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@incredible-imogen
damn, someone is very interested in my dead accounts.
You can say transgender Imogen, it’s okay. Yes, they were. I mean, I suppose they accepted that I was happy, but they never ceased to try and make me feel guilty whenever they could. I don’t think they ever truly accepted him, but that’s another story for another time that I’m sure you don’t want to hear the gruesome details of. You know I don’t like to say this but I’m pretty sure you’re wrong on that front. I don’t mind all that much though, it’s pretty much inevitable that some people will act that way when something like this happens. Oh… what is that supposed to mean? What, because I was the reason he went into that van? I know, I know. That’s what people keep telling me but I can’t help but feel like there is more to the story. I don’t know. Ha, but I could be superwoman, no? Bad joke, sorry. Sorry, that’s just how I process my thoughts. I tend to forget not to be so overbearing with my faith… Adam had helped me with that, you know. Not to be so forceful about my faith, I mean. But yes, I do believe that he is in heaven right now. He couldn’t be anywhere else. I did, but then you continued to talk about food, missy. Aw, pugs are so adorable. I have to admit I’m more of a cat person, but maybe that’s just because that’s the only pet my parents will allow us to have in the house. Volta? Is that your dog? It is; it’s very refreshing to go and just sing my heart out after a long day. It’s definitely something that’s helped me keep busy, too. Abe Lincoln? You know, I’m sure he was a genius at karaoke. And so are you! I won’t rest now until I hear you sing. Haha, I hope so.
Sorry, I know that. I just didn't want to-- it doesn't matter. But yes, that's exactly what I was going for and you figured that out all on your own. Ding ding! Go Becky Baker! Heh, I apologize, I don't handle serious situations very seriously. I'm really bad at all. I'm sorry that they weren't accepting of him, that's just silly. We don't have to talk about that right now, though. Not if you don't want to. It kind of makes me grumpy thinking about it. I'm sure you can imagine why... um. I am most certainly not wrong, Becky Baker. I am very right on that front. I won't allow you to argue with me. No, that's not what I mean. Not entirely. He loved you, and he knew it. I think he was just having a bad day... a lot of things that day. He was acting not himself, I think all of us were weird that day. Weirder than usual. I'm just rambling and you have no idea what I'm talking about. He loved you. Don't every doubt that. That's kind of an almost funny joke for what it's worth? You can definitely be Superwoman! You have prettier hair than her, heh. That's really good to hear, it would be kind of sad if you did that still. Thank God for Adam! Or... was that a bad joke? I doubt we'd even be having this conversation if you had the need to force things on people in all seriousness. And that would make me pretty sad because I rather like you. Maybe, he's in heaven... I like to think he's everywhere. I don't think we can be friends anymore. That just won't do. You must be a dog person, too. Anything else isn't allowed. Kidding... definitely kidding. I might have to have this discussion with your parents instead. Mr. Lincoln would have been the greatest. Can you just imagine him with his top hat on and belting to One Direction. That is not allowed! You can not hear me sing. Unless of course, you sing with me. First we have to do some dirty research on the mystery meat!
Yeah, that’s understandable, but it doesn’t really help me at all. I can’t even talk to my parents about it because they didn’t accept him in the first place, but no one else seems to want to talk about it either. Everyone… they just look at me with pity and that’s it, but that doesn’t help me figure out what happen. Why was he so desperate to talk to me? I just… I don’t understand. I don’t use the word hate very often or at all, but I really hate that tree for being there. I know; I’m just paranoid I guess. Thanks, Imogen, I appreciate it. It does help, really. It’s weird because I’m usually good at straying away from the negative stuff, but I don’t know. I just hope Jesus is taking really good care of him, he deserves to be happy up there even though he’s not with us down here anymore. I think you made yourself hungry, haha. Puppies though, I can definitely think about that. I saw the cutest little dachshund puppy the other day named Grover, he was so adorable. See, it’s already helping! You’re officially the best. Oh… well, thanks. That’s really nice to hear, considering it’s very exhausting. It’s nice having someone who gets it. I’m definitely a fan of the talking, but maybe we could try your way. DTV is definitely a good start. I do, yep. I’m the leader of the choir at church. Oh my gosh, you’re so silly, but that actually sounds like a wonderful idea. I bet you have a better voice than you think. Agreed. The mystery meat is going down, one raw exposé at a time.
