Hey, thank you so much for the reading you provided me. It gave me so much clarity and a better understanding of my current situation💝
I wanted to ask about about my true self and perhaps the steps I could take to get closer to that version. My initials are KZ.
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How you perceive yourself: queen of cups
You see yourself as the queen of cups. The queen of cups is the master of the suite of cups, so she is the master of emotion, interpersonal connection, spirituality, and creativity. You see yourself as feeling very deeply, being a very emotional and loving person. You give freely and take care of others where you can, but never at your own expense. Your connections are important to you and so is your creative side. You might even be some sort of artist or be very in touch with spirituality.
Who you really are: 3 of wands
You are truly 3 of wands. This is expansion, progress, and moving forward. It’s the next step after 2 of wands, which is making plans and decisions. This card is about acting on plans and making progress towards your future goals. You’re always looking forward, trying to grow.
Your mental state is that of 6 of cups. This card is about the past and nostalgia. It can point to immaturity, given its nature. As a mental state, you’re thinking about the past right now. Whether this is in a positive light or not is something only you know. There’s some degree of reflection going on.
Your emotional state is that of 4 of swords. This is rest. Your emotions are not in motion. They are at a state of rest, despite you seeing yourself as someone who feels deeply.
Spiritual: 2 of coins reversed
Your spiritual state is that of 2 of coins reversed. Upright, this card is about balance and adaptability. When reversed, that balance is thrown off. Your spiritual state is in a state of imbalance. There’s too much going on and you’re pulled in multiple directions, which is causing you to neglect things.
Your strengths: 5 of cups
Your strength lies in 5 of cups. This is grief, loss, and missed opportunities. As a strength, this would be your ability to process and handle grief and sadness. You are acquainted with missed opportunities and grief. You know how to navigate these things. You know when to feel your feelings and sit with them, rather than act on them.
Your weaknesses: the tower reversed
Your weakness lies in the tower reversed. Upright, this is disaster, upheaval, and trauma. When reversed, you are simply delaying the collapse of the tower. You avoid the inevitable painful changes this card brings. You may be okay with grief, but you struggle with change, especially dramatic ones. When the rug is pulled out from under you, you simply deny that it’s even happening.
As for something to heal, we have 7 of cups. This is about discernment. It’s about having many choices and not knowing what path to take. It’s indecision, in a sense. Try to ground yourself. Not every option ahead of you is worth taking, but staying in indecision will take you nowhere. Practice discernment. This could also be about grieving what you see as better choices you could have made.
What to embrace: knight of swords reversed
As for something to embrace within yourself, we have the knight of swords reversed. Upright, the knight of swords is taking action in the swords suite, so he is taking action in the realm of conflict, the mind, truth, and communication. When reversed, his energy becomes reckless. He rushes into conflict without thinking. He goes for the truth, regardless if he needs to know it. He’s very, very quick to act. Embrace this, despite how it sounds. Embrace taking action, rather than staying stuck in thought. Sometimes acting quickly does serve us. Be relentless.
What to let go of: judgement
As for something to let go of, we have judgement. Judgement is a spiritual call to change. It is the moment of enlightenment. You’re looking for that moment where everything clicks into place. It probably won’t happen like you imagine it would. Do not wait or hope for some moment of enlightenment where you could be making little changes every day.