. He can be very image conscious and knows that it has the potential to reflect poorly on him. Instead he would make himself an integral part of your work.

Yandere CEO that doesn't have a need to be featured in the spotlight. He already has enough eyes on him. What he will do instead is start creating opportunities for you. Companies that had been reluctant or unwilling to offer sponsorships suddenly start begging for a chance to work with you. He wants you to see that when you listen to him life can be so much better. Don't you enjoy that your partner can travel with you? He can take you anywhere you'd like. Your viewer count grows rapidly as he works behind the scenes. Every time you thank him he sends gifts. He'd been meaning to treat you to some new luxuries and you've been so obedient that he can't help but show his appreciation.

Yandere CEO who discovers that he doesn't mind so many people admiring you. You're his and that isn't changing. Strangers can gush about you all they want. They don't know how much work he has been putting in to you to make you all the more perfect. An unobtainable but still desirable goal. Just don't make him jealous. Pushing boundaries can be fun for you if you do it right, but he is not as lenient if you break a rule. If he can't punish you for it, he will find a way to make others pay instead. A few not so hostile business takeovers and acquisitions later he is calm enough to listen. Though he still plans to remind you who you belong to.

Yandere CEO that learns he doesn't want to see you fail. You're an investment. The jewel of his collection and he intends to show you off. Others may attend with the latest bit of fluff. He will have a priceless treasure. He enjoys seeing you succeed knowing that you wouldn't have been able to reach as high without him. He likes to remind you which of your wins were only possible because he was there. Celebrating you and keeping you by his side. That's where you belong at the end of the day. Safe with him and he will continue to guide you to new heights. Why would you want to end such a beautiful partnership? Only a fool would decide to do that, and you aren't a fool.

Yandere CEO who has offered to hire someone to help you manage your work. If you already has someone, he makes sure to vet the person and then buy the company that they work for. He won't have what is his being led by subpar management. He wants to the best and will only take the best. You're his and you'll also have the best. If you decide you'd rather have someone else doing the little busy work so you can focus on what matters, who matters, he will arrange for it to be done. You have more important things to worry about. Your attentions needs to stay where it's supposed to. Clutter won't be tolerated when he has the power to eliminate it.

Yandere CEO that will plan trips around what you want to do. You've noticed a trend and want to participate? What exactly does he need to do to make this happen? Your happiness is important to him. He can do work on the go or delegate so you have his full attention. Which would you prefer darling? It will only take a few calls to have everything taken care of so that all he has will be at your disposal. You can plan out what you want to do and then spend the rest of the time with him since all of his work will be taken care of.

Yandere CEO who doesn't mind waiting for you to take pictures. He loves the way you look in the clothes that he had bought for you. The way that you smile in photos is different from the real one you give him. As long as he remains the most important person in your life he will go out of his way to support you. You hold sway over people and he has control over you. There's not much he would change.

[imyandreaming]

My darling just ghosted and dumped me with no darn explanation :(

My heart goes out to you. I’m sorry you’ve lost your darling.

If that darling can’t see the love you have to offer and you can’t bring your heart to keep hurting. There are many more darlings out there waiting. You just have to find the right one.

xo yandreams

[imyandreaming]

Oh my god I actually think my darling is my fp

As expected! Everyone who has a darling should treat the like the treasure they are. I’m so happy to hear they’re so special to you!

The real thing to find out is does your darling feel the same way about you?

xo yandreams

[imyandreaming]

Platonic Yandere Best Friend - As Long as You Live

You've been part of each other's lives since the beginning. There's never not been a moment when you've been together. There will never be a day when your life isn't one in the same. xo yandreams

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Platonic Yandere Best Friend who will never be far from you. You're two halves of a whole and no one is better suited to look after you. No one could compare to the amount of knowledge they have about your likes and dislikes. Your favorite orders have been memorized and random deliveries show up when you need it the most. They know exactly what is needed to bring a smile to your face. When you're sad they remember what cheers you up. It hurts them to be away from you when they know you need them. It's not enough to hear your voice or to send reassurance. They want to be able to hold you as you cry. To listen as you rant. To offer advice when you need it the most.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who desperately wants to live with you. Being close by isn't the same as sharing a space. The short walk gets longer every day. Seconds drag out in to minutes. What should be no time at all feels like moving backwards. If you lived together none of that would matter. There would be one space and you both would live in it. He understands having separate rooms. Even if privacy ahs never been a big thing between the two of you. He can live with the illusion of it. If it makes you feel more comfortable there is very little that he won't do. So pack a bag and get ready to start touring possible places to live.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that doesn't have strong feelings about where you could move in to. It's really all up to you and they're there for the ride? Didn't you say these are what your dream place would need to have? It just so happens he's made a list of places that fit your requirements. Do you want to go check them out now? Don't worry about the price. They've got enough money. Don't ask how. You know you're more family then their own has ever been. All that money they have is yours too. you just don't know it because they're willing to buy everything you need before your realize you need it. Plus you had mentioned before wanting to contribute something so they'll just wait and do what they can without you noticing.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who plans all their vacations around you. They've done the solo traveling and calling and sending gifts wasn't the same without you. They'd turn around to show you something only to realize you weren't there. With the amount of photos you got, you felt like you were on the trip with them. After that they decided it was easier to just take you with them. What dates line up best with your schedule. He's got nothing else to do and no demands that can't be moved. Would you be happier if he said he was paying for everything and you just needed to buy souvenirs? Or was it that you wanted to pay half and he will tell you what his definition of "paying half" looks like. No need for you to see the actual price. Remember those late nights spent planning perfect trips? You can go on them. They have a binder full of possible destinations.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who judges anyone who wants to be your friend harshly. Sure those other people may think they're close and it burns them up inside thinking about it. They'll admit they were terribly jealous when both of you were younger. Now they see these other friends as a resource. What exactly did you tell them that you haven't told him? There aren't going to be any repeat presents so it's best to get that information from as many sources as possible. Good thing they've learned to be more charming and mask the anger that flares up whenever someone mentions something that you haven't told them yet. They want you to be happy and if having these other people in your life does that they will adjust. so long as it's made clear to all of them that he's your best friend and any attempts to change that will be met with unfortunate accidents.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that can't help but laugh when they think about how their life could have gone without you. Laughter is easier than tears. He's read horror stories about the lengths some people have had to go for a picture. He's got albums full at this point of you and the two of you together. Those poor souls who are barely getting by with stolen items. Their closet might as well be your second closet with the amount of your things in it. The guest bedroom is as good as yours. He's constantly finding things you left behind and reveling in it. It's proof that your life is his life.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who can't stand it when you try to hide things from them. They're going to find out anyway, so just tell them. Sure they don't mind the occasional surprise but when it's about you it leaves them feeling empty. Who else would you tell? Is there someone you'd prefer to confide in? They're spent years building up a relationship of trust and to see it go to waste breaks something inside them. It's caused a few fights and one memorable meltdown when you both were younger over the thought that you may not want him in your life anymore. The position of best friend isn't just a title. It's how they define and see themself. An extension of you.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that doesn't have a future you're not part of. You had once joked about what they would do if you died first and they had to stop the response of immediately following you. They'd laughed and made a joke about an over the top funeral involving some things they know you hated. You'd hit them with a pillow. It had ruined the rest of the night for them even if they'd never tell you. The thought of life without you terrified him. Who would be the light to their darkness and be there to pull them out when they fell down? He wouldn't have a reason to keep going. Those thoughts had haunted them even as they lay next to you watching a movie you'd seen a thousand times before.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who takes the pact you made as kids very seriously. They promised best friends forever and forever it will be. You'd bene the one to ask them. the only one who had thought he was worth playing with. You were the first and you'll always be the last. Other people come and go. They move through life without permanence. He has a purpose and it's to trail alongside you like the puppy they'd been compared to as a kid. A devoted follower and friend going through life with you.

