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꒰ 呪術廻戦 ꒱ › yuki really loves her motorcycle. sfw
yuki tsukumo x f! reader. wlw fluff errbody twerk
you used to hate motorcycles. you’d seen the statistics, heard the horror stories and flinched every time one roared past you on the street. they were reckless, dangerous, a death wish on two wheels.
“why would anyone willingly put themselves in that kind of danger?” you’d tell anyone who would listen. then, you met yuki tsukumo
she was everything you thought you’d hate— too confident, very reckless. and to top it all off she had a motorcycle parked righttt outside her apartment. but she was also hilarious and being with her made your heart do things you didn’t know it could.
“let me take you for a ride,” she’d said early on, gesturing to her bike with her signature gleaming smile that made it impossible to say no.
it doesn’t take you long to realize that yuki loves her motorcycle more than she’s ever loved anything—except you, and more so you on said motorcycle
with time, you grow to love yuki’s motorcycle too. you love the wind and the freedom and the way the city lights blur into streaks of color as you fly down the highway at night. because despite being terrified, you trust yuki more than you’ve ever trusted anyone
your heart still hammers against your ribs every time the engine roars to life. but then yuki’s gloved hand finds yours, giving it a gentle squeeze before she places it firmly around her waist
“relax,” she’ll shout over the wind, “i’ve got you.”
and slowly you do. you loosen your death grip and let your body mold against hers. yuki loves the way your arms tighten around her not in fear, but in excitement when she accelerates.
she loves how you have to press your entire body against her back for her to hear anything you say, your voice muffled by your helmet as you ask her to slow down or point out something you’ve never seen before.
“what was that?” she’ll shout over the engine, turning her head just enough that you can see the corner of her smile.
you’ll lean in closer, your cheek pressed against her leather jacket, repeating yourself louder this time. she always hears you, always takes a while to answer. sometimes you suspect that she could hear you all along and she’s just enjoying the excuse to feel you closer.
when you arrive at your destination, she’s already putting the kickstand down before you’ve even registered that the bike has stopped moving. you try to swing your leg over like a normal person, but your legs are always a little wobbly after a long ride. yuki knows this, of course.
“hold on,” she’ll say, already turning to face you. and then she’s lifting you, one arm behind your back and the other under your knees, carrying you off the bike bridal style like you’re some kind of delicate flower rather than a grown woman who should be perfectly capable of dismounting a motorcycle.
“yuki,” you’ll protest weakly, but you’re laughing because she’s ridiculous and because you secretly love it too. “put me down.”
“never,” she’ll declare dramatically, setting you down gently on the ground but keeping her hands on your waist. “can’t have my favorite passenger injuring herself on my watch.”
you watch her pull off her helmet, running a gloved hand through her blonde hair, and you’re still waiting for the tangles and chaos that should come from wearing a heavy helmet for forty-five minutes straight. it never comes. instead, her hair falls in perfect waves around her shoulders.
“how does your hair always look like that after wearing a helmet?” you ask for what must be the hundredth time since you started dating.
yuki grins, her smile still makes your stomach do flips even after all these months. “i’m just perfect.” she’s not wrong.
she laughs, wrapping her arms around your waist and pulling you close. you brush a strand of hair from her forehead as she leans in, capturing your lips in a kiss that tastes like freedom and the faint hint of mint from the gum she was chewing during the ride. when you pull apart, you’re both breathing a little heavier.
“remember when you used to hate motorcycles?” she asks, her fingers lacing through yours as you start walking away from her bike.
“i still do” you quip, “i only like yours”
“i’m glad,” she grins, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of your head “because i love riding with you”
having to block people when i’m looking for moots because they’re stealing my layouts , formatting , or even my rules / rules formatting ( ??? insane ) is honestly the worst part about both having been on tumblr for years , and being back on here.
like i just want more moots but you couldn’t give me the decency of putting credit ???
synopsis. after two weeks of radio silence, katsuki finally confesses
contents. suggestive! angst with a happy ending. pro hero! katsuki bakugou x pro hero! fem! reader. canon compliant. mutual pining. friends to lovers. post-argument. bakugou is bad at feelings. first kisses and confessions. light on smut࿐
katsuki bakugou is angry. he’s holding two plaques made of polished metal and engraved with flowery script, playing nice with the heroes that dare to approach him, and all he wants to do is blow up the entire damn gala.
he wants to shred it all with his bare hands. the shimmering gowns, the flashing cameras, the ceaseless, vapid small talk. he wants to tear it all down and watch it burn. in part, because he hates attending these pointless glaze fests.
but the real reason, the epicenter of his explosive fury, is standing across the room, looking beautiful as always. you.
you haven’t spoken to him in two weeks. fourteen days. three hundred and thirty-six hours of suffocating silence. and here you are, bathed in the soft glow of chandeliers, looking like you don’t have a care in the world. you’re holding a glass of deep red wine, the dark liquid swirling in the bowl of the glass as you listen, rapt, to every word that falls from shoto todoroki’s lips.
todoroki. icy-hot. of all fucking people.
anger is constantly simmering just beneath katsuki’s skin, a thrum he usually channels into his hero work. rage he so often uses to fuel his quirk. but tonight, his anger is personal. it’s a hot, sick feeling in his gut that coils tighter every time he hears your laugh — a sound he used to be able to coax out of you so easily — now echoing across the room because of someone else.
that half-and-half bastard. shoto fucking todoroki.
the plaques in his hand feel heavier than they should. ‘for exceptional valor and strategic brilliance in the neutralization of villains” and “for outstanding contributions to civilian safety” bullshit.
