Ninthnocturne

Friendly Myde/Demyx blog from Kingdom hearts. Crossover Multi-verse multi-ship. 18+ random activty levels. Verses for multiple other properties (ff7, ff15, BNHA ect) Extremely selective with OCs. Lovingly penned by Kitty  

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 -= Ninthnocturne =-

A friendly independent rp blog for Demyx/Myde from Kingdom hearts. 18+ Multiship/multiverse. Activity varies. Composed by Kitty. Promo image by the lovely @gravitasfatum

                                     “ In that shoreless ocean,        at thy silently listening smile my songs would swell in melodies,                                        free as waves, free from all bondage of words. “ 

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[memepocalypse]

Bad at Magic

For those whom it does not come naturally to

"I can cast it! Just give me a minute!"

"Why can't I do this? Why can't I do this?!"

"It shouldn't be this hard! Everyone else seems to find it easy enough..."

"All I wanted was to be a wizard, and now..?"

"Maybe I'm not cut out for magic."

"Everyone's blasting off spells left and right and I can barely cast fireball."

"Every movement is perfect, why isn't it working!"

"The Gods hate me."

"All that study, all that time... for nothing."

"Ow! Goddamnit! I burnt my fingertips again."

"Don't backfire please don't backfire please..."

"I've got this, I can do this, it's not going to hurt this time -"

"Am I getting the evocation wrong? Am I saying it badly?"

"I just don't know why it doesn't work."

"Every single time I do this it blows up in my face."

"Indocrinus - wait no that's not right -"

"I can feel the power coursing through me, then it just... fizzles out."

"The magic feels... wrong. To me."

"There are easier ways I could do this, but I want to do it right."

"I feel the pull of the dark magics. The ones that are... easy."

"Why is it so bad to use the shadows? They want me to use them."

"Magic won't obey me. I cannot force it to. Yet there is another..."

"Dark magic this, evil magic that. Its all magic, isn't it?"

"After all, why shouldn't I?"

"You can tell me it's bad all day but it's magic I can do!"

"I know I can control it, I know I can..."

"Just... help me. Please? I want to be good at this."

"I want to learn magic to help people! To do good!"

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OOC: I think Needless to say I'm around, happy, and willing to write with anyone that wants to on this the happiest of KH news days lol

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Kh4 trailer! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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@glitteredpawprints

The blond let a small breath out as he stood on the rough ground of his personal training area. A place he'd found for just himself where he didn't have to worry about the people in town seeing him with his wings free. Stretching his arms up a bit with a yawn he let the two sets he had unglamoured stretch out to full as well letting the opal colored wings catch the early morning sunlight.

Truth be told he was only keeping up with training with the mindset of one who knew that nothing was over. Though his partner had abandoned him and he had no idea where the asshole had left to, he was sure eventually he'd find out and he probably wouldn't like it. He heaved a long sigh deflating a bit. He'd never felt more alone if he was honest. It wasn't a good feeling to have done so much for someone for so long only for them to ditch you the moment victory was in sight. He felt expendable and horrible. He couldn't even convince himself anymore that it was for some kind reason like keeping him safe. He just couldn't keep lying to himself. He had been used and discarded.

Shaking his head out he flicked a hand out summoning his own blade and breathed out. Forte would be useful now that he was not restrained from using it anymore. He just had to keep training. He was unaware someone familiar had found his training ground. Though the moment he sensed familar mana he whirled around having been caught wings out and alone for a moment he didn't register being safe.

[oceansoaths]

❝ @ninthnocturne ❞

❝ continued from here ❞

𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼

It wasn’t that Kairi was a bad student, her report cards from school had never been below a B but… they stared at the Keyblade in front of em. School was school. It was rigid, ey always knew what would happen after the first day. Or, at most, the first week. Training? Magic had a mind of its own sometimes.

Merlin wasn’t a bad teacher, it was just… Fae sighed. Kairi could cast a Thundaga easy. Same with almost any elemental spell, for that all she had to do was follow Sora’s lead. A bit harder now that they weren’t a part of his Heart but they’d always kept Sora close.

Ey blinked as someone else approached. She furrowed her eyebrows, lowering her Keyblade. “It would…? Then, I guess I should take a break, huh?” A small laugh escaped her as ey unsummoned their Keyblade. She vaguely remembered him, he’d been a part of the Organisation, right?

By the sounds of it, he was the cause for all that music.

Though faer time kidnapped in that castle was short, she recalled the strumming of a sitar. It had been comforting back then, even if fae knew that same person had done nothing abut their kidnapping.

“Huh? Oh, no, no! Merlin’s great, really—it’s just… I wanted to expand my horizons a little, y’know? Not doing a very good job of it though. But! Thanks for the heads up, any more tips you could give me?”

