Eternal Void

No More ETERNAL than that RADIANCE of Yours

[inaneaeterna]

Is that all...? Is that the breadth of your ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤?

The Lord of Nothingness - Superior of the In-Between Xemnas from Kingdom Hearts series - carrd - as wielded by Captain ( 30+ ) 18+ only - Minors DNI - HEAVILY canon divergent

[siblingsoflight]

Sora stared up at the man. Sora seemed...almost tired. There were bags under his eyes as if he has lacked sleep. Still, he carried himself well, impossible weight or not.

He crossed his arms across his chest.

"I guess that's a good sign. Do you remember anything after?"

[inaneaeterna]

     Details do not go unnoticed -- his eyes trained to notice such weaknesses. Tired. Interesting for this one to look such a way. . . it will be noted.

     “ What purpose would be gained telling you what I had experienced. . .? ” Although not considered an enemy he would still not call the kid a friend, “ There may have been events, there may have not been. ” Cryptic as always.      Seems even with a heart he still decided to be difficult.

[inaneaeterna]

     @kcytotheheart continued from ♕

     There is a light hollow chuckle, one arm poised behind his back as the other gloved hand continues to hold the other's in a gentle grip. Perhaps it has been some time since he had visited -- a gap in proximity but the sharp mind never forgets. He remembers. An unfortunate span of time he had been. . . preoccupied with goings on within his routine.

     “ What a shame, not my expected reaction. . . it is a rather proper greetings to give even after so many days have past since we have seen one another, my dear. ” All the stops are put in, faux pleasantry and suave charm that the shell hardly ever uses -- a special occasion for when he pulls that out of the abyss.      There is a small smirk, “ I did not think it was such a prolonged time you would forget me. ”

[inaneaeterna]

Hearing a phrase like "I was wrong" "I'm sorry" or "I apologize" is near impossible to hear from Xemnas. He will never apologize for what he does, will never admit he was in the wrong and will never take fault. Doing any of those shows weakness and he is not weak. Only way he would even fathom saying one of those phrases is to manipulate the other person but only as a last resort. Even a phrase like "Excuse me" would turn into "Excuse you." Now, with a heart it's still going to be easier to pull teeth than to get him to apologize but he will at least begrudgingly admit he was wrong. Baby steps which are going to take years to do. It'll be a miracle if he apologizes within somebody's lifetime.

[inaneaeterna]

     ────⊹⊱ @siblingsoflight ♕ “ How much do you remember? ” ((Sora, post 3) ⊰⊹──── questions only sentence starters

     Well. . . out of all the faces of the past, there are few that could get more of a reaction out of the newly existing being than the one that stands before him. The kid who got in the way far too many times -- at least he was a thorn in that old man's side. So, not the worst person he could encounter.

     Despite the emotions bottled up inside his entire being, the once shell holds himself tall -- straight spine and shoulders pulled back a bit -- staring down at the hero, the same stance and gaze that he held before, “ I recall every moment, beginning to end of my non-existence. I lacked a heart, not a mind capable of processing and storing memories. . . ”

[ninthnocturne]

Myde frowned when he didn't shake his hand but even though he lowered it, it didn't appear the blond had given up. Rather he just watched him giving a long sigh when he suggested they might part ways and never speak again.

"Do you dislike the idea of making friends that much? You were always on your own back in those days too. I can understand being anti-social and an introvert but..would it really do you any harm to make a new friend? Especially when there might not be many people like me who would be willing to give you the time of day after all that shit happened." He hummed a bit.

"I don't hold any of that against you though. And I genuinely want to be your friend, everyone deserves to have friends Xemnas. Even you."

[inaneaeterna]

     Stubborn. . . so this is the stubbornness that was used to not complete missions but to do the opposite back when they were all shells. Out of all, he should find no surprise it is Demy Myde would be the one to not hold such a grudge. Still a foreign concept considering the atrocities he brought upon every single soul he came into contact with.      Brows furrow at the words, a mix of confusion and annoyance -- not quite annoyance towards the blond before him, but more the annoyance it is not a simple escape from the conversation. Pushing at parts he would rather leave untouched, “ Friendship is not a state I seek be it new or old faces ; willing to give a second chance and start anew or acquainting for the first time it matters not. ” He was happy for solitude back then, and it is a fitting state for this new existence. At least for now.      The last part gets a snort out of him -- hardly amusement but derision, “ You should follow in the steps of the others are remain away. ” Words spoken but he has a sense it will not deter the other, but he is just as stubborn.      Although, he must give praise to himself, considering in the past he would have forced the other to leave him alone.