all he did was what he always does: find the bad guys and blow them the hell up. but the cameras keep flashing, and a portly man in a too-tight tux is slapping his back and telling him he’s a credit to the nation. katsuki bares his teeth in what he hopes passes for a smile.
his agent, a harried-looking woman with a clipboard, had drilled it into him: “smile, dynamight. look approachable. you’re a brand.”
a brand. right now, he feels like a malfunctioning appliance about to short-circuit and take out a whole power grid. his eyes keep drifting away from the sponsor, scanning the opulent ballroom. it’s a sea of shimmering gowns and dark suits, of sparkling champagne flutes and forced smiles. but he only sees one thing. you.
you’re standing near one of the massive floor-to-ceiling windows, the city lights a glittering backdrop behind you. you’re not dressed in anything flashy, not like some of the other heroes here trying to outshine each other. your dress is a deep, muted blue, simple in its elegance, but it clings to you in all the right places.
your hair is swept up, exposing the long, graceful line of your neck that he has spent far too many nights thinking about. you look . . . ethereal. and completely, infuriatingly, absorbed in the man standing next to you.
the number two hero, is leaning in slightly, his voice a low murmur that katsuki can’t hear but can imagine. all calm and collected and fucking loquacious. and you’re nodding, your head tilted, a genuine smile playing on your lips as you swirl the red wine in your glass. you take a sip, and your eyes, bright and beautiful, never leave his face.
it’s the two weeks of silence that makes this unbearable. two weeks since the argument. two weeks since you walked out of his penthouse, the sound of the door clicking shut echoing in the sudden quiet.
he’d been an idiot. a complete, selfish bastard. he remembers it with crystal clarity. he’d gotten his ribs busted on a mission, nothing too serious, but enough to warrant a few days of mandatory rest. and you, being you, had descended upon his apartment like a force of nature.
“no, katsuki, you are not getting up. you’re going to lie on that couch and you’re going to let me take care of you.”
“i don’t need a fucking babysitter,” he’d snarled, trying to push himself up, wincing as the pain shot through his side.
“i’m not babysitting you, i’m making sure you don’t pop your stitches and bleed out on your ridiculously expensive couch because you’re too stubborn to admit you’re hurt,” you’d shot back, pressing a firm hand to his chest. “now lie down.”
he’d hated it. hated the feeling of being weak, of being managed. it reminded him too much of his mother, of all the times she’d fussed over him when he was a kid. and in a moment of frustration, laced with a fear he refused to acknowledge, he’d lashed out.
“quit nagging me, you’re not my mom or my damn girlfriend, so just back the fuck off!”
the words had hung in the air, ugly and so fucking sharp. he’d seen the change in your face instantly. the soft concern in your eyes had hardened. you’d straightened up, and your expression became unreadable.
“you’re right,” you’d said, your voice quiet and its cadence devoid of all its usual warmth. “i’m not.”
and just like that, you were gone. you didn’t yell back. you just . . . left. and the silence you left behind was louder than any explosion he could possibly ever create.
he’d told himself he was right. that you were overstepping. but the satisfaction he thought he’d feel never came. instead, there was just a hollow ache in his chest and the phantom scent of your vanilla perfume on his couch cushions.
he hadn’t texted. his pride was sacrosanct, and he couldn’t bring himself to be the first one to break the stalemate. he’d waited for you, checking his phone every five seconds like a pathetic loser. but your name never lit up his screen.
the days after the argument bled into a week, then two. the only communication he had from you was a group text about the gala, one sent to the whole old class 1-a crew. and tonight, seeing you here, looking so beautiful and so far away, it fucking hurt.
“bakugou? earth to bakugou?”
katsuki blinks, dragging his gaze away from you. kirishima is standing in front of him, his trademark sharp-toothed grin looking a little forced. sero is beside him, nursing a drink and looking around the room with a bored expression.
“the fuck do you want, shitty hair?” katsuki grunts, his voice rougher than he intended.
“whoa, easy there, man. just checking on you. you look like you’re about to set the whole place on fire,” kirishima says, holding up his hands placatingly. “which, you know, is kind of your deal, but maybe not tonight.”
sero follows his line of sight, his eyes landing on you and todoroki. he lets out a low whistle. “ahh. i see. that’s the problem.”
“shut the hell up,” katsuki warns, his knuckles white around his plaques. he can feel the heat prickling at his palms, a sizzle that he has to consciously suppress.
“look, man, i don’t know what happened,” kirishima says, lowering his voice. “but you’ve been in a foul mood for weeks. and you haven’t stopped staring at her and todoroki since they started talking. it’s been like, thirty minutes. maybe you should just . . .go talk to her?”
“and say what? ‘hey gorgeous, sorry i’m a colossal asshole but i get territorial when you talk to other guys’?” sero chimes in, earning himself a glare from katsuki. “what? it’s the truth.”
“it’s not like that,” katsuki lies through his teeth. it’s exactly like that. he’s a fucking caveman. he sees you with someone else and all he wants to do is drag you away, mark his territory, prove to everyone — but mostly to himself — that you’re his. except you’re not. and that’s the whole damn problem.
“then what’s it like?” kirishima pushes, his tone gentle. he’s the only one ( excluding you ) who can get away with this, the only one who knows how to navigate katsuki's landmines. “you guys are weird. you’re not together, but you’re always together. you stay at her place more than your own. you have her patrol route memorized. you text her more than you text us. but then you pull shit like this. it’s confusing for everyone, man. especially her.”
katsuki’s jaw ticks. he knows kirishima is right. he knows he’s been sending you mixed signals for years.