She looked up at him with hope, arms stretching behind her. It would be pretty easy to attack her now. Easy to repeat the past but… he was changed. Like Lea so she could give em a second chance. Even if it wasn’t asked just yet.

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Myde let a little breath of relief out when she discontinued the spell. The blond smiling warmly as he listened to her talk. He really did admire the girls pluck and courage for someone so young. Her determination to learn and get better as well.

"I've always wanted to teach someone if I'm honest so I wouldn't mind at all. I'm betting I could teach you a lot about magic and keyblade techniques. My techniques are about speed and agility and unlike the boys you're built just perfect for learning fast and precise maneuvers. And I can sense you'd do fantastic learning healing and defensive magic as well." he grinned a bit.

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❝ Don't backfire please don't backfire please… ❞ 𐔌 @oceansoaths 𐦯

Myde blinked observing at first from a small distance but he couldn't help but reach out a little. "You're mana harmonics are all off I wouldn't cast that if I were you. You're bound to just end up hurting yourself kiddo."

"What on earth are you trying to accomplish anyhow...whoever taught you magic didn't do a very good job..." He frowned in concern the siren just wanting to help.

@oceansoaths

[memepocalypse]

Send, "What... are you, really?" for receiver's supernatural nature to be revealed to sender!

[memepocalypse]

Bad at Magic

For those whom it does not come naturally to

"I can cast it! Just give me a minute!"

"Why can't I do this? Why can't I do this?!"

"It shouldn't be this hard! Everyone else seems to find it easy enough..."

"All I wanted was to be a wizard, and now..?"

"Maybe I'm not cut out for magic."

"Everyone's blasting off spells left and right and I can barely cast fireball."

"Every movement is perfect, why isn't it working!"

"The Gods hate me."

"All that study, all that time... for nothing."

"Ow! Goddamnit! I burnt my fingertips again."

"Don't backfire please don't backfire please..."

"I've got this, I can do this, it's not going to hurt this time -"

"Am I getting the evocation wrong? Am I saying it badly?"

"I just don't know why it doesn't work."

"Every single time I do this it blows up in my face."

"Indocrinus - wait no that's not right -"

"I can feel the power coursing through me, then it just... fizzles out."

"The magic feels... wrong. To me."

"There are easier ways I could do this, but I want to do it right."

"I feel the pull of the dark magics. The ones that are... easy."

"Why is it so bad to use the shadows? They want me to use them."

"Magic won't obey me. I cannot force it to. Yet there is another..."

"Dark magic this, evil magic that. Its all magic, isn't it?"

"After all, why shouldn't I?"

"You can tell me it's bad all day but it's magic I can do!"

"I know I can control it, I know I can..."

"Just... help me. Please? I want to be good at this."

"I want to learn magic to help people! To do good!"

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figured I'd toss out a starter call. Sorry I've been so absent minded lately but I am around tonight :)

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15   ǫ's   ᴛᴏ   ɢᴇᴛ   ᴛᴏ   ᴋɴᴏᴡ   ʏᴏᴜʀ   ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟs   ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ   :   answer   those   applicable,   then   tag   a   handful   of   mutuals   to   pass   it   on!

01.   a   television   series   i   recently   enjoyed   is   :  Hmm I'm not like huge on watching tv. I guess every once in a while I will binge re-watch Soul eater or if I'm in the mood for live action I'll watch scrubs again.

02.   a   meal   or   food   that   brings   me   the   most   comfort   is   :    I love Spaghetti and french dips.

03.   one   to   three   songs   i've   had   on   repeat   lately   are   :  I go back to "Habits" by Genevieve stokes and "Glow" by livingston a lot.

04.   my   favorite   go-to   hobbies   or   pastimes   are   :  Drawing, gaming and writing are my favorite hobbies.

05.   the   pets   i   have   at   home   (   if   applicable   )   are   :    One fat huge tabby named Max

07.   something   that   always   gives   me   heavy   nostalgia   is   :   Old games like FF9 and Diablo 2 and stuff I played back when things were simpler.

08.   the   earliest   fandom   i   can   remember   joining   was   :   haha DBZ back in the late 90s, Transformers beastwars was another one from my child hood I got into the fandom for early on. FF7 too.

09.   my   zodiac   sign   is   :   Taurus I'm a may baby

10.   the   last   book   i   finished   reading   was   : Haven't read a book in a while. I think last one I read through was Memoirs of a Geisha for like the millionth time. Though I mostly read fantasy novels like Dragonlance

11.   my   Chinese   zodiac   animal   is   a   :   1984 is apparently the year of the rat.

12.   my   opinion   on   ghosts   and   hauntings   are   :   I absolutely believe in ghosts. Though I believe a lot of what you see now adays is wildly dramatized.