[imyandreaming]

I get such a curious reaction to my darling getting notes other than myself then I check the likes and it's just my alt blogs 😅

You have a moment where it’s just “WHO IS THAT I’LL …oh wait that’s also me carry on~”

It’s so hard to keep track of all those alt accounts but darling’s need to be properly worshipped and obsessed over. Sometimes this kind of confusion is inevitable.

Wishing you luck and sanity for keeping track of all your alts for your darling!

xo yandreams

[imyandreaming]

Confession:

Oh my darling's blog barely gets any attention other than me so I have no-one to worry about 💘

How lucky you are~ to have your darling all to yourself. I’d say it’s selfish to keep the name of your darling’s blog hidden but we all have a blog we’re guarding from everyone else don’t we?

Thank you for the confession anon. Continue treasuring your darling’s blog in a way that makes other darlings jealous!

xo yandreams

[imyandreaming]

Yandere Superstar - Darling vs. The Fan club

No one could ever accuse the Superstar of not being very involved with the fans. The adoration and constant praise fuels their ego like nothing else. So what happens when The Fan club learns about you? xo yandreams

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Yandere Superstar who is adored by their fan club and adores their fans in return. There is very little that they would not do for their fan club. The near worship that the fan club gives them fuels their ego for days. It can leave them on the highest of highs and produce record breaking achievements. The downside of that is when the fan club does not approve of something it’s because the Superstar doesn’t. It’s the closest you can get to a hive mind without it actually being a hive mind. The fan club exists for them and the Superstar exists in a more mellow state in return. The fan club has always approved of everything that they do because the fan club loves them. The fan club would go to the ends of the Earth for them. The fans would give everything they have to them without question.

Yandere Superstar that rarely has to do any management of their fan club. Not just because they have a dedicated Team that takes care of such menial work. Their fan club self polices in a way that is borderline scary. There is a strict hierarchy and everyone is assigned a role and knows the role they need to play in it. If they’re honest about their fan club, they are probably two steps away from being a deity to their fan club with their fan club turning in to a cult. Which they would never admit in public, but secretly enjoy the idea. They give the fan club tons of content, things to talk about, and in return the fan club will spread word of them all across social media. It’s the healthiest relationship the Superstar has with anyone.

Yandere Superstar who loves one thing more than their fan club, and themself, which that is you. Because of this, they have not introduced you to their fan club. A part of them enjoys keeping you and their fan club separate. They place you and the fan club on different levels of importance. The fan club's purpose in their mind is to support them. Your purpose is to love and be loved by them. They’ve been waiting forever for a perfect soulmate. Someone to share their life with. Someone to see them when the lights go out and to see them at their worst and still love them just as fiercely. You are that person. Though their Team would argue that any member of their fan club already does that without question.

Yandere Superstar who actually spends a lot of time thinking about how they want to introduce you to their fan club. They debate with their Team on the merits of a soft launch versus a hard launch. They want their fan club to love you as much as their fan club loves them. As you should. They want you to benefit from the protection of their fan club, but they need to see what the best way to get that to happen is. They understand they can’t just announce you. That wouldn't fit their grand reputation. No it has to be something spectacular that will make their fan club love you as much as they do. They know that if there’s anything that could potentially scare you away from them, and their lifestyle, it would be their fan club. They love how intense and dedicated their fan club is but understand that you might not be ready for the full force of devotion.

Yandere Superstar who has a brief moment of conflict if their fan club does not immediately warm up to you and love you as much as they do. In their mind, they see their fan club giving you as much attention as they give them. They want to see their fan club dissect every single part of your life and praise you for the smallest things that you may not even remember. They want you to see that you have hundreds of thousands, if not more, people ready and willing to tell everyone else that you are now part of the greatest love story that has ever been told. They want to use their fan club as a way to elevate your own status and to keep you by their side. To make it so you can't escape without terrible social repercussions.

Yandere Superstar that isn’t as quick to defend you against their fan club as they should be. For the longest time their fan club has been the only people who have loved them without question. Even if they were never going to actually return that love in the same way. What mattered to them was that they have an unconditional love and now, for the first time, they are having to question the people giving that love. This is a huge internal conflict for the Superstar. It sets off several fights and a lot of breakdowns both on your end and the Superstar's end. Of course they want what’s best for you! Of course they understand that you’re scared and hurting! Of course they understand! Their fan club can be a little intense. And of course, they understand that some of the things their fan club has said may not have been the kindest to you. But it’s ok. It’ll be ok.

