emptiness
it's been weeks since we've really talked talked to each other... it's so weird being in the same time zone, same state, and same island and not be able to talk to her or see her... tour is done and it's been a little over a week that i've been home...tried to go about life the way it was before...tried to be "normal" and carry and accept things the way they are...but i can't...i'm suffering without her in my life...my heart feels so empty...it doesn't seem right to not have her in my life... every single day...whether i'm keeping myself occupied or not...i'm constantly thinking about her and what OUR life would be like if we were together... i love her i can't help the way i feel...i don't know how to stop feeling this way...it's feelings and emotions that will never go away...inevitable... i really don't know what to do with myself...i'm not happy without her in my life... i miss her so much...