Ex nihilo nihil fit

Ebbie | 18 | NYC cats are my sole reason for existing (◡‿◡✿) life is a test and I get bad marks

[attitud]

[ineedacat]

isn’t it incredible how every time i post something on here about my life i write it as if my world is ending and then when i look back on it like a year later from deeper down in the pile of shit i have dug myself into it’s like lol oh sweaty if only you had any idea how much worse things can and will get :)

[ineedacat]

hello overwhelming crippling sadness welcome back long time no see

feel free to wrap around my core of numb nothingness and keep it nice n cold

act as a shock absorber for my tidal waves of feelings 

you’d think by now i’d have made up my mind about which i prefer - monotonous consistent immovable numbness or constant unrelenting pangs of sadness and despair and misery lol but imagine i could ever make decisions and both are like parasites anyways leeching away at the very tiny bit of strength and sanity i have

anyways cool to see you again, i guess it’s nice to know that i can still feel things with such intensity even if it hurts to try to exist right now :/ 

[minimal7lethal5dose213-deactiva]

[alienmom]

hey so everyone is doing this and i though why not so here’s a compilation of my favorite vines. enjoy!

[pixendrit]

As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty

[coelasquid]

[missmajerle]

[ineedacat]

my therapist kinda hinted that maybe one day i’ll stop thinking of taking my life as a legitimate solution to the problem that is.....life and i quite honestly cannot wait for that day to come oh boy

[d0p3amine]

[sejient]

supercalifraglisticexistentialcrisis

[blushfae]

i was reading milk and honey by rupi kaur when the sun went down and :’)

[the1975music]

[dolefuldream]

“White Ferrari” by Frank Ocean ft. Bon Iver & James Blake.

[midtown120blues-deactivated2018]

[heart2big]

[sickfuture]