Yandere Superstar that actually takes time and sets up several VIP meet and greets with their fan club, well the highest ranking members of their fan club. They know exactly what to tell their fan club to start getting them on your side. They talk about the romantic scenes, the love songs, and build up the image that everyone who is a dedicated fan of theirs knows. Which is that they have been searching for a soulmate that will complete them. The fan club wants it so badly to be one of their members. There is an incredible amount of resentment towards you from the fan club. The fan club has always pictured one of their members being the one to elevate into this magical status of the world's most beloved love story. They're devastated that it’s not one of them. Devastated and furious.

Yandere Superstar who doesn’t stop the fan club immediately if you’ve been having more fights with them. If the two of you don’t have the best relationship. Meaning that you haven’t been as receptive to their advances as they think you should be. They won’t stop the fan club. They may even subtly encourage the fan club to help them in tearing you down so that they can build you back up. The claim it is done in a way that will only serve to bring your natural beauty and the true heart. At least that’s how they see it. Should you not have a good relationship with the Superstar they will weaponized their fan club and use it to torment you until the only person you can turn to is them. Only then will the Superstar make the fan club back off.

Yandere Superstar who is quicker to act if you are trying to make the relationship work. You're just taking it slow and not jumping in to it. Understandable given that you've realized your soulmate is the Superstar. They will not allow their fan club to destroy your mental health. That won’t be tolerated. Anyone who does will be made an example of. That being said they won’t stop their fan club from being a little more critical about your outfits and what you say. They see it as a form of growth. Something that will help you grow to love your place in the spotlight by their side. They see it as a training exercise, one that you will surely surpass because you are their soulmate and no one who is perfect for them could be less than perfect.

Yandere Superstar that puts their foot down with their fan club for the first time in recorded history. If you are having that fairytale romance they have always dreamed of they will not tolerate any sort of slander. They expect their fan club to fall in line. Immediately. Their fan club is there to boost them. That is the sole purpose of their fan club. Now the job of their fan club is to boost you and support you. The fan club is there to fight for you against anyone else who might think, who might dare to believe, that you are not the perfect person for them. Their fan club has a new purpose and it is to bring you into their fold and show you exactly why you have made the right choice. To reinforce that the path you are walking is the right one. They are there to protect you against anyone and anything that could believe otherwise.

[imyandreaming]

Yandere Chevalier - Training

What does the Chevalier train for? What does he think of when he is training? When he is away from you? xo yandreams

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Yandere Chevalier who trains daily to keep himself in the best shape possible. He needs to be able to take on any task you assign and complete it successfully. It would be a great disservice to you if he was unable to serve you. The very thought devastates him and makes him work harder. He has to be able to do anything. Even if it's not a traditional duty a chevalier would take on. He will master it so there is no need for you to go to anyone else. No one else should be as close to you as he is. No one. If anyone tries he will have someone to spar against. A new opponent to practice on.

Yandere Chevalier that can' help but see the inanimate targets and training dummies in front of him as the people who think they're worthy of you. He sends arrows and daggers in to the center. The image of a person falling as they hit their marks. It's not a wooden dummy that he strikes down with his sword. He's slicing through the bold retainer who thought that he was worthy of serving you with an untoward smile. He lets himself get lost in the moment. It soothes something inside him to see mirages of his enemies fall to him.

Yandere Chevalier that trains in not just his armor but also in his stealth outfits. He needs to be able to move in the public eye and outside of it. He polishes his armor until it's in perfect shape. He has someone who could do it for him, but there's something calming about the repetitions. It makes the world slow down and he can plan and focus on his next task. When he dons his armor he is carrying your reputation on his shoulders. He is the first in line to defend you and the last to fall. However when he wears an outfit meant for the shadows he is no longer the shining star of the battlefield. He is now the whisper in the dark. He listens to rumors and learns secrets.

Yandere Chevalier who decides which secrets would better serve your advisors and which ones should be spoken where others could hear them. He is the one who starts the fire and then watches it burn. He gets his hands dirty when he has to, but prefers to leave his victims alive. He wants to watch them crumble as you rise. To see the despair in their eyes as you step forward to be crowned the victor in a war you didn't know was happening. He is the best and a tool you don't know you have. You see him as a hero who will stop at nothing to take down enemies in a fight. What you don't see, can't see, is the one who trades coin and secrets for your benefit.

Yandere Chevalier who wants you to see him training as a show of dedication to you and your causes. He is the first to arrive in the training field and the last to leave. He wants you to look out a window when you walk the halls and see how hard he's working. He checks balconies to see if you've noticed the way he has improved. The miniscule differences. He's just a second faster. His movements are a touch more refined. The way that he can sense when someone is behind him. How it takes him less time to fight more opponents. Did you see the way he is now able to teach while he's sparing? It's all for you. He wants you to see what he's been working on.

Yandere Chevalier that craves your praise for what he's doing. When you decide to take a stroll and walk by where he is his resolve is steadfast. Do you want to correct his form? Do you not care for the eye catching flourish he has added? he wants it to be a show for you. Those sleepless nights are worth the way you stare at him. Countless bruises and injuries fade away when he sees the way your eyes shine as he effortlessly disarms his opponent. He heard you mention that you admired the quick and decisive moves. He suffered under cruel taskmasters to learn new ways to move his body. To improve his style so it better meets your expectations.

Yandere Chevalier who can climb and scale the side of a building with ease. The thought that you could need him and the fastest way to your side is up or down a wall could keep him away from you. He stands guard at your door, but what happens if it's a time he's not by you side. He can't take that risk. The time needed to run through the halls is unacceptable. He begs a leave from your side so this barrier between your safety and him will no longer exist. He spends months, achingly long months, away from you so he can master this. He returns to your side in the dead of night. He looks up at your window and knows that the distance will no longer keep him from you. Returning to his place at your side. Secure with the knowledge that he is more useful to you. He will have to practice and relearn your routine with new eyes.

