LOLITA.

he’s made me a ghost to you.

[initcne]

this isn’t about what we’ll do tomorrow! this is about what we did. i mean, look at all these people. they’re free because of us. because of what we did in this room. we are finally awake!

                             we are finally alive.

hello, friends! this is an indie, selective, mutually exculsive, & low activity blog for DARLENE ALDERSON of USA’s MR. ROBOT. a commentary on the debilitating affects of capitalism & consumerism on the working class mind. personals & minors do not interact. i’m bru and i’ll be your host. your ghost host.

carrd. • plotting call. • aesthetic sideblog. • pinterest. • matt. • thanatos. •

[initcne]

happy darlene day 🎉

[initcne]

when the pawn hits the conflicts he thinks like a king. / what he knows throws the blows when he goes to the fight / and he’ll win the whole thing ‘fore he enters the ring. / there’s nobody to batter when your mind is your might / so when you go solo you hold your own hand / and remember that depth is the greatest of heights / and if you know where you stand then you know where to land / and if you fall it won’t matter ‘cause you’ll know that you’re right.

[initcne]

★ ⸻ GENERAL

name: darlene alderson.

title(s): nah.

gender: cis female. she/they pronouns.

age: 25 as of 2015 so she'd be 33 this year? but also i don't really care.

birthday: november 5th.

place of birth: washington township, new jersey.

spoken & understood language(s): english, high school spanish and asl, a whole lot of coding languages.

sexual preference: bisexual.

occupation(s): darlene does not "work" nor does she "dream of labor."

★ ⸻ APPEARANCE

eye color: green.

hair color: light brown.

height: 5'5".

major scars: nothing too crazy. scattered scars on her palms and knees from various childhood shenanigans. she has a scar along her hairline from being smacked with the handle of a gun.

★ ⸻ FAVORITE

color: purple, pink, green.

song: man i dunno. it changes a lot. she likes hiphop and punk.

food: candy.

drink: like super sugary strawberry boba slushies.

★ ⸻ HAVE THEY…

passed university: no. she attended one semester of community college and went man fuck this and dropped out.

had sex: yes.

had sex in public: yes.

gotten pregnant/someone else pregnant: no.

kissed a boy: yes.

kissed a girl: yes.

gotten tattoos: yes.

gotten piercings: yes.

stayed up for more than 24 hours: yes.

★ ⸻ ARE THEY…

a virgin: no.

a cuddler: sometimes but usually not.

a kisser: yes

scared easily: no but yes. i've said it before but she's a hell of a lot braver behind a screen.

jealous easily: YES!!!!!!!!

trustworthy: absolutely not.

dominant: yes.

submissive: no.

in love: verse dependent.

single: verse dependent.

★ ⸻ RANDOM QUESTIONS

have they harmed themselves: no.

thought of suicide: yes.

attempted suicide: no.

have/had a job: i mean she had summer jobs in high school at like the movie theater and the skating rink but other than that? absolutely not.

have any fears: yes.

★ ⸻ FAMILY

sibling(s): elliot, older brother.

parent(s): edward and magda, both deceased. bio mom's condition is unknown.

children: zero.

significant other: verse dependent.

pet(s): she calls flipper "her dog" but she's actually elliot's dog.

[initcne]

@headarch1v1st asked : the past always has its hands around your neck, doesn't it?

If there’s one thing about Darlene, it’s that she’s full of shit all the time. She flashes her pretty smirk and kicks her boot clad feet onto the desk, lighting up a cigarette and shaking tangled curls over her shoulders as she does so. “Speak for yourself, Archivist. I’m so future oriented.” As if Darlene isn’t made up of past mistakes and regrets, her panic, her mother’s resentment and her father’s vile nature. Which is why she sits before you now, Archivist, with a story of how not even fear personified wanted anything to do with her. Not because her fear is so entwined with her very soul that it can’t be quantified by simple terms like loneliness. Because she is just that special.

Remember, she’s full of shit.

She taps the ashes of her cigarette out into an empty styrofoam cup. Her heavy hooded eyes snap in his direction. “It’s true. Ask my therapist if you don’t believe me.” She doesn’t even have a therapist.

[initcne]

balls deep in bg3 but it is forcing me to revisit arcane trickster darlene

[initcne]

new sam esmail content coming out so i've been forcibly dragged back here

[geryone]

I’m like if Gregor Samsa was a woman in her 20s

[diabolusearchive]

quick blog rollcall:

matt murdock. you know who he is. marvel sucks so i’m doing what i please. body horror is stored in catholic cathedrals and sensory processing disorder. main guy.

thanatos. greek god of death. hades game and mythology based, super old bitch. body horror is stored in godhood and the trans experience. other main guy.

darlene alderson. mr. robot canon. blackhat hacker and most special girl. body horror is stored in the female experience. she’s active when i remember to log on but she's actually my favorite.

resource & meme blog. i talk about mental health stuff over here and post memes.

[initcne]

wanting to write versus can't focus on a damn thing

[cenizasdevos]

Mr. Robot (S02E11)

[initcne]

have a starter call 💃 multis please specify a muse.