( it started wayyy back in kindergarten, when you were the only girl who didn’t annoy the shit out of him. the only one who stood up for deku when katsuki was picking on him he was being a pathetic crybaby, earning you grudging respect from katsuki even as he cussed you out for having a bleeding savior complex.
his mom had loved you, always saying how nice it would be to have a daughter like you, which had simultaneously embarrassed him and made him weirdly proud. you’d stayed close through all the chaos of ua, through internships and wars and the steady climb to becoming pro heroes. )
he’s always had a soft spot for you, a fact he’d rather die than admit out loud.
he likes taking care of you — he likes you taking care of him, even if he frames it as nagging. he likes knowing you’re safe, that you’ve eaten, that you’re drinking water instead of those disgusting energy drinks you love so damn much. he likes the way you leave your socks on his floor and the way you steal his hoodies. he likes all of it. and it terrifies him. it’s too much vulnerability and he doesn’t know how to handle it, so he defaults to what he knows: pushing you away before you can get close enough to see that he’s not worthy of you.
“i’m not talking to her,” katsuki says, rigidly “not tonight.”
“fine,” kirishima sighs, defeated. “but don’t come ranting to me when todoroki makes his move.”
katsuki doesn’t dignify that with a response. he just turns his back on his friends, his eyes finding you again in the crowd. you’ve just accepted your own award, a sleek thing for your humanitarian work, something about setting up a support network for young heroes with trauma. you’d given a short speech, and the applause had been incessant.
now, you’re back with todoroki, and he’s handing you another glass of wine. you touch his arm as you laugh at something he says, and katsuki feels a tiny spark in his palm. he shoves his hands into his pockets, clenching his fists until the urge to blast something subsides.
he seethes as the night begins to wind down. deku and pink cheeks leave together, their heads close together, smiling. raccoon eyes is dragging sparky towards the bar again. he sees you talking to ponytail, pointing towards the exit. he knows you. you’re about to call a cab.
fuck that.
he’s been an idiot. he’s been a coward. he’s let you slip through his fingers because he’s too proud and too scared to admit what he wants. but he’ll be damned if he lets you leave here in some stranger's car when he’s right here. he’s not letting you go that easily.
without so much as thinking, he starts moving. he cuts a direct path through the dwindling crowd, his shoulders set, his expression a thundercloud. he doesn’t care who he has to shove out of his way to get to you.
you’re still talking to momo, your back to him, when he reaches you.
“let’s go.”
his voice cuts through your conversation roughly. you freeze, then turn slowly. your eyes, when they meet his, are wide with surprise, then they narrow with irritation.
“huh?” you ask, your voice laced with disbelief.
he stares at you, jaw set. “i said. let’s go.”
momo is looking between the two of you, one perfectly sculpted eyebrow raised in intrigue. you cross your arms over your chest, defiantly
“and why, exactly, would i go anywhere with you?”
“are you gonna make me beg you or some shit”he shoots back, his patience wearing thin. he sees your mouth open to retort, but he doesn’t give you the chance. he reaches out, his fingers wrapping around your wrist. he doesn’t wait for your permission, just turns and starts pulling you along with him.
“bakugou, what the hell are you doing? let go of me!” you’re squawking, stumbling a bit in your heels as you try to keep up with his long, angry strides.
“shut up and walk,” he growls, not even looking back at you. as he drags you away from the gala and out into the night.
the bickering starts the moment you hit the pavement. a verbal sparring match that’s as second-nature as breathing.
“you’re an asshole, you know that?”
“yeah? well you’re a stubborn pain in my ass.”
“i wouldn’t have to be stubborn if you weren’t such a neanderthal who thinks he can just manhandle people whenever he wants.”
“i wouldn’t have to manhandle you if you’d just listen when i fucking talk to you.”
“you haven’t ‘talked’ to me in two weeks, bakugou!”
“you haven’t talked to me either”
the argument dies on your lips as he leads you to the valet stand. he gives the attendant his ticket with a sharp nod, his hand still firmly on your wrist. the sleek black porsche pulls up a moment later, its engine a low, predatory purr. he opens the passenger door for you, a gesture so out of character it momentarily stuns you into silence.
“get in,” he orders, his voice clipped.
you glare at him, but you do it. you slide into the plush leather seat, grumbling under your breath about bossy, arrogant pro-heroes who think they own the world. he slams the door shut, rounding the hood to get in the driver’s side. the moment he’s behind the wheel, the atmosphere in the car shifts. the music blasts on, some thrash metal band screaming about death and destruction, so loud it makes your teeth ache.
he doesn’t say a word. he just grips the steering wheel, his knuckles turning white, the veins in his forearms standing out like cords. he peels away from the curb, the tires screeching in protest. you press yourself back into the seat, staring at the dashboard, refusing to look at him. the city lights blur past the window, streaks of color in the darkness.
ten minutes pass in suffocating silence. the only sound is the aggressive music and the low hum of the engine. you can’t stand it. it’s worse than the fighting.
“you know,” you start “for someone with such great taste in cars, your music taste is absolute garbage.”
he grunts. but he reaches over, his fingers jabbing at the touchscreen on the console. the screaming metal cuts off abruptly, replaced by the soft strains of an indie band you love.
you shiver, a sudden chill raising goosebumps on your arms. the air conditioning is cranked up to arctic levels. he notices, of course he does. he just nods his head towards the back seat, where his suit jacket is carelessly tossed.
you hesitate for a second, then sigh, reaching back to grab it. you shrug it on, the heavy fabric immediately enveloping you. it smells like him. that woodsy, smoky cologne he wears, mixed his the unique scent. it’s simultaneously comforting and infuriating. he reaches down without a word and turns the ac down a few notches.
but he still doesn’t speak to you.