Yandere Chevalier that will abandon his place at the training grounds when he hears that you need him. His training may be a priority in his life, but in pales in importance when it comes to a direct need you have. You need strong warriors to fight for you, so he became the strongest. You want someone who is dedicated to all they do. None can come close to what he has to offer. He trains so that he can fulfil your every wish. You said you needed him. he's here now. Kneeling before you as he asks what you require of him. Wondering if he will need to add another things to his training so he can continue to be your first and last defender.

[imyandreaming]

Yandere Idol - Secret Date

It's not easy being with someone who can't be seen having someone. Dating in secret, you're the only thing the Yandere Idol's fans don't know about. xo yandreams

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Yandere Idol who goes out of his way to make the dates special. He knows that it's next to impossible for you to be seen in public with him. He is well aware that any and all of his interactions are analyzed and studied by his fans. If he was to appear in public with you, there's no way he would be able to hide the way he feels. He'd find himself moving closer to you over time and those stolen moments would show. All it would take is one soft smile or a glace that lingers a little too long and it's all over. His career and any hope for privacy that you had. He can't stand the idea of you getting hate - it makes something inside him want to lash out until everything goes quiet.

Yandere Idol that decided secret dates is the only way he can spend time with you. There's nothing he loves more than being able to lean against you and tell you what's on his mind. To go over lyric ideas and ask what you think about upcoming photoshoots and collaborations. Even if he already has a prepared statement about them, he wants to know what you think. Is there something you would want to see? If you don't like something he is willing to pull out of agreements if it'll make you smile. He loves being able to hold you and let his guard down. Time spent in his living space is one of his favorite dates. You don't have to go anywhere or risk being seen. The outside world doesn't exist. All that matters is you and him and the way he feels about you.

Yandere Idol who has a fondness for markets. Night markets especially. He loves to go from stall to stall trying new things and watching the way you laugh at his enthusiasm. That wholesome act had to build from something and you get to see a side that isn't polished to perfection. He wears a disguise and face mask to keep anyone from looking too close. Hand in hand, he happily pulls you along behind him. He doesn't want to let go and there's still so much to see and do. Did you like that candied fruit? Was the food too savory? You're smiling at him. Does he have something on his face? Quick! Take a picture so no one looks closer. He's a whirlwind of energy. Stealing kisses and exploring.

Yandere Idol who is always looking for new ways to spend time with you. Anything can become a date if he tries hard enough. You want to watch him rehearse the newest set? You could be the person who records the video that will be posted later. He'll do his best because you're watching him. It'll be electrifying as his world narrows to you and the way you watch him. He forgets there's a camera. All he sees is that your eyes are on him. He knows he will get another lecture on being careful from his team, but it doesn't matter. If he can make it so you're there with him he'll endure a thousand disapproving looks.

Yandere Idol that has random members of his team alternate in sending you gifts from him. He's not able to buy you everything he wants to before a date, but he can make sure that you're not left wanting. You're waiting in the back of a second car. After he's out of the public eye he switches cars and can't wait to sit beside you. It's just a drive to a hotel but he gets to do it with you. The underground garage will be where you have to part ways so lets make the most of the limited time together. The driver is paid for discretion and always keeps eyes on the road. Did you see him? Wasn't he amazing? It was all for you. You know that don't you?

Yandere Idol who is counting down the minutes until he's allowed his phone. He gets too distracted and won't stop texting you when he's supposed to be rehearsing. He can't be trusted with it. He's a menace. That doesn't mean he won't sneak a text when he knows he shouldn't. It's not a date he can spend by your side, but he's still giving his time to you. During water breaks he's checking for any new messages from you. When there's an equipment set up, he's sending you photos and resisting the urge to call you. If he gets on the phone and hears your voice, there's nothing that's going to get him off that phone for at least an hour.

Yandere Idol that has a soft spot for his nightly routine when you're away. He calls you as soon as he's alone in the hotel room. He waits all day for the chance to spend a little time with you. He really should be sleeping. He's been up for 16 hours and working harder than ever before. He should be asleep. If anyone found out he was awake there would be lectures for days about not taking his health seriously. He will sleep, after he has spoken to you. He needs to see your face and hear your voice to wind down. It'll be ages until he can see you again in person so he needs these stolen moments. It's what gives him the motivation to get back up and keep going.

Yandere Idol who has debated the pros and cons of flying you out to every show just so he can have you there with him. The green room is always roomy and he can have a monitor installed there so you can watch him perform. It's a concert date! Only he's the one performing and you're not allowed to leave the room or both of you will be in so much trouble. He knows he wouldn't be able to keep it together if you were in the audience. He'd start performing just for you and it wouldn't take long for his fans to notice where all his attention is. Would this even be a good date idea? He's not sure but it would mean extra time with you and that's always worth it in his opinion.

Yandere Idol who isn't the best gamer out there, but has a few he plays casually. His schedule doesn't leave him with much free time and he wants to spend it with you. Virtual dates playing games together can be fun. Especially if he's on tour and can't do it in person with you. He can keep this part of his routine alive by logging in with you and listening to you talk about whatever has caught your eye. He knows you don't mind that he can only play for a short period of time. It's a miracle he's able to get away long enough to log on.

Yandere Idol that is always up for whatever date you suggest. He just needs to make sure it's not something where the two of you will get caught. Is there something you've been wanting to do? Just tell him and he will beg and plead until his team relents and he is given a little bit of free time to spend with you. He knows that he'll be working extra hard to make up for it, but it couldn't be more worth it. Just tell him where to go and he'll be waiting there for you.

[imyandreaming]

sorry but I miss yandere chevalier 🥹 what's he up to these days? I miss our yearnermaxxer, but answer only if you want to 👍🥹🥹

Always down to answer questions about any of the yans!

The Yandere Chevalier is busy honing his skills and keeping an eye out for any potential dangers to his Darling. He may have heard someone complimenting you and felt that there was only one solution.

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I beg your forgiveness for my absense. I have no excuse for being away long enough for you to have noticed that I’m no longer by your side. I can only offer the truth and hope it pleases you.

I took a short leave to deal with a problem and took it upon myself to correct it. It’s been fairly productive and I swear they will never be able to speak of you again in such a way.

