โDilemma: The Two Bruhzโ โ Part 1
Special thanks to @nothinglikethis99 for helping me develop this storyline!
ย ย ย ย ย ย The sun had already set and it was getting dark out by the time I woke up. As usual, Dev had put my ass to sleep after giving me that good dick. I looked over at him to see he was still sleeping. Our routine had been the same for the past four months; heโd hit me up to make sure no one was at my place, and then heโd come over and tear my ass up. Weโd fall asleep after our orgasms and then weโd wake up and heโd leave. I was used to the routine but I found myself having one problem: I wanted more. No, I didnโt want more when it came to sex because he was damn good at what he did. I wanted a better connection with him, one that went beyond sex. I wanted something deeper without compromising the good qualities we already had. Maybe I was asking for too much.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โDev,โ I said while shaking him. โDev, wake up. Itโs after six.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โHuh,โ he muttered as he began to wake up. He sat up and yawned before looking at me and saying, โLance, I told you not wake me up until seven-thirty.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI need to clean this place up and cook myself something to eat. Iโm hungry.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โShit, Iโm hungry, too. Hook a nigga up.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI donโt cook for friends with benefits. Now if you were my boyfriendโฆโ
ย ย ย ย ย ย He threw his hands up and said, โThere you go with the b-word again.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhy do you have a problem with being my boyfriend? Is it because you fuck around with so many other people?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โItโs because I donโt like labels. And yeah, Iโm a dawg. I donโt do the relationship thing and you know that. We agreed to what this was gonna be before I fucked you the first time.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย I sighed and told him, โI know. Itโs justโฆโ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โJust nothing. We fuck and thatโs it. When Iโm with you then Iโm with you, and when Iโm not then Iโm not. Thereโs no need to make it complicated.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โFine.โ I climbed out of bed and snatched the covers off his naked body. โIโm going to take a shower and when I get out, you should be gone.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhy you salty now?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โShut up.โ I rolled my eyes before putting on my bathrobe and leaving my bedroom.
ย ย ย ย ย ย I began a sex-only relationship with DeVante (aka Dev) Robinson at the beginning of our senior year at Florida A&M University. Iโd already known of him because he was in a frat and I was in one, too. With as many women he fooled around with, I had no idea he was on the low. All I know is one day after a class I went into the bathroom to pee and he walked in and used the urinal beside mine. This nigga looked me dead in my face and then started playing with his semi-hard dick while sticking his tongue out. Ques are wild but Iโd never come across one that did some shit like that. I thought he was just fucking around but he grabbed my ass and squeezed on it. The thought of someone walking in and seeing it turned me on like nothing ever before.
ย ย ย ย ย ย I can easily say sex with Dev was the most exciting sex Iโd ever had. Since beginning college, Iโd only been involved with a handful of guys and they were just typical hookups. Dev was in a league of his own. He was freaky as fuck, got off on seeing me get off and always made sure I was comfortable whenever we fucked. He was the type that loved to sniff ass before eating it and beating it. He was the type who was obsessed with feet and would get horny watching you use the bathroom. I canโt even lie; heโd turned me into a freak as well. There was nothing I loved more than sucking his dick right after heโd come from the gym and was all sweaty and funky. I was addicted to him just as much as he was addicted to me.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI thought I told you to be gone,โ I said to him when I walked back into my bedroom with my towel wrapped around my waist.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Me (Lance Daniels)
ย ย ย ย ย ย He finished putting on his boots and said, โIโm sorry. You know I like what we do. I like coming over here and getting away from the real world and shit.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI just donโt know how I can keep going through with his, Dev. I really like you and this arrangement we got is sexy as fuck, but I feel like Iโm settling for something pointless.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โPointless? Just because we ainโt all in love and shit doesnโt mean what we do is pointless. This thing we got going is good for both of us. Nobody knows and thatโs what makes it unique. And Iโm sorry but do you know how good your ass is?โ When he asked that, I laughed. โIโm for real. You can teach some of these females out here about hygiene because I ainโt never stuck my tongue in some ass or pussy that tastes so fucking good.โ He grabbed his dick in his jeans. โJust thinking about it is making me hard.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย DeVanteย โDevโ Robinson
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI canโt believe Iโve let you turn me into a full-time bottom. Iโm used to being vers.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWell, ainโt no dick going in my ass so you can forget about that with me. But I have no problem with you fucking around with other niggas.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โSee, I donโt like stuff like that. I want you to get mad at the thought of me being with someone else.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhy? You donโt get mad when I fuck with other people.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI do get a little mad.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYou shouldnโt. I donโt do half the things with them that I do with you. Your feet are the only ones to go in my mouth. And when I stroke you just right enough to tap your bladder and make you piss on me, that shit turns me the fuck on. If I do that with anyone else, Iโd get mad and probably knock them out. I do that with you because you turn me on more than anybody else.โ He stepped up to me and grabbed me by my waist. โI donโt know what it is but I canโt deny how much you turn me on, not even if I wanted to. Just the way you look at me turns me on, Lance. So no, I donโt mind if you fuck around with other niggas. They could never make you feel the way I make you feel. Now kiss me so I can go.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย He pulled me in for a kiss and while we kissed, I realized he was right. The sexual chemistry between us was crazy and I donโt think either of us had the strength to walk away from it. It wasnโt that I was unhappy; I just wanted something more. But he was right. Why rock the boat when we were perfectly sailing on the water? So after he left that afternoon, I cleaned up my place and put on some clothes. I then went into my kitchen to cook myself something to eat. I was in the middle of cooking when I got a notification on my phone from Facebook. I opened it to see it was a message from Cameron, another Omega Psi Phi frat brother that Iโd had many classes with since enrolling at FAMU.
