I dont want to go to prison Not now I've got a home May not be the best but its mine I've got 2beatifull children who mean the world to me Tylers moved away so if i go i will lose him for good i cant handle that Nor can I handle loosing my daughter Bobbi for that amount of time either she's only two What if she forgets me? 💔💔 Six months is a long time I can be sorted out in time I just need to work at it Steroids have to stop I've thrown my stash of anadrol They were Fkn me up bigtime😓 Thats why I ended up in trouble I hope she forgives me I hope she knows how sorry I am. I don't even know why I'm.writing this as nobody follows me hardly No1 will see Helping me to get through the night I suppose Doctors given me tablets but they don't work Diazipan or marzipan or someshit Stayed in remand cells for two nights and it was terrible What about when.I get out? Then what? No home!? A hostel!? Again😭 I have done some bad things too the people I love dearly To the people I'm closest too in the world Well I've done it this time I know she's through with me and I don't blame her It's such a shame though because she knows how much I love her And she Fkn loves me too Steroids have become my vice instead of cocaine I thought it was a positive drug at least But I was wrong It's amplified my anger And i ignored the warnings I read up on 'drol' knew the side effects but thought to me they wouldn't apply Yeah Fkn right Made me snap at every possible opportunity Made me hurt my true love Made me loose her and maybe Bobbi Made me the hit so low that Im not sure I can handle it
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