I’ll be by your side soon enough. Guarding your door and kneeling in front of you is where I belong.

Yours Eternally,

Your Chevalier

[imyandreaming]

Yandere CEO - Society

There's a time and place for everything. As someone at the very top and used to life that way. Introducing you to high society has always been something he has adored. Only the best for the best and nothing less xo yandreams

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Yandere CEO as someone who was, as the saying goes, born with a silver spoon in his mouth. There wasn't much that he wanted but couldn't have. Money made all things possible. It was about having the right connections and being able to move in the right circles. He couldn't even begin to describe that real business never took place in the boardroom. That was for hashing out terms on deals that had already been agreed to. It was gauche to discuss business there like they didn't have unspoken places to do so. Get togethers, events, and socializing provided all the opportunities one needed - if you knew how to use them. To take advantage if the benefits that comes with being in the upper echelons of society.

Yandere CEO who is nearly bouncing with excitement about debuting you. He'd spent months combing over the different events to figure which one would be the best one to show you off. Which one would play to your strengths and still allow him to bask in the praise of his acquaintances and allies. It wouldn't do for your first official outing to be one that could damage his reputation or your growing one. That was why it all had to be perfect. The loss far outweighed the gain. To have anyone think you were the latest bit of fluff or dalliance would enrage him. He might slip and do something unforgivable and at such an event it was unseemly. Much better to get his hands dirty and not his business.

Yandere CEO that makes a day out of getting you ready. He makes sure his assistant communicates with yours so that you have all your appointments lined up. He only needs to know what color tie he needs to wear to match your outfit. Fittings for only the best were arranged months ago. A spa treatment with every add on and luxury available has been booked and a masseuse has been added on retainer to take care of you. You'll need to look and feel your best if you're going to be surrounded by nothing but the best. You're his treasure. He won't have it said that you're not well taken care of with him. It's what you deserve for being so good and listening to him.

Yandere CEO who is proud to show you off. The way you hang on his arm so nervously makes it all the more precious to him. He enjoys watching your eyes dart every which way and the starstruck look on your face. It's too early to allow you to go mingle, who knows what might be said. Better you stay right by his side until he knows you're able to work the room without brining shame to yourself and him by association. There are plenty of vipers and you're too delicate and soft hearted to take them on your own. You're lucky he's here to guide you and make sure that you don't make any mistakes.

Yandere CEO who is pleased when you are silently approved of by his associates. You'll be rewarded for this. He'll have to ask you what sort of reward you want for going above and beyond his expectations. Of course he plans to gift you with more jewelry, but he'd like to give you something special as well. He's quick to pull you to the side after and ask you what you want as a reward for being so good. He's feeling generous and wants to make sure you remember that doing well will always get you a reward. He knows you understand that doing poorly will result in punishment but he's not going to dwell on that right now.

Yandere CEO that starts talking to you about the many events going on. Allowing you to pick which ones you'd like to go to with him. You'll also need to choose which charity you'd like to support. You're not ready to join any committees or boards, but a small charity donation is acceptable. It'll be a good talking point for you at the next soiree. He insists that you give a proper amount, nothing too low or people will talk. He won't stand for rumors that he's unable to provide, or worse, that you're funding such an endeavor on your own.

Yandere CEO who takes note of which events you don't like. There are some unavoidable ones that he must make an appearance at, but others he's willing to find alternative arrangements to meet with the people he'd usually talk to there. Seeing you so miserable makes his heart ache and the way you gladly leapt at a chance to leave early told him how much you were suffering on his behalf. He can't stand the thought of you being unhappy, even if he has to make some tough decisions about what to do about it. Better than you being too happy with someone else. That always leads to a messy and unsightly clean up he has to pay for.

Yandere CEO that doesn't have a preference for society. It's a necessary evil but he would much rather focus on growing his empire than spend it catering to the whims of airheads that hang on his associates. He loves knowing how much better you are. There's nothing about you that could ever be mistaken for a silly piece like that. You're priceless art that he just has to acquire so he is the only one who can indulge in you. Sharing you with others is something he despises but does so out of necessity.

Yandere CEO who is happy when you start being able to hold your own. All of his training and lessons have paid off. you're there a glowing marvel surrounded by double dealers. The circles may be closed to outsiders, but anyone with eyes can see that you're no longer an outsider. You're there by his side, his arm around you, and you're his. You compliment him perfectly in every way. His world has accepted you and that's more than enough for him. For now.

[imyandreaming]

Masterlist 2

Updated as often as possible. Current works can be found here. WIPS/Upcoming works will also be listed here and a link will be added when they are posted.

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MISC.

Masterlist 1

Valentine's Day 2026 - A Heart For Yours

500 Followers Event (mini masterlist)

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Yandere Superstar

When you're perfection incarnate and a divine being among the masses is it not your sacred duty to make sure that your overwhelming presence blesses the unfortunate? With delusions as grand as the ego - nothing stands between the Yandere Superstar and the world that is lucky to have them.

Darling vs. The Fan club

500 Followers Event - Monster

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Yandere Idol

Genuine smiles and an open book personified. He is adored by fans for being "wholesome" and "real". A sweetheart who you can't help but love, and love is exactly what he wants. He came from nothing and was given a chance at something he never even dreamed of. Now the Yandere Idol has a chance to hold on to something - someone - he can't let go.

Secret Date

Fan Meet

500 Followers Event - Don't Go

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Yandere CEO

With all the power in the world and a successful business, there is nothing the Yandere CEO doesn't have. A luxurious life, a beautiful penthouse, Ivy League education, and a ruthless drive to eliminate the competition before they realize it. Nothing was more thrilling than toppling an Empire or watching a competitor crumble. Until you.

Society

Influenced w/Influencer Darling

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Yandere Sugar Daddy

When money is no object, but finding the right person is a challenge. The Yandere Sugar Daddy looks for someone he can spoil endlessly and all he asks in return is undying love. No more career or others coming first. Everything you've ever wanted is yours as long as he is the only one in your life.