“can i ask you something, bakugou?” you ask,
the constant use of his last name hits him like a punch to the gut. so it’s like that now? he grits his teeth, his jaw ticking like a time bomb. “you just did, dumbass,” he scoffs.
“don’t be a smartass,” you snap, your voice rising. “why the hell did you make me come with you if you’re not going to talk to me?”
“you’re the one who didn’t say shit to me all night!” he retorts, “i walked in, saw you, and you looked right through me. not even a fucking ‘hi, katsuki’”
“maybe because you didn’t say shit to me all week!” you fire back, turning in your seat to face him. your eyes are blazing, and in the dim glow of the dashboard, he can see how beautiful you are when you’re angry.
“yeah? maybe because you fucking left!” he scoffs, his hand slamming on the steering wheel. the car swerves slightly.
“don’t act like i wanted to!” you shout, your voice cracking with frustration. “i took off because you can’t make up your damn mind! one minute you’re acting like we’re a . . . a thing, and the next you’re pushing me away and making me feel crazy for actually giving a damn about you!”
“what are you talking about?” he growls, his eyes glued to the road.
“oh, don’t play dumb, bakugou!” you exclaim, gesturing wildly. “you stay at my place and make me breakfast in the morning. you’re always showing up on my patrol route to ‘check in’. you’re always sending me texts, being all ‘don’t skip meals like a dumbass’ and ‘drink some fucking water today like a normal person’ and ‘don’t stay up all night watching those shitty rom-coms, you’ll be useless tomorrow’ ! you’re the one who acts like we’re a couple, and then you turn around and make me feel like i’m wrong for caring about you!”
he’s silent. the only sounds in his porsche are your ragged breathing and the soft music playing from the speakers. he just drives, his face a mask of stone. the silence is worse than the yelling. it feels like a dismissal.
“well?” you demand, your voice trembling with a mix of anger and hurt. “do you have anything to say?”
“well i’m trying to think,” he grits out, his voice low and strained.
but he hasn’t raised his voice. not once. through the entire tirade, he’s kept it level, controlled. because as pissed off as he is, as much as he wants to rage and scream, he can’t. he can’t scream at you. he can’t stay mad at you. not really. not when you look like this.
your glossy bottom lip is caught between your teeth, your brows are knitted together, your eyes are slanted with a fury that’s breathtakingly beautiful. your voice, high and pitched with emotion, is reverberating off the windows, filling the small space with your presence. he hates it. he loves it.
you look away from him, staring out the window, your shoulders slumping in defeat. and that’s when he breaks. one hand is still on the wheel, but the other moves, finding its way to your thigh. his touch is hesitant at first, then firm against the thin fabric of your dress.
“look,” he starts, “i’m sorry, ‘kay?”
you scoff, not looking at him.
“i fucked up but that doesn’t mean you need to run off with someone else,” he says, his voice strained with jealousy he can no longer hide.
you let out a humorless laugh, finally turning back to him “i didn’t run off with anyone else.”
“you know what i mean,” he insists, his grip on your thigh tightening slightly.
“no, katsuki, i don’t think i do,” you say, “why don’t you spell it out for me?”
“i’m not gonna spell it out for ya,” he grunts, his eyes flicking to you before returning to the road. “it’s bad enough he was hogging you all night.”
“are you jealous, katsuki?” you ask, your voice softening, a hint of realization dawning in your eyes.
“huh?”
“are you jealous, katsuki?” you echo, enunciating each word clearly.
“the hell?” he sputters, his composure finally cracking.
“jealous. like the feeling you get when you’re scared of losing someone to someone else and—”
“i’m not scared of shit!” he snarls, cutting you off.
the car is low on gas, the warning light a small, glowing beacon on the dashboard. he spots a gas station up ahead and swerves into the lot, pulling up to a pump with a screech of tires. he cuts the engine. the music dies, plunging the car into a heavy silence that’s more deafening than the noise had been.
he turns to you then, his face illuminated by the harsh fluorescent lights of the gas station.
“jealousy is for fucking losers who are scared of shit they can’t control,” he says, “that’s not what this is. this is me being pissed off because i had to watch the only person i actually give a damn about laugh at some half-and-half bastard’s shitty jokes. it made me want to put my fist through a goddamn wall.”
he takes a shaky breath, his gaze dropping to his hands on the steering wheel.
“i told you to quit nagging me because this is confusing,” he admits, his voice barely a whisper. “i don’t fucking know where i stand with you. and i’m not used to feeling like this. i never know what to do, and i’m always fucking up and pushing you away. but i’m not jealous. i’m fucking pissed with myself for being a damn coward.”
and with that, he shoves his door open and gets out of the car, leaving you alone with his words and the frantic beating of your own heart.
you watch him through the windshield as he jams the nozzle into the gas tank, his movements sharp and angry. he stares blankly ahead.
he fills the tank. he replaces the nozzle. he gets back in the car. he starts the engine. he turns to look at you, his expression raw and vulnerable.
and you’re done. you’re done with the fighting and the silence. you’re done with the uncertainty. you lean across the center console, the plastic digging into your abdomen, and you cup his face in your hands. his skin is warm, his stubble rough against your palms. his ears and cheeks flush instantly, a deep, burning red that rivals his crimson eyes. a deep red that you can see even in the dim light.
