livi's scattered remains

hi frend

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Ummmmmmmmmmmmmm

Bye<3

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She's back with a new phone!

Amen

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Merry Christmas everyone

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Be my friend. (also AMA)

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is adderall fun

its not really euphoric for me, but yeah it just gives me this nice warm feeling in my chest. makes it easier to get stuff done :3

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me if you even care. the adderall is kicking in, send asks

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popped 3 addys earlier, feelings supreme

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ASK ME ANYTHING!!

cart + bennys, MWAH.

anyways yeah i wont refuse any asks, ill answer them all. So, be looking at my page every so often for updates... >_<

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shout out to my menheras, jirais, and general girls who understand.

Can i get an amen for all the femcels who genuinely cannot function without substances?

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Drawings I found in my camera roll <33

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AWWWW YOURE A NERDDD<33333 i love that for you

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promise this is the last thing I ask U for a while BC I feel like I'm asking until much but Ur rlly cool and I love Ur opion on everything <33

What do U think emiari + jeckole were like as kids. Like 10 and younger?

okay here we go again.

So, obviously Nicole moved around alot. It caused her to never get attached to anything, not even her own mother who was always preoccupied with her own issues and personal life. From middle school on, she mainly relied on summer school. Socially, in here early years(10 or so), she was always surface-level nice with people. But she also had a streak of instigating arguments through lying, or just getting into them herself. She'd go to one school, either thrive or ruin her reputation, then she'd move. Life started over, and she got practice in people. You can see where that led. Like, imagine THAT for like years and years. And she was already predisposed to antisocial behavior, sooo. But she

Now, Jecka. Her dad wasn't SO harsh with her when she was little, mostly just stuff like "sit up straight" and "be a lady". Average narcissistic parent experience. Her father would fight with her mom where she could her, then take her out for ice cream and be sweet and stuff. Yknow, manipulation. But enough about her dad. Jecka spaced out alot as a kid(canon), and that's cause she has ADD. She wasn't allowed to bring her belongings out of the house as a child, because she'd lose them. And she was a big daydreamer, ESPECIALLY when her parents were fighting. She had to study more and more from 4th grade on just to keep up(before she discovered Adderall). Also, femininity was kind of subliminally forced onto her throughout her life, leading to her hyperfem aesthetic.

Emily was simple, Emily was a big meltdown-haver. Not in public so much, but at home she could be a nightmare if she was in a bad mood. She'd scream and cry, she'd refuse to eat, refuse to do work, ect., ect. But alot of it was because she felt like she wasn't being heard. Her emotions were SO BIG and she NEEDED to externalize that. Yknow??

Ari was shy(im losing motivation bro). But yeah she was probably pretty normal, she was in girl scouts, blahblahblah.

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These are rlly good and I feel bad for asking u so many questions 😭😭

U described Emily js like my sister when she was little 😭

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thanks, im projecting

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<3

i need more problematic moots.

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promise this is the last thing I ask U for a while BC I feel like I'm asking until much but Ur rlly cool and I love Ur opion on everything <33

What do U think emiari + jeckole were like as kids. Like 10 and younger?

okay here we go again.

So, obviously Nicole moved around alot. It caused her to never get attached to anything, not even her own mother who was always preoccupied with her own issues and personal life. From middle school on, she mainly relied on summer school. Socially, in here early years(10 or so), she was always surface-level nice with people. But she also had a streak of instigating arguments through lying, or just getting into them herself. She'd go to one school, either thrive or ruin her reputation, then she'd move. Life started over, and she got practice in people. You can see where that led. Like, imagine THAT for like years and years. And she was already predisposed to antisocial behavior, sooo. But she

Now, Jecka. Her dad wasn't SO harsh with her when she was little, mostly just stuff like "sit up straight" and "be a lady". Average narcissistic parent experience. Her father would fight with her mom where she could her, then take her out for ice cream and be sweet and stuff. Yknow, manipulation. But enough about her dad. Jecka spaced out alot as a kid(canon), and that's cause she has ADD. She wasn't allowed to bring her belongings out of the house as a child, because she'd lose them. And she was a big daydreamer, ESPECIALLY when her parents were fighting. She had to study more and more from 4th grade on just to keep up(before she discovered Adderall). Also, femininity was kind of subliminally forced onto her throughout her life, leading to her hyperfem aesthetic.

Emily was simple, Emily was a big meltdown-haver. Not in public so much, but at home she could be a nightmare if she was in a bad mood. She'd scream and cry, she'd refuse to eat, refuse to do work, ect., ect. But alot of it was because she felt like she wasn't being heard. Her emotions were SO BIG and she NEEDED to externalize that. Yknow??

Ari was shy(im losing motivation bro). But yeah she was probably pretty normal, she was in girl scouts, blahblahblah.

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whats ur opinion on Emily/jecka/Nicole (ship)?

Smash.

No but all jokes aside, as someone whos not really monogamistic myself, i love it. Toxic yuri triple threat.

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bro I feel like I'm asking too many questions 😭😭

Anyway

They probably don't, but like if they HAVE to, what pet names would jeckole/emiari usee?

Jecka would use honey (shes compulsively domestic), Nicole would use babe, Ari would use any name under the sun, and Emily would use sweetie/sweetheart. (these are just what they primarily use, im sure itd vary a little) Ari crumbles when she gets called baby, but Jecka gets lowk triggered by it. Baby is usually fine but if a guy called her babygirl likeee.. anyways yeah, Nicole likes honey. Partially because Jecka uses it, partially because its sweet but not too sappy. Emily loves being called special names. Like nicknames that have some sort of origin or reference in them. She also likes getting called puppy/puppydog on the DL. Jecka honestly really likes it when the person she likes just says her name, but she also does love "sweetie". Like Emily just called her that on accident once and she was a mess for a second.

yeah<3

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reblog if you want anonymous opinions of you

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I’m an attention whore tbh

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SH! >_<

externalize your hurt.