ย ย ย ย ย ย Cameron Hughes became my friend during sophomore year. We had a lot in common and talked to each other about everything. Well, not everything. He had no idea that I was fucking around with one of his frat brothers on the low. Unlike Dev, Cameron was nice and didnโt have sex on the brain 24/7. He was more laidback and easygoing. However, he was still a Que and every Que had that wild streak in them so I was sure he was just putting on a front whenever he was around me. Either way, I valued our platonic friendship.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โCome on in,โ I told him as he stood out in the hall. I let him inside and closed the door.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โDamn,โ he said while sitting down his backpack on my sofa. โWhat smells so good?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI was just cooking myself a little dinner.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โLittle? It smells like youโre cooking a big feast up in here.โ He laughed and rubbed his stomach. โI didnโt know you could cook.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Cameron Hughes
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhere did you think I got the cookies and brownies we always eat from?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYou make those?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYeah.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โDamn, I didnโt know. I thought you bought them from a bakery or something.โ He followed me into my kitchen and then asked, โWho taught you to cook?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI taught myself.โ I stepped over to the stove to turn off the green beans and stirred them. โMy mama was a full-time nurse so she was barely home. I either had to learn how to cook or eat at my friendsโ houses every night.โ I turned back to face him and asked, โYou want some?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โSome what?โ He looked me up and down.
ย ย ย ย ย ย I laughed and said, โSome dinner.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โOh yeah. Iโm hungry.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โCool, we can eat and then work on our papers.โย I took our food over to the table and we sat down together.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI wish I had my own apartment. I hate living on-campus.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โBut you live with your Bruhz, right?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYeah, but that shit gets hella annoying. Do you know Iโve never studied in my room before because of them? Itโs always party time and turn up time. And when theyโre not partying theyโre running trains on random girls.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYou donโt participate in that?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โHell no. To be honest with you, I only joined the frat because my dad is a Que. I didnโt wanna disappoint him.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWow.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โDonโt get me wrong, Iโm honored and proud to be a Que. I just donโt get down like that all the time. Some nights I do just wanna chill to myself in some peace and quiet. Is there anything wrong with that?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โNo, but thatโs just the way it is. Itโs not much different being an Alpha. We get wild, too.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYeah but yโall are more laidback and not in your face all the time. I shouldโve pledged Alpha. My dad wouldโve killed me though.โ He laughed a little before taking a bite out of his chicken. โYo, this is so good. I might have to start eating over here instead of spending money for food all the time.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โBoy, you canโt eat up my groceries.โ I laughed and then asked, โSo, how are things with Nicole?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI havenโt talked to her since last week.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhat? Why?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI donโt know. Lance, you ever feel like itโs impossible to find a girl who understands you?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย I got a little nervous as I lied, โNah, not really. I can usually connect with anybody.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โNot me. It takes me a minute to connect with someone and when I finally do, itโs hard for me to trust them. I guess itโs because Iโve been hurt a lot.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โReally?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYeah. Thatโs one of things I actually do like about being a Que; I can trust my Bruhz. We ride or die for life.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โSo, you donโt trust me?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย He smiled and replied, โI didnโt say that.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โI feel like I can trust you, too. Thatโs why I need your advice on something.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โAlright. Go ahead.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โIโve been in this situation with someone for a few months and itโs strictly been about sex. The sex is good but I want more. I want something more solid, but the other person Iโve been involved with only wants sex. What should I do?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYou said the sex is good, right?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYeah.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โOn a scale of one to ten, how good?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โTwenty.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โThereโs your answer, Lance. Why mess with a good thing?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โBecause sex ainโt everything. Werenโt you just saying something similar to that a few minutes ago?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โHow important is the sex to you? Like can you see yourself walking away from it?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โIt would be tough but yeah I can walk away from it for something better.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โThen when the time is right and you meet something better, break it off. But be careful, some women canโt handle being dumped even if itโs a sex only relationship.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย I laughed and admitted, โThis is crazy.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โWhat is?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โIโm usually the one giving the advice. Iโm the one everyone comes to for solutions to their problems. Now Iโm the one needing advice.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย โThereโs a first time for everything.โ He held up his empty plate and asked, โIs there more for seconds?โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย I donโt know what it was, but something was attracting me to Cameron that night. Iโd honestly never thought about him in that way before. Donโt get me wrong; Iโd always found him attractive but Iโd never seen him as being more than a friend to me. However, we were just friends and he was under the impression that I was straight. I wasnโt DL but I also wasnโt broadcasting what I did behind closed doors to everyone.
ย ย ย ย ย ย So after eating, we worked on our English papers in my living room. Like me, Cameron was good at writing papers so we often progressed off each otherโs ideas without harming our own individual creativity. It was definitely one of the advantages to having classes together. While still working on our papers, I got texted by Dev.
ย ย ย ย ย ย โYou got somebody coming over?โ Cameron asked as he noticed me texting. โBecause I can roll out if you need me to.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย I decided not to text Dev back again and sat my phone down before telling him, โNah, just texting a friend. Letโs finish up these papers.โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย After spending a few hours working on our papers, we finished them. I read his and he read mine to make sure we had no errors. We made plans to hang out after finals to celebrate finishing our next to last semester and then he left. It wasnโt until he was gone that I finally allowed myself to think about how nice it would be to have someone like him as a boyfriend. He was the polar opposite of Dev, and that was both a good and bad thing. But it would all have to stay in my head because Cameron was clearly straight. Or so I thought.
[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.
ยฉ D.A. Morrison 2016


















