Hi! My name is Nixxy! I'm a 22 year old artist living her best life🫡🖤
I am and have been a yumeshipper / self shipper since my preteen years! Lucky me, my husband is my #1 supporter (and enabler)! I'm also, like, super hypersharing. Like yes please, doubles interact!
Here's a master list of my general interests, likes, dislikes / dnis, etc.
This is about to be one loooong post, so strap in!
Yumeship list:
♡ Sal Fisher -> Sally Face (Romantic f/o) ♡
♡ Jak -> Jak and Daxter (Romantic f/o // Enemies to friends to lovers) ♡
♡ Judy Alvarez -> Cyberpunk 2077 (less known, I don't really post cyberpunk related stuff // Romantic f/o) ♡
♡ Sans -> Undertale (OG and Fell versions, Romantic f/o // Enemies to lovers dynamic 100%) ♡
◇ Frisk -> Undertale (Familial f/o, little sibling / chosen family vibes) ◇*
Related Self inserts / Yumesona (in order):
♡ Haylee Jane Thompson (Beauregard) ♡
♡ Evelyn of Flora ♡
♡ Nixxy (persona // my interpretation of V) ♡
♡ Vics Hope ♡
* Don't be fucking weird about Frisk because I WILL find your ass and turn it into grass, k? They remind me of my own siblings, that's why I consider them a familial yume💖
Video games / TTRPG likes:
• Kingdom hearts (all games except for birth by sleep, I hate the system ;; )
• Sally Face
• Undertale and Deltarune
• Cyberpunk 2077 and Cyberpunk Red (ttrpg)
• Vampire: the masquerade (World of darkness ttrpg)
• Magic the Gathering (card game)
• Marvel Rivals
• Outlast 2 and The Outlast Trials
• Aliens (ttrpg)
• Space marines 2 and Darktide (Warhammer 40K)
Music likes:
• KiNG MALA ( Guillotine Dreams, I only smoke to feel bad, Cult leader )
• Mollie Elizabeth ( Dog eat Dog, Run rabbit, Doe eyes )
• My darkest days ( Pornstar dancing, Casual sex, Come undone )
• Lucy Loone ( 123, Daydream dimensions, Outlaw, Body bag, Big blood mansion )
• SAMURAI (Cyberpunk 2077) ( The ballad of Buck Ravers, Chippin' in, Never fade away )
Movie / series likes:
• The Boys
• Cyberpunk edgerunners
• Invincible
• The magnus archives (Podcast series)
• Archive 81 (Podcast series and netflix series)
• Weapons
• Iron Lung
• Scream
• Us
• Lord of the rings
• Aliens
Main hobbies:
• Crocheting
• Drawing
• Baking and cooking
• Gaming (ttrpgs, video games..)
Now that general interests are out of the way, dni time;
DNI: RACISTS, HOMOPHOBES, PROSHIPPERS, EASILY TRIGGERED PEOPLE*, BULLIES AND TROLLS (IF YOU CAN'T MATURELY HANDLE THE FACT THAT I MIGHT BE CRINGE, JUST FUCKING SCROLL OMG // IF YOU THINK BULLYING YUMESHIP DOUBLES IS OKAY, YOU'RE FUCKING CRINGE, DON'T APPROACH ME)
* This is for your own safety as a lot of my self inserts and ocs were created from my own trauma. I love you, please take care of yourself 🫶🩷
If you have any questions or simply want to interact with me, my ask box is opened 🖤
Dividers created by rmstitanic, please show them some love 🩷
* You find a piece of blueprint paper that does not contain blueprints whatsoever.
* Most of it is smudged except for a few lines and one singular picture of a child seemingly around age 7. The polaroid is clearly old.
* You've seen this person before.
* You simply didn't know her full name.
* Victoria.
*... Vics?
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MmMmmmMmmMM lore time
Vics was born around a century following the war. Her mother, Blanche, decided to recruit an old friend (cough cough) to bring back what was left of her secret human lover since she still had his soul in her possession.
That experiment gave her a straight up child.
They thought the experiment failed at first until they came back to the labs to a monster looking strinkingly like Blanche. For some (still) unknown reason, the child was able to maintain a human like form when holding the very broken remains of Blanche's lover's soul. She did prefer this form, which is how she ended up with the pendant around her neck.
Vics would live most of her life in a secret part of the labs where her mother, ■■■ and eventually Alphys kept her hidden. No one could know she existed.
Until her adult self became too curious and found a breach in their security system and slipped out of the labs. She would walk out all the way to Snowdin, where she would promtly pass out from exhaustion.
And the rest is history...
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🩵 The ask box is still opened, feel free to ask more about Vics' origins and lore, her current state. Feel free to simply interact with her in a roleplay manner as well, I truly do not mind such interactions. 🩵
"You're so special, can't you see that? Understand that? You weren't meant to be but here you are. You may call yourself a freak of nature, all I see is the result of an experiment we thought failed. The result of unending, exceptional and unconditional love.
If your father could see how far you've come, he would be so insanely proud of you, Victoria."
♡ ♡ ♡
Music inspiration here
Small, subtle lore dump
I'm working on Vics' story once more since I feel mentally better. I have a bunch of stuff I need to write down. I might make a masterpost where everything is laid out clearly ngl-
Lil note; unlike other monsters trying to murk Frisk, she actually semi protects them. She's almost obsessed and possessive over them. She will willingly put herself in danger if it meant their soul came out of the ordeal intact.
My heart belongs to the og Undertale but I couldn't help myself but wonder... What would Vics be like in certain AUs and what her relationships would look like.
I'm going off of my 2 favorite AUs, Swap and Fell.
Thanks in advance for taking a look at my cringe 🫶
Lore and design notes under cut
Swap! Vics;
- Monster with a seemingly human soul.
- Super talkative and sweet, loves to socialize and meet new people.
- Indifferent to Frisk but isn't an antagonist to them. She doesn't have a motherly instinct towards them but does act like a big sister instead.
- Does not smoke.
- She clashes with Papyrus (the unending beef) often while being sweet, understanding and patient with Sans.
- Dead mom, alive dad. Wears the Delta rune on a pendant in her mother's honor.
- Keeps her shields.
Fell! Vics;
- Does not possess her locket as it broke, her father's soul vanishing with it.
- Constant poker face when out in public. She doesn't speak much, to the point people think she might be mute. She is not.
- She bites, don't approach. When Vics goes off, she goes OFF. She is vicious and violent with a capital V. 3 things can stop her when she goes off the rails; 1. Being knocked unconscious, 2. Frisk (no matter what, she cannot bring herself to hurt them, she does not know why.) And 3. Sans (self explanatory I feel like).
- Speaking of Sans; they fight often, it be verbally or physically. They always make a show of it and she isn't shy to show that she absolutely hate him in public. Behind closed doors is a different deal. They're seemingly extremely close and often have smoking sessions together. They almost seem friendly most times until he or she presses each others' buttons. The tension between the two is palpable and could be cut with a knife.
- Vics loses her shields. She gains sharper fangs and offensive magic (extend her nails to claws, fire powered bullet pattern.) She does not protect, she mainly attacks. If Frisk is near death and she is close, she will use her body and take the damage to protect them.