infinityisnotok

just ranting about whatever many warnings for each post love is a labyrinth main acc is dexterrhymeswithexpert

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INFINITY’S VENT THING

currently i am: i dont know man everything hurts

in need of help. - SPAM ME. I AM NOT OKAY.

losing it a lil bit - sad and shitty

i mean im alive at least - just tryna hang in there

purty good - not the greatest day but ill be fine

wonderful! - minor setback, but im still happy

very happy! - on cloud nine and nothing is wrong

if i make a vent post on my other accounts im usually losing it a lil bit

if i get angry and then happy out of nowhere do not be surprised thats just how i am i guess

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thanks anon

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“you’re pissing me off”

YES I AM AND THAT MEANS YOU CAN LEAVE AND FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME!!!

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promise me that if i die you will act like nothing happened

i dont deserve to have people worry about me again

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i dont deserve to talk i have nothing interesting to say

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stop telling me i have nothing to worry about

i need to worry about everything

so no one else has to worry about them

and i can lighten the load

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if i could be anything i would be dead

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if all you’re using your hands for is comforting me

put them down

i dont want to see them unless theyre going to hurt me

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no stop lying to me you hate me and you just havent realized it yet

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im so pathetic for crying so pathetic i dont even have a reason

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the worst part is im just a kid

i feel this way so often

and it will only get worse as i grow up

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GAD feels like being strapped to a roller coaster that constantly jumps through flaming hoops and tosses you in the air. it intoxicates your lungs with agony and you cant stop shaking. the roller coaster cannot be stopped, and its so hard to slow it down once it picks up speed. once it goes downhill, it wont go back up until the ride is over. you panic so hard, and realize theres no one else on this roller coaster.

“get off!” they tell you. “its so easy!” “everyone rides this roller coaster at least once, stop being dramatic!”

but you are forever bolted to the seats.

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I⃨ j⃨u⃨s⃨t⃨ f⃨e⃨l⃨t⃨.⃨.⃨.⃨

sorry for feeling that way.

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maybe i just need one hug and ill be okay

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im not hungry

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saturated hues spin round my head

how i wish i could go to bed

i wish to cry but tears wont come out

does anyone know what my words are about

i speak for the lost and the found

i feel mother nature’s heartbeat through the ground

my soul is on fire cant you see it burning

caged fear within me and it wont stop churning

it doesnt matter if my voice is offkey

the words i sing make me feel free

shrouded with guilt and clogged with anxiety

i look just fine till you look inside of me

i wish i was good at the things i enjoyed

i wish i knew how to break out of this void

i’ve let go of hatred and fury, i dont need to claim

but my feelings are still raw

do you know my name?

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they’re just trying to help

why am i yelling at them