Journey as a Beauty and an Inspirit
This post is just about how I became a Beast and Inspirit fan. Ignore this post if you know it's irrelevant to you. I just felt a need to express this because of the events that's been happening with these 2 groups.
I remember the first music video I saw of Beast. Bad Girl was cute but yet I was not really sold. Especially with their hairdo. Then Shock came out, I actually laughed at the song because of it's English 'Everyday I shock! Every night I shock!', I guess it took me a while to become a fan. But it was still in the era as I was a full Beauty when Say No music video came out. To think that that was the best CG at the time. But I fell in love with the song. I guess ballad will always be Beast. When I knew them, I was already in my 3rd year of high school. High school was not really in my good memory box. I was feeling depressive throughout my high school life and nothing could really make me happy but knowing Beast made my life a lot better. I remember this one time my sister took interest in Beast and I was so angry at her. I don't know why but maybe at the time it felt like someone was trying to take away something that made me happy, that made me run away from reality. I was immature, and now I feel like I should've just share them with everyone.
Then somehow Cube took them to Japan longer than necessary and I felt lost again. That was when I found Infinite. With Infinite, their variety shows that made me a fan. I was sad at the time and Sesame Player came to view. I got curious and watched the first episode. They were the best in Sesame Player, I laughed on all the episodes and they just made my life so much better. Be mine came out after that and I was amazed by them. I knew about their synchronised dancing and watched their debut. But to be able to watch it when I'm a fan was just so much better. I knew by then I'm staying. It was funny, I even thought by liking Infinite, me being a Beauty will be gone. I was actually scared of liking another group, leaving the other that helped me live. But Beast always know how to pull me back with their songs. By then I knew, no matter what I'll be with them. 7 years had passed with Beast and now they become Highlight and Hyunseung. Now, Infinite is following with 6 members. A lot of things happened. I'm sad with what happened with my favorite groups but life goes on. I know no matter what, I just need them to make me happy. And I know they are here to make me happy.
Thank you Beast / Highlight and Infinite for the years you have been with me. You may not know me but I'll always be here for you as you were for me.