Shopping Spree (Shopaholic Darling)

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Yandere Chevalier

Life is not worth living if one does not uphold a code of honor, duty, loyalty, and perseverance. It is the sworn and solemn duty of a proper knight, an honorable Chevalier, to see to it that his Liege or Lady is protected to the utmost degree. The reputation must be without question and any who dare blaspheme against the one a Chevalier is sworn to shall face the full might behind the sword.

Training

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Yandere Host Club

What is life without enjoyment? Indulgence in your desires in a setting that caters to your wildest dreams and imaginations. The Host Club offers an escape from reality where you can be pampered and showered in affection. It goes without saying that the Host Club takes a deep personal interest in all of their clients. It's their job to make sure that you want for nothing while you are with them. So just relax - they have you now and they'll make sure to take good care of you.

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Yandere Cult Leader

It was fate - meant to be that he finally found you. The one that has been foretold. he has spent his entire life dedicated to you and praising your name every chance he had. There was no equal to his fervent desire. Not when it concerns you. Now that he has risen in the ranks and ascended to your most devoted - your Cult Leader - he is finally ready to bring you home where you belong.

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Yandere Chef

Food has always been his first love. Cooking his sole passion. Life without food isn't life worth living. You must take time to create something worth savoring and enjoying. Nothing could rival his passion for the culinary arts. Nothing until the Chef happened to see you in his restaurant.

Competition w/Rival Chef Darling

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Platonic Yandere Best Friend

You've been friends forever. So long that you can't even remember how you first met. All you know is that in every memory you have they're in it. They'd do anything for you. There's nothing they wouldn't do for their best friend. You just have to ask they'll give you the world. So please, ask them.

500 Followers Event - Nightly Activities

As Long as You Live

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Yandere Mafia

Controlling the underground with a wicked sense of humor and cruelty are the Mafia Twins. Aided by their Right Hand and the Corrupt Officer. No one comes close to taking over the underground with the Informant on their side. Not that anyone stands a chance with the Recruiter keeping the numbers higher than high, and the Forger keeping the bank full.

Yandere Mafia

About the Yandere Mafia

Heist

Rumors

Trouble

Danger

Corruption

Safety

Death

Yandere Mafia Twins (Damien & Alexander)

Introducing Yandere Mafia Twins

Dangerous Game - 500 Followers Event

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Yandere Curiosity Caravan

Traveling the world as a side show filled with mysteries and things unseen, the Curiosity Cavern hides a dark secret. None of the performers are what they seem. The closer you get to the truth - the more danger stalks you from the shadows.

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Yandere Zodiac

The Zodiac is a circle of 12 constellations, each representing a Zodiac sign with unique personality traits and characteristics. With charming smiles and an almost human facade it's easy to forget what they truly are.

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Yandere Seasons

As time passes and we orbit the sun we find ourself at the tender mercy of the Seasons. Their whims dictate how we live our lives and for the most part we exist beneath their radar. For all the beauty of the Seasons, one should remember they are forces of nature and have all the danger that comes with being so intimately intertwined with unstoppable forces.

The Seasons

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[imyandreaming]

Hey so idk if I'm blind or stupid or both, but I can't find on your blog for what gender your writing. So I hope I don't over step by asking which genders the darlings in your story will be having?

You’re def not blind or stupid. I don’t say it outright but I do my best to write for a gender neutral darling. That way anyone can put themself in the place of darling.

Some of them might lean more toward a male darling or a female darling but I try to keep darling ambiguous.

Though I will write and answer asks about how a yandere would react with a male/female darling.

Hope this answers your question!

xo yandreams

[imyandreaming]

Dangerous Games - Yandere Mafia Twins

The last of the 500 Followers Event. Featuring the Yandere Mafia Twins Damien and Alexander. What does it mean to make them jealous? Can they handle their jealousy? xo yandreams

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Yandere Mafia Twins who live for playing games. They thrive on the thrill of the unknown and maneuvering pieces on the board. Delight in making someone act against their morals. Nothing is off limits when a game begins. The Underground is their Empire and if you whisper the right thing to the wrong person you can build a castle and watch it crumble in same day. There isn't anything they won't do. They see each other as a perfect mirror image and have never wanted or needed more. A reflection completes itself. Until you had dared to come along. You changed the game and flipped the board. New rules to learn with a new player who wasn't planted or planned for. A novelty that didn't lose its shine or break after some fun. You were different and irrevocably theirs.

Yandere Mafia Twins that have never been bothered by the idea of sharing. What belongs to one is just as much the others. They share identities and swap them when they want to have fun. There will never be something that is property of half of a whole. Even with their slight differences, there isn't a world where belonging is a solo act. However this means that if someone attempts to play with what is theirs they will lash out both together and separately. Damien enjoys a long game where the caged mouse will run and run. Alexander prefers to see the sheep turn on the wolf. To rally those closest and watch the fire burn. As long as the ending is the same it doesn't matter how they got there does it?

Yandere Mafia Twins who protect what belongs to them with a fierceness that's unrivaled. So few things remain interesting to them. People come and go. Play games and lose. Those closest to them didn't start theirs but became part of their own in the end. While they play with others, no one is allowed to take what they have. You accepted them. Decided to stay by their side and not leave. Not that they would have let you, but it's all the sweeter that you made the choice by yourself. Which is why it disgusts them that others think they have the right to interact with you. It's almost laughable that people who fail to win even the simplest of games could ever hope to achieve the grand prize. So don't think harshly of them. Sometimes it's over before it even begins. That's just the way things happen.

Yandere Mafia Twins that don't hesitate to protect you from anyone who doesn't belong them. You were replying to someone who didn't matter. Before you could even respond to the greeting there was blood on your face. Alexander apologizes for being so messy while Damien cleans off the splatter with a kiss. It's the shot from the Right Hand, from Theodore, that ends the suffering of someone who hadn't learned the rules. No one gets to talk to you. Not unless they want to die. It's hard for them to share. you understand don't you? That they react poorly to the idea that someone else, anyone else, could have time with you. Take your attention away from them. It's selfish but they didn't get to where they are by being kind.