[inaneaeterna]

Xem having the energy of don't you dare pity me or try to be nice to me. Don't even perceive me beyond enough to not touch/run into me.

[ninthnocturne]

Myde regarded him with a small avian like tilt of his head the blond watching his former boss. While it was weird to see him again Myde could sense he was different than before and he could sense the emotions being repressed even if the other didn't want him to. That was the nature of being a creature whose very nature revolved around them. Huffing a small breath out he moved and plopped down on a seat across from him so they could talk properly.

"I suppose you're right, the how and why of it all really matters little. You're here regardless aren't you." He hummed a bit to himself the feathers that hid within the glamoured top spikes of his hair laid back flat while he was thinking which gave the illusion that his hair moved with his own emotions. He gave a little nod more to himself as he decided something and extended his hand across to the other. "Then..let's start over. I'm Myde."

[inaneaeterna]

     The movement of sitting across from him gets a momentary grimace, there and quickly gone. Part had hoped the other would move on like others, a glance here and a question but no more. Gone once an answer was given. Alas, no leeway is given, a situation that must be handled. How easy things had been when emotions were out of the equation.      Silver eyes glance at the offered out hand. Staring for perhaps a few moments too long before returning the gaze to Myde's face. This time the grimace is not swiftly hidden. The thought of touching another. . . the offered hand will not be taken, a twitch of gloved fingers the only movement.      Of course, those names of old are casted away now that others too have a beating heart. A whole name, an odd connection to make -- the name rather than just a number.      What would be his name? He has only ever had one name, knew nothing else -- and there was no way he would be taking on either name his whole self had once used, “ Your attempt at starting anew is perplexing -- ” to say the least, “ -- but what purpose would it attain? Our paths may and should never cross after this moment. ” Getting on good terms the one who showed nothing but contempt saw you as nothing more than a means to an end? A baffling thought.

[inaneaeterna]

     ────⊹⊱ @ninthnocturne ♕ “ How did you survive? ” (Post war if you so please) ⊰⊹──── questions only sentence starters

     It comes to little surprise to hear such a question be raised. The very question that had settled into his mind and deep inside his chest the moment he awoke from what had been an unfamiliar emptiness. Not the hollow grasp of emptiness he had become accustomed to with the Nothingness but just. . . nothing.      Even now, there is still coming to terms with his newfound existence. The heart that beats inside his chest.

     “ It seems fate has decided plans would be altered for all. . . ” It still lingers, the melodramatic words -- yet. . . there is that emptiness missing from them. A hinted emotion behind them that even now he tries to suppress, “ The how hardly matters in the scheme of it all. I have existence, such is simply so. ”

[raesource]

questions only sentence starters

if you are sending to a multi-muse, remember to specify the muse that the sentence starters are being sent for .

who . . .

“ Who are you? ”

“ Who do you serve? ”

“ Who taught you that? ”

“ Who’s really in control here? ”

“ Who are you running from? ”

“ Who did this to you? ”

“ Who’s coming for us? ”

“ Who do you think I am? ”

“ Who else knows about this? ”

“ Who are you trying to protect? ”

what . . .

“ What are you? ”

“ What do you want from me? ”

“ What are you hiding? ”

“ What were you planning to do? ”

“ What just happened? ”

“ What did you see back there? ”

“ What did you promise them? ”

“ What happens if I don’t let you go? ”

“ What are the rules I’m not supposed to break? ”

“ What happens after the portal closes? ”

where . . .

“ Where did you come from? ”

“ Where are we? ”

“ Where are you going? ”

“ Where were you when it happened? ”

“ Where does this path lead? ”

“ Where did you get that scar? ”

“ Where is everyone else? ”

“ Where should I stand? ”

“ Where did you put the body? ”

“ Where were you hiding all this time? ”

when . . .

“ When did this start? ”

“ When were you going to tell me? ”

“ When was the last time you felt safe? ”

“ When do we leave? ”

“ When did you stop trusting me? ”

“ When does this end? ”

“ When did you realise the truth? ”

“ When do things go wrong? ”

“ When did you choose this path? ”

“ When will you look at me and be honest? ”

how . . .

“ How long have you been watching me? ”

“ How did you survive? ”

“ How much do you remember? ”

“ How are you this calm right now? ”

“ How bad is it? ”

“ How did you know my name? ”

“ How far are you willing to go? ”

“ How many lies have you told me? ”

“ How do you live with this? ”

“ How are we supposed to fix this? ”

are . . .

