Green Eyes;

"I came here with a load, and it feels so much lighter now that I've met you." -Indie Rp Blog-

[karukara]

♥ prepare for the mpreg month

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

I smile, turning around to cuddle into your chest. “Okay.” I trace shapes onto your chest with my index finger as I listen to your breathing.

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I wrap one of my arms around your back, just holding you with a splayed-out hand to try and communicate how comfortable and safe I...

[imyourharryrpp]

"What do you want to know?" I blush, twirling your hair. "I guess I'll start when I was little too?" I take a deep breath, holding one of your hands. "All I remember from when I was really little was daddy always pushing me away. I would come home from school, or a friends house with a story for him, and he would literally shove me away. Tells that nothing I say could ever be important."

[imyourharryrpp]

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I grab your hand with both of mine and let you hold my weight. I hug you around your waist for a moment, breathing in your smell, before I eventually lower myself into my chair, leaning over and grabbing a blanket, because I know I’ll get cold.

[imyourharryrpp]

I smile, turning around to cuddle into your chest. "Okay." I trace shapes onto your chest with my index finger as I listen to your breathing.

[imyourharryrpp]

Recovery || Edward and Harry

[imyourharryrpp]

"Yeah. I’ll tell you everything." I smile, standing up, extending my hand out to you.

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I grab your hand with both of mine and let you hold my weight. I hug you around your waist for a moment, breathing in your smell, before I eventually lower myself into my chair, leaning over and grabbing a blanket, because I know I’ll get cold.

"Okay, let’s go."

[imyourharryrpp]

I walk into the room with you, sitting beside you on the couch. "Will you be sad if I talk to you?"

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"You could murder someone and I’d still love and defend you every step of the way." I chuckle, softly playing with your curls. "You’re my big brother, my protector. I’ll never leave you."

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I kiss the side of your neck again and lay my head on your shoulder. My hands trace...

[imyourharryrpp]

"Yeah. I'll tell you everything." I smile, standing up, extending my hand out to you.

[imyourharryrpp]

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

"What if you don’t know I relapsed? I’m gonna be living by myself so what if I get really bad and you don’t know and i don’t tell you and then you come over one day and I look pretty and thin again and you get mad and you can’t help me. Then...

[imyourharryrpp]

"You could murder someone and I'd still love and defend you every step of the way." I chuckle, softly playing with your curls. "You're my big brother, my protector. I'll never leave you."

[imyourharryrpp]

Recovery || Edward and Harry

[imyourharryrpp]

"I’ll keep helping you. I won’t send you back because of one bad day, or a relapse. I’ll help you. I’ll never get tired of you."

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

"What if you don’t know I relapsed? I’m gonna be living by myself so what if I get really bad and you don’t know and i don’t tell you and then you come over one day and I look pretty and thin again and you get mad and you can’t help me. Then would you send me back?"

[imyourharryrpp]

"That won't happen. I'm going to visit you a lot. I'm going to do everything I can to help you like you've helped me."I rub my thumbs over your wrists, looking down at my own. "I love you."

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"I know that sounds awful to you, but that still under-weight. I weigh 160 right now, and that’s because I lost quite a bit of weight.” I hold you close, rubbing your back, leaving more little kisses to your neck and shoulders. “One day, when you’re ready, you should burn...

[imyourharryrpp]

"I'll keep helping you. I won't send you back because of one bad day, or a relapse. I'll help you. I'll never get tired of you."

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"I brought you to London though, after I convinced you to move in with me. I needed to get away from Cheshire." I smile, brushing your curls out of your eyes.

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I smile at the sweet gesture and tip my head up, kissing your palm.

"Yeah, but you convinced me after I came out...

[imyourharryrpp]

"I know that sounds awful to you, but that still under-weight. I weigh 160 right now, and that's because I lost quite a bit of weight." I hold you close, rubbing your back, leaving more little kisses to your neck and shoulders. "One day, when you're ready, you should burn the journal. As a way of letting the past go."

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"I wasn’t much better with the paps, I’m still not. They make me so nervous. I always feel like they’re too close, like they’re going to hurt me." I sigh, pulling the blanket tighter around us.

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

"I know, right!" I exclaim, surprised at how well we get eachother, and how many...

[imyourharryrpp]

"I brought you to London though, after I convinced you to move in with me. I needed to get away from Cheshire." I smile, brushing your curls out of your eyes.

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"Oops?" I giggle, kissing your shoulder. "Why should I deny myself the simple pleasures in life?"

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I hit your chest lightly and roll my eyes fondly.

"Sure, sure." I mutter sarcastically. "Next time you tell me not to look I’m gonna ogle the living hell outta you, just out...

[imyourharryrpp]

"I wasn't much better with the paps, I'm still not. They make me so nervous. I always feel like they're too close, like they're going to hurt me." I sigh, pulling the blanket tighter around us.

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"Your cuts are looking good by the way. I noticed during your shower. They’re fading nicely." I smile, rubbing your thigh. We both know you’ll always have them, but at least they’re not noticeable.

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I shift uncomfortably at that, getting antsy. It’s not your fault, you...

[imyourharryrpp]

"Oops?" I giggle, kissing your shoulder. "Why should I deny myself the simple pleasures in life?"

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"If anything it’s better than other methods of coping you’ve attached yourself too. As long as you don’t end up going through a pack a day like some people." I love this. Being able to talk about anything and everything. I’m also really proud of myself for staying calm, and...

[imyourharryrpp]

"Your cuts are looking good by the way. I noticed during your shower. They're fading nicely." I smile, rubbing your thigh. We both know you'll always have them, but at least they're not noticeable.

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"Is it weird that I found you smoking a tad bit attractive?" I chuckle, kissing your temple. "Even though it’s bad for you. It’s becomes like..your scent? I don’t know."

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I laugh warmly, leaning my head into your kiss a bit and pulling your arms around my waist. I think I...

[imyourharryrpp]

"If anything it's better than other methods of coping you've attached yourself too. As long as you don't end up going through a pack a day like some people." I love this. Being able to talk about anything and everything. I'm also really proud of myself for staying calm, and making myself an easy person to talk to.

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"I loved you." I shrug, rubbing your biceps. "I still do. I’ll do anything to bring a little happiness into your life."

[theofficialedwardstyles-deactiv]

I make a content noise when you rub my arms, moving to flip the page. This one has a picture of us hugging, along with the normal pictures of my body, and...

[imyourharryrpp]

"Is it weird that I found you smoking a tad bit attractive?" I chuckle, kissing your temple. "Even though it's bad for you. It's becomes like..your scent? I don't know."

[imyourharryrpp]

[imyourharryrpp]

"I remember that night." I nod, the image of you coming home with swollen cheeks popping into my mind. I wish I questioned all these things, but I can’t blame myself, I was still practically a baby. "That’s so scary. Knowing that the one person you love the most could lash...

[imyourharryrpp]

"I loved you." I shrug, rubbing your biceps. "I still do. I'll do anything to bring a little happiness into your life."

[afrikunt]