I'm sorry darling but I cannot help but be jealous when you talk to other people

Yandere Mafia Twins who are quick with words and honeyed explanations. They had so little, nothing at all, before they rose to power and claimed the crown. Winning the game has given them everything they could ever want. Everything except erasing the memories of those cold and lonely nights where they had to fight to survive. You see that's why they're so protective of what they have. If someone is spending time with you, it means you're not spending time with them. You wouldn't deny them that would you? There are so few hours in the day when they aren't planning and playing. Every second counts and if someone wants to steal those precious seconds it's understandable that they would lash out.

Yandere Mafia Twins that don't always control their jealousy well. Envy they can hide. It sits with them until it comes rushing out in a carefully executed plan. A calculated destruction that leaves them smiling. Jealousy is a nasty and terrible thing. It steals the breath from their lungs and makes their heart pound in their ears. It's over before it begins because they can't think when their judgement is clouded. Remove the problem. Take back what's ours. Is all that echoes between them. The result is messy and leaves them feeling high. There's nothing like watching the light drain from someone else's eyes. Especially when it brings your eyes back on them.

Yandere Mafia Twins who don't bother with cleaning up the mess. Theodore is so good at that. It's harder to pull them away from the body once they get started. It's just too consuming. The idea that you could prefer to speak and spend time with someone who isn't them. They won't stand it. Removing the obstacle is the only solution. After that they will calm down. Once they know there isn't a chance of your time being filled by others. If they think that they aren't on your mind they will make it so they are.

Yandere Mafia Twins that can't get enough of you. Everything about you fascinates them. They are overly attentive when they're with you. You have all their focus and energy at your disposal. If you want to play a game they will happily oblige. If you want someone, just name it and they'll find way to bring it to you. Perhaps you'd enjoy the auction coming up. There are some noteworthy collectables that will be there. All you have to do is keep your eyes on them.

[imyandreaming]

Nightly Activities - Platonic Yandere Best Friend

Introducing your Platonic Yandere Best Friend. "Why did you lock your window last night? I wasn't able to see you!" from the 500 Followers Event xo yandreams

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Platonic Yandere Best Friend who has been with you for as long as you can remember. Your earliest memories include them and there isn't a moment they haven't spent by your side. Every milestone smiling next to you. Albums full of just the two of you. The keeper of all your secrets. You'd doubt there is anything about your life that would be a surprise, but that's what having a best friend is all about. Someone who can share your troubles and woes. A person that lifts you up and makes you smile. The one who is there to celebrate every achievement you have. No one could compare or compete with your best friend. When others turned away from you or left you behind, you were never truly alone. Not while there's a warm hand in yours and a shoulder to cry on.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that remembers your smile as the first defining memory. The way you looked in that moment was heart stopping. Everything was lesser because it wasn't you. You with the way you grabbed their hand and pulled them along. It didn't matter to you that he wasn't speaking. All that mattered was that you would talk until he was ready to respond. You didn't care that he was different. All that mattered to you was that you had someone to play with, and all that mattered to him was that he had you. He didn't have words for it back then, but he knows now that there isn't anything in the world he wouldn't do for you.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who was nervous, so afraid, that you would reject them. That you would reject him. He couldn't imagine his life, having a life, without you in it. What if it mattered to you that he didn't care if they was used to describe him. That you would turn away years of friendship because they were able to go between the two. He didn't know why he was so worried. You had asked a few questions and told him that he was still your best friend. Admonishing him for worrying you like that. You had thought he was dying with the way he had been acting. As if he would ever die and leave you alone in this world. Who would be there for you when you needed it? Where would you spend those late nights if not with them? Dying without you would be unthinkable.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who spends so much time with you that everyone knows that where one goes the other follows. It's expected that one day you'll live together. Save money and time from having to go back and forth all the time. People have joked that if you ever date then whoever it is will know they'll have him front and center in their life. There's no separating the two of you. You both share everything, why would some stranger coming in to the picture change that. It wouldn't. They know that. You know that. Why bother to change it. No one will be able to make you happy the way they can. They know everything about you and can anticipate what you want before you realize it. That's how close the two of you are.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who hates to be away from you. It doesn't matter if you can call them and talk all night. What they need is to be able to see you every day. They break a little at the very thought of going a day without you. What would their life be like if you weren't there to give it meaning. It would be just as dark and empty as it was before they met you. He needs you. Has to see you. If that means watching you from the window it will have to do. Though nothing is better than climbing through your window to be by your side. He's done it enough that you don't think twice about it. Until you did.

"Why did you lock your window last night? I wasn't able to see you!"

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that could have opened it anyway. Breaking the lock would have been child's play. But that wasn't what mattered. Had they done something wrong? Had he upset you? Why had you locked your window? It wasn't the same staring through the glass. It wasn't enough. To see you and be so close to you and not be able to touch you. To fill the space that you both inhabited. He's spiraling and he knows it. He's looking at something separating the two of you and he needs to know why. You've never denied him entry before. Both knowing and unknowingly. So what had changed? Had someone said something? Who would dare put such a thing in your mind.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that sinks to the ground shaking. Hands balled in to fists and then gripping his arms so tight it'll leave bruises in the morning. He knows he's barely breathing and the world is going dark around the edges. He's so close and yet he's never felt more distance between you and him. He does his best to keep quiet as the tears start to fall. The only thing that would make it better is if you unlocked the window and let him in. Don't shut him out. Please don't shut him out. There's no meaning if it's not by your side and he can't go back to a life that is so void of everything. Not while you're still alive.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who eventually finds the strength to return home. He can't help but look back. Try the window one more time. Willing it to open for him the way it always has. As soon as morning comes he will be at your door. Smiling and ready for whatever you have planned. He will find a way to ask about the window. Maybe when they're seated next to you on your bed he can go to open it and ask why it's locked. Get the answer that is so desperately needed. They know you'll have a good reason. It won't have anything to do with them. It's clearly a mistake and one that won't be repeated so he doesn't have to worry about. Shouldn't waste more time on it.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend that greets you the same way they always have. With a smile that's reserved just for you. They may not always have the words to describe what they're feeling, but they've always been yours. Just as you are theirs. It's the way things are supposed to be. Being able to hug you is when the last of the tension finally leaves them. Taking a deep breath and relaxing in to your hold. The way you have always fit together like puzzle pieces. The remnants of the night before are like a bad dream. Fading out as you start to talk about your plans for the day.