13.   a   few   of   my   all-time   favorite   films   are   : Interview with a vampire, 13 warriors and a few other older movies

14.   if   i   could   cast   an   actor   to   play   myself,   it   would   be   : Dunno tbh.

15.   i'm   currently   obsessed   with   :   Recently acquired obsession with Kuromi items, Kingdom hearts always, Alien stage , Epic the musical.

tagged by: @ignisultionis tagging: steal it if you like :)

[memepocalypse]

Let Me Rest

Exhaustion starters!! because i'm so tired man. im so tired. i slept 12 hours and im still so tired.

"You can barely stand any more."

"You're wobbling on your feet."

"When's the last time you rested?"

"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."

"I got you a blanket."

"No - stop complaining - you're laying down."

"You're going to destroy yourself at this rate."

"You have to rest sometimes."

"I want you to feel better."

"If you feel like everyone hates you, you need to sleep."

"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed."

"Sleep isn't a failure."

"Rest is important."

"Shut up. Go to bed."

"The nightmares are... really bad..."

"I don't know when I last slept..."

"I'm gonna... elephant the beam... 'n I'm... uh..."

"I texted my friend "spu auash guahg." what does that mean?"

"If I'm going to bed then you... you... uh..."

"... will you stay with me tonight?"

"It's cold..."

"I wanna, um.. I just... bit longer..."

"Just getting a glass of water."

"Nooo I don't need t'sleep..."

"M'fine. It's... is fine. I'm..."

"I've never been so tired in my whole life."

"I've been laying here for hours and I can't sleep."

"I want to cry. I hate this."

"There's nothing left in me."

"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."

[freshlybrewedrp]

FOUR WORD SENTENCE DIALOGUE STARTERS!

ADJUST AS NEEDED!

- “You shouldn’t be here.” - “We need to talk.” - “That wasn’t the plan.” - “This changes it all.” - “I can explain everything.” - “Don’t lie to me.” - “I can’t do it.” - “You promised you wouldn’t.” - “How did you know?” - “This isn’t over yet.” - “This place feels wrong.” - “Are you hiding something?” - “What did you do?” - “It was an accident.” - “You shouldn’t have come.” - “Tell me the truth.” - “I never stopped looking.” - “You look different tonight.” - “I didn’t expect you.” - “This was your idea.” - “You heard that too?” - “This changes the deal.” - “Will this change things?” - “Don’t make me ask.” - “I warned you already.” - “I thought you left.” - “Did you really know?” - “I recognize that symbol.” - “This place is cursed.” - “I broke the rules.” - “You never answered me.” - “You’re bleeding, sit down.” - “I made a promise.”

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ooc: I'm around tonight if anyone wants the good boy :)

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ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ʟɪᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴏᴜʟ.

Your Result:

ghost.

you are a shell of who you once were. a walking tragedy, you haunt the places you wander... hoping to find the shreds of your soul you have long since lost.

Tagged by: @ignisultionis

tagging: Steal it <3

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ᴇᴀᴄʜ   ʀᴀɢɢᴇᴅ   ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ   ʜᴇʀᴀʟᴅ   ᴀ   ᴅᴜʟʟ   ᴛʜʀᴏʙ,   weary   form   propped   upon   the   doorframe   beginning   to   waver.   Through   the   haze   of   exhaustion    &    blood   loss,   a   thought   drifted:   truly,   a   fortunate   turn   of   ғᴀᴛᴇ   that   he   need   not   burden   a   friend   with   this   mutilated   state.   The   former   assassin   had   no   desire   to   trouble   his   comrades   with   the   error   of   his   own   ways.   A   victim   of   his   own   folly,   none   to   blame   but   himself.   Hence,   a   secluded   clinic   which   seemingly   cropped   up   from   the   ruins   of   Radiant   Garden   with   little   preamble   proved   ideal.   Get   in,   patched   up,   get   out.   Followed   promptly   by   a   brief   medical   leave   from   his   duties   before   returning   to   the   frontlines.   Darkness   held   little   regard   for   the   wellbeing   of   a   keyblade   wielder,   never   ceasing   its   efforts   to   devour   the   light.   One   could   not   afford   to   be   bedridden   for   long.   Axel   dearly   hoped   the   injuries   sustained   would   not   withhold   him   from   the   fight   more   than   a   day   or   two.   Basic   logic    &    a   brief   assessment   of   his   person   spoke   otherwise.