“the hell are you doing?” he manages to stutter, his eyes wide with shock.
you don’t answer. you just close the distance and press your lips to his.
it’s not gentle. it’s all the frustration and longing and unspoken feelings of the last two weeks finally exploding. it’s teeth and tongues and desperate, hungry kisses. one of his hands comes up to tangle in your hair, the other gripping the back of your neck, holding you to him like he’s afraid you’re going to slip through his fingers. you get lost in it, in the taste of him, in the feel of him whimpering against your lips, until a loud, impatient honk from the car behind you shatters the moment.
you pull back, breathless, your lips swollen and tingling. he moans, a low, frustrated sound, and you can’t help but laugh. he looks like he’s about to get out of the car and start a fight, even though he’s the one blocking the pump.
“be patient for fucks sake!” he yells, winding down his window to flip the other driver off.
you’re still laughing as he pulls away from the pump and merges back onto the empty street. the sound of your laughter seems to quench some of his remaining anger, and a small, reluctant smile tugs at his lips.
“we left our conversation unfinished,” he says, his voice softer now. he glances over at you, and his eyes are funny. all soft and warm in a way you've never seen before. “can’t just kiss me out of the blue when we’re not done talking, dumbass”
“unfinished, huh?” you hum, a little flustered under his gaze. you can still feel the lingering sensation of his lips on yours, the ghost of his touch on your skin. “i thought we came to a pretty solid conclusion.”
he scoffs, but there’s no frustration in it. “we came to a conclusion about me being a coward. we still haven’t figured out what this is.” he gestures between the two of you. “i’m not good with labels and shit. and you’ve got so many expectations i probably won't meet. i’m guaranteed to fuck something up ‘cause i don’t know how to be all . . . lovey dovey,” he says the words like they taste bad, “but i know what i want.”
he pulls up to a red light and turns his body fully towards you. the soft glow of the traffic light paints his face in shades of crimson, making his eyes glow like embers.
“i want you to stop looking at icy-hot and other extras like they’ve got something to offer you,” he says, “cause they fucking don’t. i’m all you need and i’m done pretending this isn’t everything to me.”
the man who’s too proud to ask for anything is asking to be your everything.
“everything?” you whisper, your heart hammering against your ribs.
he simply nods.
“define everything,” you tease, a smirk playing on your lips. you expect him to call you a brat, to accuse you of trying to rile him up. but it doesn’t come.
instead, he looks away from the road for a second, his gaze dropping to your hands, which are now tangled together on the center console. the red light bathes him in its unforgiving glow, and you see something shift in his expression. the defensiveness melts away, replaced by honesty that’s far more disarming.
“everything,” he repeats, his voice a low rumble, “is you living in my head rent fucking free.”
your smirk falters.
“it’s me getting pissed off for no goddamn reason when you’re not with me and i don’t know what the hell you’re doing. it’s me staring at my phone after that stupid argument, wanting to text you so bad my thumbs fucking hurt, but not knowing what the hell to say because i’m the asshole who made you to leave.”
he takes a shaky breath, his eyes fixed on the steering wheel now, as if confessing to it is easier than confessing to you.
“it’s me wanting to drag you away from icy-hot the second i saw you with him, not just because i was pissed, but because i’m greedy, okay? i want all that shit you watch in those dumb rom coms. i want an apartment, or a shitty little townhouse, i don’t give a fuck. i want to wake up and know you’re the first thing i’ll see. i want to cook for you because you seem to get off on neglecting yourself and someone’s gotta make sure you actually eat your goddamn three a day. i want to take care of you.”
he finally looks at you, and his eyes are burning with an intensity that steals the air from your lungs.
“that’s what everything is,” he says, his voice dropping to a whisper. “it’s selfish. it’s me wanting all of your time, all of your attention, all of your annoying, stubborn, fucking beautiful self. all to myself. it’s me wanting to be the one who makes you laugh. it’s me wanting to be the only one who gets to see you like this. so yeah. you’re everything to me.”
the light turns verdant. the car behind you honks. but neither of you moves. you’re frozen in this moment. static in this raw confession that has completely dismantled every defense he’s ever built around you. he didn’t just answer your teasing question; he laid his soul bare on the console between you, waiting for you to either take it or leave it.
the world shrinks to the space inside his car. the honking from behind fades into a distant, meaningless buzz. your teasing smirk is long gone, replaced by a slack-jawed awe. you’re not breathing. you’re not sure you even remember how.
katsuki bakugou — the boy who called you a bloody samaritan for standing up for deku. the teenager who scoffed at every romance movie you made him watch. the explosive hero who snarls at cameras and sneers at press conferences — just confessed to wanting a life so domestic, so tender with you. and it sounded just like something straight out of one of those ‘shitty rom coms’ he claims to hate.
a choked sound escapes your throat, something between a gasp and a sob. you’re not crying, not really, but your eyes are stinging. you squeeze his hand, your grip tight enough to make him look at you, really look at you.
“katsuki,” you breathe, and his name is a prayer on your lips. “you. . you really want all that?”
he flinches, just slightly, as if your disbelief physically hurts him. the vulnerability in his eyes hardens into that familiar, defensive glower. “i just laid my damn heart out for you and you’re gonna question me?” he starts to snap, his old reflexes kicking in.
“no,” you shake your head. you lean forward, closing the distance until your forehead is nearly touching his. “no, i’m not questioning you. i’m . . . trying to believe it’s real.”
the anger in his face dissolves instantly. he lets out a shuddering breath, his shoulders slumping. “it’s real,” he says, his voice barely a whisper. “it’s always been real.”
your heart stutters, then restarts at a frantic, pace. all the years of friendship, the bickering, the unspoken tension—it wasn’t in your head. it wasn’t just you wishing for something more. it was real for him, too.