[initcne]

a couple darlene notes since a lot of y’all are now following me from other blogs (hi!!) and might not be familiar with darlene or mr. robot:

darlene is an expert level black hat hacker. the title of the show is misleading but mr. robot is not a scifi show, it’s a psychological thriller that takes place in the good year 2015. it’s also very well renowned for being incredibly accurate in its depiction computer science, hacking, software/electrical engineering, etc. so when i say darlene is good, i mean she is very good. she’s one of the best.

darlene is a full blown cyber criminal and she frequently pulls full blown cons, schemes, and general hijinks. she is also very good at this. she also gets very bored very quickly and moves on from her shenanigans quickly.

she’s loud. she’s crude. she’s crass. she’s crusty. she also has a big heart and does care about people and humanity as a whole. the gist of the entire series is her, her brother, and their hacker group erasing society’s debts by taking out a tech conglomerate that holds the majority of the people’s debts and, when that doesn’t work, they take the money directly from the rich assholes holding onto it and redistribute to the people directly.

like i really cannot say this enough—darlene is just a person. she’s not some uber intelligent meta human, she’s not toting around fancy futuristic technology. she’s a normal, very smart and very angry, woman.

wouldn’t be a bru muse if she didn’t have borderline personality disorder and complex trauma, oopsie!! she also had bipolar II and a panic disorder. she’s sooooo cute. 💋

[notmorbid]

sundial.

dialogue prompts from sundial by catriona ward.

what have you been reading?

trust us to be in the unlucky percent.

i hate you. god hates you.

you go out again, you stay out.

thank you for meeting me here. i didn't want to make gossip.

i know who i am. just like i know that people don't like me.

will you pray with me?

you don't get to ask me questions like that anymore.

if you get scared, you call me.

you don't know what it cost me to get here.

what do you want for breakfast, early bird?

i'm sorry. i miss you. i love you.

you don't want me to have any friends.

how can you be so cruel?

i really don't like your jokes sometimes.

the past always has its hands around your neck, doesn't it?

you're such a pain, but i miss you when you're not around.

it doesn't always feel good to be right.

i won't let anything get you.

i want you to be able to tell me anything.

i feel like there are ants in my blood.

are you going to listen, or argue?

this all must be very weird for you.

no more going outside alone.

you can only do three things with danger: run away from it, fight it, or make friends with it.

when i'm worried, everything around me turns to boiling smoke.

i'm the bad one. the interesting one.

we're each other's heart, outside our bodies.

you're angry, so be angry. let it out.

i wanted to leave my old self behind.

if someone hurt you, i'd kill them.

i can feel your eyes on the back of my neck.

i don't know what to do with myself when i'm alone.

i don't care if you're sorry.

closed doors lead to closed minds.

it might be fun to have a daughter.

you're using all the right words, but not in the right order.

i'm trying to tell it honestly. i'm trying to give you the truth.

you've gone too far to go back.

you don't have to hear it if you don't want to.

there are some things that are too big to tell.

the truth doesn't always set you free.

will you sit with me?

trust me, you don't want to live like this.

always trying to be the hero.

you really are the weirdest kid.

[initcne]

also if it isn't clear already darlene is going to continue to be pretty low activity. my main blogs rn are @diaboluse and @thanatologies.

[initcne]

i can't explain it but darlene's definitely been pirating this since she was 13

[jannwrites]

tv show ask meme : TRIGUN STAMPEDE (2023). (1/3)

a selection of lines taken from the 2023 anime trigun stampede. quotes taken from the english dub version. modified slightly for rp purposes.

[name], come back right now!

try your very best to survive for me.

i don't know what will kill you first--your driving or me.

really shootin' for the stars, huh?

it might be hard to tell from your ivory tower, but this place is cruel beyond belief.

this world will eat you alive.

he's a man, not a monster.

i'm really not much of a fighter.

you'll have to speak up if you care to be heard.

if we don't act now, things will just get worse.

i would prefer not to fight if that's cool with you.

don't you think this is dumb?

we've got an audience. we might as well give them a show!

forget the job! you're risking all our lives!

so, uh. i might be out of ammo.

you're afraid of something, aren't you?

don't scold me.

i'll rip him from those parasites. and once i have, i'll exterminate them for good.

nothing spurs people like revenge.

i'll keep your buddies safe.

you didn't have to do that on my account.

this would be a lot easier if you would put up a fight.

should be a fun hunt.

spare me the blame. lady luck can be a real bitch.

take it easy, boss.

are you so short sighted you believe running away makes you some sort of saint?

is fighting head on always right? it risks lives, and for what?

power is justice. power is truth.

when the world ends, will it ask if you're in the mood?

if you let me i'll save you, too.

you couldn't spare a goodbye?

who are you so convinced is after you?

i have been born anew.

who the hell's side are you on anyway?

your power is immense, [name].

have you ever wondered what it's like to speak with a god?

i'm taking it back. it belongs to me.

it must feel nice. stunning the masses with your tricks, collecting their cries of admiration.

does their praise cure it? the loneliness?

stop this, [name]! stop this!

come here and talk to me.

i'm still me, and you're still living off empty words.

god cleansed what man had sullied. just as i will now.

why here? why now? why do it, [name]? why!?

dumb luck is a necessity.

i don't deserve to cry.

i suppose that's between him and god.

there's no dying on my watch!

scram, will you? you're messing with my mojo.

you looking to crucify somebody?

what con artist is stupid enough to charge this price?

i'm tough. the man upstairs blessed me that way.

you guys aren't hurt, are you?

he profits on death.

well, i got nothin'.

if we don't figure a way out of here soon we're dead, too.

you got a god complex or a death wish?

self-sacrifice might satisfy your ego but don't throw your life away.

i'm gettin' real tired of this game.

this guy is the type of killer who does his work with a smile.

those are the eyes of a good guy.

no more scarin' me, please and thank you.

congrats. i guess you're onto me.

can you please just tell me where my friends are?

i don't understand you at all.

if you're so certain i have them, then why don't you make me?

you left yourself wide open. again.

though we may have our differences, i appreciate you saving me.

his weapon of salvation is a weapon of mass destruction.

now you'll get to kill some friends. your favorite past time.

we will pry it open. and if we must, we will destroy his very being.