Platonic Yandere Best Friend who won't be giving up any time soon. You're their entire world. If they can't see you at night then it'll just have to be during the day. More than usual to make up for the fact that they won't be there at night. That or he will have to find a way to spend nights with you. It's been a while since he stayed over. You've enjoyed movie nights in the past so why don't you schedule one soon. That way they can have you all to themself again. Just the way that it should be. The two of you in bubble no one else can enter. A place where you can exist with him without anyone else interfering or keeping him from you. He's where he is meant to be. Right by your side.

[imyandreaming]

Don't Go - Yandere Idol

Part of the 500 Followers Event. "Please don't make this harder than it needs to be." / "You're the only one that truly understands me." With the Yandere Idol xo yandreams

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"Please don't make this harder than it needs to be."

Yandere Idol who doesn't want you to leave. Won't let you leave. He needs you too much to have you leave him. His entire life is one mask after another. It's showing choice parts of his personality. Only letting the very best of him show and forgetting the rest exists. He plays up the wholesome and sweet image he has been giving. Immersing himself in the role until he has days when he forgets what he is supposed to be and who he is behind closed doors. He's so careful with what information that he lets slip because it has the possibility to trend. Places he loves he only visits in disguise because he doesn't want to lose more than he has to. To forget what it's like to be a regular person.

Yandere Idol that fears losing himself. Losing himself and losing you. you're what keeps him grounded. He has no desire to become a recluse or to watch his career crash and burn. He avoids scandals and stays true to the persona that he has been consumed by. The time with you is what reminds him that he's a human under it all. That when the lights go out and the cameras stop rolling he is still there. He doesn't have to be shy and awkward and clumsy. To blush on cue and shower his fans with endless kindness. You are what make him true. You're the strength he pulls from to continue the act. This is why you're not allowed to go. You saw behind the curtain and now behind the curtain you must stay.

Yandere Idol that doesn't want to cage you. To build a gilded prison where you can watch the world but not participate in it. He really doesn't want to have to do that to you. To force you to live the life that he has to. He likes the life and authenticity you bring to his day. The sunshine and clouds. You feel and live with the heartbeat of the society. He only has his fingers on the pulse of what makes the world go round. Caging you up and locking you away would dim the sparkle he's become so fond of.

Yandere Idol who isn't unreasonable. Maybe if you behave he could give you supervised visits. Excursions outside to keep you human. To remind you what it is to feel. He just isn't sure there will be a day where you're able to live like you did before. You chose wrong and now your life will be just as scheduled and unforgiving as his own. Something new you can bond over. Since you won't be going anywhere he doesn't want you to go you'll have more time for him. He'll be able to plan your calls and outings so they perfectly match with his demanding schedule. It'll all work out for the best. You may even grow to like having all the uncertainty of life taken away.

Yandere Idol that doesn't want you to cry and suffer. He loves you the way you are. He just won't let you ruin his life. You already ruined him for anyone else. It's the least he can do to repay you. He knows it's wrong and there's some guilt he's going to have to come to terms with. It'll be okay. You'll be okay and so will he. Once you're used to the new normal it'll all be just as it was before. You'll be the light in his life. The grounding force that keeps him together. He will be yours in every way that matters. Just think about it. This is what you've wanted all along isn't it? No more stress. No more worries. Just a peaceful life together. Forever.

"You're the only one that truly understands me."

Yandere Idol that loves you. He loves you more than words. You're the fire in his eyes when he persons. The passion that drives his fans wild is all for you. Those flirty looks and smiles belong to you. You're the inspiration behind them and he looks at the camera and sees you staring back at him. When his true self shines through for a moment in interviews it's because he can't help but think of you. It's why he wants you to know that even if there are fans who could recite statistics about his life. They won't know him like you do. They don't see him when he first wakes up and hides from the sun. They don't watch him fail at basic tasks. His fans will never see him at his worst. the lowest of the low when all he wants to do is shut out the world.

Yandere Idol who treasures you like no other. There's no one else who would treat you the way he can. The way he does. As much love as he holds in his heart, he would be whoever you want him to be. While he would prefer to be your lover, be yours, he would settle for being your best friend. Your confidant and protector. The reason he's willing to do all of this is because you still see the person he was before he made it big. You see someone who makes mistakes and isn't perfect. You see the way he struggles to memorize the choreography and how much he hates having to do anything when it gets hot out. You remind him that it's okay to cry and be genuine. That he's more than a face on a screen or a name on a billboard. He's a person just like you.

Yandere Idol who couldn't imagine a day when he doesn't have you to unwind with. Hearing your voice makes the tension leave his body. He lives for hearing about your day and if you got to do the things you were looking forward to. While he would have loved to join you, he's able to live through part of the experience with you. That's what matters to him. How much he's able to do with you. Things he can't do publicly, but privately he can. He can order a delivery and share a meal with you. He can pretend that, just for a moment, he's living life the same way you are. That the mounting pressure on him doesn't exist.

Yandere Idol that knows no matter how much other people claim to know about him. No matter how much they've learned from interviews and events. You will always have an edge on them. You're with him when he makes new discoveries. Laughing as he tries something he immediately decides he doesn't like. You're there when he is trying to work out new ways to make people smile. You're his sounding board for ideas and you have sway over any of his collaborations. Even the ones he doesn't agree with but is doing because he has to. You get him. You know that the smile he's wearing for that ad is a fake. He couldn't care less.

Yandere Idol who will not let anything tear the two of you apart. Who will he be without you? He made it this far but life was empty. Satisfaction became hollow and everything was performative. Then you stepped in to his life and he remembered how to breathe. Color came back and he tried to reconnect with the part of himself that was pushed aside in favor of catering to a side that isn't real. Don't you understand you have to stay. You're the only one who knows who he is. He forgets sometimes. You're there to remind him that he doesn't have to live life as one dimension. There can be more to him than what people want. Which is why you can't go.