“tsuki, i’ve wanted this forever” you whisper back, your voice trembling. it’s like you’ve just defused a bomb you’ve been carrying around for a decade. the last of the tension drains from his shoulders, and he sags against you, his forehead resting on yours. he closes his eyes, and when he opens them again they’re the softest they’ve ever been and his pupils are blown so impossibly wide.
“me too” he breathes, reverently. “you have no idea.”
he finally starts driving again. you’re so close to your place now. rounding the corner onto your street. when he finally pulls up in front of your buildinh, he cuts the engine but doesn’t let go of your hand. he turns to you, his expression serious again
“i’m gonna say this once” he starts, his voice low. “so you better be listening.”
he leans in closer, “you’re not my mom. you’re not some random girl to me. you’re it. you’ve always been it. i was just too stupid to say it. so if i’m being a dumbass, you tell me. if i’m not taking care of myself, you nag me. if i’m pushing you away, push back harder. don’t you ever let me get away with that shit again. you hear me?”
“i hear you,” you whisper, your heart swelling so much it feels like it might burst.
“good,” he says, and then he’s kissing you again. it’s slower this time, deeper, a kiss that’s not born of frustration or desperation, it’s sealing of the deal.
when he pulls away, he rests his forehead against yours. “now,” he says, a smirk playing on his lips. “are you gonna invite me up, or are we gonna sit here all night? i didn’t fill up my tank to just drive you home and leave.”
a laugh bubbles up from your chest, light and airy. you pull back just enough to look at him, to see the hope mixed with his usual cocky assurance in his eyes.
“i mean. . “ you trail off, reaching up and tracing your fingers along the sharp line of his jaw, “after a speech like that, how could i possibly say no?”
he huffs, contently. he nips playfully at your thumb as it passes his lips. “don’t you fucking start with me,” he warns
you lean in and press a soft, lingering kiss to the corner of his mouth. “i’m starting” you whisper against his skin. “come make it up to me before i change my mind”
that’s all the encouragement he needs. he’s out of the car in a flash, rounding the hood to open your door with an urgency that makes your heart race. he offers you his hand, and you take it, letting him pull you to your feet and into his arms right there on the sidewalk. he kicks the car door shut with his foot, the sound echoing in the quiet night, and then his arms are around you, lifting you slightly off the ground.
you laugh, wrapping your arms around his neck as he buries his face in your hair, inhaling deeply. “god, you smell good,” he murmurs, his voice muffled.
you’re not sure how you make it from the car to your front door. it’s a blur of tangled limbs, laughter, and kisses that are more about staying connected than anything else. he presses you against your door. he’s fumbling for your keys, his hands clumsy with impatience, and you’re not helping, too busy nipping at his jawline.
“give me the damn keys,” he groans
you hand them over, and he manages to get the door open after a few tries. he practically kicks it open, scooping you up again and carrying you over the threshold like it’s your wedding night. he kicks the door shut behind him, plunging the entryway into darkness, save for the soft glow of the city filtering through your windows.
he sets you down gently, but he doesn’t let go. his hands are on your waist, his forehead resting against yours.
“katsuki,” you whisper, your voice trembling as his calloused fingers slip the straps of your dress down your arms.
“shh,” he murmurs, his lips finding yours in the darkness. “no more talking baby”
and for the first time, you think you might actually be okay with that.
you hadn’t done it to be annoying. at least, not on purpose. it was more that you couldn’t help it ! the simple fact of the matter was that you had a giant crush on shoko ieiri.
which, unfortunately for your dignity, also meant you were now standing in the infirmary doorway for the third time this week . . . which also happens to be the second time today . . .
“shokoooooo,” you groaned before sitting on the examination table, putting on your sweetest puppy dog eyes, feet swinging off the frame, thudding lightly against the metal to get her attention.
she hadn’t even bothered to turn around, flipping through a chart with a soft shhk — papers of what you presumed to be patient history, cigarette tucked between her fingers as her hair fell down past her back, white coat hanging loose on her frame.
“you’re early today.” she hummed, making your stomach flip. shoko held back a small smile you couldn’t quite see from where you stood. “what is it this time?”
“my cursed energy, is … off.” you said, blinking at her backside expectantly.
she didn’t say anything, only closing her papers with a soft “mm.” — the sound she often made when she was humoring you.
she turned around, making her way over to you from across the room, and of course . . . your brain short circuited on sight, like an idiot.
“hand,” she spoke slowly.
your hand flew up in front of her. quick. too quick. embarrassingly so.
her fingers wrapped around your wrist, cool and steady, thumb pressing lightly at your pulse point. your breath caught in your throat as if you forgot how to breathe, your eyes were glued to her as she genuinely seemed to be examining you, taking in her scent: the faint smell of cigarettes and black coffee. taking in the dark circles under eyes that just made her all the more enticing.
while you were busy staring at her, she tilted your chin up with two fingers without warning, guiding your gaze to hers, brushing just behind your ear as she checked you over with an infuriating calmness that made your heart skip a beat and had blood rushing to your face.
“your heartbeat’s fast,” she murmured, a faint amusement slipping into her tone.
you scoffed, “well… that’s only because of my illness.”
she let out a small huff of laughter. “right . . . so, your cursed energy is fine,” she said after a moment. “you in general . . are fine.”
. . .
“i don’t feel very fine.” you pouted, hands fiddling in your lap.
“mhm.”
“i could be dying.”
“dont think you are.”
finally taking her hands off you and turning back to her desk, rolling her shoulders, clearly about to dismiss you. instead, you shifted your weight awkwardly and groaned.
“you are surprisingly heartless for a doctor.”