        Get   in,   patched   up,   get—

All   thought   stuttered   to   a   halt   at   the   cry   of   an   achingly   familiar   voice.   Pain   muffled   sound,   mind   struggling   to   break   through.   An   illusion,   surely,   brought   on   by   trauma    &    a   severe   lack   of   sleep.   A   days-long   mission,   fighting   without   end,   coupled   with   the   present   damage   no   doubt   a   trigger.   A   means   to   conjure   past   ᴘʜᴀɴᴛᴏᴍs.   Head   leaden,   the   Guardian   struggled   to   pinpoint   the   true   source.   Emerald   hues   danced   across   a   blur   of   frantic   blond,   swiftly   approaching.   Each   step   drew   the   figure   into   focus,   surprise   piercing   through   the   fog.

      ❝   ...   Demyx.ᐣ   ❞

The   name   a   hoarse   whisper,   pathetic   even   to   his   own   ears.   Axel   hardly   had   the   will   to   protest   the   former   Nobody’s   manhandling,   ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ   long   since   discarded.   Weight   shifted   to   drape   haphazardly   across   the   man’s   shoulders,   ribs   crying   out   in   protest   at   the   position.   At   least   a   few   were   broken,   of   that   he   was   certain.   Steps   fumbled,   reliant   heavily   upon   the   guidance   of   his   most   unexpected   savior.   Words   of   comfort   vaguely   registered,   the   hum   a   gentle   lull.   Were   it   not   for   the   sting   of   enchanted   water   upon   mangled   flesh,   he   likely   would   have   drifted   off   against   the   former   Nocturne.

On   instinct,   the   still-burning   embers   of   internal   ғʟᴀᴍᴇs   spat   back,   resisting   the   soothing   charm.   A   slurred   string   of   curses   escaped   cracked   lips,   small   wisps   of   smoke   trailing   past   clenched   teeth.

      ❝   S-sorry   ...   ‘m   sorry.   ❞

With   great   effort,   Axel   quelled   his   element   enough   to   allow   the   magic   to   take   effect.   Focus   consumed,   he   hardly   registered   the   small   cot   now   supporting   below   —   a   reprieve   for   them   both.   Carmine   locks   splayed   across   a   pristine,   plush   pillow,   lolling   to   the   side   to   eye   his   former   colleague   at   work.   Verdant   gaze   flickered   to   the   luminous   liquid   now   encompassing   his   mauled   limb,   numbing   the   pain   with   ease.   A   brow   arched,   impressed.   Evidently,   the   musician   held   many   a   talent   yet   unknown   to   him   —   not   that   Axel   had   ever   taken   the   proper   time   to   study   the   man.   Within   the   Organization,   he   presented   as   hardly   more   than   a   background   player,   though   the   Flurry   long   since   suspected   this   to   be   a   front.   Suspicion   now   confirmed   to   hold   at   least   a   grain   of   truth.

      ❝   Demyx   ...   how   are   you   ...   why   are   you   here.ᐣ   Where   were   you.ᐣ   What   happened   after—   ❞

Breath   stolen,   brow   furrowed   at   the   unpleasant   sensation   as   skin   gradually   knitted   back   together.   A   thousand    &    one   questions   begged   to   be   spoken,   mysteries   old    &    new   demanding   answers.   Naturally,   Axel   suspected   Demyx   to   return,   whole eventually,   as   all   Nobodies   would   upon   death.   Yet   he   knew   not   where   the   man   would   awaken,   his   origin   a   tightly   held   secret   by   the   Superior.   Try   though   he   may   over   the   years,   not   a   shred   of   evidence   remained   to   be   found.   An   ᴇɴɪɢᴍᴀ,   masquerading   beneath   the   guise   of   a   fool.

Perhaps   now,   purged   of   Xehanort’s   shadow,   the   ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ   may   be   brought   to   light. 

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Myde didn't pause in his healing ministrations as the other seemed to finally realize who he was. And while he disliked being called by the old name still he let it slide since the red head was in no certain terms in the right frame of mind to be corrected.

Once the worst of the injuries were closed he patched up and wrapped any of the remaining injuries with bandages and closed his eyes. Making small noises he used precise bursts of sound to check for broken or cracked bones. Frowning a little when he realized the other had a couple cracked ribs.

"You're gonna be on bed rest for a while, your ribs are cracked. Not a whole lot I can do for that aside from manage your pain. But you're in good hands so don't worry I got you Luciole." He breathed out and moved to grab some medicine. Helping the other take the pain medication before worrying about his questions.

"It's Myde now by the way. As for where I was I was here. I was the one that brought the replicas for Roxas and Namine. It earned me a certain level of amnesty and since the place I came from is long gone and I had no where to return to I stayed here. I'm a good healer and I know how to make medicines so I figured I'd do this for others." He sighed a little and used a small conjured ball of water to start cleaning the other up.

" I've always hated fighting even if in reality I'm a lot tougher that I let on. I'd much rather help others than harm. My kind aren't meant for front line fighting anyhow, we're much more about good sleep and peaceful dreams than anything else."