I don't mean to pry, but they were still being weird about him being-- him before? I thought you guys were okay in that department. You looked like before you went away. I just assumed... I don't think anyone pities you. Um, not everyone. You're kind of a reminder of what everyone has tried to forget... Oh, I'm not really sure. I think maybe he just wanted to fix things with you. Make sure you knew how much he loved you. I don't think it was anything bad... I don't really like that word very much either, but I do, too. I don't think anyone can be Superman about these kinds of things. Bad feelings kind of happen. Jesus? Why would he-- sorry, I forgot you kind of believe in that stuff. I just hope he's happy wherever he is. Or sleeping like a baby. I have no idea what happens when... that happens. You're the one that brought up donuts, remember? I think you made me happy, Becky Baker! Grover? That's the cutest name ever! I'm more of a pugs girl, though. Or maybe like a Bernese Mountain dog. Total opposite, oopsies. Or better yet, you should meet Volta! You would love him. His favorite game is fetch, shocking huh? The church choir? Um, that sounds like... fun? I don't think I'd be a very good match for anything church related, heh. Oh, no, I do not exaggerate about my voice. It's the worst. Abe Lincoln doesn't even sing this badly. Not just cause he's dead either. Yes! Our first story together! Yay! We're going to definitely get down and dirty with this one!
Merrily we fall Out of line, out of line I’d fall anywhere with you I’m by your side
Well, we were supposed to be forever together… that didn’t exactly workout…
Oh, okay. That makes sense. You know, you say stuff like that like you still know me. We haven’t talked in years, you can’t expect to know everything about me anymore. Did it ever occur to you that I would actually… nevermind. You didn’t disrupt it — maybe just made it jump a little bit. There’s a difference between being okay and acting like its okay. But I’m not going to get into that. Me, sad? Come on, who do you think I am? I want to see you again. We never really got a chance to talk in person at the store since you ran out so fast. Wait there, okay? I won’t be long.
Right, I know... I guess I'm kind of bad at that forever thing. Really really bad at it...
No, um, I guess I don't know everything about you anymore. But I don't think you'd have changed that much. I mean you're still Zig... You wouldn't be you if you changed a lot. Just common sense, heh. I wasn't really thinking. I was just coming off a serious relationship and everything with my dad. I just acted. That was really selfish of me. I shouldn't have. Of course, you were just acting. I should've known. Now I just feel really silly. You've become quite the little actor. Maybe you should be doing that instead of-- wait, are you serious? You're really going to come over here. Um, thank you. It means a lot.
Not really.
I wouldn’t really consider it dreary. I’m assuming everyone else has the same mindset as you on the topic because no one else will talk about it whenever I bring it up. I don’t… I don’t even know if he knew that I loved him… because we were in a fight, you know. Sorry — sorry, I know I shouldn’t really be saying any of this stuff. It’s just that I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about it, but I guess you don’t want to hear it either. My head is kind of exploding though, to be honest. I’m not good at keeping all my thoughts in. Now that is what I presumptuous. I’m trying really hard to be happy, I promise. It’s just proving to be much more difficult to put on a cheery face every day. Okay, okay. Jelly or honey dip? Or maybe I’ll just get some timbits. The 24 pack is my favourite thing. Of course I am! I’m just excited to start on Degrassi TV in general, to be honest. Hmm, nope. But I’ll tell you if I come up with something. We’ll definitely have to cover the play this year, of course. That’s super important.
I think everyone maybe wants to forget it. Not... it but do you know what I mean? It's just a really tough thing for everyone really. Hey, don't say stuff like that. He knew you loved him. Of course, he did. How could he not? He told me about your fight-- or I knew about it. Um, that doesn't matter. He knew you loved him, and he definitely really loved you. You don't have to worry about that, okay? I think maybe he was going to tell you that. Um, sorry, I'm really bad at this stuff. I hope that helps. You should definitely not think about that, though. Think about puppies or jelly doughnuts. Or Timbits! I can't decide it all sounds so yummy. You're making me hungry. You should think about that. I know I am now. But you know, you don't have to put a fake smile on your face, not with me. I am here if you want someone to talk to. Or maybe we could not talk and just-- well, I don't know what you like to do. I like to take pictures or paint when I'm sad. Don't you sing? We could sing together, except I can promise my singing isn't very good, but we could. Let's just focus on the mystery meat for now. It is very important. It's the only thing that is important here. That meat kills!
Sorry. I’m not really good at this kind of stuff.
Did you mean to walk into that store? Or was it really just a coincidence? Because I can’t really figure out why you would want to talk to me again at all. That was back in high school, Immy. No, it’s okay… if you’re sad, I want to help. I can be over in 20 minutes.
It's okay, I kind of knew that when I asked. We were together forever, right?
I could have gone to any store really, but... I landed at yours. What do you think, Zig? You're a smart guy-- when you want to be. Of course I... I did it on purpose. I just missed you. I don't know why, but I did... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have disrupted your life. I just thought that you seemed like you were okay about things. You know? At least the last time we talked, but I guess you can't exactly forgive someone for not marrying you, right? Um, are you sure? I don't want you to do that if you're going to be sad.
incredible-imogen replied to your post:I was just wondering… if you could come by here. You know for old times’ sake, I would really appreciate it.
Um, no… I just am having a really hard time. Dealing with my dad and stuff. I need some… good… in my life.
That sucks.