“heartless wouldve been charging you for this visit.” she hummed before turning her attention to you, perching against the edge of the metal table, palms planted behind her for support. “and, every other.” she added.
when your eyes found hers, there it was again — that look. the one where she could see right through you, making your stomach flutter. her brown eyes lingered, steady and disarming.
“honestly, i’d end up in generational debt if it means i get to keep seeing you every day.”
silence. her unamused stare lingered on you, steady and unreadable.
and that’s when it hit. heat rushed to your face all at once.
“well—! not that you’re worth anything—” you blurted, too fast, too late.
one brow lifted.
“ah— no! not like that. you’re just… worth more than money could buy.”
“hypothetically.” you add.
she lets out a low laugh under her breath, taking in your flustered form. “you’re not very careful with your words, are you?”
your face only burned hotter; you pushed off the examination table with a small huff. “i’m leaving. i’ll go find someone else to take care of my injuries—”
“okay, okay.” her voice softened just a fraction, still casual, the edge of amusement not quite gone. she caught your wrist before you could fully turn away, her grip light but certain, her other arm still resting against the table. “i’m sorry,” she said, voice low and faintly teasing. “that was mean.”
“was it?” you huffed back, giving a performative tug at your wrist, more stubborn than sincere.
shoko only rolled her eyes, a small tugging of the corner of her lips. “you’re really going to leave over a little teasing? i thought you were more resilient than that.”
“i was. but you’ve ruined me.” you muttered, eyes lowered, heart thudding far too loudly in your chest despite yourself.
her thumb shifts once against your pulse as she gently draws your wrist back, not enough to force you — just enough to stop you from fully turning away. “stay. i’ll take care of you.”
your lashes only bat up at her. “huh?” and for one hopeful, embarrassing second, your heart skipped.
was this it?
had the shoko ieiri finally cave to your pathetic, romance starved whims?
“you’re sick, right?” she asked. “that’s what you said. if your cursed energy really is acting up, that could be dangerous.” her words came out undoubtedly solemn, everything about her normal . . . except for the suspicious amusement in her eyes.
“i’ll have to keep you under observation for a while.”
you did a double take before letting out a breath you hadn't realized you'd been holding, low and amused. “wait, you’re… you’re serious?”
“should i not be?”
“well, yes, but—”
“so, are you saying you want me to stop giving you check ups altogether?”
“i hate you.”
and that’s when shoko’s smile finally broke through. small, yet irrevocably charming. enough to send a wave of dizzying warmth through you.
“thought so.”
she never said it outright — but you were clearly her favorite patient.
was gatekeeping this since last month but honestly what better time to post it than pride month lolol + ib
“ fuck sweetheart . ” those are probably the least offending words you ever heard him say . his fingers tightened on your hips , skirt caught up around the circumference of your waist and panties pulled on the side while his dick disappeared in your gummy walls . you could feel the fabric of his costume pants brush against your thighs at each of his thrusts. a few moans spilled from your lips and and you started to wonder how you'd ended up there .
stan edgar asked you to go fetch soldier boy from whatever shit he had been doing and bring him straight to his office . you weren’t surprised when you found him high on the immense couch dominating his penthouse living room .
the french tips of your nails dug in the leather material of the couch.
“ you’re tighter than a fucking virgin—look at her dripping on my fucking cock . ” his thumb slipped past the rims of your butthole and you immediately clenched both around his thumb and length. your slick gushed down the girth to form a white ring at the base of his cock .
there was something wrong about hearing the wet squelch of his dick driving into your weeping cunt and the grunts that escaped both of you in ben’s quarters .
“ you sure love it raw , yeah ? didn’t know you were a dirty little slut . ”
꒰ CHAPTER 𝟎𝟎𝟐.꒱ ⠀ 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 ＆ 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧𝐤 🏹 ⸝⸝ you keep coming back to the studio for “tiny touch ups” that definitely do not require this many appointments. vi starts keeping your favorite snacks behind the counter.
CHAPTER TWO OF THE combined event with @atetheluck & @ivoraaahills ໒꒰ྀི๑ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ๑꒱ྀིა made with thoughts of @ayzhen & @thechocodoll and the amazing and beautiful @satellitespinner
CUPID'S LABORATORY'S WARNINGS: fluff . flirting, suggestive themes, tattoo needles, mutual pining, yearning, physical closeness, teasing, pet names, workplace romance, possessive undertones, vi being weak for pretty girls, reader finding increasingly ridiculous excuses to visit the studio. modern au .
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"you know touch-ups aren't supposed to happen every week, right?" vi asks, leaning back in her chair with her arms crossed over her chest, though the amusement tugging at the corner of her mouth ruins any attempt at sounding serious.
she watches you glance around the studio instead of meeting her eyes, glossy lips pursed in thought as you point vaguely toward the smallest line on your tattoo.
a line so insignificant she has to physically move closer to see what you're talking about. "this one," you insist. vi huffs out a laugh. there is absolutely nothing wrong with it.
still, she pulls on a pair of gloves.
the machine buzzes softly between you, the familiar sound filling the small room while you settle onto the chair. by now, you know where everything is.
you know which drawer holds the spare stencil paper. you know which playlist vi always forgets to change.
you know she takes her coffee with too much sugar and that she taps her fingers against the desk whenever she's concentrating. knowledge collected through weeks of suspiciously frequent appointments.
knowledge that vi pretends not to notice you gathering. "hold still," she murmurs, one hand resting lightly against your thigh to steady herself. neither of you acknowledge how long it stays there after she's finished.
afterward, she peels off her gloves and gestures toward the counter. "got somethin' for you." confusion flashes across your face until you spot the familiar snack sitting beside the register. your favorite brand.
your favorite flavor. the exact one you'd mentioned once in passing while waiting for your appointment.
heat crawls up your neck as you pick it up. "you remembered?" you ask quietly. vi suddenly finds the ceiling very interesting. "wasn't hard," she mutters. as if she hasn't memorized every detail she can get from you.
the next week, you're back again. and the week after that. and the week after that.
the excuses get progressively worse. a line looks slightly faded. a star seems uneven.
maybe the shading could be adjusted. maybe the placement should be checked. maybe, maybe, maybe.
vi shoots down every excuse with a single glance before booking another appointment anyway. she tells herself it's because she's being professional.
because customer satisfaction matters. because she owns the studio.
it has absolutely nothing to do with the way her day improves the second you walk through the door.
