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a little personal response / tribute to "here's the life i've always longed for" by Anna Haifisch. the original means so much to me, and even though it's hard, I feel like every day i'm making more steps toward finally being on the other side of that fence <:)

bakwaaas

despite everything …. I’m grateful I got a chance to be alive… to experience love and good food and sunsets. isn’t that the point of it all really

deboracabral

from this post

happy new year friends

winmine-deactivated20201207

existential-celestial

Andrew Newell Wyeth: Wind from the Sea, 1947; Squall, 1986; End of Storm, 1967

vampireapologist-archive-deacti

sometimes there’s a big hole in your soul and that’s just the way it is and you have to fill it up with songs you love and people who make you feel better and towels in your favorite color and socks that feel just right on your feet and even then sometimes part of you will leak out and other times it’ll all gush at once and you’ll feel like you’re fighting a losing battle but the fact is every time you flood you just pick up the pieces of all the little good things around you and start laying the bricks over again and yeah it’s too bad there’s got to be a hole in the first place but that’s life sometimes you babble and ebb and flow and burst but your soul is part of what keeps the world alive and it’s really just amazing you’re here so don’t worry that the sadness never fully goes away I’m just really glad we exist. the world is full of everyone and I’m happy that includes us.

badwolfkaily

mini-oddity

Shock value deaths have always made me seethe when it comes to shows and I can’t believe that’s how they ended it.

If they wanted to kill them off, fine. But to do it like that? With literally less than three minutes in the episode? Even Konstantin had a respectable death. This one made no sense. They really cherished this character only to end her that quickly? What was the reason?

Also that “The End” sign literally felt like a fuck you.

itberice

Eve + Villanelle in ‘Hello Losers‘

rorykillmore

there’s nothing profound about writing a character who’s near-suicidally devoted to taking down her enemies because she’s lost everything and then taking the last person she loves away from her and ending the show with her in anguish. there’s nothing groundbreaking about writing a character desperately struggling for agency & identity & to break away from the organization that abused her only to have her killed off in the process of destroying them, for shock value. and there’s certainly nothing new or fresh or clever about giving queer characters the tragic ending they were always “destined” to have, yet again. but whatever.