I’m good? But we haven’t talked in years until recently. Do you even remember what happened? I can’t just go back to like it was in high school, Immy. I want to, but I can’t.
Just a little bit...
No, you're right. I know what happened. I guess it's just easy to fall back into things from before. Especially when you've always been the one thing that's kept me the most level. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you. Honestly, I'm really sorry... Forget I said anything, Ziggy.
Of course I am. I’m always right.
Perfect. Uh, yeah, I’m still kind of a bit confused about it all… no one seems to want to talk about it and it’s stressing me out, but there’s nothing I can really do. I just don’t understand… sorry, I’m just rambling on. Not broken, right. Of course. Tending to your needs, hm? What exactly is it that I’m going to be doing, buying you doughnuts every day or something? Oh my gosh, I’ve heard some whispers about that meat. I bet we could get a great story if we search hard enough. Wow, it may be lame but I’m actually excited for this.
That is a very presumptious thing to say!
Oh, do you really want to talk about such dreary things? I mean we can, but um, I don't know if it's any good for anyone. You're supposed to be happy, and thinking about... stuff isn't very cheery isn't helpfully. Especially with you starting a new not paying job. Well, it means you can do whatever you want. I think you're fully capable of doing whatever, and I'm sure it'll please me all the same. Oooo! Yes bring doughnuts, please! That would be the greatest thing ever! You'd forever be my best friend. You're really excited about researching mystery meat? Do you have a better idea?
That may be true, but they’ll be listening to you once this project is up and running.
I suppose you’re right, I just don’t like to leave things open ended or anything. I think the saying is under the bridge, but either works with me, as long as it’s a good thing. Really? That’s great, thank you so much for the opportunity. Aw, why not? I’m sure he’s very… colourful. In a good way of course! That sounds wonderful. So what’s first on the agenda, boss?
That's a very pleasantly amazing way of looking at it, Beckster. You're right.
Okay, under the bridge it all is. I understand why you'd need to fix things or see if they're fixed. Um, but we're not broken so it's okay! You don't need to thank me, but can if you want. I'm actually the one that should be thanking you. You're the the one that's going to be tending to my needs, not the other way around. He's definitely something... Let's see, maybe first thing tomorrow we find out what's going with everything at school or something. No, that's kind of boring. I don't know. I'm a bad boss. We could investigate the meat in the caf and go from there!
Well you shouldn’t give Drew all the credit, you’re the one who came up with it.
No, you don’t understand. I did, I was rude and I shouldn’t have acted so harshly. It’s okay, I really appreciate it. He was, and thank you Imogen. Really? Are you sure? I don’t want to be a bother or anything, but I’d absolutely love to. It doesn’t sound boring at all; it sounds super fun, actually. I’m definitely in.
I guess you're right, but it's mostly his hardwork... or mine. People listen to him, he is our president after all.
Oh, no you weren't rude. Don't worry it's the past, we shouldn't think about that. All is over the bridge. Or under it? It's somewhere around the bridge! No, you wouldn't be a bother. I welcome the intrusion. It'll be nice to have someone that isn't super into himself or... well, there's Winston, but we don't talk about him. My assistant you are then! It'll be fun, at least for me!
I’m not telling you my secrets! She just loves me, that’s all. Hey, she doesn’t hate you. You just don’t cuddle her as much as I do.
Hmm, that’d be interesting. Although I would be a little bit offended.
Well, that's not very nice! You may just be sleeping on the couch tonight with her then! I hope you and Cupcake enjoy being in the doggy house because you won't share your secrets! I recent that! I do cuddle her plenty, thank you very much!
You would be offended? Hm.. I don't see a problem with that. I'm sure once you're out of the dog house, I can cuddle you into... non-offense?
Hello! It really was a great idea. What better way to broadcast news than like an actual news station?
Oh, thank you, I suppose. No you haven’t been, I promise. This summer.. I’m sorry for the way I acted. I was just scared of losing Adam over the summer.. um. Anyways. Oh, are you sure? It’s just I could really use the distraction and all. That’s totally okay though, definitely keep me posted. I’d love to help in anyway that I can.
That's very true, it's a very great thing. I'm glad Drew's getting it moved along.
Oh um, you really don't have anything to apologize about anything. You did nothing wrong. I think I'd have been the same way... Adam was a really great guy. You were really lucky. I'm sorry, I probably shouldn't be saying this. You know if you really want to then you could kind of be my assistant or something nifty like that. But only if you wanted. It's just we have this guy Winston doing the other stuff... I totally understand if that's super boring for you.
I couldn’t help it! You should’ve seen the way she was looking at me, like she just needed to be cuddled and loved or she would die.
Probably cupcake, she’s soooo photogenic.
I'm sure, she just never looks that way at me. Are you giving her all the treats before I get home. I don't get it. I swear she hates me for some reason. That's not nice.
Oh, definitely! She's the most most. Maybe I should be her girlfriend instead.