“ Are you human? ”

“ Are you okay? ”

“ Are you lying to me right now? ”

“ Are you scared? ”

“ Are you tired? ”

“ Are you hiding something? ”

“ Are you bound by oath or by magic? ”

“ Are you trying to start a fight? ”

“ Are you always this dramatic? ”

“ Are you going to explain or just stare? ”

do . . .

“ Do you trust me? ”

“ Do you remember your name? ”

“ Do you remember me? ”

“ Do you miss them? ”

“ Do you always talk this much? ”

“ Do you have any idea what you just did? ”

“ Do you ever sleep? ”

“ Do you want me to stay? ”

“ Do you think I’m stupid? ”

“ Do you believe in fate? ”

have . . .

“ Have you eaten yet? ”

“ Have we met before? ”

“ Have you been here long? ”

“ Have you done this before? ”

“ Have you ever killed someone? ”

“ Have you been lying to me? ”

“ Have you lost anyone? ”

“ Have you forgiven yourself? ”

“ Have you always been like this? ”

“ Have you already chosen a side? ”

is . . .

“ Is this place real? ”

“ Is something bothering you? ”

“ Is that weapon even legal here? ”

“ Is this your idea of a joke? ”

“ Is this your way of flirting? ”

“ Is someone watching us? ”

“ Is it supposed to hurt like this? ”

“ Is there a way out? ”

“ Is this what you wanted? ”

“ Is it too late to turn back? ”

can . . .

“ Can I ask you a weird question? ”

“ Can you hear that? ”

“ Can I trust you? ”

“ Can you keep a secret? ”

“ Can we slow down? ”

“ Can you help me bury a body? ”

“ Can you look at me? ”

“ Can we talk about what happened? ”

“ Can you stop pretending? ”

“ Can you promise me something? ”

will . . .

“ Will you stay with me? ”

“ Will you tell me the truth? ”

“ Will this ever end? ”

“ Will you protect me? ”

“ Will they come back for us? ”

“ Will you remember me? ”

“ Will you choose a side? ”

“ Will you regret this? ”

“ Will you still look at me the same way? ”

“ Will you stop me if I’m wrong? ”

should . . .

“ Should I be worried? ”

“ Should we be running? ”

“ Should I follow you? ”

“ Should I be afraid of you? ”

“ Should we pretend this never happened? ”

“ Should I stay or go? ”

“ Should I believe you? ”

“ Should I be honest with you? ”

“ Should we trust them? ”

“ Should I have come here? ”

would . . .

“ Would you do it again? ”

“ Would you lie to protect me? ”

“ Would this have been different if I had stayed? ”

“ Would you really let me die? ”

“ Would you have saved them instead? ”

“ Would you still care if you knew the truth? ”

“ Would you leave if I asked? ”

“ Would this hurt less if I understood? ”

“ Would you forgive me? ”

“ Would you choose me this time? ”

could . . .

“ Could you survive without me? ”

“ Could this world exist without you? ”

“ Could this get any worse? ”

“ Could you teach me how to do that? ”

“ Could you be wrong? ”

“ Could you be lying to yourself? ”

“ Could you forgive them? ”

“ Could this be a trap? ”

“ Could you handle the truth if I told you? ”

“ Could you live with the consequences? ”

[inaneaeterna]

     “ Here we go again. . . I had toyed with the joyful thought of being free from pointless drivel and dull speeches. . . Joys hardly last. ”

     Indie Canon-Divergent Xemnas from Kingdom Hearts series - returning years later to bring emotionless sass and villainy to your lives            As written by Captain (30+ ) - 18+ only

[inaneaeterna]

     “ Here we go again. . . I had toyed with the joyful thought of being free from pointless drivel and dull speeches. . . Joys hardly last. ”

     Indie Canon-Divergent Xemnas from Kingdom Hearts series - returning years later to bring emotionless sass and villainy to your lives            As written by Captain (30+ ) - 18+ only

[inaneaeterna]

give me like 5 business years to get things set up here 👍 I'll have a carrd all fancy and sparkly since I don't have energy for the whole blog theme like before I could be lazy and use the old one but that would mean finding the old code and no thanks. but since I will be following some people: Hello 💜 Captain here ( they/them, 30+ ). Some of you may end up recognizing me since I have written this bastard a long time ago under a different blog name (potestasaeterna), under the mun names of Ra or Purple. I got body slammed with muse once again and it's been long enough there's no chance I will remember the login info for the old blog so here we are!