"you're impossible," she says one afternoon, shaking her head while scribbling something onto her schedule book. sunlight spills through the storefront windows, catching the silver rings decorating her fingers.
you grin shamelessly. "and yet you keep letting me come back." vi's pen pauses. for a moment, neither of you say anything. the studio feels smaller somehow. warmer. "yeah," she says softly, eyes lingering on yours for half a second too long. "guess i do."
the silence stretches. comfortable. dangerous.
the kind that makes her wonder what would happen if she reached across the counter and tucked that loose strand of hair behind your ear. the kind that makes you wonder whether vi's hands are always this warm or if it's just whenever she's touching you.
someone clears their throat from the front of the shop. both of you jump apart instantly.
"you know she's flirting with you, right?" caitlyn asks one afternoon, sorting through paperwork behind the counter while vi pretends to focus on cleaning her equipment. the question is delivered so casually it almost slips by unnoticed.
almost. vi's hand stills for half a second. "who?" she asks. too fast. caitlyn looks up slowly. "the girl who's had more touch-up appointments in the last month than most clients have in a year."
vi scoffs. "she's a client." caitlyn continues staring. "a client." "yep." "the client whose favorite snacks mysteriously appear behind the counter before every appointment?"
vi immediately finds something very interesting on the opposite wall. "coincidence."
jinx nearly chokes laughing.
"oh, this is pathetic," she says between cackles, sliding dramatically across the front desk. "you two are like one of those slow-burn romances where everybody wants to throw the main characters into traffic." vi tosses a crumpled receipt at her face.
jinx bats it away effortlessly. "seriously, though. she's obsessed with you." "she's not obsessed with me." "she literally invents reasons to come here." "she likes her tattoos." "and you keep feeding her." "she likes snacks." "you are impossible."
the next time you walk into the studio, jinx notices before anyone else does. she always does. the bell above the door rings and her head snaps toward the entrance instantly. the moment she sees you, a grin spreads across her face. "look who it is," she sings.
vi doesn't even bother pretending she wasn't already looking. you wave shyly as you step inside, glossy lips curved into a smile that immediately makes vi's entire expression soften. caitlyn catches it from across the room. so does jinx. neither of them miss a thing.
"hi, violet." two words. that's all it takes. vi somehow forgets what she was doing.
"hey," she replies, trying and failing to sound normal.
jinx makes gagging noises loud enough for everyone to hear.
as the weeks pass, your visits become part of the studio's routine. you show up claiming a line looks uneven. you show up claiming the shading seems different in certain lighting. you show up because maybe something needs fixing. somehow. probably.
vi always inspects the tattoo with the seriousness of a surgeon. she always ends up booking another appointment. caitlyn watches this cycle repeat itself so many times she stops questioning it entirely.
one afternoon, while you're sitting on the counter swinging your legs absentmindedly, caitlyn approaches with a cup of coffee in hand. "you know," she says carefully, "most people don't visit their tattoo artist this often."
your smile falters. "oh."
"unless," caitlyn continues, taking a sip, "they're interested in the tattoo artist."
heat immediately floods your face. across the room, vi accidentally drops an entire stack of paperwork. jinx collapses onto the floor laughing.
after that, neither of you seem capable of looking directly at each other for longer than a few seconds. unfortunately, that lasts approximately one day. by the following afternoon, you're back in your usual chair, and vi is sitting beside you while you tell her a story that has absolutely no relation to tattoos whatsoever.
caitlyn observes the interaction quietly from the front desk. vi is smiling. genuinely smiling. the kind she usually reserves for family. the kind that reaches her eyes.
"they're ridiculous," jinx whispers.
"yes." caitlyn whispers back.
"they've been in love for like a month." jinx whispers.
"possibly." caitlyn says.
"should we intervene?" jinx asks.
caitlyn glances over at the two of you. your shoulders brush together when you laugh. neither of you move away.
"no." caitlyn says.
"why not?" jinx asks.
"because," caitlyn says calmly, "watching them figure it out is significantly more entertaining."
days later, you stop by the studio without an appointment. just to say hello. just for a minute. just because you happened to be nearby. vi spends the entire rest of the afternoon smiling like an idiot. by closing time, even she realizes she's doomed.
jinx notices immediately.
"oh, she's gone." jinx says.
"what?" caitlyn says.
"gone. finished. done for." jinx gestures dramatically toward vi. "look at her. she's staring at the door hoping pretty girl comes back."
"i am not." vi says.
"you absolutely are." caitlyn says.
vi glares. the glare loses most of its effectiveness when she immediately glances toward the door again.
jinx starts laughing so hard she has to sit down.
caitlyn merely shakes her head.
somewhere between the touch-ups, the snacks, the lingering conversations after closing, and the way vi always remembers every little thing you mention, the entire studio reaches the same conclusion long before either of you do.
the only people unaware of what's happening are the two people hopelessly stuck in the middle of it.
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